A/N: Thank you to my reviewers. Seems that this has struck a few readers with the turn of events in the story. HOWEVER this was always intended and the further the story goes on maybe you will understand the events that lead to what happened if you haven't already. I want to point out also that it is a choker not a collar.

Anyway as you guess I am back there isn't much more to go in this story. I'm guessing 5 or 6 chapters at the most. I'm hoping that my muse will come back as it has came to a screeching halt and every time I open the page I shut it. If you haven't already please check out our other stories.

Please review it does help me. Thanks to those who asked after my wellbeing while I was away. Breakups suck and even though I'm not completely over it I know I will be.

Chapter 20

Jacob laid in his lover's arms. Last night was perfect everything was far better than he could have imagined. He loved Edward and believed that was why it felt so right. He ran his fingers over his choker. Giving a contented sigh, he kissed his lover's chest and moved to go to the bathroom. "Morning baby," Edward pulled him closer to his chest kissing his young lover's hair. Last night for him was everything he had dreamed of and more. Possessing the man beside him made his heart race. Now and forever his baby was his, no one would take away what was his.

"Morning Eddy," the young man said pulling away. "Love you but, I need the bathroom," he said tapping the firm chest as he got up. Still naked, he went to the bathroom giving the photographer an amazing view of his ass. Humming his lullaby, he turned on the shower he brushed his teeth while the water heated. He wasn't surprised when he felt strong arms wrap around his waist, his cock springing to attention. Turning into his lover's arms, he pulled him into a kiss before getting on his knees taking his lover cock in his hand. He looked up into the brilliant emerald eyes. "May I please you?" he asked stroking the hard cock.

"Of course, baby," Edward's hands went to the long silky hair as the hot mouth wrapped around his member. "Mmmm so good, baby," he growled thrusting his hips forward making Jacob gag. However, the young man kept sucking, bobbing his head taking the man's ball sack in his hand and gently massaging it. Dipping his tongue into Edward's slit, he groaned tasting his essence even more on his sensitive taste buds. "That's it baby, taste daddy," he groaned his breathing shallow. The young man pulled back with a slurping sound looking at his lover.

"Lockjaw," he pouted rubbing his jaw. His lover pulled him up and kissed him deeply tasting himself on his lover's tongue as well as the mint from the toothpaste.

"You need more practice, baby. Come, let's shower," he opened the shower door and stepped in pulling his lover with him. Picking up the shower gel, he gently washed his lover's body taking time around his cock and careful on his ass, knowing it would be sensitive. The water cascading down the ripped muscles. Jacob let out soft mewls until it came to his cock where his breath hitched and he let out moans of pleasure. In kind, the young man took care of the man as well also spending considerable time on his cock which was throbbing. "Such a tease, baby," he moaned as his young lover bent down to grab the face cloth. Grabbing the perfect hips, he nudged his cock against his lover's hole.

"Please," Jacob groaned pushing his butt back. Grabbing the shower gel, the older man put it on his fingers and pushed two fingers in at once. Jacob yelped at the sudden intrusion on his still tender hole, his hands holding onto the wall.

"So tight baby," the older man started thrusting his fingers in and out while scissoring him. Slapping Jacob's ass as he pulled his fingers out, he turned his young lover around and lifted him up. "Love you baby," he lowered his lover onto his cock. Jacob gripped onto Edwards neck with his arms his hands running through his hair as he rocked up and down on his lover. "You like riding me, baby?"

"Ohhhh yeah, feels good," Jacob found he could control the depth and speed when Edward was holding him. However, the control he had was taken from him when Edward pushed him against the wall. He let his hand go to his cock and tugged as his lover pounded unmercifully into him. His ass still tender from last night heightened his pleasure considerably, the burn glorious. "Mmmmm, so good," he moaned. "Oh god, oh god just there," he tugged and bounced as much as he could as with each thrust his lover found his magic spot.

"Cum for daddy, baby," Edward panted loving his lover's tight heat.

"Please, please, please fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck," Jacob came all over both of them, riding the wave of ecstasy as wave after wave hit him while Edward still assaulted his prostrate. His ass muscles gripped like a vice around Edward's cock almost making it impossible for him to thrust. Letting one of Jacob's butt cheeks go he gave it a slap making the boy loosen his muscles so he could move. The tightening of his balls led to him shoot his hot seed into his lover. Moaning, Jacob relaxed feeling the cum warm him up even further inside. The men kissed deeply while Edward still held his lover against the wall. His cock began to soften and he eased his young lover down. Jacob didn't let go of his lover's neck though, his legs like jelly. His face hidden in the crook of the photographer's neck. "Love you," he said between soft kisses on his lover's neck.

"My baby is horny in the mornings!" Edward chuckled. "I love you more, baby," he went to let his lover go but, quickly grabbed him as his legs buckled from beneath him. "Back to bed with you," he said quick cleaning his lover as best he could.

"You call me horny. We only just done it and now you want to take me to bed again," his eyes danced over his lover's face. Shaking his head, the photographer turned the water off and led his lover out, quickly drying him before scooping him up in his arms bridal style and putting him on the bed.

"Sleep baby," he kissed the young native on the forehead. Pouting, Jacob closed his eyes and soon the world became a dream in his mind.

That day they were heading to Sirmione where the shoot would take place. The area was beautiful as well as quiet. Edward hoped that Jacob would be happy to stay close to the hotel. They had a long trip home in less than a week. He quietly packed their bags and had them ready by the door. Seth and the others were taking a van to the shoot, while Edward had arranged for a Lamborghini to travel with them. Their luggage would go with the others but, he knew his lover would enjoy the speed and luxury of the Lamborghini. Calling Seth, he asked if someone could sit with Jacob while he slept as he wasn't ready to be left alone. Seth promised to send Brady up as soon as he could. Edward called the airport and arranged for the their tickets to be changed so they could fly into Seattle the day before the funeral. Embry was not going feeling he was not welcomed. As much as he wanted to be there for his friend, he was not ready to return. Elizabeth's car would be used to travel to La-Push and they would return the same day if Jacob was up to it. Staying in his old family home, he would show his young lover where he grew up. Twenty minutes later Brady knocked on the door and told Edward he would take care of his friend. Thanking him, Edward, left his young lover. When he returned he opened the door to have Jacob throw himself at him burying his face in Edward's neck. "Don't leave me again," he sobbed holding tight to the older man. Brady shook his head but smiled.

"He only woke a few minutes ago. I told him you wouldn't be long," Brady went to the door and picked up the luggage. "See you in Sirmione," he left the couple alone.

"Shush baby, daddy is here now and I won't go anywhere again, promise," cooing his young lover. "Let's order breakfast then we can leave I have a surprise for you," he pulled back pushing the hair out of the native's eyes. "Love you, baby," he smiled when his lover kissed him and walked to his room to dress. They sat in their room and ate, Edward telling him that the trip would take a few hours but, they would stop often to see the sights. It was a beautiful part of the country and they had time on their side. No rushing was required for once and Edward himself was looking forward to the slower pace for a while.

When they went to check out, Jacob whistled at the car sitting outside waiting for the owner. He all but dragged Edward to see it when he handed the key back. "God, imagine getting to drive this," he tried to see inside the windows without much luck due to them being tinted. Edward went and opened the door. "Edward, you can't just open someones car," Jacob gasped.

"Just as well that it's ours for the week then, isn't it baby?" he chuckled holding his hand to his lover as he helped him into the passenger's side. Jacob stroked the interior of the car, the bucket seats seem to mold around his body. With ease and grace Edward slid in beside him. "Buckle up, baby," he leaned over and retracted the seat belt as he kissed his lover. "You happy baby?" he asked.

"Very happy," Jacob assured him. The car roared to life and Edward eased out of the lot. In the city they were at a slow pace but as soon as they hit the country lanes, Edward pushed the accelerator down.

"Now we are talking, can I drive?" he asked.

"Sorry baby, you're not allowed," Edward pouted back at his pouting lover. They stopped off at a small stream to allow them to stretch their legs. They decided to walk down stream for a little while, Edward possessively wrapping his arm around his lover's shoulders.

"Edward?" Jacob asked.

"Mmmm," the older man replied his thoughts on their lovemaking last night.

"I love you, Eddy," he sighed. He did love the man who made him his. The one who protected him and possessed him. His hand went to the choker and he sighed again. Edward put his finger on the choker giving it a tug.

"Do you know what this means baby. Does it frighten you or excite you?" he asked.

Jacob licked his lips. "I'm yours, no one can touch me," he whispered. "It doesn't frighten me it calms me," he admitted. "It reminds me that I am loved," he knew what Edward meant but wasn't sure what his reply should be just yet. "I'm cold," he pressed himself against his lover and his face in his neck.

"Of course, baby. Let's go," he led the native back to the car keeping him pressed against him for the warmth, proud of his baby for knowing he belonged to him. "Sleep baby, we will be there soon."

"I'm sick of sleeping," Jacob pouted. He was tired but, he would rather sleep in his lover's arms feeling safe and loved. Sighing, Edward started the car. As much as he said he didn't want to sleep. Jacob was out only ten minutes down the road. His recovery was going to be a slow process. When they arrived in Sirmione the photographer woke the sleeping man.

"Hey baby, we're here," Edward unclipped his lovers belt and pulled him towards him as much as possible. "I will go register us and come help you to our room, okay?" he asked. Jacob moaned he didn't want to be left alone but, he was still half asleep. Gripping as tightly as he could to Edward he nodded but, not really meaning it. "I will lock the doors, okay? I promise you're safe," he pushed his lover over to his seat and climbed out. They had past the others a while back so they wouldn't be here for a while. When Edward returned, his lover was curled in a ball and the moment he opened Jacob's door, he regretted leaving him alone for the few minutes it took him to sign them in. He pulled his baby into his arms and wiped the tears from his cheeks. First thing he would do when they got back was get him in to see a psychiatrist. It was not only the physical wounds but, the emotional ones as well. "Hush baby, daddy is here," he closed the door and led his lover through the hotel hiding his face in his chest.

"You promised not to leave me again," Jacob shouted the moment the door was shut." You fucking lied to me. I thought you loved me," he sat on the couch and sobbed. Edward sighed and went to sit beside him. "Don't make promises you don't mean to keep, Edward," he got up and started pacing the small room. "I'm going to shower ALONE!" he growled going towards the bathroom. Slamming the door shut, Edward could hear the distinctive click of the lock.

Edward sighed and sat on the would up to Jacob to come apologize for his outburst. He had done nothing wrong in his eyes. Yes, he had promised never to leave him but, he had made sure he was safe for the few minutes he was away from his sight.

Jacob was fuming and decided a bath was required. While waiting for it to fill up, he looked at himself in the mirror. His once round face gaunt and his eyes dull of life. Yet he was happy or so he thought. He opened the drawer and found a shaving kit so decided to shave. Once done, he emptied the sink and refilled it again. Grabbing the soap he lifted his arms and proceeded to shave under his armpits. He continued until his whole body was hairless except for his head. He found a pair of scissors and grabbing his ponytail, cut it off just above his collar. If Edward wanted a baby, a baby he would have. Getting into the scalding hot bath he sunk down and watched his skin turn pink. He was not angry at Edward, not really. He was just scared and lashed out at him for that. He would apologise later. He was surprised to hear his lullaby being played and quietly hummed along to it. When it had finished, the room was once again silent. He heard a door opening and shutting. Panicking, he jumped out the bath fearing the worst, that Edward had yet again left him.

"I thought you would be hungry," Edward looked up. "What the hell have you done, baby?" he gasped going to his lover. His hair was a mess, his long beautiful silky hair that he said was his best feature was no longer there.

"I cut it off," he said dropping his towel showing that he had shaved his whole body. "You want a baby, you have a baby," he said. Edward pinched the bridge of his nose between his fingers.

"Go to your room!" Edward ordered turning around and covering the food. "I don't want to see you at the moment," he heard the door slamming behind him giving a sigh he went to the bathroom and saw Jacob's beautiful hair in the waste basket. Picking it up he ran it through his fingers. "You stupid boy," Edward took the lock of hair and put it on the piano. Why he had done it, Edward had no idea. Alice was the makeup artist on this shoot and he would ask her to style Jacob's hair for him. Going to the bedroom, he walked in. Jacob was standing on the balcony looking over the lake. "Baby, talk to me," he went and stood beside his lover. Pulling out a smoke, he leaned against the railing. Jacob merely shrugged and averted his eyes. "I don't know what you want from me baby but, we need to make some rules, you understand?"

The younger man nodded his head and walked inside. "Don't you like my hair short?"

"I never said that baby but, you should've asked," taking a drag of his smoke he looked at his baby.

"That shit is going to kill you," Jacob pouted. He hated smoking and wished that Edward didn't.

"Don't change the subject, baby," Edward threw his smoke butt in the ashtray walking in and shutting the door behind him. "About your hair," he said running his hand through the now short hair.

"It didn't suit me anymore, I want to start afresh," he said putting his finger in his mouth. Edward pulled it out and kissed it. "Are you mad at me?" he asked.

"No baby, disappointed that you didn't talk to me first. You will put your weight back on and then you would have been the same. I thought you had to keep it until you were eighteen though?" he asked.

"Who are they to tell me what to do?" he growled. "I fucking cut my hair off," he sobbed leaning on his lover.

"I know baby, we will get Alice to make it look good," he kissed his lover's forehead. "Do you want to come eat? The others are probably here by now," he stood and pulled his lover up with him. "Wipe those tears, baby. Everything is going to be alright," he smiled pecking his lover's pouting lips.

"I'm not hungry," he sighed running his hand through his short hair. "Can we find out if Seth has arrived?" he asked. Edward nodded and went to phone reception.

"They have just arrived they will be told our room number," he said going to his lover who was picking at the food. Never before had Edward know his lover not eat. He was always hungry. Jacob walked to his lover and wrapped his arms around his waist.

"I'm sorry," he whispered. Edward stroked his hair.

"Would you like me to play for you?" he asked. He sat at the piano letting Jacob sit beside him. He ran his fingers over the keys. Jacob leaned on his lover's shoulder as he listened to him play. The others entered the room without knocking and quietly sat down to listen to Edward play. Neither man moved as their focus was on the music. When Edward finished his piece, the others applauded making both men look up shocked. However, it was Seth who spoke first.

"What have you done to your beautiful hair?" he gasped going to his cousin.

"I cut it off," was his reply, tears once more falling. Seth ran his hand through the short hair.

"I like it," he smiled letting his cousin rest his head on his chest.

"Really? You're not just saying that?" Jacob asked. Seth pulled back taking his cousins face in his hands.

"I really mean it. You look very handsome. Don't you guys agree?" Everyone agreed. Brady ran his hand through his hair which was only just below his collar. Unlike the others on the rez, he kept his reasonably short. Only because he liked to be different. Many times he had gotten into trouble. He was not like most even though his parents were both Quileute. But, out in the big wide world, he was just like any normal seventeen year old. He always envied boys like Jacob and Seth. Always popular with the ladies, not that it mattered now since they were both more interested in men. He had contacted Seth easily by finding the name of the photographer who took Jake's photo and did some investigating and found Seth through Jasper's company. He was not real close to either of the men but, he knew that La-Push wasn't for him any longer. There was more to Brady Fuller than ending up on the boats or unemployed like so many of the others on the rez. His parents gave their blessing when he said he found a job meaning they had one less mouth to feed. There was a knock at the door and in walked a pixie looking girl. Brady's heart skipped a beat as the young woman all but danced to Jasper.

"Jazzy, Merry Christmas," she kissed him on the lips and proceeded to do the same with Seth and Edward. Jacob stormed to the bedroom slamming the door. "Oops," she giggled. "New friend?" she asked. Her eyes went to Brady and she gave a smile with a soft blush on her cheeks.

"Alice, I would like you to meet Brady Fuller, a friend from home and my assistant," Seth said nudging his lover. Never had he seen Alice go quiet yet, there she was blushing at the young boy. The young man gave a wink and held out his hand.

"Nice to meet you, Alice," he said excusing himself and heading to the bedroom to see what was up with Jacob.

"He's so hot," she said the moment the door was shut behind him.

"Bit young for you Ally," Edward chuckled trying to see if he could hear anything through the door.

"Look who's talking, what's the difference Eddy?" she pouted. "So good to see you. Anyway, love the hair and the earring. Now, if we could just change your clothes," she smiled. The bedroom door opened and Jacob came out with Brady behind him. Going straight to Edward, he let him be wrapped in his lover's arms and kissed. Apologizing to his lover, he looked at the pixie looking girl. "Your so cute but, what have you done to your hair?" she tutted moving around the model. "Let me go get my bag and we will have you fixed in a jiffy. Oh, I'm Alice by the way and you must be the famous Jacob I've heard all about," she smiled at the young man.

"I guess so," he lost interest in the girl, his focus going to his lover who was looking at Brady for any signs of interest in his friend. Brady didn't seem interested at all. Alice left them to go get her things the moment the door shut Brady let out a breath.

"I'm starving," he went over to the covered food and picked up some sandwiches. "What are we doing for dinner?" he asked. While the others stared at him. "What? Have I got food on my face?" he asked wiping his chin.

"So what do you think of Alice?" Seth asked.

"She's okay. Why?" he asked.

"She likes you and she thinks your hot," Seth giggled.

"Bit old," Brady shrugged. "So where we going for dinner?" he asked again. Tutting, the three men relaxed and went to find drinks. Once they left the room, Brady looked at Jacob and fanned himself. "Told you," he made a straight face when the others returned. Jacob chuckled and shook his head when Edward looked at him questionably. When Alice returned Brady left saying he had things to do. Jacob had to give it to Brady he knew how to get the woman's attention. Ignore her and she will make the chase.