Warnings: TRIGGERS IN THIS CHAPTER!TRIGGER WARNING! TRIGGER WARNING! TRIGGER WARNING! CONTAINS SCENES OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, RAPE, AND MURDER.Chapter contains a homosexual incestual relationship and sexual content between two women. If you don't like it, don't read it.
Rating: M
Summary: What happens when she gets her wish and Tegan finds herself in an alternate reality where Sara is her girlfriend, and not her sister? Will be a LONG fic, updated often.
A/N: And the story starts to start, mixed with fluff and smut. Quick Chapter, just wanted to get something up for you guys! Read. Review. Enjoy.
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In case you missed it: TRIGGER WARNING! CONTAINS SCENES OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, RAPE, AND MURDER.
Chapter 26 – Why We're Married
"Sara…" Tegan called out in warning. I dropped what I was doing in the kitchen and turned to my wife, who was staring at the TV in awe. Slowly, walking over, I put my hands on my hips.
"What?" I asked. Then I heard what the reporter on the news was talking about.
"Recording artist Kaki King has been reported missing as of 10 o'clock this morning. Ms. King was last seen in Madrid, six months ago. It was supposed that she was staying in her apartment in the city for a 5 month break; however, she did not turn up to an interview this morning. If anyone has any information or has seen this woman, please call your local police department immediately."
I had completely forgotten about Kaki. I swallowed hard as Tegan looked back at me.
"I forgot. I was so wrapped up in you, I forgot. She's still back in the other world." Tegan looked worried. "All portals were closed. That's why it took me so long to get back to you. We had to use the last bit of fairy dust to open one." She gulped visibly, and I could see a realization dawning on her face "Sara, we're here alone."
The full effect of that hit me. We've both in wrapped up in living this life, we'd forgotten some big bad didn't want us here or together. And now, we don't have Kaki to guide us. A million things could happen and we're completely clueless on how to solve them. I felt Tegan start to slip into a panic attack, and I quickly got to her side, putting a firm palm on her chest and between her shoulder blades as she lost the muscle tone in her legs, slipping down to the floor. I helped ease her down, maintaining pressure.
"Tegan, it's okay." I assured her
"No, no it's not" she gasped in a breath "He's gonna come after us. You, the baby. He's gonna come after us." I could practically see her mind spin.
"Tegan, lets take this one moment at a time. Right now we're okay. We're home, I'm making dinner, and…"
Something kicked me. SOMETHING KICKED ME! My eyes went wide and I smiled as it kicked again. I let out a little laugh
"Tegan, babe, she kicked!" I quickly grabbed Tegan's hand and put it on my stomach, just as the baby kicked again.
I looked over and saw the clouds of panic part and give way to the sunshine smile, it bringing out an even bigger smile on my face. Tegan moved both hands to my stomach.
"Oh wow. Sara, she's kicking" she exclaimed.
Tegan looked down at my belly, then back up at me, taking my face in her hands and kissing me exicitedly. Good, I can distract her. That's the new game plan. Don't think about the danger Teegs, let me distract you.
"We really need to give her a name, love" I tell her. "I'm already at 20 weeks. We're just over halfway there, Teegs."
I see her smile and look back down at my belly, giving it a kiss, and sighing "What should we call you?" She smiled wider and sat up. "I've been thinking about that. Something…androgynous." She mentions, still rubbing my tummy.
I smile and lean in, giving her a quick kiss "What did you have in mind?" I ask.
I see her bite in her labaret "Dani."
I smile wide. That name struck a chord in me. It just…fit. "Well, that was easy" I giggle and look down at my tummy, covering Tegan's hands with mine "Dani."
Tegan moves forward and kisses my cheek. I sigh and run my hands across her shoulders.
"Babe, are you working out?" I ask
She shakes her head "I haven't even been running much lately. I should do that more"
"Well, you're shoulders feel bigger and harder" I mention, as I keep running my hands over them. Trust me, I know this body and there was a big change. Now that I think about it, Tegan had packed on more muscle kind of…everywhere. I smiled as I thought of her abs.
"That's what she said" she replied, giggling.
I smiled "Yeah, maybe I'm just imagining things." I pause, then run my hand along her cheek "I love it when you smile. You brighten the room."
I see her blush. I love that I can still make her blush. I can't resist leaning in for another kiss. It was the happiest kiss ever. Have you ever kissed someone while you were both grinning ear to ear? It's not so much a kiss as just being happy with your lips touching. It gave me butterflies and made me scrunch my nose. "I'm gonna go finish dinner, can you put the laundry away?" I ask her.
She nods and gives me one last kiss, turning off the TV and heading into the bedroom. I let out a big sigh, then feel another kick, looking down to my tummy
"Your mommy gets so worried sometimes. It's a good thing mama knows how to ease her mind, eh? I can't wait to meet you."
I give my belly a rub, then use the couch to help me stand up. Putting a hand on my lower back, I slowly stretch it, then walk into the kitchen to stir the stew.
Tegan's POV
I'm folding a pile of laundry on our bed, just letting my mind wander to the baby. This is where my mind's been the past few weeks. I happily drift into daydreams. I can't wait to go swimming in the lake with her, bring her out on the boat. I should learn how to fish. Will she want to play music? Will she want to be a mathematician? A scientist? An actor? I smile. This kid will have every opportunity. I can't wait to help with homework, and play in the fall leaves. We should have a treehouse built. I should plant more trees.
I sigh.
I just want to hold her already. It's good that Sara's still cooking her, because I want her to be healthy, but I want her to come out already. I really am getting impatient. I'm also kind of jealous of Sara. Not that I want to be pregnant, but Sara gets to spend 9 months with her. It's kind of unfair.
I start to put the folded clothes in drawers, and when I'm done, I can't help venture into Dani's nursery. Dani. That name's been floating in my head for a few days now. She has a name. My daughter: Dani. I smile, sitting in the rocking chair. What will her favourite colour be? Will she have a favourite stuffed animal? A special blankie? I look around at the yellow walls and light green furniture. In a few months, she'll be asleep in that crib. We'll be putting the jumpers in the dresser on her, we'll be changing diapers. I smile and sit back in the chair, closing my eyes.
My family. Sara and Dani. Tegan, Sara, and Dani. Dani Quin. Ha DQ. That made me giggle. We've gotta give her a strong middle name to break up those two letters.
I sigh again as whatever Sara's cooking is starting to smell good. It fills the whole house. I stand up and head to my study, grabbing my favourite old beat up acoustic. I head back into the kitchen, and see Sara chopping some vegetables. Walking over to the island, I pull out the stool, and take a seat. She looks up at me, confused.
"What are you doing?" she asks me
"I'm going to serenade you while you cook" I reply
She smiles at me and continues to chop the veggies. I look down, and place the capo on the neck, then start strumming away, starting with Call It Off. I watch as her knife slices fall in time with the rhythm. The acoustics are really good in here. Next, I dive into Where Does the Good Go, before starting up Closer.
All I wanna get is a little bit closer
Sara has her back to me, and freezes.
Sara's POV
The serenading to this point has been fun. It sure beats putting the radio on. I've always loved Tegan's voice. But she starts up Closer. This one hits me deep every time. I know it's for me. I freeze, facing the stove.
All I wanna know is, can you come a little closer.
When we co-wrote this chorus, I wrote to her too. I feel a surge through my body and I need her. I take a deep breath and moan, rubbing my thighs together.
Here comes the breath before we get a little bit closer
Here comes the rush before we touch, come a little closer
The doors are open, the wind is really blowing, the night sky is changing overhead
I turn the burner off, feeling my cunt swell and I shudder, just as she hits the chorus.
It's not, just all physical
I'm the type who won't get oh so critical
I gulp, and can barely contain myself. I want to rip her apart, want to feel her fill me up. Oh god. My hips start to buck.
So let's make things physical
I won't treat you like you're oh so typical
All you think of lately is getting underneath…
I turn and take the guitar from her, throwing it aside. The strings ring out grossly as it hits the ground. Tegan looks shocked
"SARA!" she calls out.
"I need you, NOW!" I insist, my hands taking off her shirt. I start to unbutton my pants, and before she can answer, I'm kissing her hard, and pushing her hand down my pants.
Her fingers go right to my clit and I melt into her, moaning loudly. My clit throbs under her strokes, and I'm already close.
"Oh fuck Tegan!" I call out
"Is this what you want?" she asks
"Fuck yes." I answer
My body tightens, I'm on the edge. I let out a loud moan as I explode. She holds me up as I shake against her. It's quick, and I let out a breathy exhale, then stand up, kissing her softly.
"Thanks babe. I needed that. Ready for dinner?"
I smile. She still doesn't know what happened. Tegan just sits there, looking shocked, her fingers still in the position they were against my clit. She nods and I turn to get her a plate ready.
"Hormones?" she eventually asks
"Oh yeah. That song is just…it's all it took" I giggle.
She smiles, then comes behind me, running her hands along my sides, then to my tummy. She kisses my ear.
"that was hot" she whispers.
I chuckle and nod, turning around and handing her a plate.
"Before it gets cold" I tell her.
She takes a bite and lets out a moan of her own.
"Jackpot. Fuck Sara, you're trying to kill me aren't you? First that, now this?" she asks
I shrug "I love you"
"I fucking love the shit out of you too" she responds as I take a forkful from the plate I'd just made myself.
"Dog Whisperer?" I ask
"This is why we're married" she replies.
I laugh and follow her to the living room.