Chapter contains a homosexual incestual relationship and sexual content between two women. If you don't like it, don't read it.
Rating: M
Summary: What happens when she gets her wish and Tegan finds herself in an alternate reality where Sara is her girlfriend, and not her sister? Will be a LONG fic, updated often.
A/N: I took a break. The break I thought I was going to take after the big chapter. There's more to this one, but since y'all are going kinda nutty without an update, I thought I'd cut it in half and put this up. The next chapter's gonna continue right where this one leaves off. Also, I've been planning this since square one so I thought it was hilarious when you all thought I was going to turn Tegan into a man. Hope you don't hate me. Lastly, I've been doing a lot of fanfic reading over my break and am OBSESSED with First Love and Drive Me Crazy by ComeOnJustifyMyLove. Seriously. Check those out. Anyways: Read. Enjoy. Review.
P.S. I will be doing another chat at chat starting at midnight (EST) the 29th/30th. Meet me there and we can chat about the fic, the quins, anything really.
Disclaimer: COMPLETELY FICTIONAL!
Chapter 35 – Thank God for That
Sara's POV
I pushed in deeper, hearing Tegan moan. I let out a moan of my own as the feeldoe pressed against my G-Spot. I leaned in and kissed her softly, the water from the shower cascading down us in a warmed waterfall. I felt her hands on my back and squeezed my eyes shut.
"I love having you inside of me" she whispered to me through the moans.
I eased out of her, to the tip, then pushed back in. We both dropped our heads to the other's shoulder, breathing heavy and moaning.
"Making love to you is amazing" I whispered back. "Sometimes I wish that I could really feel you from the inside like this."
Tegan nodded and kissed me, as I took hold of her hips and thrust slowly into her again. Her hands splayed across the shower door and her chest heaved. I leaned in, kissing her collarbone, before pushing all the way into her, as far as I could go. She gasped and took hold of me. My eyes shot open as my walls tightened and my stomach quivered. I could hear Tegan's heavy, uneven breath in my ear and felt my knees weaken. When she wrapped her arms around my neck, I took steady hold of her and brought us to the ground. I sat and kept inside of her as she straddled my lap. I looked up, kissing her just before she let out a loud moan. Her hair was wet and plastered to her face, the water still coming down. Her body glistened with the wetness and I gulped, getting an eyeful of her breasts. I thrust into her deeper, pulsing at the very back of her cunt. I got another gasp and she fell onto me, her entire body rolling into mine.
"Oh my god Sara. That's the spot" she purred into my ear.
I bit my bottom lip as the intensity was building inside of me, a fire starting in my stomach. I could feel the resistance of Tegan's walls and it was driving me insane. If only I really could feel how hot and tight and wet she is. She shuddered on me and my toes curled. She was gasping for breath, making tiny screeching noises, starting to ride me. With her added weight against the toy, the on and off pressure on my g-spot was making my head spin. I held tightly to her and met her thrusts with tiny pulses of my hips. I held my breath as I felt it start, then I took in a loud breath as my body exploded, my mind shattering into a million pieces. Tegan hit her orgasm not moments after me, falling onto me, a pile of tight, defined muscles. Her body jumped with each contraction, and her pussy twitched. I could feel the tiny vibrations up the shaft and into the part inside of me. I felt like I couldn't catch my breath. I slumped back in the shower, laying down. Tegan fell on top of me and we both tried to catch our breath. As Tegan caught hers, I noticed that I was still having a hard time breathing. I was gasping for air.
"Oh shit. Sara, are you?" she asked
I nodded. Tegan got to her feet and sped out of the bathroom at a run, heading to my nightstand. I tried to stay calm and level out my breathing, until she pressed the plastic to my lips. I took the inhaler from her and medicated myself. After my second puff, I took a crisp, clear breath and sighed. I leaned my head back against the tiled floor of the shower, the water still pounding down. Tegan giggled and I turned my head, looking over at her. She was drying her hair with the towel and had a giant smile on her face.
"Better?" she asked.
I nodded.
"I fucked you into an asthma attack. That's a first" she told me.
I chuckled and put a hand over my stomach.
"I've got butterflies" I replied.
She flashed me another smile, then came over and turned the shower off. Tegan opened a towel to me and I eagerly walked into it. Once I was all wrapped up, she leaned in and kissed me, before stooping down and putting a forearm behind my knees.
"What are you…?" I asked
I was answered by her picking me up and giving me a kiss.
"Might as well use 'em while I've got 'em" she said with a smile and another kiss.
I giggled and wrapped my arms around her neck. She laid me on our bed and kissed me deeply, grinding into me. I moaned as it rocked the toy into me again. She broke the kiss and I looked up at her, stunned.
"Again?" I asked.
She sucked her bottom lip back into her mouth and nodded. A smile crept over my face and I wrapped one arm around her shoulder, spinning us so that I was on top of her. She immediately spread her legs and I pressed myself down onto her, kissing those full Tegan lips. I ran the tip up her slit, making sure to flick it over her clit. She moaned and pressed her hips deeper into the bed.
"I'm going to make love to you" I tell her.
She smiles at me and nods, tangling her hand in my hair and brushing my cheek with her thumb as I pressed the tip to her entrance.
"Don't pass out on me" she whispered, jokingly.
I chuckled and she pulled me down for a kiss. I pushed into her gently and grit my teeth. How can she still be tight after just having had me inside of her? Maybe Tegan has a magical cunt. I don't really care right now. She feels so good. I can smell her drool from here and it's intoxicating, especially when it's mixed with the taste of her lips. I could get high off of her. I pressed all the way inside of her and her back arched, but her eyes didn't leave mine as we broke the kiss.
I watched her face contort in pleasure as the tips of her fingers dug into the skin on my back. Her mouth hung open as I moved slowly and gently in and out of her. I took deep, careful breaths as I felt the intensity mount.
"Oh my god Sare" she moaned, her head arching back now.
"Is this a good rhythm love?" I ask
She nods and I take a nipple into my mouth, running my tongue over it. She gasps and pushes her chest into my face. I keep my pace nice and slow, torturing myself in the divinity of my wife. I move on to the other breast, circling the nipple before taking it in.
"Sara" she moans into the night.
I finish with her breast and cover her mouth with mine, letting it capture her moans. The kiss is slow and loving, lips lingering against each other as we both take in air. I run my bottom lip over her top one, then lick around their circumference, only to feel Tegan's tongue meet mine. I let my organ slide over hers, creating a mesh of hot, wet tongues dancing, and causing my spine to tingle. I break the kiss and lean my forehead against hers, smoothing her hair back and pushing into her to the hilt. She clung to me. She loves it when I fill her to the max. When she gets all of me. Her mouth is right next to my ear and I can hear her tiny moans of pleasure, as my hips move just slightly in and out, creating the slightest pulsation right at the back of her. She loves this and wraps her legs around my midsection, moving in synch with me. My G-spot was tapped out at this point. It was numb, but watching, feeling, and hearing Tegan respond is doing it for me. I ran a hand from her cheek, down her neck, her breast, down her side, and grabbed an ass cheek. Her body squirmed and her mouth fell open again, steamy breaths being taken in. I gulped, feeling myself drip out from around the toy. I had to readjust it so it wouldn't fall out, and I got a different kind of sound from Tegan.
"Right there" she said.
"Here babe?" I asked, directing the toy back into her at the same angle as I just had.
Her shoulders rolled back and she inhaled a deep breath and nodded. Pulling just slightly away I moved forward to hit that spot again and I got a nasally, muffled noise.
"You okay?" I asked.
"I'm trying not to scream. Keep going" she responded.
I squeezed my thighs tighter, my clit throbbing at the tone in her voice. I moved back in the hit the new spot again and felt nails in my back this time. Her heels dug deeper into my lower back and I exhaled deeply, moving in closer, and pulling her head to my shoulder.
"Bite down" I instructed.
As I moved back in, she did. My body was crawling with so many endorphins, I didn't feel the pain. All I could feel was my trembling-self in light of Tegan's intense reaction to my actions. When I moved back in to hit it again, she screamed into my shoulder, as I felt her body spasm and jump. Oh fuck, I'm gonna…I felt myself tighten, then my release hit me. Tegan kept on going. I held her close and just gently pulsed. Her nails were hooked into my skin, slowly dragging down my back and her teeth were locked on my shoulder. I could feel the sweat between us and the mixing of our cum on our thighs. Then there was a final sigh from her, oddly similar to the baby sigh Dani gave when she was done nursing. It made me smile. I held her limp body tightly to mine, staying inside of her. Her nails and teeth exited my body and fell limp also. My lips kissed her cheek softly, but lingered.
"Still with me?" I whispered.
"Unggg" was the response.
I chuckled and flipped us, getting Tegan situated right ontop of me. She laid against my bare chest, limp, breathing heavily. I kissed the top of her head and gently rubbed her back. With a deep breath she moved to prop herself up on an elbow and look me in the eye, but her eye caught something else.
"Oh my god, Sara!" she exclaimed
"What?" I asked, twirling a strand of her hair in my finger.
"You're bleeding. Oh fuck. Babe, I'm so sorry" she said.
I looked down to where her mouth had been. She'd broken the skin and tiny droplets of blood were starting to dry there.
"I'm fine, Teegs. Less damage than if you'd woken Dani" I joked.
I gave a small chuckle and ran my hand through her hair. She smiled and laid back down on her side. I turned on mine to face her.
"Are you sure you're okay?" she asked.
I nodded and leaned in, kissing her. I smiled against her lips and fully tangled my hand in her hair as hers trailed down my back. Another gasp. She turned me onto my stomach.
"Fuck! I can't believe I did this. How are you not feeling this right now? Sara, these are deep" She said, starting to feel guilty.
I reached out and touched her face.
"Tegan, I'm okay. Really. I've got so many feel good hormones running through me right now, I don't feel it. Is it that bad, though?" I asked.
She nodded.
"I'm going to bandage these up for you" She said, getting out of bed.
I sighed and nodded "Alright. But then can we sleep?"
"Sure" she replied, getting up and heading into the bathroom.
I laid on my stomach and took the toy out, casting it aside. I yawned and curled up to a pillow. I was already drifting when I felt warm, loving fingers on my back. I winced as she cleaned the scratches.
"I know love, I'm sorry. I promise I'll kiss the pain away in just a moment" she whispered.
I closed my eyes and endured the stinging, wrapping my legs around her from my face-down position on the bed. I just needed to know that she was here. She finished with them then leaned in and kissed up my back. I turned around and hugged her.
"Sara, I'm so sorry" she said.
"I'm okay Tegan. I was sexy, just don't do it again" I told her.
She nodded and I felt the tears on my skin. I held her tighter.
"Hey, babe, I'm okay. It's alright" I reassured.
She nodded and whimpered "I hate that I hurt you."
I sighed and held her even tighter, letting her cry into me. I rubbed her back.
"I thought you promised me kisses?" I asked
She lifted her head and immediately gave me a sloppy tear-filled kiss. I took it and enjoyed it, feeling her tears slowly stop as she lost herself in me. Knowing that your partner was losing themselves in a kiss with you is an amazing feeling. I sighed and ran my hands down her back, but had to break the kiss.
"I love you" I told her.
"I love you too Sasa" she replied, putting her head on my chest.
"But we should get to sleep. Dani'll be up in like 6 hours and need to be fed" I explained.
She nodded and leaned over, hitting the button on the remote that turned off the light, then snuggling right back up to my chest.
"Babe, can we spoon tonight?" I asked.
She nodded and turned to spoon me. I kissed her cheek.
"I want to be big spoon" I told her.
She grinned and nodded, giving me a quick kiss, then turning around. I wrapped my arms around her and laced our fingers together, snuggling in. I always fall asleep quickly when I'm curled up with her. Not to mention the sexcapades from earlier. That took a lot out of me. I sigh and kiss her shoulder, yawning and getting a squeeze of the hand from her. I smiled and drifted off.
It wasn't long until I heard Dani's cries, and felt the tightness in my chest that signaled that my breasts were full. I looked at the clock and groaned then yawned, sitting up and kissing Tegan's head. I headed out of the room and into Dani's bare chested. I reached down and grabbed her, her crying stopping.
"Hey baby girl. Mama's here. You're hungry, huh?" I asked.
Mama. Mama. Nums. I'm hungy.
I smiled at her adorable baby voice and kissed her forehead, taking a seat in the rocking chair and letting her latch on. I yawned and leaned back, closing my eyes and singing to her softly. Tiny happy moans, were running through my mind and they were making me smile.
"You're the cutest little bundle, do you know that Dan?" I inquire.
She's busy eating, and I see her eyes slowly drift as she nurses. I cock my head to the side and watch her tiny face. My free hand sweeps her hair to one side, the baby down running through my fingers. She looks so much like Tegan. It makes me smile.
"I love you so much little one" I whisper to her.
I hear her audible sigh as she unlatches and yawns. I bring her up to my shoulder and burp her, snugging my cheek into her back. I yawn as well, thinking about the bed, and the warm, soft body waiting for me. Dani falls asleep on my shoulder and I give her a quick hug and kiss before putting her back in her crib and heading back to bed. I curl back up to Tegan.
"She okay?" Tegan's husky, deep voice asks.
I nod and place a soft kiss on the skin just below her neck.
"Just a feeding. She's fast asleep" I tell her.
Tegan nods and turns into me, burying her face in my neck and flinging a leg over my hip. I smile and tub her back as we both doze off.
The next time I wake up, I feel an odd tightness between my legs. My clit's throbbing. I groan at the light coming through the curtains. I look at the clock and see that it's 8am.I turn my attention to the baby monitor and I can hear Dani's slow and even breathing. Good job baby girl. I look to Tegan who's shoulder-length hair is messed up and sprawled all over her face. She's tangled in the sheets, mouth agape and drooling. I chuckle and feel my heart smile. I get out of bed and pad over to the bathroom. Yawning, I started the shower. I grunt and move my hips, turning on the special jets in the shower to help alleviate the throbbing. I really want to wake Tegan, but I really should let her sleep in. I step in the shower and something's off and I start looking down. Why am I feeling a steady stream coming DOWN onto my…OH SHIT!
My eyes go wide and my mouth hangs open. I forget to breathe for a moment. This doesn't belong here. What the fuck? I'm looking at my…my...my penis? I poke it and jump, as I feel it through my body. I start to breathe hard. I put my hands on the erection and immediately let go, holding my hands up like I'm under arrest. I'm freaking out. My hands go to my chest. Okay, breasts. That's good. That's very good. I get out of the shower and run back into our room. I start shaking Tegan.
"Tegan, get up!" I call out.
She groans and turns around.
"Tegan I'm serious, get your fucking ass out of bed" I yell at her.
I take away her pillow and she growls at me, taking mine and curling up with it.
"Tegan, I WILL squirt you. Get the FUCK UP!" I urge.
She's not moving, so I take hold of my nipple, aim it at her, and squeeze. I shoot breast milk right at her forehead and her eyes open.
"What the…?" she looks at me "Did you just titty squirt me?" she asks.
"Tegan, I…I…" I run over to my nightstand and take a couple hits off my inhaler. I feel hands on my back as I take a few breaths.
"Sara? What's going on? Why are you soaking wet?" she asks, worried now.
I gulp and turn around slowly. She doesn't notice, her eyes are locked on mine, waiting for an answer. I slowly drop my gaze, knowing that she'll follow. Rock hard, about 8 inches, purple head. That's a cock alright. I hear her gasp.
"What the..?" she questions.
"I just woke up with it and it was…up" I told her, starting to get self-conscious.
"Is it…attached?" she inquires.
I bite my bottom lip and nod, trying to hide myself now. My cheeks flush and I start to feel embarrassed. She rolls her eyes and moves my hand away from my new member.
"Come on Sara, no need to be embarrassed. It's me. I'm just…shocked, and a little…" She trails off.
"Disgusted" I finish for her, dropping my head.
"No. Not the word I was going to use at all. I'd say…intrigued. I'm intrigued" she says.
I look up and meet her eyes. They've softened. She reaches out and rubs my arm.
"Where's Dani?" she asks.
"Still asleep. I fed her three hours ago. She's starting to sleep for longer" I tell her.
"I know. It's nice" she sighs, pausing and running a hand through her hair.
I breathe harder. As she brings her arm up, her bare breast shifts up as well. I gulp, looking down her body, feeling the pressure in crotch increase. I look back at her face and she's chuckling.
"Like what you see?" she asks.
I nod, my eyebrows knit together, trying to contain myself. I want her so badly. I watch as she bites the inside of her lip, processing. It ends with a smile and that look of adoration she gives me.
"Come here" she whispers.
I take a step closer and she hugs me, my erection now pressing against her stomach. My knees weaken at the contact of her warm skin and the spark that happens when we touch. She kisses me deeply, then wraps her hand around the new arrival. I gasp and feel my stomach tighten. She slowly breaks the kiss and moves her lips to my ear.
"You're still you. I love you. I don't care what body you're in or what "equipment" you've got. I'll bat left handed if it means I get to be on your team" she whispers.
Her words tickle my ear and sit in my soul.
"Lets take care of this, then call Kaki. This has fairy written all over it" she tells me.
I nod and she covers her mouth with mine, starting to move her hand over me. I feel my nerves spark to life.
Tegan's POV
I have to keep remind myself that this is Sara. I know she probably wants to feel my mouth, but I'm really not ready for that. I've never touched a penis before. It's odd. She's really hard. She's dripping pre-cum too. This is Sara, Tegan. This is Sara. I keep telling myself over and over. Despite it all, I feel myself moisten and my clit throb. Is this turning me on? Well no Duh! It's Sara, and she's moaning right next to my ear.
"Too much friction Tegan. It's starting to hurt" she whispers back.
I nod and kiss her "Hold on."
I let go and she groans. I reach into the bedside table and see the lube, but then a thought crosses my mind and I smile, closing the drawer.
"Where's the lube?" she asks when I come back.
I give her a sly smile "Right here" I tell her, reaching my hand down to my core and scooping up some of the cum that was preparing me for her. Sara lets out a very audible breath and her hips are bucking. I smear myself along her shaft and her eyes roll back.
"Holy fuck Tegan" she moans, throwing her head back.
I lean in and take one of her nipples into my mouth. Her back arches and I feel her twitch in my hand, as I continue to stroke her. Her forehead falls to the top of my head and her hands are in my hair.
"I'm gonna cum" she moans, starting to breathe heavy.
Her hips thrust the cock into my hands, and back out. I kiss her deeply and look around. Right. Cumming means…cum. I don't want it on me. I grab one of my discarded white t-shirts and press it to the tip of her cock, just as she moans and I feel her shaft twitch. It's short. Very short. I roll the shirt up and toss it into the hamper, then look back at her and kiss her. Her eyes are closed and she leans against me.
"Better?" I ask
She nods "Thanks."
I smile and kiss her, feeling her go flaccid, and removing my hand. I ignore my own horniness, feeling odd about it.
"Hope in the shower. I'll start breakfast and call Kaki" I tell her.
She nods and I kiss her again.
"I love you, Sara" I reassure her.
I feel her let out a tiny, half-distraught sigh, then turn and head back into the bathroom. I get dressed, then peek into Dani's room. I walk over to the crib. She's fast asleep, but I can hear her thinking as she dreams.
Nakeee in da showaaaaa.
I supress a giggle at the cuteness and walk out towards the kitchen. I wash my hands and get started. It's not long until I feel Sara hug me from behind. I lean back into her.
"You smell nice" I tell her.
"Well, I'm all clean, I should" she replies.
"I haven't called Kaki yet, but breakfast's almost done" I inform her.
She nods and heads over to the coffee maker, pouring herself a cup of the decaf I put on. I get a kiss on the cheek, then listen as she sachets over to the table, looking through her phone. I hear her start up a conversation with Kaki as I plate our breakfast.
"What do you mean I wished for this? I did NOT wish for a cock!" I insist. "Well the settlers of Alfard can suck my huge cock and take it back. It's…" she trails off and I realize it's because she's staring at my cleavage as I get seated. I bite my lip and chuckle, reaching under the table and feeling her erection through her boxers. She squeaks. "Kaki, I'll call you back." Sara hangs up and looks at me. That look sends shivers through my spine and I bite my labaret into my mouth.
"Tegan…" she moans as I start moving my hand on her.
I feel my clit pulse. This is turning me on. I know Sara thinks I'm sexy, but this way, I get to see just how sexy she thinks I am. There's visual proof. I'm getting really wet now, starting to recount all the times Sara's made love to me with the feeldoe. How amazing that felt. This is the same Tegan, only she can feel everything. I look back at her eyes burning holes in my head, and am in her lap so fast she doesn't know what's happening.
I crash my lips against hers, feeling the fire inside of me grow. I need her. I need her to fill me.
"Tegan…" she maons into my mouth, pushing me away slightly.
I shake my head "It's okay. I want you inside of me. I want it. So badly".
Sara kisses me back, hard, moving a hand under my tank top to massage one full breast in her hand. I moan and roll my hips into her stomach, feeling the newest part of our love life jump beneath my bum. I grind on it and get rewarded with a moan from Sara.
Sara's POV
She wants me inside of her. Just the idea is making me tremble. Feeling her for real. Holy shit. I'm bigger than the toy though…much bigger. I really don't want to hurt her. I take hold of her hips as she continues to grind into me and I feel the blood rush more readily to my nether-regions. Her lips feel so good on mine, and her breast is divine under my palm. She's warm and soft: like she always is. Best of all, she's Tegan. Tegan starts to take off her shirt, and it's tossed across the room, I gulp and look up at her body.
"You think I'm sexy" she whispers to me, leaning in and giving me a kiss.
I nod "Was that ever in question? We own multiple mirrors" I tell her.
She laughs and I run my hands over her ass, leaning in and capturing her lips. Tegan kisses me back, running her hands up under my t-shirt, making me shiver. In that moment, Dani lets out a cry and she drops her head to my shoulder. I sigh and rub her back. She leans back up and pecks my lips.
"I'll go get her" she says, kissing me again.
"I'm gonna go take care of this" I tell her.
She nods and kisses me again, then gets out of my lap and grabs her discarded shirt, pulling it on and disappearing down the hallway. I sit back in the chair and sigh, but quickly get to my feet and head to our bathroom. I lift the waistband of my boxers and look down at my erection curiously. It's very veiny. I do have to say that it's pretty…for a penis. I sigh and look over at the counter, finding some hand lotion and putting some in my hand. I close my eyes and take hold of myself. I see Tegan's perfect breasts, bouncing and I smile, starting to stroke myself as I recount her body against me in the kitchen. Her hips were grinding against me and I could smell her excitement. The feel of her breasts under my hands, and her warm skin in the light of the kitchen. I bring my mind back to bending her over a month ago. Her crying out my name. Then, last night when she scratched down my back and took a bite out of my shoulder as she tried not to scream. That's all it takes, as I feel my body tense and a tiny explosion happen as I cum into the toilet. I sigh and grab a wash cloth, cleaning myself up. I pull my boxers up, wash my hands, then head back out to the kitchen. Dani's dressed and in her seat in the middle of the table. Tegan's eating her oatmeal. I walk over and drop a kiss on her head and sit down, taking a spoonful of my own breakfast. My eyes go to my daughter and I stand up, leaning over and giving her a kiss.
"Good morning little one. You slept so well" I told her.
She giggled and kicked her feet.
Mama! Mama hug!
I smiled and picked her up, giving her a hug and hear her sigh on my shoulder. I turn my head and give her another kiss, my eyes meeting Tegan's. She's melting over the scene. I lean in and give her a quick kiss as her hand rubs Dani's back.
Mmmm. Nice. Mama warm.
I smile and give her another kiss, but put her down in the chair.
"More snuggles after I eat. Mama's really hungry baby girl" I tell her.
Tegan hands her a pair of toy keys and she grasps them, watching us.
"We should probably call Kaki back" Tegan tells me.
I nod and eat a spoonful "As fun and novel as this is, it's going to get old fast. I miss my anatomy."
"YOU miss your anatomy? Like you said, new and novel, but I'm a BIG fan of your anatomy. Although probably not the biggest, which kind of scares me" she says.
"What do you mean?" I ask, confused.
"You, my dear have not spent enough time reading fan mail. Some of it is very…graphic. Almost like we should publish a book called 50 Shades of Quin: a compilation of pornographic fan mail" she jokes.
I laugh "Well, you're the only one who gets to enjoy it. They can dream all they want…unless I decide to put out a pocket pussy."
Tegan laughs "We'd make millions. Could you imagine? Lesbians everywhere would buy it just to say that they have a mold of your vagina."
I laughed, almost snorting my coffee out of my nose.
Keys. Keys. Keys.
I look at Tegan and we laugh. Dani looks up at us, looking between both of us. She's trying to figure out what's so funny.
I let my laughter die out and take the last bite of my breakfast.
"We should go grocery shopping today" I tell Tegan.
"We need diapers too" she adds in.
I nod, and open my mouth to say something.
"I'll add it to the list" she chimes in.
I smile "Thank you."
She leans in and gives me a quick kiss.
"I'm gonna get started on the laundry. I want to wash that t-shirt form earlier before it gets…too crusty" I shiver in disgust.
She nods "I'll clean up breakfast and hang out with the munchkin."
I put my dish in the dishwasher, then give Dani a kiss and head into the bedroom to grab the hamper. While I'm on my way, I dial Kaki back. She laughs on the other line.
"Putting it to good use?" she answers.
"Shut up. How do I get rid of it?" I ask.
"I'll talk to the Settlers of Alfard, but it won't be until tomorrow. Their world is closed to visitors today for Ashka. It's almost like…a religious holiday, but not. It's hard to describe" she tells me.
"As long as I know it's not permanent" I tell her, walking out of the hallway and seeing Tegan and Dani having some tummy time.
"I promise you it's not" she tells me.
I sigh in relief "Okay. Thanks Kaki."
"I'll get this cleared up first thing tomorrow, but for now: enjoy it. Sounds like you have been too" she instructs.
I smile "Maybe."
She laughs "Alright well, I've gotta run. But I'll talk to you tomorrow."
"Okay. Bye Kaki. Have a good day."
"You too Sara."
I hang up and toss the laundry in the washing machine, then head back up stairs. Dani's at the beginnings of a cry and Tegan scoops her up.
Hungy. Mommy! Mama! Hungy.
I smile and walk over.
"I'm right here, handsome" I reassure Dani and take my shirt off, reaching out for her.
Tegan hands her over and kisses my cheek. Dani calms as I hold her and sit on the couch. Propping my elbow up by a pillow and turning on the TV. She latches on and I sigh, flipping through the channels. Dani starts to fuss and I look down at her, patting her bum.
"Baby girl, what's wrong?" I ask.
Mama, I'm too hot.
I nod and unzip her jumper, stripping her down to just her onesie. I place her back against my breast and she continues eating.
"You're just like your mommy. She runs hot too" I tell her. "It's nice because Mama's always cold."
I run my fingers through her hair and put the jumper down on the couch. Little Tegan for sure. I can't help but smile and pat Dani's bum as my eyes go back to the TV, watching the news. Absentmindedly, I start to hum Dani a song. Tegan flops down on the couch, next to me. I look over at her and smile. She smells nice and clean. I lean over and kiss her cheek, then see her play with Dani's foot.
"We've got her 2 month appointment today too, eh?" she reminds me.
I nod "I'm excited to see how big she is."
Tegan smiles and I feel her unlatch with a sigh. I pass her over to Tegan who brings her up for a burp. I love how Tegan smiles in response to her. It's a super special smile. She's got one for me, but hers for Dani is different. She's more focused. I lean in and curl up to her shoulder and kiss Dani's temple.
Mommy. Mommy. Mommy.
"What's up Dan?" Tegan asks.
Comfy.
I giggle and rub Dani's back. She turns her head to face me and I kiss her nose.
"I love you baby girl" I tell her.
Mama!
She smiles at me and kicks her legs against Tegan. I smile back at her and kiss her nose again, making her giggle. Tegan leans down and blows a raspberry on her back and she laughs harder. I give Dani one last kiss on the cheek, then stand up.
"I'll get the diaper bag ready if you get her dressed" I propose.
Tegan nods.
An hour later, we're at Emy's office, waiting in the room for her. I've got Dani on my shoulder while Tegan sings her The Ocean. Emy walks in, looking stressed out.
"Hi Emy!" I greet her.
She huffs "Hey guys."
"Uh oh. Looks like you need this" Tegan says, handing her the coffee we got her on the way.
Emy gladly accepts it and takes a long drink.
"Thanks. I needed this" she sighs.
"Okay Emy, what's up?" I ask.
Aunt Emy? Where?
Tegan smiles and looks down at Dani. She gives her a kiss and takes her from me.
"She wants you, Em" Tegan says.
Emy smiles and extends her arms, taking Dani and snuggling her. A few tears fall from her eyes and Tegan and I look at each other. Emy sits down in her rolling chair and looks at us.
"Lindsey and I are having problems" Emy admits in a breath. "She's been getting really stressed about a big pharma case and I keep trying to get her to relax. Stress isn't good for the baby. But she keeps getting angry and says that I'm coddling her. But I'm really not. I'm just trying to get her to let go a bit. She'll get home from work and I'll offer a massage or a bath, and she'll just yell at me. Whenever I try to…get close she just pushes me away and says she's tired. We don't snuggle anymore." Emy's looking visibly upset and the tears continue. "And I haven't slept in two days. It seems like every pregnant woman on my bill who's in their 8th or later month is going into labour. I'm trying so hard just not to snap."
I sigh and walk over to her, putting my hand on her back "Emy, that's a lot. We can reschedule. You really should take the day off and sleep."
Tegan nods and scoots her chair closer so she's in front of Emy. She puts a hand on her knee as Emy turns her face and kisses Dani's little head.
"What if I got Lindsey out for a bit? Talk to her, maybe bring her for a manicure and some dinner. I could slip in some sexy stories about Sara and I, maybe entice her. Get her all hot and bothered then send her home to you" Tegan suggested.
Tegan, you're so clever. It really is no wonder I had a fairly simple pregnancy emotion-wise. I had that mind in my corner to help me out. Emy looked up at her slowly.
"You'd do that?" Emy asked.
"Of course, Emy! You're family. Sara and I would do anything for you and Lindsey. Just please take the day off Emy. Don't wear yourself into the ground" Tegan says.
Emy nods.
"It's gonna be okay Emy. Tegan and I are gonna take care of everything."
Emy cracks a smile and nods again. Tegan leans in and gives her a hug, being careful not to squish Dani. Emy sobs into her and she looks at me, worried. I return the look. Emy's hanging by a thread right now.
"Sleep'll do you a world of good" I tell Emy. "A solid sleep'll make the biggest problems seem even just a bit smaller."
Emy nods and hands Dani to Tegan, then turns to hug me. I gladly accept her into my arms and rub her back. I leave a small kiss on her cheek and squeeze her tightly.
"We're always here for you, Emy. Always" I make clear.
She nods against my neck.
"You really probably shouldn't drive. I'll take you home, and Tegan'll follow with your car" I tell her.
She nods "Thanks guys."
I squeeze her tighter "Of course."
Aunt Emy sad. I don yike it.
Tegan gives Dani a hug.
"It's okay baby. Mommy and Mama are gonna help her feel better" Tegan whispers to her.
"C'mon Em, clock out, call the patients you need to. Lets get you home" I tell her.
I let go of her and she takes a deep breath, her shoulders slumping.
Twenty minutes later, I've got Dani in her car seat in the back and Emy next to me up front. I fire up the car.
Ocean Song Mama!
"Alright Dan. Hold on" I tell her.
I chuckle and shake my head, turning on the CD player and putting Sainthood in, making sure to go straight to The Ocean and hitting repeat.
"You can really hear her thoughts?" Emy asks.
I nod "She's obsessed with this song. She makes Tegan sing it all the time. She's worried about you, you know."
Emy nods and hangs her head. I extend my hand and rub across her shoulders.
"Don't worry about a thing Em, just sleep when you get home. If you want company when you get up, give me a call and I'll come by with the little one until Lindsey gets home" I let her know.
She nods and I pull up to her house, just behind Tegan. I lean over and give her a hug.
"Call if you need anything, we'll be in the city" I tell her.
"Thanks Sara" she replies, rubbing her swollen and puffy eyes.
"Anytime."
"Bye Dani. I'll see you soon."
Bye bye Auny Emy
"She says bye" I let her know.
Emy smiles and gets out of the door. Tegan gives her a hug, then she heads into her house and Tegan gets into the car.
"Poor Emy. She's exhausted" Tegan says.
I nod "Nice thinking there, gorgeous. I'm glad I get you."
She smiles wide and leans in, kissing me. I kiss her back quickly, then put the car in reverse and back out as Tegan puts her feet up on the dash and drums on her knees.
"Tegan! Put your feet down. You're getting the dash dirty" I scold.
She chuckles and puts her feet down.
"How you doin' back there, Dan?" Tegan asks.
No Cwyyyyy. OOooocean. Meeeeee. Nuuuuuuuthin. Meeeee.
I laugh loudly at that adorable voice singing along. Tegan's body' shaking uncontrollably with laughter.
"When you wrote this song, did you ever imagine this?" I ask
She shakes her head.
"I was still in my Jenn depression" I said.
I laugh "I forgot about that."
"Thank god for that. We probably wouldn't be here with that gorgeous kid in the back had she not broken my heart" she tells me.
I smile and look at her adoringly, then turn back to the road.