Chapter contains a homosexual incestual relationship and sexual content between two women. If you don't like it, don't read it.
Rating: M
Summary: What happens when she gets her wish and Tegan finds herself in an alternate reality where Sara is her girlfriend, and not her sister? Will be a LONG fic, updated often.
A/N: Alright, alright. I know you're excited. Here it FINALLY is! I'm sorry I made you wait so long. I got so busy this semester. Hopefully this'll put me back in the swing of things. To all my old followers who are still with me: thank you. To all the new followers: welcome. Three issues of housekeeping before I get to the newest chapter:
1-I want art. I want is sooooo badly. I feel like all of the Quicnest fics have art, comics even, but not mine. Maybe I just haven't seen it, maybe it's weaseled it's way through the cracks of Tumblr without my knowledge. I dunno. If it's out there, let me know about it, if it's not can What If? PLEAAASSE get some art? If I held some sort of contest that let you request a scene or co-write a chapter with me, would any of you be interested?
2-HUGE debate going on between you all about Tegan being pregnant or not. Was NOT expecting that big of a response. So, to decide I'll be holding a poll. You can PM me on here, or message me on Tumblr Pregnant or Not Pregnant. I will only count votes that have accounts (guest votes will not count as to make it fair so people don't vote more than once, unless of course they make or have multiple accounts. I can't regulate that, so you msut have a username). Next chapter will reveal what you all decided. Happy voting and may the pee stick be ever in your favour.
3-There's this musician I'm in love with and I'm convinced that she's the long lost Quin. I need you guys to check her out because she's just amazing and is still under the radar so is super fan-friendly. Not to mention absolutely drop dead adorable and has the voice of an angel. She covers T+S a lot and loves the girls (not a quincester though, which super sucks). You need to check her out. Just facebook Bolt. She's also got an all girl band Where's Amy? They're good but her solo stuff is fantastic. Reminds me so much of early T+S. Anyways, please go and give her some attention and likes. She really does deserve it.
Enjoy! Read, Review! I love you all! Thanks for sticking with me!
Disclaimer: COMPLETELY FICTIONAL!
Chapter 40- The Fans Are Coming!
Sara's POV
I was sitting in the rocking chair in Dani's room, breastfeeding the little 6 month old nugget and enjoying my time with my daughter when I heard Tegan call out.
"Sara, get in here" she cried from her study.
I stood up and carried Dani out, into the room.
"What is it?" I asked, bouncing or daughter slightly.
Tegan looked up from her laptop.
"Come read this" she insisted.
I nodded and walked over, looking over her shoulder and reading the e-mail.
Dear Tegan,
I have been a fan for so long and I can't believe you would do this to me. How dare you stop making music! How dare you just quit! You're ruining my life. You and Sara are horrible people. I feel like I've wasted so much time and money on you and I regret all of it. You deserve the worst to happen. I hope your kid gets an awful, uncurable disease. She'll be ashamed to grow up knowing who her parents are.
Signed,
A pissed off fan.
I sighed and kissed Tegan's cheek "Let it go, Teegs. We've gotten hate mail before" I told her.
"How did they get my personal e-mail?" she asked.
I looked at it again, and did notice that it was her e-mail and not the band's.
"I don't know babe, but let's not worry about it. Just delete it and let it go. The label must have announced the news" I hypothesised.
She nodded and deleted the e-mail, rubbing her face with her hands.
"Should we release a statement or something that we're not quitting, we're still making music?" She asked
I nodded "But not right now. We'll worry about that Monday" I told her, patting Dani's bum.
Tegan sighed and looked up at me "Maybe we should just run away. Sell everything and start over somewhere new. We could busk on the streets."
I chuckled "Is that really what you want?" I asked her.
She smiled "No. We worked hard for our success, I want to bask in it. I just want all of the bullshit to be done."
Dani liked the sound of that word. Bewshi, Bewshi, Bewshi! She repeated in a sing song voice in her head.
Tegan's eyes went wide as I did my best not to laugh. My partner got up and kissed Dani's head as she fed from me, then placed her hand on it, rubbing her forehead with a thumb.
"Dani, Mommy didn't mean to say that. That's a bad word" she told our daughter.
I was still trying to hold back the laughter.
"And you" she said to me. "Don't encourage her" she said with a wink.
Couwage! Couwage! Couwage!
Tegan chuckled "Much better Dan. How's lunch?" she joked.
Nom nom.
I giggled and kissed her nose, feeling her start to slow "Nap time after this? Maybe mommy will read you a story before nap" I suggested.
Stowy! Ook!
Tegan giggled "Just like your Mama!"
I smiled at Tegan and Dani slowed right down, giving lazy sucks here and there before popping off.
"All done baby girl?" I asked.
I was answered with a tiny burp. "That's my girl!" Tegan called out.
Dani giggled and I sat her on my thigh, handing her a toy. She grabbed it and starting turning it over in her hands. I looked up at Tegan and smiled when I saw that look of pride in her eyes.
"Wanna come record me once she's asleep?" I ask her.
Tegan nods "Sure. But after lunch. I'm starving" she tells me.
I pout "Did TeeTee not get breakfast?" I ask
She shook her head. "I was dealing with the…the..B.S." she said carefully whispering the last two letters.
I chuckled and nodded, lowering my shirt to cover my chest. She reached out and ran a hand through Dani's hair. I smiled.
"You wanna take her? I'll get started on some lunch for us. Grilled Cheese sound good?" I ask.
Tegan nods "That baby is mine!" Tegan said in her mastermind voice, making Dani look up and giggle, kicking her feet.
Mommy funny!
I chuckled. "Uh Oh Dan, I think the Mommy monster is coming to get you!" I joke.
Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!
Dani giggles harder and starts to squeal as Tegan's hands get closer just before taking hold of her and snatching her up.
"Mommy Monster attacks with a shower of kisses!" Tegan calls out in the voice, kissing Dani's face over and over, making the baby squeal in delight before hugging her and turning to me "Grilled cheese sounds great, love!" she says with a smile.
I nod and stand up, dropping a kiss on her lips, then one on Dani's head "Goodnight baby, Mama loves you. Sleep well" I tell her.
She snuggles into Tegan's shoulder and gently kicked her legs, turning to face me. I kiss her forehead, then her nose.
Night Night Mama.
I smile at her and she turns back in to Tegan, sticking her fist in her mouth and sucking on it.
Tegan's POV
I give Sara one last kiss and pat Dani's bum, walking out to her room and pushing the door open. I went to the bookshelf and examined the titles.
"We've got some Clifford, Arthur, Berenstain Bears…" I listed.
Hockey!
"Again?" I chuckled.
Hockey, Mommy!
"Okay Dan" I told her.
I sat in the rocking chair and get her situated on my lap, grabbing the tattered book. No matter how many other books we bought her, she loved this one. She made us read it to her over and over and over. I opened it and she reached for the pictures, staring at them intently as I started to read. I tightened my grip on her as I felt her relax, and start to drift. I finished and picked her up, kissing her softly and rubbing her back.
"Goodnight Dani. I love you." I told her.
Wuv…Mommy. Nappy.
I smile and lay her in her crib "It's okay baby, go to sleep. Mama and I are just gonna be downstairs" I tell her, as I turn the monitor up and close the black-out curtains.
I peer over the crib and see her fast asleep on her back. I smile and watch her for a minute before walking out and closing the door. I walk down the hallway, into the kitchen where Sara's standing in front of the stove. I come up behind her and wrap my arms around her, kissing her neck.
"Did you really want to record while she naps, or do you want to have some grown up time?" I ask, moving my hands down to her hips.
I feel her lean back into me and grind her ass into my front. "Well, if you're offering" she says.
"Oh baby, I'm always offering" I tell her, sucking her pulse point.
She gasps and pulses her hips "We can always record when she wakes up" she mumbles. I smile and nod as she turns around and kisses me sweetly. "Let me finish cooking, then we'll take lunch to the bedroom" she suggests.
I nod "Meet you in there?" I ask.
Sara smiles "Perfect" she says, kissing me quickly.
I smack her bum, and head down the hall to our bedroom. I stripped quickly, and got into bed, pulling the covers up. I reached down and ran my fingers through my folds. God was I wet. I played in my own cum for a bit, before rubbing my clit and letting out a tiny whimper. My mind traced back to last night, and Sara filling me with her fingers. I imagined my wife's mouth on me, hot and wet, and soft. My core poured out more, leaking down my ass and onto the sheets.
I heard her come in and I kept my eyes closed. Then the bed sunk and lips kissed mine. Her hand slid down my arm and moved my fingers away, taking their place and rubbing my clit. I arched my back and moaned, biting on Sara's lower lip. She smelt different. She felt different. I opened my eyes and they went wide, as I let out a scream, shoving away from the strange woman in my bed and grabbing the sheet.
There was a rattling in the kitchen as Sara dropped what she was doing and came running in as Dani started crying over the monitor.
"Tegan? What hap…" she called as she ran in, trailing off when she saw the intruder. "Who the fuck are you?" Sara screamed, reaching for me.
She took my arm and pulled me behind her, hiding me as I put my clothes back on.
"A fan" the woman said. She was really more of a girl.
"What the fuck are you doing in my house?" Sara bellowed, fuming with anger as Dani continued to cry in the background.
I wanted to go get Dan, but was afraid to leave Sara alone. She turned to me. "Go get her" she whispered. I nodded and walked out, running into Dani's room. I heard her tiny, trembling voice the moment I opened the door. She sounded terrified.
Mommy! Mama! Sawed! Elp!
I got to her crib quickly and picked her up, hugging her close. "It's okay baby girl, it's okay. Mommy's okay" I told her, kissing her forehead and trying to calm her down as I made my way back to our room.
I walked in and saw the gun to Sara's head. She had her hands up. I immediately shielded Dani's eyes, and tucked her into my chest.
"Tegan!" Sara whimpered.
"DON'T make a move!" the girl yelled. She was shaking. "I know you want me, Tegan. I felt it at that show in Tampa last year. I saw you look at me. When I saw you in bed like that, I knew you were thinking about me. So imagine my anger when I heard you were quitting your job and hadn't even told me? How are we going to support our kids?" she asked, crying.
I gulped, bouncing Dani, trying to keep her calm. I kissed her head as I looked between Sara and the intruder. Sara's eyes were shut and she was crying, terrified.
"I…I'm sorry…I…please put the gun down" I pleaded. "My daughter doesn't need to see this. We can talk about this. No doubt you feel a…connection to me" I tell her.
"What we have is special. You're my soulmate" she says, her face softening.
"And I don't doubt that, but right now you've got your gun pointed at mine. How would you feel if someone walked into our house and pointed a gun at me?" Tegan asked, hoping for empathy.
The girl breathed heavily and the gun shook.
"Please" I begged her "Please put the gun down"
"No! I had to get here first! I knew this place would be crawling after the announcement. You need to come with me" she says. "You come with me or I kill her."
"No!" I say, tears falling. "Don't…I'll go with you. I promise…I promise. Just let me give her our daughter."
She contemplates it and nods, waving the gun to indicate that I can move. I rush over and kiss Dani's head.
Mommy! Dani's tiny voice cries and she lets out a screech, before crying loudly. I kiss her forehead, knowing it may be the last time I see her.
"Mommy loves you Dani. Never forget that. You're gonna go read a story with Mama now. Have some Mama time" I tell her, staring at Sara, both of our eyes full of tears.
There's this knot in my stomach. I may never see Sara again. Sara's thinking the same thing, I can see it in her eyes. I mouth to her 'I love you'. She nods and mouths it back before I feel a sickening hand on my waist, pulling me away from my family. I keep eye contact with Sara, who's trying to calm Dani. She stares right back. If the girl has one hand on my waist, then she's only holding the gun with one hand. I know I can overpower her, but this close to Dani, I don't want to risk that gun going off.
She keeps leading me out of the house "What announcement?" I ask when we get to the kitchen and I smell the food burning.
"What, sweetheart?" she asks.
"You said this place would be crawling after the announcement" I said.
"Of your address" she told me. "It was posted all over the internet"
My eyes went wide. I couldn't leave Dani and Sara here, they were in danger. We were far enough away now that I could make a move.
"Hey, I never did get your name" I tell the girl, acting cool as I calculate the move.
"Felicia" she says.
'That name will sound perfect…" I tell her.
She smiles and chuckles "Oh yeah, next to Quin?" she asks.
I shake my head, eyeing the gun. I throw an arm out that wraps around the girl's hand, and turns the gun away from us, and into my hand. As I pull back, I elbow her in the face. She topples back. She's nothing compared to Ivanov.
"On the police report" I finish.
Her nose is bleeding liberally and she's whimpering. I hit her over the face with gun and she goes out.
"Sara! Call the cops!" I yell.
Sara comes barrelling out and hugs me, crying. I hold her closely and kiss her head.
"I know baby, I know. I'm okay. It was close. But we're in big trouble here, our address got released to the internet. I'm gonna lock this one up and start locking everything. I need you to call the cops and get things locked up here" I tell her, before kissing her softly, then kissing Dani's head.
Mommy, Mama. I'm Scawed.
"I know baby girl, but you're with Mama. We're gonna protect you. Everything's gonna be okay" I reassure her, kissing her head before pulling away and picking up the bleeding girl. I'm trying to think where I can lock her up that she'll do the least amount of damage, but will hold her. A sickening reminder races through my mind. The laundry room. I take hold of her by the back of her shirt, picking her up like a dog with its pup. I drag her legs down the stairs and open the door to the laundry room. I sit her against the pole and find some rope, tying her up before grabbing some long pieces of shelving and the tool box. Making sure I lock the laundry room door, I run around the basement, boarding everything up tight.
Sara's POV
That was too close for comfort. I almost lost Tegan. But I can't think of that now. I snuggle Dani to me, kissing her.
"Shh, it's okay baby girl. We're all okay" I reassure, lifting my shirt "Come on, drink from Mama" I tell her, knowing it'll calm us both down.
Dani latches on and the relief washes over me. I run for her room, where I find the wrap, wrapping her snuggly to my chest. I make sure the monitor's mic volume is all the way up before I start gathering supplies she'll need. Who knows how long it'll be before the cops can get up here and get everything under control. I make sure all the windows are closed and turn off the stove as Tegan runs up.
"Everything's boarded up downstairs. I think the storage room'll be the safest place. No windows, just a door. We can hide easily. I'm gonna get everything up here boarded up. Start collecting supplies? Who knows how long we'll be down there" she told me and I nodded, smiling inside my head at how similar our ways of thinking were.
"I turned the baby monitor up. If we keep a monitor with us, we should be able to hear most of what's happening." I tell her.
Tegan nods "Good thinking smartypants"
I smiled and she kisses me quickly before we go our separate ways. That's when I started hearing the knocks and the screaming. Tegan moved quicker, starting at the front of the house as I rummaged from room to room, shoving things in bags and tossing them into the living room.
Tegan's POV
I pulled the drapes on four faces in the front window and quickly boarded it up. I could feel the glass bending with the pounding, that screaming filled my ears, making me feel dizzy. I used to long for those screams, now I'm just praying that they'll go away. I start to feel nauseous as I move to the next window.
"Sara! Hurry up! This front window's gonna break any moment now" I yell, moving to the sliding glass door.
It's a good thing they hadn't gotten into the yard yet. This door would have been a great in. I make sure to put more wood across this one than the others, and add the stopper stick to the track. I see Sara tossing bags into the living room and go for the pantry. Good girl.
Sara's POV
When Tegan says that they're almost through the front window, I know I need to move faster. I go right for the food next, filling a bag with first a can opener, then all the canned good we had, making sure to add in utensils and lots of baby food. I grab all of Dani's snacks and some fruit, before kissing her head and grabbing two other bags, bringing them downstairs. I come up and am met with Tegan who's got two more bags in her hands. I grab the last one as the glass to the front window Shatters.
I thought the screaming was loud before, but now without the glass to barrier the sound, it's deafening. Dani starts crying.
Ow! Eaws! Yowd! Yowd! Ow!
Tegan tosses all 3 bags down, then covers Dani's ears, getting the two of us down the stairs, then locking the door to the basement, boarding it up.
"In the storage room!" Tegan calls.
I grab a bag and put a hand on Dani's back, securing her as I run towards the room. Tegan's right behind me, closing and boarding doors in our wake, until we're both in the storage room with all of our bags. It's not very big, but the shelves are huge. They're made to hold all of our road cases and equipment.
Tegan and I both catch our breath and she immediately pulls one of my spare puffers from her pocket, holding it to my lips. My heart melts, and eventhough I grabbed my main one, I'm thankful she thought of me like this. I took two hits and my breathing went to normal.
"You remembered" I coo at her.
She smiled "Like I'd forget" she says rubbing my back "Come on, let's clear off the bottom shelf and get set up on it. We can use the cases to hide us. Even if they manage to get this far, they might not find us" she explains.
Mommy! Mama! Scawed! Scawed!
Tegan takes her from me and cradles her close as I start to move the gear off the shelf, and onto the floor. This is actually a really good idea. And she says that I'm the genius!
"It's okay Dan. We're gonna keep you safe. And I'm gonna keep Mama safe and Mama's gonna keep me safe so we'll all be safe. We're just gonna build a super cool fort." Tegan explains.
A fowt?
"Yeah. And we're gonna go camping in our fort just you, me and Mama. Doesn't that sound like fun?" Tegan asked.
Dani smiled and clapped. Tegan chuckled.
"I know, right? But you've gotta be really quiet because it's a quiet fort. Whoever's too loud loses. You already have a bonus because you can talk in your head to me and Mama" Tegan said, trying to convince her kid.
A quiet fowt. Otay Mommy.
I sighed in relief. Tegan is seriously the best mom ever. I'd gotten all of the smaller stuff off the shelf and turned to Tegan.
"I'm gonna need your help with the big stuff" I told her.
There were then footsteps upstairs and my cell phone rang.
"I've got them. Take Dani and answer that" Tegan said, handing me the baby.
I nodded and answered the phone, taking my kid in my arms.
"Hello?" I asked
"Mrs. Quin. This is officer Brady from the North Vancouver police department. We're trying to get down your street, but the road's blocked. Is there any other way to get to your residence?" The officer asked.
Sara froze "Umm…yeah. You can get here..."
"By boat" Tegan said, freezing and shaking her head.
"Yeah, by boat officer. We're right on the water. You just leave out of Capilano and it's six hours southeast. We're the only house on the shoreline. There's an ummm…a house boat docked in our backyard" I explained, feeling stupid.
"Okay. We'll have to double back to Capilano. We should get there in 7 or 8 hours. I'll keep a squad here to see if they can get through before then. Where are you in the house?" he asked
"We're in a storage room in the basement. Tegan boarded every entrance and window up, including all the doors leading to where we are. We're pretty hidden and we've got supplies" I told him, trying to get some credibility back.
"Okay. Good. I'll see you soon. Stay safe" he said.
"Thank you officer" I replied.
I hung up and turned to Tegan who had a somber expression on her face.
"I know. The boat" I sighed.
"Sara, we're the dumb fucks in horror movies" she said.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
It was Tegan's turn to sigh as she pulled the last huge, heavy box off the shelf. It was big. A little bit bigger than our bed, with enough room to sit up in. She went to work on the shelf kiddy corner to it as I slid Dani into the sling, opening the bag I'd stuffed the sleeping bags, and pillows into, zipping them open and laying them on the shelf, adding pillows. Tegan smiled.
"You thought of everything" she said.
"Wait, it gets better" I told her, pulling our comforter out of another.
"Oh my god Sare! You're perfect!" She said, grabbing another box.
I smiled and laid it out, as the footsteps overhead increased.
"Does it make up for the fact that if we'd gotten on the boat we could be out of here?" I asked
"Almost. I can't believe I didn't think of that. It's already stocked. All we had to do was grab the diaper bag and get on" she growled at herself.
"I know baby, but we didn't. So now we have to figure shit out" I said. Tossing our gear onto the shelf she'd just cleared.
I could tell she was frustrated with herself. I was pretty frustrated with myself for not thinking about it. Everything was just happening so fast. I laid our comforter out on our makeshift bed and crawled in, holding Dani securely. Tegan started handing me the bags of supplies and I put them on the shelf she'd just cleared, making sure we could get to them from our "bed". Once that was done, she started to put things back on the shelf hiding the bags. She stepped back and admired her handy work as Dani started to wiggle.
"What's wrong baby?" I asked in a low whisper, the footsteps upstairs still alarming me.
Scawed! Scawed! Mama! No fowt!
I kissed her face "It's okay. I know it's scary. I'm scared too, but we're gonna be okay. Mommy's gonna hide us" I reassure and Tegan slides in next to me, starting to put things behind my head, braced against the mid-shelf joist at the edge of the shelf creating both a backrest and hiding us.
Mommy!
"Gimme a minute little one. I'm almost done. Sare, did you pack a flashlight?" she asked.
I nodded "The blue bag."
She moved to grab it and flicks it on, getting out and turning out the light in the storage area. Dani started to whimper.
"It's okay baby. Mama's here. Mommy's got the flashlight" I tell her as Tegan climbs in, lighting the area a bit.
Dani seems to calm against me as Tegan builds up the boxes next to her on the shelf, completely hiding us. It feels much safer like this. She sighs in relief and takes Dani from me, kissing her.
"That's my girl. Mommy's right here DanDan." Tegan tells her.
I dig out two apples and hand Tegan one.
"Thanks babe. How are you?" she asks
I bite my apple "Okay. Settling down" I whisper back.
Dani pulls at Tegan's arm, wanting a bite.
"No baby, this is too big for you. I think Mama packed you some Nanas though." Tegan said
NANAS!
Dani said excitedly in her head, a smile on her face. I giggled softly and pulled out the banana, peeling it and handing it to her. She took it in both her hands and brought it to her mouth, gnawing and sucking on it happily.
We both smiled. With us finally safe and Dani occupied, I leaned over and kissed my wife.
"I'm so thankful I've got you" I whisper against her lips.
She smiles and kisses me again "We make a pretty good B team" she said.
"Wait, why are we the B team?" I ask, confused.
"Because the A team is on the house boat 200 Kms away right now" she said with a slight smile in her tone.
I silently laughed, letting her feel my body vibrate from it "You're never gonna let that go, are you?"
"Nun un. No way. That was a really dumb move" she said.
I nodded. "Seriously."
She sighed and kissed me sweetly. I broke the kiss and had to ask the question that had been burning my brain the entire time.
"What do we do if they find us? What do you think they'll do?"
"Act like we're sleeping. It's what I do whenever I don't want attention from you" she said.
I playfully tap her shoulder in a mock-slap "Yeah right. Like you've ever done that! You love me and you love my attention. You always have and you probably always will"
Tegan smiled I could see her pearly whites clearly in the low light "It's true. I'd do anything for your attention."
"But seriously TeeTee, what do you think they'll do?" I ask, rubbing her arm gently.
"I dunno Sasa, probably fight over who gets us" She said, rubbing my tummy in return.
I bite my lip "That's an idea."
"What is?" She asks
"If they get to us we have them fight Gladiator style to determine who gets us. Maybe they'll kill each other before they get to us. It'll at least buy us some time" I suggest.
Tegan roars with laughter and I quickly clamp my palm over her open mouth. Her eyes go wide and I let go.
"Oops. You're too funny" she said
"I'm not joking" I tell her.
"Sara, we can't have fans fight to the death over us. That sounds like the caveman version of the bachelor" she says
"You mean it sound like The bachelor, no caveman version needed" I said with a smile.
That made her giggle.
"Hey, they'd do it. It might save us and Dani" I tell her.
"I'll never understand this notion of loving us so much that they want to hurt us" Tegan said.
I rubbed moved my hands to her back, knowing that she struggled with this everyday. She loved our fans. She loved our fans so much and wanted to give back to them, but sometimes they made it so difficult. And this is what she gets for it.
"Neither will I baby, neither will I" I tell her.