Kuroko's POV
After Kagami's train had departed, the crowd of townspeople dispersed, all going off in their own, separate directions. The only one who lingered was Kuroko. He remained there, standing in the station square, staring at barren train tracks that once held Kagami's mode of transportation. Even with tens and twenties of minutes passing him by, Kuroko did not move; even when the wind picked up and the sun began to fall behind the cliffside, he was stagnant.
"He'll come back, Kurokocchi," Kise's gentle voice whispered, pulling the fragile feline out of his thoughts and back to the surface. Somehow, his friend had been able to sneak up behind him without any notice, an incredible feat for such a perky pup.
"Yeah," Kuroko nodded, looking down at his tiny, little feet. "He will. He promised me that he would." He rose his head to meet with Kise's reassuring gaze. "Just one week. It'll be just one week."
It was unbeknownst to him that one, innocent week would be multiplied by fifty-two.
Returning home much later in the evening, Kuroko made himself comfy, settled into his ranch sofa, and began to leisurely read one of his most favourite books, The End of A Sentence Begins Another. Halfway into the third chapter, he found his mind beginning to wander. 'I wonder what Kagami is doing right now,' he wondered, carefully resting the book down onto his lap. 'I wonder if he arrived safely...'
Before he knew it, Kuroko was up and about, searching through his office desk's drawers for some sort of stationery. Discovering three four-packs of essay paper, the feline took out a small pencil and began jotting down all of his thoughts and feelings.
Dear Kagami,
Today, you left for Los Angeles. I know
this letter is a bit redundant of what we
said to one another before you left, and
also of what I wrote in the letter that I gave
to you before your embarkment, but I
feel as if I can't stress this enough, Kagami:
please remember where your home is.
A year ago, your home was with your
parents in California, but now, your home
is here in Kiseki Village. It's here with Kise,
here with Midorima, here with Aomine;
here with Murasakibara, here with Akashi,
and here with me. Please travel safely, but
also, return home just as well.
Until then. Kuroko.
He hadn't been planning on sending the letter, no; Kuroko was merely looking for a way to effectively get out all of the swarming thoughts that took over his head and masked his focus. And it had worked...for the most part.
An hour later, Kuroko was back at his desk, pulling out his pencil and the very same piece of paper, quickly adding:
P.S. I think I saw Midorima crying after
you left. He really is going to miss you,
too. Don't let his stoic nature fool you.
Flash forward a week, one that had gone far too slowly for everyone's desired standards, and all the residents of Kiseki Village were, once again, gathering around the train station, waiting for their human friend to come home. When the hour had passed for Kagami to arrive, no one was particularly worried. Maybe his flight had been delayed and he would be arriving at a later time. When the day had passed, everyone figured tomorrow for sure. Seven days gone and, while a tad concerned, it was the consensual understanding that he had missed his parents so much that he decided to enjoy one more week under the Californian sun.
But when one month had passed, and April was giving way to May, all hope had been lost. Without a single letter of warning, the general idea had finally come to be accepted: Kagami wasn't coming back.
Still, Kuroko had much more to say. He didn't want to believe it, of course he didn't. With his pencil and his paper, he turned to writing letters, a therapy that no one around him could quite understand.
May
Dear Kagami,
Something must have happened back
in L.A. and that's why you've decided
to stay, right? You're not doing it of
your own accord, correct? Maybe
your mother has gotten sick and needs
you to take care of her? Or possibly
your father lost his job and needs you
to work part-time to help support the
family? Whatever the case, I know
you'll come back. We made a promise,
remember? Although you've already
broken the first part of it, about how
you said you'd return in a week, I
know you'll be back.
And I'll be waiting for you. Kuroko.
June
Dear Kagami,
How are you? I bet it's really hot
out in California. I read that it gets
pretty humid over there, during the
summer. Right now, we're experiencing
our rainy season. It's rained every day
for the past three weeks. It's true.
Gyroids are everywhere, but there's just
so many of them that we can't dig them
all up. If only you were here to help us...
You'll be home for July, right? Remember
how we set off fireworks for Himuro's
farewell party? Maybe we can set them
off again in celebration of your return.
We'd have to get approval from the Mayor first. Kuroko.
July
Dear Kagami,
It's the middle of the month now,
and Tom Nook has started selling
seedless watermelons. It's a huge
hit here; I think you'd like it. Just
yesterday, about an hour after the
shop had opened, all of the water-
melons had already been sold out.
We were all pretty suspicious, until
we learned that seedless water
melons had been the luck item for
Cancers. So basically, Midorima
hoarded them all. In light of this
event, we've all decided that he is
no longer allowed to have any more
watermelon for the entire summer.
He started crying. You probably would
have started laughing, I think. Then again,
I'm not entirely sure how you would have
reacted. It's strange, but I'm starting
to forget things about you...wait. What
was your name again?
Just kidding. Kuroko.
August
Dear Kagami,
I'm writing this to you on your
birthday. I wonder what you're
doing. Are you having fun with
family? With friends? As long as
you're having fun, nothing else
matters. What are we doing over
here? I wonder if you'd ask that.
Honestly, I couldn't give you a
legitimate answer. I didn't go
outside today. Kise knocked on
my door, but I didn't answer. I
didn't feel like talking to him.
I didn't feel like talking to
anyone.
Maybe tomorrow. Kuroko.
P.S. Happy birthday.
September
Dear Kagami,
The leaves have already begun
to change, Kagami. It's really very
pretty. I can see them through my
window. I can also smell the autumn
air through my window, as well.
Sometimes, I wish I still went on those
walks with you. You know, the ones we
took through the orchards? At a time like
this, I bet it would be so peaceful. Ah,
but one can only dream, right?
I still dream that you will come home one day. Kuroko.
October
Dear Kagami,
Kise visited with me today.
Day after day of insisting that I
talk to someone, I finally let him in.
The first thing that he asked me was
if I was alright. The first thing that I asked
him was if he still believes that you were
coming home. He said no. I made him
leave. I'm angry with him. I'm angry
with everyone. They've all lost faith in you,
Kagami, but I know you'll be back. Our
promise, remember? You said you would
come home, to your real home.
You will, right? Kuroko.
November
Dear Kagami,
I was a bit restless today, so
I decided to read a book. I sat
down in the morning with a cup
of coffee (not as good as the coffee
that Brewster makes, mind you) and
began reading. I had finished by
the end of the day. It was a romance
novel, filled with a wonderful plot
line of how the guy got the girl and
they both lived happily ever after.
It's funny, because at one point, the
male protagonist had to venture off
to a different city, leaving the woman
he loved behind. Somehow, it felt
relatable. But it wasn't. There was
one distinction that set the story
apart from what you did.
He actually came back. Kuroko.
In the month of December, Kuroko had come down with a vicious illness, permitting him from writing his letter for a good portion of the month. When he finally had the strength to sit up for an extended period of time, he kept his passage brief, writing:
Dear Kagami,
Christmas has just passed. The New
Year is going to be here before we
know it. "New Year, New Beginnings,"
right? Well, I think it's time I have a
new beginning for myself, as well.
Nothing's set in stone yet, though. Kuroko.
January
Dear Kagami,
I've done some more thinking,
but I'm still on the fence about my
decision. It's funny; if you were here,
I wouldn't even be thinking about
something like this. You're not even
present, and yet, you're the one who's
influencing my plans for the future.
Ah, it's just started to snow. I
remember how you used to hate the
snow. I wonder if you're thinking
about how glad you are that you
don't have to deal with it this year.
I should go lay down. Kuroko.
February
Dear Kagami,
I told Kise that I wanted to leave
Kiseki Village today. He didn't
seem surprised, and said that if
he wasn't so tied to this place,
he would probably pack his things
and move off to some far and
distant land, too. I haven't made up
my mind yet, but I have started
cleaning up my house a bit, selling
and giving away the things that I don't
really use anymore. I still have that
picture of the ocean that you gave to
me, though.
I'll hold on to it. Kuroko.
March
Dear Kagami,
I've made up my mind.
Come the end of April, I'll
be packing up my things and
leaving Kiseki Village. It's been
a difficult process for me, but
this is the decision that I've made.
I'm giving myself a month to
slowly work through this with the
small sliver of hope that maybe, just
maybe, our promise hasn't been
broken and you will still come home.
I just hope I'm still here when and if you do. Kuroko.
Kuroko had never seen so many boxes before. Boxes on the floor, boxes in the air, boxes on top of boxes. Basically, boxes everywhere. Packing had proved to be a lot of work, but when it was all said and done, Kuroko was proud of himself. He had done everything, even the extremely heavy lifting, all on his own.
Walking through the columns and rows of boxes that all surpassed him in height, Kuroko allowed his mind to wander. He'd been granting himself such a personal release for quite some time now. 'One year here,' Kuroko mused, 'one year gone. If this is the start of a pattern, Kagami, maybe this year...'
No. It was unhealthy for him to think that way and he knew it. He'd already been through something like this once before, why would a second occurrence be any different?
On a different note, one thing that Kuroko had decided to leave behind in his travels was his office desk. He knew that wherever he went, he probably wouldn't have much use for it anyway. Regardless, he curiously rounded the side of its corner and opened up the front drawer.
There was only one sheet of essay paper left.
Swallowing hard and sitting down in his chair, Kuroko inhaled a deep breath and did the one thing that he knew how to do best: he wrote.
Dear Kagami,
In life, things happen rather
unexpectedly, don't they? Did I
ever expect to be packing up my
things and leaving the only place
that I've ever called home? No, I
really didn't. Then again, I've never
expected you to be the indirect reason
of it all. Without you here, this town,
this village, it's not a home. It feels
empty. You brought the life to this place,
and when you left, you took it with you.
But it's been a year, and honestly, I'm
tired of feeling lifeless. I need to spread
my paws and arch my back. I can't do
that here. No anymore. Even if I tried,
I'd just look like a meaningless fool.
I don't blame you, Kagami. You are
entitled to happiness, too. My
happiness should not be your sacrifice.
If you are doing well in Los Angeles, then
please, by all means, stay there. Just know
this...I won't be here when you get back.
But don't worry, I don't hold you accountable
for your broken promise.
We all make promises that we can't keep sometimes. Kuroko.
Hi there! Chappy here! :D
If you are still surviving after this chapter, please accept this medal: you are a survivor.
I hope you enjoyed the change of pace from seeing things through Kuroko's eyes. Honestly, I had been looking forward to writing this chapter from all the way back when this story was still in its outlining stages. (:
It only goes up from here! I promise you! (And I won't break my promise like Kagami did.)
- Chappy
