A/N: I CAN EXPLAIN! I was asked to spend a second night. Then my friend had a heart break and so we needed to have a "boys suck" sleepover. So I'll have three updates today. OMG :O. Ok thanks to .315, Sofiathefirst, Clato4eva88, and horsegirl0403 (x2).

*Chapter inspired by .315

Disclaimer: I wish!

Dear Prim,

I'm sorry, I almost killed your sister. I was only trying to get Cato out alive. I couldn't help it, I had to protect him. I regret killing every person that I did kill. I thought that if I killed everyone that I saw that Cato could go home. If he couldn't though, then I thought that I could avenge him and go home. I killed innocent people for nothing though. I remember when I saw you get reaped. My heart broke in two. You reminded me of my little brother. When you got reaped, I had second thoughts. I couldn't kill someone like you. I wanted to get you out. Then your sister volunteered. I felt guilty, but I needed to get me or Cato out. I'm sorry. I'm so, so, so, sorry. Please find it in your heart to not hate me. Please find it in your heart to show me some kindness.

Clove

A/N: I'm gonna update again.