A/N: Hey! So my headache is a goner! YAY! Thanks to lovespeeta for reviewing! Hehehe I love Peeta too.
*Chapter inspired by lovespeeta (cause of your review)
Disclaimer: -makes pop sound- I don't own The Hunger Games
Dear Prim,
This is me swallowing my pride, writing you a letter saying I'm sorry for that day, and I go back to December all the time. Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I realized what I had when you were alive. I'd go back to December turn around make it all right. I go back to December all the time. Prim, I only rebelled, because I wanted what was best for you. I didn't want you to have to worry about being reaped. I wanted to end the games, so you wouldn't have to worry anymore. You weren't the only one that was blown to bits, my heart did too. When they talked about having another Hunger Games, but for the Capitol children I knew it was my way of avenging you. I thought the Capitol killed you. Living without you was pure Hell. I never thought my freedom would cause your death. Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind. You gave me all your help, and all I gave you was goodbye. Then I found out that Coin released the bombs on you. You were trying to help innocent kids, and all she did was kill you for it. Although they were Capitol children, they were still just innocent kids, just like every tribute to ever enter The Hunger Games. I knew she had to die, she wasn't going to save Panmen, she was only to make it worse. I shot her for you Prim. I shot her, because I love you. Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming. If you lived again, I swear I protect you right. If you were alive right now, I would never let you out of my sight again. I would make sure you were always safe. I wouldn't let anyone hold your life in their hands again. I'd go back in time to change it, but I can't. So if you hate me oh so much, I understand. You know if I could reverse your death I would. I would have made it so I was the one blown up. I would have made sure you would have lived. I tried to save you, but I was too late. If you hate me Prim I understand, I didn't save you in time. I love you little duck. I'd go back to December make it all right. I go back to December all the time. I go back to December every time I close my eyes. I love you Prim.
Love Katniss
A/N: Inspired by song "Back to December" by Taylor Swift. I had to alter some of the lyrics so it wasn't a "girl begging for guy back, because she screwed up long song" but more like a "my sister died, because of a bitch love song" Review please!