A few days after the kiss Donnie was still acting weird, I felt a little upset by this but what can I do when every time I wanted to say something to him he freaked out and ran into another room. I'll just let him come to me when he has calm down more.

I was finishing up more of my homework when a hand landed on my shoulder. I turned my head to see Raphael smiling down at me. I smiled back and watched as he gently nudged me to get out of the chair.

"What do ya need Raph?" I asked him.

"Well you see Donnie has been acting a little different of late and so me being the concerned brother I asked him what was wrong." Raph told me.

I smirked and arched my eye brow at him.

"I don't think you asked him a damn thing. I believe you walked up to him punched him or threatened him a few times then got him to talk." I told him.

"That may or may not have happened." Raph answered honestly.

"So what did he say?" I asked him.

"That he kissed you and didn't know how to go forward. He also didn't know if this meant that you were dating or anything else?" Raph replied and leaned into me.

I started to panic and tried to think of a way to answer him. I looked around to think of an escape plan when I heard Mickey running up the stairs. A light bulb moment if I ever had one. When Mickey tripped over his own feet Raphael turned his head to figure out what was going on and I made a mad dash for Master Splinter's room.

Once I was inside and I locked to door I turned to see that he had made the whole room into a classic Japanese room. I smiled gently at the changes and sniffed a little to smell incense. I walked until I could find where Splinter was and sat in front of him waiting for him to be finished with his meditation.

Which in real life didn't take long. He quickly opened his eyes to see me sitting there patiently for him.

"What can I help you with my child?" Splinter asked as normally I don't bother him with my problems.

"I am in a bit of a pickle Sensei, you see Donnie and I kissed and I want to talk to him but every time I try to he freaks out and runs away. An not only that but…" I stopped because I didn't want to sound insane but it was a big issue I was having.

"But what my child? You can talk to me about anything." Sensei stated and offered his hand to me. I placed my hand in his and took a deep breath.

"Donnie isn't the only person I have feelings for. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings but I don't want to start anything with one or all of them because it makes me sound greedy when it's not that at all." I told him and looked away.

"You have feelings for the boys don't you?" Sensei stated more then asked me.

"Yeah, each one is so different an yet each one has tugged at my heart strings. I just don't know what to do Master Splinter." I told him with a few tears in my eyes.

He looked deep into my eyes and could see that even though I was close to crying he could tell that I was sincere with my feelings.

"I think givin the circumstances you should get all of the boys together and tell them what you told me. If they are ok with this then be happy that you can bring love to them when normally they would not have it and be blessed to be loved by not just one person but four." Splinter told me and I nodded. This was the only fair way of telling them how I felt.

"Thank you Master." I told him and hugged him. He returned the hug and gently patted my back in a fatherly way.

I left his room and walked into my apartment to think about what I was going to do.

"Oh fuck it may as well just send a mass text and have them show up in my room. Makes more sense than just worrying about it to death." I murmured to myself as I sat down on my couch and texted the turtles.

It didn't take long for them to appear in my room but I could tell that they were worried. It was as if they thought I was going to kick them out or something. It was very cute to see them squirm.

"Alright boys I need you to sit down. We need to have a little chat." I told them and they all sat on the floor. I shrugged my shoulders and sat down with them.

"Is everything ok Autumn?" Leo asked.

"Yeah are we in trouble?" Mickey squeaked.

"No no nothing like that. I just have to tell you something before I lose my nerve." Breath in, breath out. "Donnie and I kissed the other night. Now before you do anything let me finish." I said as Leo glared at Donnie, Raph smirked and Mickey laughed.

"I didn't have an issue with him kissing me. If anything I liked it but it did bring up a bigger problem. I have feelings for all four of you. An it wouldn't be fair to date one and not the other three. Like hanging it over their faces saying ha ha you can't get a girl and I did. So I thought since I like all four of you we can figure out a way for the five of us to be together. I am not doing this on a whim, nor am I saying this out of pity. Each of you pull at my heart and it makes me feel like I need the four of you or none. I either become your shared girlfriend or I burry my feelings. So yeah there." I ranted and blushed as I looked away from them.

They all just sat there for a few as if this was something out of a dream, or in Raph's case a porno.

"So you like all of us?" Leo asked.

"You want all of us to be your boyfriends?" Donnie asked afterwards with a small blush on his face.

"Yup pretty much." I said to them.

"So do we date in pairs? Like me and Raph do a date night on Monday and Donnie and Leo do a date night on Tuesday?" Mickey asked thinking real hard about this.

"Yeah something like that, or we can just go about things like they were but with more touching and kisses. Eventually sex will happen but we are going to have to figure that one out but we can think of something. I mean come on we live together just fine so why not just take the next step?" I stated and shrugged my shoulders.

"We are going to go talk about it. Stay here." Leo said and moved to leave my apartment.

The others followed and left me waiting on the floor of my apartment. It felt like hours but when I checked my phone I noticed that it was only fifteen minutes. I snorted and shook my head. I looked behind me and grabbed a blanket that I normally keep on the couch and snuggled into it.

When the boys finally came back I had almost fallen asleep. I smiled at them tiredly and watched as Raph picked me up and walked me to my room. He then gently placed me on the bed while the others came in and sat on the bed with me.

"We talked and it is a little weird considering that we are brothers but we are ok with dating you." Leo told me with a smile on his face.

I smiled more and jumped into his arms and hugged him. He hugged me back and I grabbed Mickey by his arm and kissed him lightly. He froze up for a moment then kissed me back. When he pulled away Raph picked me out of Leo's arms and kissed me as well. I sighed into the kiss and just enjoyed myself.

Once Raph pulled away I kissed Leo then kissed Donnie. It should have felt weird being with all four of them but it didn't. It felt right, like I was whole for the first time in my life. That I had a place in the world that was finally mine just mine. I smiled at each of them and they all smiled at me. Our lives were going to be for the better. I just knew it.