A/N I'm a little hurt by the lach of reviews but I think it's because of my shitty summary skills.

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Renesmee's POV

I stood to the side, under a shroud of darkness. It was better when I wasn't seen, it saved me from 'his' boastful explanation of how he had come to create me and the awed or disgusted stares of everyone who saw me. The cross breed, the hybrid.

I shrunk back even more and silently wished that me rapidly beating heart wasn't so loud, but there was no point wishing for the impossible. I almost let out a sigh but caught myself, I was bored but had no choice but to be here. 'He' said I could leave after he was done his business.

All eyes in the room turned to look at Edward, Alice and their human companion as they entered the room. A hiss of hunger and outrage travels round the shadows of the room, but The Trio, the vampires that stood in the inner ring and I were eerily quiet. I just didn't feel that constant burn of hunger they did, and I didn't feel like I had been betrayed. All I felt was shame. Shame for being born into this group of sadistic ass holes, and shame for knowing that the human probably wouldn't be leaving alive.

No sooner had I had the thought did Edwards eyes flash over to me, and I remembered he could read minds. Well, shit. 'He' is gonna rip me a new one. That time I really did let out an almost inaudible sigh. I felt a sharp elbow in my side and turned to see Chelsea give me a look which said two things.

1- What's wrong chicka.
2- SHHH!

I shrugged and stepped back again, not wanting to risk being noticed. By now 'He' had come down off his pedestal to address Edward and his girlfriend. When I tuned in to what was actually being said I caught that her name was Bella. Edward stepped forward and 'He' took his hand. 'He' got that distant look in his eyes and once again I wished that I could know what he saw in that twisted mind of his.

"Your quite a soul reader yourself Edward, though . . . you can't read Bella's thoughts. Fascinating! I would love to see . . ." I tuned out the sound of his gaily enthusiastic voice and slipped into the one of the few things in my miserable existence that didn't make me want to scream.

She had long straight hair which was crow black, like mine. Thin eyebrows hung above round doe eyes, brown and shimmering with love and acceptance. They were nothing like the empty bluish crimson holes that sat on my face. A long straight nose led down to full pink lips spread in a wide grin. High cheek bones tinged pink with excitement, the only other colour was her tan skin, from which I got the olive tint to my pale skin. I could see her perfectly in my mind, my mother.

I remembered her clearly and was glad that I could see myself in her but even if her looks had changed over the years it didn't matter, no matter what she looked like I was happy as long as she excepted me. I felt myself get teary as I thought of how little I really knew about her, but that wasn't my fault. I knew 'He' kept her secret from me but I didn't know why, and Lord knows I tried.

*Flashback*

I sat awkwardly at the table and picked at my food. It was delicious but for some reason I just couldn't stomach it. I looked up to find him watching me disapprovingly.

"What's wrong?" I asked, although I didn't really care what was bothering him yet kind of hoped that his conscience had finally caught up with him.

"Don't play with your, food." He choked on the word food, almost as if he couldn't bear the thought of saying it out loud. I took a sip of my blood spiked iced tea before I spoke.

"You spent the first month and a half of my existence convincing me it was aeroplane, and now you insist I stop playing with it." I gave him a playful smile so he wouldn't think I was patronising him when that was indeed my intention. He smiled a little before going back to reading the newspaper, laughing at the pain of the human world.

I opened my mouth to speak and felt the words freeze in my throat. This had been a regular occurrence over the pat few days, a question burning in my mind that never made it out, but today I was determined to ask.

"What was my mother like" I asked in one fast breath and almost wished he didn't hear me, but one look up and the blood thirsty look in his eyes told me that he had.

"She was weak, human. She was nothing but a carrier of something powerful. It could have been anyone but I chose her because she wasn't from and was alone. Besides, even if she did go missing I doubt anyone would have missed her. Now either finish eating or go study but stop asking ridiculous questions." I sat in shocked silence as he threw his paper on the table and went to leave just as I found my voice.

"Can I at least know her name?" I whispered looking down at the food. He sighed and stopped, hand on the door handle.

"Emily. Emily Young." He opened the door and walked out, leaving me alone and frustrated. I still had millions of questions about my mother, but I never asked him a single one.

*Flashback End*

I blinked away the tears of anger and blocked of my growl before it could exit my mouth as I took in the sight before me. Add that together with the hurt and regret I was feeling over my mother and you have one confused and emo half-breed.

I let out a minuscule growl, which was mistaken as thirst, as the Bella girl screamed for Jane to stop hurting Edward. For years I had been best friends with her, constantly excusing her abuse of her power by saying that she really was a nice girl deep down. I didn't think that today.

I wasn't usually in the midst of the excitement and therefor had never seen the bloodthirsty glee that was on Jane's face. I saw the truth, a monster in disguise.

Jane turned her gaze on Bella and I stood waiting for a pained scream that never came. 'He' clapped in surprise.

"Remarkable! She confounds us all. So, what do we do with you now?" 'His' gaze turned feral.

"You already know what you're going to do." Marcus answered in his gravely voice.

"She knows too much, she's a liability." Cais added.

"That's true." 'He' sighed, almost regretfully. But that was just insult to injury, 'He' never regrets anything except never being able to recruit Alice and Edward.

"Felix?"

No sooner had the words left his mouth did Felix lunge for Bella. I could almost see the blood splatter when Edward jumped in between. The two were similar heights but Felix had a thicker build and more training. Edward didn't stand a chance. He was forced to is knees and Demitri walked over and began to pull on his neck.

"No! NO NO PLEASE!" Demitri let go of Edward's neck and everyone turned to Bella to see what she had to say. "Kill me, not him."

This is it, I thought.

"You would give up your life . . . for someone like us. A vampire. A soulless monster?" 'He' asked as 'he' descended the stairs once again.

"You don't know a thing . . . about his soul." She backfired.

You gotta admit, the girl's got spunk.

"This is a sadness. If only it be your intention to give her immortality."

'He' approached Bella and turned her head giving him access to her neck. I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see the one thing that 'he' was protecting me from for all this time.

"Wait!" 'He' looked annoyed as he stopped inches away from Bella's neck but listened to Alice anyways. "Bella will be one of us. I've seen it." She spared a glance at Edward before continuing. "I'll change her myself."

'He' looked sceptical and made a motion for Alice to come forward. If you weren't a vampire you wouldn't even know 'he' moved. Alice removed her one of her bright red leather gloves and stepped forward to let 'him' take her hand.

"Mesmerising! To see, what you've seen. Before it has happened." 'He' turned his attention to eerily quiet Bella. "Your gifts . . . will make for . . . an intriguing immortal. Isabella. Go now." On those words Edward and Bella were released. "Make your preparations."

"Let's be done with this. Heidi will arrive any minute." Marcus cut in snippily. I swear that guy reminds me of a teenage girl on her period.

"Thank you . . . for your visit." 'He' added to the retreating backs of Alice, Edward and Bella.

"I would advise . . . that you follow through on your promise. We do not offer second chances."

As the large oak doors closed the vampires who had been concealed in the shadows moved forward into the light but left the centre empty. I released the breath I had been holding and shuffled across the floor to stand near Jane and Chelsea.

Jane's icy shield had been put down and she now had a smile that radiated innocence. I found it hard to swallow that the person who had been my best friend and had always treated me with kindness could get such sick glee from causing people pain.

I felt like a child who had found out that everyone they cared about in their life were actors paid to be nice and were really heartless tyrants. As if my mind couldn't get anymore filled with things that I didn't understand Heidi entered the room with a small crowd if humans trailing in behind her.

I was awash with guilt as I saw the confused faces of children no older than 12 looking up at the thirst red eyes of the vampires as the crowded around their meal.

Personally I was more nauseous than thirst and concealed myself in the shadows once more and tried to block out the sounds of their screams. As the screaming stopped the faces of the children forced their way to the front of my mind though I tried hard to bury it.

"Take it away." 'He' said dismissively and walked back to his throne. In a whoosh of wind the bodies were gone. The scent of blood hund in the air and I found myself salivating.

"It's a lovely day. I think I'll take a stroll. Renesmee." 'He' called.

I stifled a groan of displeasure and stepped from the shadows. 'He' raised his eyebrows at my navy blue eyes, making my thirst obvious, but said nothing.

I always put off feeding for as long as I could, trying to avoid the guilt that came with it. I had wanted to try animal hunting like the Cullen's and had even brought the subject up but 'he' immediately chewed me out for it, saying it was un natural and wouldn't let me become a disgrace to my kind.

I silently followed him out the door, making sure to keep my face an emotionless mask and my thoughts clear though I would never him touch me. He led me through the winding corridors of Volterra castle and out into his private personal court yard.

He turned slowly and sunk onto a bench with the grace only a vampire could pull off. I sat on the bench opposite him.

"Renesmee, you have extraordinary gifts that are of great use the volturi." I remained silent, knowing there was a reason he asked me to watch todays meeting. "I want you to go to Forks and take the form of someone close to bella. I want you to make sure they do what I have asked. I want you to kill her if they don't. Can you do it."

I was in shocked silence. He wanted me to use one fo my gifts, look like someone Bella trusted, spy on her life and then kill her if need be. I always knew this is what it would come to, being used as a weapon for the volturi, but I didn't expect it so soon. I guess with my rate of growth he was worried I would soon be of no use.

I nodded at 'his' expecting gaze. 'He' gave me a smile and walked through the door that led to his private chambers. I was glad to see he hadn't turned around as I hadn't moved.

There were many things I was confused about when it came to my existance but right now I was certain of one thing.

I had to do the impossible. I had to escape from the volturi. I had to escape from Aro.

Soon.

A/N Thats right bitches. I'm back. I also changed Renesmee's powers. I changed her parent's so why not her powers.

She now has teleportation and can change to look like anyone she's seen before. If she changes to look like another vampire she has their powers too but a dilute version. I'll update soon.

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