A/n eh, I don't really like this chapter...it's interesting but not good enough. I promise better lemon will come later but remember, I'm writing this story for writing, not for lemons (although I do like lemons;))
Pyromania by Cascada
Call me obsessed, call me insane.
Something's creeping through my veins.
Eyes cannot see, what's underneath.
I can't stop and you can't stop me.
I'm gonna get the fire started; impossible for you to breathe.
Temperature is rising up, up; so hot.
Cause I'm burnin up.
I must confess, a thousand degrees;
bring out the beast inside of me.
Don't be afraid.
Go into the blaze, it's gonna melt your fears away.
I hesitated outside the door that I knew B was recovering in. I rocked back and forth on the balls of my feet, waiting for...well I don't really know. I guess I was just waiting because I felt like this was partly my fault. I hated that I had immediately assumed he had killed that other kid. I was sick. Revolting. How stupid was I to jump to that conclusion?
But then again, Beyond had snapped for a moment in the bathroom. I could still remember the way the blackness lapped at my vision and the panic that had gone through me. Not to mention the no-air feeling.
I bit my upper lip, holding it in between my teeth before releasing it. I finally, after some mental debate, gently knocked on the door.
"Come in."
I then put my hand on the rounded knob, smooth to the touch, and turned it, opening the door. I stepped inside, still looking at the ground as I closed the door behind me.
"L..." I heard Beyond's surprised voice and I felt my throat tighten. He wasn't using my nickname so I must have really made him very mad.
"I'm sorry," I cut across whatever he was going to say. I walked over to the bed and raised my right hand slightly, moving it over the sheets until my hand covered Beyond's. "I am so sorry! I should have listened to you!" I didn't know why but I felt pain in the corners of my eyes, like and insistent burning. My other hand went up to my eyes and I realized I was crying. I hadn't cried since that day...the day my mother left me alone.
"L. Don't cry," Beyond's voice was deep and hurt and that only made more tears come.
"I'm so sorry! It's completely my fault!" I started to sob then. Why was I crying? Why?
"L, please don't cry," Beyond said and took my hand. "Please don't cry for me...c'mere," he murmured and I felt his other hand remove my hand from my face. He then tilted my chin up so that I was looking from the ground to him in the bed.
"See, isn't that a bit better?" Beyond asked as his thumb brushed over my cheeks, catching the salty drops. I didn't respond to that, adverting my eyes from his face. I felt guilt wash over me every time I heard him or just looked at him.
"L, what's wrong? C'mon, I'm not mad and it's not your fault."
"If you're not mad, then why are you calling me L?!" I suddenly blurted out and then I felt embarrassment flood over me. "Never mind," I muttered and jerked my chin away and tried to free my hand in his but he refused to let go. He suddenly pulled hard on my arm and I stumbled back towards him. Beyond sat up in the bed, moving so that his back was facing the foot of the bed.
"Oh, L. L. L," B said with a sigh. Then, I don't know why, a full blown grin spread across his face. He began to laugh, chest heaving lightly with every laugh.
I felt my face burn with anger and embarrassment. I raised my left hand and slapped the hand that was holding my right. He let go in surprise, the grin disappearing, replaced by a look of confusion. "You're a jerk!" I yelled, hands balling into fists.
His eyes, black like mine, suddenly flashed a dark red and he scowled deeply. Before I could take back what I said, he stood up slightly but one leg still rested on the bed. I swallowed nervously as Beyond captured one of my wrists in a bruising grip.
A crazy smirk split across his face and he raised my wrist up to his lips, lightly nipping over the pulse. He laughed when I flinched. "Wassamatter, Lawli-pop?" he purred and I shivered deeply. For some reason, it made me feel good that he was calling me by his nickname despite it being so dangerous sounding.
"You want me to prove I'm not mad?" Beyond asked then laughed. "You are so naïve, Lawli-pop! I am mad. Not about that though. I'm very mad. I want something so badly but I cannot have it."
I blinked in surprise and then I nervously swallowed before, "W-What is it?" I was already beginning to have my suspicions but I needed to be positive.
"I will show you then," B smiled greatly and then gave a hard jerk to my wrist. I stumbled, tripping over my feet before landing on the bed. Before I could right my position, Beyond straddled my hips and ensnared my other wrist in the same hand as the first. He pinned them to the bed right above my head.
"B-B-B!" I gasped out, trying to writhe away. Suddenly a pain bloomed on my cheek, accompanied by a loud smack and my head turning to the side abruptly.
"Shut up, L. Or I'll smack you around like a bitch. You will obey my rules and not fight me or it will be horrible for you," Beyond snarled at me.
I whimpered and looked up into B's red eyes. Despite being afraid, I was starting to be terribly aroused by his forcefulness. No! I was not getting aroused. I was just...
"Now, do as I say," B said with a smirk then released my wrists. He slid off of me, sitting back on the bed. I sat up slightly, half expecting my look alike to yell at me or something. But he did nothing of the sort.
"Take off your clothes," he said and my eyes widened in surprise.
"W-Wha?"
"You heard me."
I swallowed nervously but slowly reached down to the hem of my shirt. It twisted it in my trembling hands, hesitating for a moment before exhaling. I started to lift the hem of my shirt up and over my head. My pale chest, much to thin and bony, was now exposed as I dropped the shirt to the side.
"Marvelous," Beyond breathed out, smirk in place and red eyes dark with a undefined emotion. He reached out and slowly ran his fingertips up my chest, making me shiver. He licked his lips then retracted his fingers. "That's enough for now. Okay, now your pants and underwear."
I gritted my teeth and then popped the button open on my jeans before starting to pull down the fly. I swung my legs over to the side of the bed and began to kick off the jeans and underwear. Suddenly, two hands went over my own, helping slide the jeans and underwear off. The hands skimmed my skin and I shivered. "B-B..." I gasped.
"Shush," Beyond whispered in my ear and then I felt his lips to my neck. He began to nibble there and I softly moaned, tilting my head back. His hands moved up my legs, going up to my inner thighs. I then gasped, arching slightly while my hands went up to grip B's upper arms.
One of his strong yet gentle hands wrapped around my length, making me really arch now.
"Oh B! Beyond!" I gasped out, not making too much sense as his hand began to slowly stroke me until I was hard and painful right in the palm of his hand.
"Lawli, you are completely beautiful and perfect," B's husky voice purrd in my ear as his finger ran over the slit, collecting beads of precum and making me almost scream in pleasure.
"B-B," I began to pant soon, feeling myself nearing my limit. "I'm going to-! Hmmmnnhhh! Ah!" I moaned as I felt Beyond lightly bite down on my neck. He pulled his lips away and then licked the blossoming bruise.
"Go ahead, Lawli," Beyond whispered and those words sent me over the edge. I cried out, white dancing across my vision in a burst. I slumped back and then my vision returned to normal. My chest heaved and then I felt his hand leave my now limp length.
B brought his hand up to his lips and I looked over at him, watching sleepily. I wondered tiredly what the sticky stuff was on his hand until I realized that...the stuff was from me. It was my cum. And Beyond Birthday was licking it off his hand.
He then moved off the bed and laid me down on it. I closed my eyes immediately and began to drift off to sleep. I still felt as Beyond cleaned me up and then slipped my clothes back on. But I mostly cherish that feeling of the warm body that slid in next to me, wrapping arms around my waist and then the feeling of my face against his warm neck. That's how I wanted to stay; asleep in his arms. Although...I think I've been here before because it just feels so right.