"Charlie's leaving in two minutes, have you made up your mind yet?" Jasper asks and of course the little pixie answers for me.
"He's going to tell her," She chimes, smiling like a goofy child who just got some candy floss.
Yes, I am going to tell Bella about my dream. It seems stupid not to, were in love and people in love can share their problems or thoughts with one another. If I keep this bottled up, who knows what problems could occur between us.
I mean I lied, and lied to her about my true nature before, and she only found out on her own.
"But Edward, you need to be prepared when you go there. Here, just make sure you use it wisely," Alice says calmly, handing over a silver packaging with the logo 'Durex' repeated everywhere on it.
My cheeks flamed up, and I was glad the rest of the family scampered off to there own business. Surely Bella wouldn't want to have sex. Not that I don't want to have sex with Bella, of course I would, any man would, she is a goddess in my eyes. It wouldn't be the right time, and she has a broken leg,which could make things complicated.
"I don't need a condom Alice."I refuse, pushing her cold, outstretched hand away.
"I wouldn't be so sure about that. You're aroused emotions just went a little of the rails then," Jasper butts in.
"So...of course I would be aroused. I mean- look it just wouldn't be the right time for that kind of thing. It would be both our first times and I want that to be romantic." I rush the words, feeling even more embarrassed at how my heart constricted from the words I were saying.
"Awe, isn't that just sweet. Who knew you were so romantic Edward," Rosalie chuckled from the staircase. Oh god... don't let her get to you Edward, I reminded myself, as her lips formed into a smug smile.
"Alright, just be prepared, go Jasper she's alone now." Alice nodded at him, and my body tensed as I was yet again slinged onto Jaspers back. I hated feeling like a sack of potatoes just being flung over his shoulder.
"Hey, don't be irritated with me or you can take a car and wait for Charlie to come home and catch you sitting on his couch with his baby girl all lovey dovey." Jasper threatened.
"Have fun Eddie. And remember deeper is always a pleaser." Emmett shouted from upstairs. My eyes must have grown twice the size from mortification, as Jasper took off into a run, making me cling on tighter and pray for him to stop quickly.
Jasper let me fall off his back when we stopped outside of Bella's back door. I could see her sat on the couch, her leg propped up, the remote control next to her and her eyes flickering from her phone to the front door. She was waiting for me...
A smile slowly played on my lips, as my body glowed with love for this woman.
"Good luck man, I'll come pick you up later." He patted my back, sounding as the wise Jasper I know.
"Thanks man," I say back, and take a deep breath.
"Seriously though, deeper is better." He chuckles, then disappears before I can glare at him.
I walk over to the back door, testing the handle slowly, as it clicks open. Bella should know better then to keep it unlocked. I walk in as quietly as my human step will allow. I take each step at a time, getting closer to the living room. I see the back of her luscious brown hair, curling down the back of the sofa, and looking shiny under the living room light.
Here goes nothing.
She hasn't realized I'm here and she reaches from her phone, holding it in her hands before clicking on my name on her contacts. She presses the call button, and five seconds later my phone begins to vibrate in my back jeans pocket, alerting her I'm here.
She turns around starlet and jumps a little as she sees me directly behind her.
Yeah...not creepy at all.
"Uh- Hey sorry I didnt mean to scare you," I mumble, walking around to sit next to her on the couch.
"Oh, no you didnt. I'm just surprised that you're still so quiet." She mutters, shaking her head in disbelief.
I chuckle, but it comes out slightly nervous. Just tell her and see what happened. If she makes a move I can just, let her down easily. Explain why it would be bad.
"Whats wrong?" She questions, pulling my hand into hers, and rubbing small circles on my palm ,making it tingle unger her fingertips.
Now or tell her.
"Its about last night, when I fell asleep." I started, sighing, and letting my head hand lower to hide my embarrassment.
"What about it?" She asks, completely clueless, but the worry is there in her voice.
"I had a dream where I was on a beach and you were there..." I trailed off. Bella smiled at me in a encouraging way. She looks so innocent, I feel like my words will destroy that.
You need to do this Edward.
"You. You were naked and, touching me... and um- I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done it."I started to rush the words feeling guilty. I couldn't even look at Bellas face. I could feel the heat on my own cheeks, getting even hotter by the second. Oh how I used to tease Bella about blushing.
"You're sorry?" Bella chuckled then her hand raised to cup my flaming hot cheek. She pushed so my head would rise, and I looked into her face full of amusement and love. "Edward, why should you be sorry over a dream. You shouldn't be sorry over that, it's perfectly natural for someone to dream. I mean, I've had dreams- where we have been together in that way. Does that mean I should apologize for it?" Bella ends her question with a raised eyebrow.
Bella has had sex dreams about me.
"N-No of course not ,but I mean , I feel guilty." I admitted, shaking my head at my own sudden confusion.
"Edward, I love you, don't feel guilty about im totally honest, it makes me happy to know that I was the first thing you dreamed about." She admitted, smiling shyly.
"Of course you are Bella, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on," I said.
She leaned in, not quite touching my lips, just briefly hovering her lips over mine. Her warm breath fanned my face, making my eyes close as her soft lip pressed onto mine. I inhaled deeply through my nose, leaning into her more, and letting her hands slip into my hair at the nape of my neck.
Her tongue pokes at my lips, and it's such a weird foreign feeling. I have the natural sense to back away from her, so I dont hurt her.
You can't hurt her now Edward.
I slowly open my mouth, letting my tongue slip inside her mouth. It so weird, yet nice some how. Even better than just kissing her. It sends a shiver down my spine as her body slides over the couch, and presses up against the die of my body.
Bella hands wraps around my own, as she picks it up placing it on her waist, where it rests in the crook of her curve. Her skin in warm even through the layer of clothing. Is like that layer isnt even there. My fingertips move, teasing her skin without me knowing and Bella hums a delicious sound, moving her mouth much more faster against mine.
Oh...shit. I immediately get the same feeling from this morning, and I try to suppress it, but the feeling of touching Bella, and feeling her hot mouth on my own, it's too much. I can feel it pressing against my jeans, and making my body feel even more ignited with a new fire blazing in my blood.
"Touch me Edward," Bella whispered, taking her mouth to my neck, and a flashback from the dream pops into my head, only this time were on Bella couch.
Think rationally Edward, this is not the right time, Bella's leg needs to heal, you have only been human for three days, I need to get used to this first...
"Fuck that feels amazing." I groan, feeling Bellas teeth graze over the nape of my neck, the kiss and tempt the spot by sucking on it.
"Did you just swear?" Bella asked shocked, pulling away. Even I was shocked, as I realized that I did in fact swear. I've only ever swore in my head when Bella was around. I guess my human mouth has no filter.
"I-Im sorry, where are my manners, I didnt mean it toward you-"
"Edward-" Bella whispered nearing my face. "Just stop talking." She whispered, with barely any volume, as her lips reattached to my neck making my eyes roll back and close again. It really did feel amazing. More amazing then how I thought it would in my dream.
"Move your hand." Bella instructed, as my hand stayed unmoving on her waist. I all of a sudden felt worried. Where do I put it? Would she feel weird if I placed it on her butt? I've never done this before. Neither has she though, and you can tell as she stays sucking on the same part of my neck. But it still feels amazing, every time her teeth graze over a sensitive spot.
Slowly my hand raise up her body and my fingertips graze the side of her breast. She leans into my touch making my hand fully cup her left breast in my hand. My fingers seem to be frozen, just holding her under my palm, unmoving.
I take a deep breath then begin to move them, feeling the slight cushion of her bra under my fingers.I graze of the top of her bra with my index finger, and it much nicer then the feel of her bra. I can just picture her naked underneath my hand. Holding, teasing and squeezing making her groan.
She does let out a little grunt, pushing her chest even more into my hand, as her mouth finds its way back to my lips. Her hands slowly slide down my chest getting lower and lower, making my body tense from nerves.
She is about five seconds away from touching my dick. Do I want her to? Well...yes. Should I let her? I don't even know at this point.
My heart races as her hands reach the hem of my t-shirt. She pauses there, her hand sliding under and touching the skin just above my jeans. I react by shifting lower down on the couch, so I'm slouching slightly, and Bella is leaning over my body. From here it looks like shes hovering over me, but technically she is still sitting.
My hand moves down her waist, and I don't overthink it, as I slip my hand under her shirt and feel the soft warmness of her bare skin.
Her hand slowly eases out from my t-shirt and I feel my stomach tense as her hand rests over my jeans.
I look at her eyes and she is just as shocked as me. I don't know what to do right now, and by the looks of it neither does Bella.
"I-I don't know what I'm meant to do?" She stutters embarrassed.
"I don't know either," I admit looking at her under the harshness of the living room light.
It's silent for a moment, her hand frozen, just hovering over the bulge of my jeans. Knowing her hand is there is not helping the situation at all.
My mind is telling me to move, just move and she will move. An instinct to thrust my hips, or just move at all.
I shift slightly, pushing my hips up into her hand, just as she presses down creating a tiny bit of friction. It feels good, it takes away the uncomfortable tension in my stomach, and makes me relax slightly.
I do it again, and Bella pushes down the same time I raise my hips.
"Does that feel good?" She questions, clueless.
"Mmm." I hum, with my eyes closed, the feeling is intensified, as her hand squeezes me through my jeans.
The feeling is weird and intense. I just want to be close to her, I want to feel her. I raise my hand, feeling the goosebumps rise on her skin, and by surprise, I feel the soft laciness of her bra. Feeling brave I slide my hand up, pulling down the cup, and feeling her soft skin under my hand.
Books, movies, pictures, they all do not do justice to how amazing this feels against my skin. Everything's soft, but the slight hardness from her nipple. I can't help but swallow hard, and I feel my throat tighten, as I fumble with her breast randomly.
The nerves settle in when I feel her trying to toy with my button with her hands. When she pops it open and pulls down the zipper, I feel more comfortable. I release a sigh, as her hand comes into contact with me again, this time only the thin layer of my boxers keeping our skin apart. Even now I can feel the warmth radiating from her heated hand onto my flushed body.
It feels amazing... so fucking amazing.
I suppress a groan, as a loud knock from the door sounds. Bella gasps pulling her hand away, and I pull my hand off her breast so fast I was worried I hurt her. But I didn't, as she adjusted herself, fixing her bra, and putting it back into place. I did get to see a flash of her amazing skin that I dreamed of last night.
"Bella, Charlie told me to come over and keep your company. Well more like told me to not let Edward in the house, and to make sure you don't move." An all too familiar voice chuckled.
Jacob fucking Black.
Awe they're so new to this, and they're both so Innocent in the books so I feel like it would be this kind of awkward fumbling during there first make out. And what a surprise Jacob is here :O. This is back at the first twilight, so he isn't a werewolf yet.
I'm glad you guys are liking this which is weird because I only started it off to be a little side project from my other twilight fanfics.
Updates should be 2-3 days regular.