Kurt knew he had screwed up, the sight of Blaine so heartbroken last night did not leave his mind along with the words 'I don't want to look at you right now Kurt'. They had had fights before but never had either of them slept in separate room because of it, Kurt was now starting to feel guilt over last night, guilt that hurt because he never wanted to hurt Blaine. So Kurt came to a decision, He would try to make it right without giving in to Blaine's initial idea.

Kurt had taken the kids into school and called in work telling them he was 'sick', he just needed today to think about everything and what to do to make it better. A thousand thoughts were running through his head as he read over the note from Blaine again and again, I want you to also know that this is what I want and I will wait as long as it takes for you to want it as much as I do,Kurt was in a tough place, sure the idea of another child sounded great but just not yet he thought, that's when he had an idea. Kurt ran to Blaine's office down the hall and opened a file with Kurt written on it, He pulled out his contract for the New York company, the contract ran out at the end of the year, Kurt starred down at the piece of paper "Could we really do this at the end of the year" Kurt said out loud to no one but himself, finding a surrogate is not exactly an instant process, and then there is the nine months after until the baby comes Kurt thought to himself "yes, we can do this" Kurt said aloud once again. He wouldn't be agreeing to having a baby now, it would be a year maybe two tops before they finally had another child, this plan fitted Kurt perfectly, now he just had to face the hard part. Talking to Blaine.

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Connor ran through the classroom looking for Caden, He and Caden had become best friends over the past couple of weeks and practically inseparable during the day until home time. Connor found Caden sat in the corner of the classroom on a bean bag reading a story, this seemed to be Caden's favourite place because it allowed him to get away from all the noise and stress of the other children in the classroom, Connor had started to pick up little things like this about his new friend and enjoyed getting to know him and his little mannerisms.

Connor sat on the bean bag next to Caden "Hi Caden, what you up too"

Caden looked up through his brown curls that rested on his forehead "Hey Connor, do you want to read with me?" asked Caden

"In a minute, I have something to give you though" replied Connor

Connor pulled up his bag and searched around it finally pulling out two Blue and red bands and held one out to Caden

Caden took the bad and looked at it curiously "what's this?"

"It's a friendship bracelet, my sister made them for her friends so I thought I would too, now we will always be best friends" said Connor proudly as he took Cadens wrist and put the bad around it

"Wow it's so cool, I can't wait to go home and show my dad's, thanks Connor" Caden leaned over and gave Connor a hug. Both sat and read books and discussed their favourite books for rest of the afternoon, they were definitely becoming best friends now because they had their bracelets to prove it.

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Kurt had made the kids dinner early and asked their neighbour Mary Alice to look after them for a while so that he and Blaine could talk about last night and so that Kurt could tell Blaine his plan. Kurt placed his contract on the island in the kitchen along with a print out of papers from the company they had used to find their surrogates before. Kurt knew that this could go excellent or it could all go horribly wrong, He hadn't heard from Blaine all day, this upset him as Kurt did truly miss the texts and calls they would send each other during the day.

Kurt took a seat on one of the stools in the Kitchen and waited for Blaine. Blaine pulled up on the driveway and preceded to the front door and paused for a moment, he knew that would now have to discuss last night with Kurt whether he wanted to or not.

Kurt heard the door open and shut again, normally it would be followed by 'Honey I'm home' but Kurt heard nothing but footsteps coming towards him, Blaine walked into the Kitchen and found Kurt sitting at the island.

They both looked into each other's eyes for a moment before Blaine broke the silence "where are the Kids"

"They are at Mary Alice's, I thought it would be better so we could talk" replied Kurt

Blaine placed the bag and folders he was carrying on the side and took a seat next to Kurt

Kurt looked down at the marble worktop and looked at his faint refection in it "I'm sorry for what I said last night, I had no right to lash out at you like that" there was no response from Blaine which Kurt took as a hint to carry on "I've been thinking about it today and well last night, what you said was so sudden and out of the blue that I didn't know what to say and ended up hurting you, I'm so sorry Blaine"

Blaine looked into Kurt's eyes trying to determine their colour which for all of these years he could still not do "You had no right to lash out at me like that, but I was pushing the subject when you clearly didn't want to talk about it and I just got you wrong for once Kurt that's all"

Kurt was little upset with the last comment so this seemed like a perfect time to bring up his plan; he pushed the papers over to Blaine

Blaine flicked through the papers and looked at Kurt confusingly "why have you given me these?"

"Well I have been thinking and I still stand by what I said last night, I'm not ready just yet but I have come up with an idea, if you look at that contract it ends at the end of this year, I won't be renewing it" said Kurt looking into Blaine's eyes

"What, why, I thought you loved working for them because it gave you freedom to work whenever and at home, and what does this have to do with last night?" replied Blaine confused

Kurt took a deep breath "well after my contact ends…that's when I think we should try and find a surrogate."

Blaine was really confused, Last night Kurt was saying no to another child and now was planning to find a surrogate "Kurt what are saying, you're really confusing me"

"I'm saying that last night it was sudden and I was tired and we were in the middle of...well you know and I couldn't make a final decision there and then, I said I liked the idea just not yet, well by the time my contract ends, then finding a surrogate and then the nine months till the baby come's I think that's a good amount of time, by then I will be ready I won't have as much work and you have an easy schedule as to when you work, I think that by doing it this way it could all work out for the best" replied a little short of breath after getting his idea out

Blaine had a small smile "You really have thought about this haven't you"

"Yes Blaine I have and last night well it upset me to see you like that and feel so guilty over that" replied Kurt

"Kurt I don't want you to go along with it because you feel guilty I want you to want it like I do" said Blaine now not looking so happy

"I do Blaine, I said last night I do just not now, and by the time we get this child it won't be now"

Blaine thought for a moment "So you really want to do this, but how do I know that you want it Kurt"

"Toby"

"What" Kurt was really managing to confuse Blaine Today?

"I want to call him Toby if it's a boy and Sophie if it's a girl" replied Kurt starring into Blaine's eyes

Blaine smiled and took Kurt's hand "Now I know you want it," said Blaine letting out a small laugh

Kurt was now smiling again "I really am sorry about last night, I never meant to hurt you, I'm so sorry, please forgive me" said Kurt with tears in his eyes

"Oh Kurt come here" said Blaine as he held out his arms and Kurt immediately let Blaine comfort him, Kurt cried into Blaine's chest "Its, ok honey, these things happen, but its good because it just makes us stronger" Blaine pushed away the hair that was stuck to Kurt's forehead and placed a kiss on top of his head.

"I missed you" Kurt said looking deep into Blaine's eyes

"I missed you too honey, I'm sorry I left you this morning…I just" Blaine couldn't finish the sentence

"I know, its ok, the kids were totally fine this morning so it all good" replied Kurt wiping his eyes

Blaine wiped the last of Kurt's tears away with his thumb "I'm never sleeping in the guest bed again, I had no sleep at all…I've found it's hard to sleep without my Husband next to me"

Kurt let put a laugh "me too, and it took us so long to get used to being in the same bed. Look at us now"

Blaine smiled took Kurt's hands in his "and we missed our special night"

"We can have one of those tonight" said Kurt now smiling so hard his face started to hurt

Blaine stood up and pulled Kurt "hhhmmm, I was thinking we could start it right now"

"Blaine we can't, the kids" Blaine pulled Kurt out the Kitchen and into the hall "what time did she want us to get them" Blaine pulled Kurt into him and kissed him passionately on the mouth "whenever but..." Kurt couldn't reply as Blaine kissed him again and slowly mad his way to Kurt's neck "Ok the kids can wait for a few hours" said Kurt as clothing started to litter the stairs. Kurt knew he was forgiven.

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Helen and her husband Eric had become seriously worried over the fact that their son has interacted with Caden, after all they didn't want their son to be influenced by him, the son of two men, and Helen found this highly disturbing and wanted to make sure it did not happen again.

"So how are you going to stop our son from talking to him" asked Eric?

Helen gave her husband a look and sighed "Well, I spoke to its father and I just got abused by his friend who is most probably a closet case"

"Well, I am not comfortable with Connor talking to this Kid I mean sure it's not the kids fault he has two queers for parents but the matter still stands" replied Eric as he flicked through the news paper

"I'm just worried that our son would catch it, you know and well…I can't have that, not when we have three other Kids to also worry about"

Eric put the newspaper down on his lap "As much as I am against it I am sure our son will not catch the gay".

"Well I sure hope not, we will have to increase our visits to church if I find he has so much as talked to the child, I think I would pray for the Kid as well, I don't know what's happened to the world these days, where have the times gone when people would stand up against this thing" said Helen getting angrier

Eric watched his wife stand up and pace around the living room "Love I'm sure everything will be fine and we will not have to worry"

Helen gave him a glare "I sure hope so, I dread to think what will happen if he does become friends with this Kid"

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Sorry that it's such a short chapter guys but I wanted to get this one out so I can focus on the next one that will again have angst, I'm also having small doses of writers block so bear with me. Next chapter will be Kurt and Dave's meeting but this one will be different from the others. Also thought I would put some Connor/Caden and Helen/Eric in there too – tell me what you think of them both. Also just watched the preview of Somewhere only we know aaawwww it's so nice, I have to say I was disappointed with Night of neglect, what did you guys think of it? I'm sure that Born this way make up for that 90 MINUTE EPISODE.

Please review, you all make me so happy when you review, so thank you