She kept her arms around me embracing me as I was consumed by her close proximity. Her smell, her touch, the way she breathed, the flush of her skin, the softness, my body was just all to aware of all of these things.

Her.

She began feather light kisses just bellow my jaw, a sweet gesture that made me , her teeth grazed my skin, her teeth running down my neck before her lips made a 'o' shape, sucking on my neck.

This was defiantly far then a sweet gesture and my body reacted to it immediacy.

"Bella, stop." I warned her pushing her away, but she clung to me refusing with all her strength to not let me push her away.

Was she crazy? "Bella you could be pregnant." I point out, my voice firm.

"I know," She says pulling away, but keeping her strong hold on me, burning her gaze into my own with desperation. "But I want you Edward, ." She whimpers, pulling me by the collar in closer to her.

Her sweet breath fans across my face drawing me in closer to my mouth. she was a distracting creature, and as I have always said she will be the death of me.

I know its wrong, and any sane person would be running to the doctor. But here right now, Bella was all I had on my mind, and it seemed it was just equally the same situation for Bella.

I let loses, giving in like a alcoholic in a room full of one hundred year old wine. The temptation is just to strong.

Only a couple of seconds after she had spoke I pounced on her. Both of us falling into a laying position on the couch, her hair trailing over the arm rest and down the side of the edge. Beauty in the most purest way. The simplistic of the way her eyelashes flutter and brush against her cheeks. The little things my brain registers about there, its theses little things that perfect her.

I unbutton her top as she thrashes her body. Her body raising with need for friction. I desperately try to get the barriers in between us removed.

I'm thankful that her father is away for the remainder of the evening. I'm at least not at risk of being shot by Charlie for corrupting his little girl.

"I...we need a condom." Bella pants, barley getting her sentence out as she attaches her lips onto my chest, her hands feeling there way across my skin.

I tremble under her touch, basking in the feeling.

She is right of course.

"I-I think I have one."I tell her.

I scramble to lean over and pick up my jeans from the floor searching the pockets. Of course there isn't one in there, wrong jeans. The one time Alice's gives me something helpful, I don't even have it on me.

I groan.

"I don't have one."I complain, my hands slapping over my face as I sit back up, feeling stupid in the nude on Bella's couch.

Its silent for a moment, I feel the cushion shift as Bella sits up also. Neither of us making a move to put our clothes back on. I just feel like a fool. Maybe Alice gave me the condom for a reason? Like how she set up the room. I know I had the condom in those jeans I was wearing. Could it be I was meant to use it then?

I jumped in shock my eyes popping over and my body jumping off the couch slightly as I felt Bella's firm grip on my dick. It was just so unexpected, that the hairs on my body stood on end and my heart hammered from the thrill and spontaneity of her actions.

She had determination written all over her face.

"Bella, what the hell do you think your doing?"I asked my chest raising rapidly, and my voice a higher pitch.

"I need you Edward, I just need to feel you...please touch me." She begs, her hand moving slightly making me chew on my bottom lip.

Oh please, please move your hand again, and again...and again.

It feels even better then when it was my own hand. I can't even look a Bella without feeling like I am going to exploded from the pout on her face and the way her eyes are burning with desire and love.

"I don't know what to do."I admit. It seems weird, but its true. As far as touching goes, I have felt her breast-which was amazing- then nothing beyond that.

Bella paused for a second thinking, before bravely grabbing my hand and leading it to where she desperately wanted me to touch her. I gasped at feeling the softness of her and also the warmness, enveloping around my fingers.

I guess this evening seems to have had its negatives and positives.

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