Her hand slips around my waist, moving up, nails scraping my skin. I bit my bottom lip, peering down at her as she places kisses to my neck. I look up at the ceiling, trying to keep my eyes open and not to moan.
My hands grasp her hips, feeling her body shift under my touch, moving closer, like a magnet.
I want her.
She wants me.
Right here.
Right now.
"Bella? Come and say goodnight to Billy and Jacob." Charlie calls, his voice breaking out spell, and I push away from the kitchen counter, trying to control my laboured breathing.
Washing up, it seemed to start ou simple thing, then one touch and the hormones and lust just seem to control your body. Damn teenage body, I can't control myself around her.
I need more of her.
Soon...
"Come dad." Bella shouts, her voice confident, but then she goes back to panting, taking in deep breaths.
I smirk. "Well that was fun." I tease and she giggles, running a hand through her hair.
"Bella!" Charlie calls his voice curious and loud, and his footsteps start to approach.
Me and Bella straighten ourselves out immediately. Holding in out heavy breathing and listening to the pounding of my heart loud in my own ears. Its like its vibrating around my body.
"What's taking you so long, come on-" He says, motioning towards her. His narrow eyes zoom in on e and flicker toward Bella and then back. "You too Edward, its getting late and its a school night, you better be off aswell."
"Yes sir."I nod. Charlie rolls his eyes slightly, before waiting for his daughter to join him. She walks toward him her eyes flickering to me.
Don't worry I'm coming.
I follow them out, walking out into the cold night air and wishing I had a jacket on. I can't wait to get in my car and turn the heat on, but then again, I don't want to get in the car and leave Bella. I don't like being alone and away from her. The nights would be so much better if I were to lay next to her.
"You must come down to the reservation soon Bella, I would like to speak with you, catch up, and Jacob has been missing you alot." Billy says, making Jacob blush a little.
Yeah, you may miss her, but she sure doesn't miss you pup.
"Sure. It was good to see you Billy and you to Jake." She smiles sweetly, nodding.
Billy turned toward me, eyes burning with hate and curiosity. They watched me, unmoving and un-nerving me to the core. I looked away unable to hold his stare.
"Edward." Billy address me,and I'm in shock as I turn toward him. My jaw tight and muscle tense. He can't say anything around Charlie...he says nothing.
"Billy, good to see you."I reply, bowing my head a little.
He smirks secretively. "Its been a while, I see you have changed alot." He adds.
You have no idea.
They leave making there way home, and I dont care to watch them enter there car,I want to say good bye to Bella. My love. I can see it in her eyes. I wish I didnt have to go either love.
"I will ask Carlisle about doing a test. Try not to worry, I love you."I whisper in her ear, only saying I love you allowed for Charlie's sake. It works as he cringes away, looking in the other direction and acting like were not there.
I lean down and kiss Bella, enjoying the contact, and saving it for memories.
"I love you too." She grins after.
Darkness all around me.
Silence.
A light.
A door way.
I walk through it.
A bedroom is now here.
Not my room.
Its beautiful.
A four poster bed in the centre, canopy white curtains,two large potted plants, lamps along the walls, a armchair and a cream fur rug at the bottom of the bed. My eyes stray towards the satin sheets looking at the beauty enveloped in them.
Brown hair tumbling over her shoulders, cascading down to her breast, which are barely hidden by the sheet. He legs wrapped around the sheets covering most of her belly, and just revealing a bit of her ass.
Beautiful gorgeous Bella.
"Bella-" I'm cut off by the sound of high pitched crying. I turn in confusion, left to right wondering where its coming from, I hear it behind me, and it urn beck to face the door, and there I look inside seeing exactly the cause.
A nursery, a cot, a small piano and various dolls and play-sets. I hear the crying and Bella appears,wearing a blue dress, hair tied up and messy, and her cheeks flush as she picks up a baby from the cot. I can see nothing but a bundle of cloth as Bella cradles it to her chest.
"Shhh, its alright sweetheart." she coos to her smiling a tried smile. then she turns to me, looking straight into my eyes.
"I think she wants her daddy." Bella grins at me.
Daddy?
I didnt move, standing in the doorway, I look back, hoping to see Bella scattered on the beautiful sheets again, but hers nothing but wood, the door shut behind me.
Bella approaches me, confused ,but smiling ass he hands me over the bundle of cloth. I peer at her a moment, then look down.
There nothing there.
Its just sheets.
No baby.
My baby.
Where is my baby?
"Bella."I say in panic wonder what's going on here.
She just smiles and strokes the empty bundle in my arms.
"She's is beautiful, our little girl." She says.
"There's nothing here Bella, what are you talking about?"I question confused.
"What do you mean Edward?" She says equally confused.
"Bella, there is no baby here." I say, unfolding the blanket and revealing the empty sheets.
Bella eyes goes wide, her face crumbing, her smile vanishing and her body crippling falling toward the ground.
"My baby!" She screams, hands fisting in her hair.
The walls start to run with paint, everything crumbling and the floor shaking.
With worry I cling onto Bella, scared for what is happening and for her health. She is breaking down into fits of endless sobs. Her body shaking in my arms,and tears streaming down her face.
"My baby!"
I gasp, my body flying into a sitting position and the sheet clung to my back from sweat. I run my hands over my face, trying to control my breathing. I look out at the grey early morning in front of me.
What the hell was that?
Taking my toothbrush, I brush my teeth, looking at my reflection in the fogged up mirror. the shower this morning was good, but it didn't ease my confused thoughts. I'm clinging onto my dream, trying not to forget it, but the more I think about it the more stupid it seems.
But its still there, fresh in my mind.
I groan, my hands running down my face as I cling to the edge of the sink. I need to speak with Carlisle, and I need to see Bella.I just need to hold her, comfort her. I miss her. I need her.
I march out of my bathroom, picking out a fresh blue suit shirt, and slip on some black trouser pants. I run a hand through my hair, before walking out of the room, and heading up the stairs. Carlisle won't be in this morning due to a spot of rare sunlight showing this morning. It should clear within the hour but best not to risk it.
I knock on the door, and within a second it is being opened, Carlisle office is a mess of piles of papers, various equipment running all at once,and a faint buzzing sound in the distance, to far for my hearing to pick up.
"Good morning son, what can I help you with?" Her greets me politely, moving aside and letting me in.
I feel better now I'm with Carlisle, his fatherly presence calming me a little and making me less on edge.
"I'm good, but I need to ask you for a favour."I say, not bothering to take a seat, but Carlisle does, and he picks up some more paperwork, but his eyes stay on me, giving me his attention.
"Go on,"He nodded.
My nail digs into my palm as I think about how to ask him. Honesty seems the best way when it comes to Carline.
"I...would you be able to give Bella a pregnancy test, even though it could be really early?"I question him.
With the advancing technology I would be surprised if he could.
"Of course son, but why, has she been experiencing symptoms?"He questions, curious.
"No, no nothing like that."I reassure him. "Though,when we did, make love, we didn't use protection."I say, and of course Carlisle sighs.
It must be such a shame to him that being a doctor, and me taking medical courses myself, I should know about the importance of protection.
Protection is the last thing on my mind when Bella is involved.
"Bring her to the hospital tomorrow after school, I'll maker sure to do it in private and without record, so she won't have to worry about her father or it being on record."He informs me and I smile in thanks.
In a town this small, teenage pregnancy would probably be as big news as someone dying.
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