A/N: Hey had a couple days of no updates thanks to the wonderfully glitch ff not letting me log in. Finally decided to reset everything. But here we go again...
Funny something as simple as ten digits and two palms can feel like such a strong thing. I watch them, I watch as my fingers thread through his and our palms touch. It isn't a spark flying or crazy music playing type moment. It is just a real touch. More intimate then a kiss, more real then any sex I have ever had. It was what was called for I guess because my eyes leave his face in some strange slow motion movie type shit and watch as they connect.
There is no real motion just a gentle squeeze here and there to assure each other we are in the same place. After awhile I can't even tell if it is him or me doing it. The only thing I know is I know it is real. His head is on my legs, his hand is in mine and I feel like things are going to maybe, just maybe be okay. Maybe. Even just for a little while.
In real life though things like reality creep in and I guess I am the first to give.
"Hate to really make this awkward but, uhh I have been out for umm a long time and ..." a change in his face scares me and I try to soothe him back down. But he bolts upright. I am relieved our fingers are still joined, even as we are now sitting shoulder to shoulder. "It's okay," I put my free hand on his bent knee. "I just need pee, and well my ass was asleep."
I then see something I had never guessed was there. I dimple. A fucking deep face creasing dimple. Just on one side but it's there and though the amusement doesn't fully reach his eyes I am, little girl with a pony happy.
