The day flew by. Which was strange. Then the next one did too. Then the next. I was enjoying making the office talk, I even noticed it and made Ang a nice chunk of change by Thursday when after most of the week we talked and had lunch together. Went to dinner a night or two leaving the office laughing together.

"I swear fate has been on my side since you came to work here." she threads her arm through mine as we leave the coffee shop Friday morning. She had suggested we meet there int he morning since we lived so close to each other.

I have a fault in my step and leave it to her to not leave it alone.

"What?" she pulls her arm away and gets a bit stiff. It is nothing that she thinks. Some time ago I would have blow it off because, really who is she to me? But then I think, who is she to me? She is my friend. A real one at that, fuck me if I have ever had one of those. Grabbing her waist I fit her back beside me and give her a little. Maybe a test maybe it just feels good to speak my mind and not keep it locked up.

"I just realized I haven't seen him all week. I'm not sure if he is pissed I left or..." Jesus I'm turning into a girl.

"Relax, you said you guys have a past right?" I nod "Well maybe if he knows you like I have fast been coming to," that makes me oddly happy because she really has. I never gave names or anything but I really haven't held much else back. "maybe he just is giving you the space you need."

I have to laugh out at her always positive way of looking at things but I can't get on the same life boat she is on. "Ang, as much as I hope you are right I don't have that kind of faith."

"Well that is a good thing I guess because as far as I can tell, you don't follow faith you side with fate. And let me tell you, so do I. So I am sure on this one."

"Honestly I hope you're right. I really do." My voice is steady but now that I really think about it I'm not to sure about anything again. My confidence of the progress made seems like nothing really. It seems like a small token. Then I just left him, he had no goodbye nothing. Once again I ducked out.

"Stop that shit right the fuck now!" her voice seemed so harsh and scry I had to do a double take. Yup face as stop that shit scary as Nanny Kree's ever was, and she was the scary German kind.

"K" I really like this chick.

More coming and written but weather time and family drama means it may not make it til tomorrow.. Or a bit of few hours for you on the other end of he world!