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Chapter Three: Star Watching

I spent the next few days much the same. One night we would drink a lot and the boys would walk me home. The next we would have dinner. One night Connor would kiss me senseless, the next Murphy would. Neither of them crossed the line. They got as close as they could but never crossed.

The boys and I hadn't made plans so I sat on the roof of my building watching the stars. I thought about what Murphy had said. I didn't have to choose. I wasn't sure how I felt about that or if Connor was ok with it.

"Wha' you doing up here?" I heard Connor say after opening the door.

"Just thinking," I responded. "Where's Murphy?"

"McGinty's," he replied.

"Oh right it's Tuesday," I laughed, "Why aren't you there?"

"I wanted to see ya," he said. "Wha' you thinking about?"

"That's supposed to be a girl question," I responded.

"Aye," he replied, "Ya still didn't answer."

"I guess not," I responded. He sat down beside me. I was quiet for a moment. What did I want to ask him? He seemed to know.

"Murphy told me ya didn't want to choose," Connor inched closer.

"I don't want to come between you," I said. "It's kind of confusing."

"We love ya, Katie," Connor said, "If ya want me, him, or both of us. It's ok."

"You sure?" I asked. He answered me by kissing me softly on the lips. "A little better than the last time we were up here." He laughed and pulled me into a deeper kiss. He laid me back on the blanket I had spread.

My hand traveled up his shirt and touched his stomach. He smiled against my lips. I pulled his shirt up and over his head. He returned his lips to mine. Placing one of his hands on my neck and the other on my hip. I moaned softly when I felt his erection press against my leg.

"Ya sure you want to do this, Katie," he said when he pulled away briefly. I nodded and pulled his face back to mine. His hands felt fiery hot against my cool skin. He lifted my shirt and cupped my breast over my black lace bra. He slowly unbuttoned my pants. "Ya always wear knickers like these?"

"I'm just always prepared," I smiled. I grabbed at his belt and fumbled it open. I slid my hand down. He moaned against my neck when I gripped him tightly in my hand.

"Ya want dat?" he asked rising up. I unbuttoned his pants and continued to stroke him. He pulled away from me.

"What the fuck, Connor?" I asked sitting up. He laughed and lit a cigarette.

"Sorry, Katie," he took a long drag of his cigarette.

"Is this a game?" I asked. My face turned red with anger.

"Don't be mad at me, lass," he said, "I want to make sure you came first."

"What?" I asked looking at him.

"Ya girl your hands had me close," he laughed.

"Oh," I smiled then took the cigarette from his lips and put in my own. I leaned against his shoulder. "What do you want to do now?" I stood up and tossed the ember over the edge of the building. I felt him walking behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and slid his hand under the lace of my panties.

"I told ya," he whispered in my ear, "I want to make you cum first." His hand dipped lower and parted my moist folds. I moaned softly as he kissed the tender skin of my neck. He pulled me tight against him and massaged my clit slowly. He dipped one of his fingers inside me. I squeezed tight around his fingers when he entered me with a second digit.

"That's it lass, cum for me," he whispered. I dug my fingers in the back of his hand as I came. He pulled his hand out of my pants and stepped back. He caught me as I stumbled.

I turned and looked up into his soft blue eyes. I laced my fingers into his sandy brown hair. He gripped my hips and lifted me up on my toes. I pressed my lips against his. He guided me back to the blanket. He laid me back down and ran kisses down my neck.

"Can I touch you now?" I asked.

"Aye, Katie," he whispered against my neck. I ran my hand down his stomach and into his boxers. I gripped him again with my hand. He pulled me up to his chest and unclasped my bra. He lowered the straps down and kissed my shoulders. I continued to stroke him. He cupped my breast in his hand and pinched the nipple softly before taking it into his mouth. I arched my back.

"Connor," I whispered. He brought his lips to mine. He inched my pants down. I quickly kicked them aside. He did the same.

"Ya sure you want ta?" he asked. I nodded and he sank deep inside me. I gasped and gripped my thighs around his hips. He withdrew and slid deep inside me again. I felt the fireworks start again. I moaned as he quickened his pace. I felt him release inside me.

"Tá grá agam duit," I whispered in his ear when he collapsed against me.

"You love me?" he asked raising up to look into my eyes.

"Is that ok?" I asked in return.

"Aye, Katie it's ok," he rolled onto his back and pulled me to his chest. I listened to his heartbeat still pounding in his chest. My lids closed and I was warm in Connor's arms.

I opened my eyes and I was being carried down the stairs wrapped in my blanket.

"Don't want ya to freeze out there," Connor said. He kicked open my front door and set me down on my feet. He handed me my clothes, kissed me softly on the cheek, and then turned to walk out the door.

"You can stay if you want," I said.

"On early morning shift at the plant," he responded.

"Oh, ok," I sank down on my couch sadly. He grabbed my chin and pulled my eyes to his.

"Rest now, lass," he kissed the top of my head. "Tomorrow's Saint Patty's you want to go with us to McGinty's?"

"Of course," I answered. I pulled my blanket tight around me and walked him to the door. I looked up into his blue eyes again. He kissed me quickly on the lips and headed for the stairs.

He stopped and looked back at me and smiled, "Murphy's gonna be mad as fuck."

"Why?" I asked.

"He wanted to fuck you first," he laughed and hopped down the stairs.