Disclaimer: I love them but I don't own them. Boo.

Author's note: I came across a drabble with Mary in it and thought...why not do one about her? And I think Dean needs to be one parent's favourite, so why not make him Mary's favourite? And who said that selfless mothers were always selfless? So I came up with this, based around the fact that nobody's found Mary or John in heaven (I firmly believe they made some sort of compromise to stick around in limbo and keep an eye on their kids) and that Mary might conceivably have her own selfish thought, just once. 100 words on the dot.

Spoilers: 2x01 (and onwards).


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Mary never thought she was particularly good or special. She never thought she was angelic, especially when she found out they existed. She'd never thought she was particularly bad or evil either, until now.

Until she was thinking of John and wishing him to hell – hey, he was going there anyway. For a moment, she wondered if she was in hell but she knew she wasn't. She'd see John then and maybe that'd be bearable. But...she was so close to having her little angel with her again, so close to holding him...

She deserves hell a lot more than John.