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Chapter 3
We were at the village a little while after I cut. No one found out because I wiped the blood clean and cleaned off my kunai. The bloody tissues were in my backpack. I was being cautious because the results of that would have been deadly.
Amaya was glad that we were here. We walked into the village and she was probably glad that no one else had come after us. It was ironic that the last guy that attacked us was dead. I thought he was supposed to be strong. I knew that the Rasengan cracked his skull open.
"Naruto," Sasuke called interrupting my depressing thoughts. I still had a lot of things on my mind. "Can you do me favor?"
"What do you want me to do," I asked. I knew it probably had something to do with Sakura.
"Can you apologize to Sakura? You bruised her wrist really bad actually," Sasuke told me. I nodded and he smiled. "Thank you."
I walked over to Sakura. I felt bad when I saw her wrist. It had a black ring around it. I did grip her way too tightly. "I'm sorry that I gripped you to tight."
She didn't really have time to say anything because I walked away. I didn't really want to hear her voice either. She watched my retreating back. I stood near Kakashi sensei. I still had a lot on my mind. "Kakashi, do you think I was a little too mean earlier?"
"You were defending yourself." He responded.
"I know, but she has bruises around her wrist now. I kind of feel bad about it. I never wanted to hurt a girl," I responded. I was then distracted because I saw Amaya walking towards the village leader. I had still been shocked by the story that she told us. How can anyone not like her? She was such a good person it seemed.
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"Amaya, is that you?" the leader of the village asked.
"Yes, I am," she said with a small smile. I could see something in her eyes.
"Do you know why you're here," he asked. She shook her head no. "You hold the power to bring our village life and happiness. We can't live without you. After your father died fifteen years ago we were under attack. We lost so many people in the war, but when you were born it all stopped. Peace was restored into our town and surrounding neighbors."
"How old were you when the village was attacked," she asked the man that was standing in front of her. He didn't look over the age of thirty.
"I was sixteen," he said. She nodded her head and walked over to the fountain that was in the middle of the town. The fountain was in the shape of a heart. Amaya looked like she had a lot of troubling thoughts running through her head.
The leader then explained that she had to have a baby before she died. If she didn't the town would come under the same attack. He told her the sooner that she had the baby the better. "Once your powers unlock you will have to get pregnant. You will get pregnant right away though once the power is unleashed."
"Do you know how old I will be when I die?" She asked him.
"No, I was never told," he said sadly.
"Do you know how my father died?" she asked suddenly. A lot of emotions ran through her eyes at that time.
"He died while the village was being attacked. His power wasn't strong enough and he was stabbed before he could even complete his goal. As he lay dying he told us all of us he had an heir and that she would be born soon."
That must have been a really hard burden for her to bear. She looked at me when she heard that and I could see the tears in her eyes. I pulled her into a hug because she didn't deserve to cry. We had been with her for a couple of days and I never saw her break down before until now.
"Are you okay?" I asked trying to comfort her. She nodded, but I believed she was lying to me.
"Yes, it's just that I never got the chance to meet my father or really get to know my mother," she said. I knew how she felt because I somewhat went through the same thing. I never knew my mother or father. She met her mother though that was the only difference that separated us.
"I'm sorry you never got that chance," I said thinking the same thing about myself. She hugged me which made me smile a little bit. She really was a nice girl.
"It's alright. You never got the same chance for either parent," she said. The leader came back over to us. He looked at her sadly. She was hugging me tighter although she was looking deep into his eyes.
"I'm sorry you have to get pregnant at such a young age. Have you decided who you wanted to father your child?"
"Yes, I did," she smiled wide.
"And who do you choose?" he asked.
"Naruto, would you kindly be the father of this baby," she asked me. I could feel my cheeks turning a bright red. I was shocked that she liked me. She didn't fear me like everyone. She didn't hate me like everyone. I nodded to answer her question. She seemed to glow when I said yes.
"Your one lucky guy," he told me and smiled.
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"I can't believe Amaya chose you to have the baby with. I would have rather her have, Sasuke," Sakura said. She was serious trying to make me feel bad. Was I really that ugly?
"He's dating you. Why would have sex with someone else? You most likely would have broken up with him if he slept with another chick," I said to Sakura coolly.
"No, I wouldn't have been mad because I know she needs to have a baby," Sakura said. I knew she was lying. She would have been jealous that he was having a baby with another chick. Sakura was the biggest liar I knew. I was tired of her mouth.
"Whatever you say," I said.
"She is having it with an idiot," she responded. That hurt a little bit, but she could think what she wanted about me. It was her opinion and honestly I really didn't care about what she thought of me.
"I'll take care of you after," I told her. I was getting annoyed and angry she kept putting me down. Even after all that she found out about me. I got up from the table and walked out of the room. Tears were starting to fall down my cheeks just a little. I didn't want anyone else to see that.
Amaya met up with me after we had a little bit of dinner. She was sitting on the bed nervously. I was nervous too. I was standing in front of her deciding what to do. We needed to do this for the sake of her village. She didn't want to let the village down. I could see the determination on her face.
I sat next to her as she lay down on the bed. I started by getting on top of her in a sitting position. I made sure she was comfortable. I pulled both of our clothes off. I let out a breath as I went inside of her. She moaned a little bit. After a little while I pulled out of her and got up. She sat up next to me. She was blushing a little bit.
"Well that was fun," she said smiling a little bit.
"It was. We should do it again sometime," I said in a joking manner. We both looked at each other and laughed.
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We both got dressed and Amaya was looking at me. "Why won't you date anyone? I feel like someone is bound to like you back home?"
I thought carefully about my answer. "I don't really think that anyone really likes me there. I have friends now, but in the beginning I still alone. No one ever stopped by my house to come talk to me. I do wish that I had someone in my life to take care of me. Be there for me every step of the way. I hope to find that soon."
"You will find someone that will care for you just as much as you care for them. I care for you and it's not just because we are having a child together," she responded.
"We just met," I said in a shocked tone. I was able to open up to her about all of my feelings before. She was the first one that could get me to talk like that.
"I know, but I like you. I don't want you to feel like you have in the past. I saw the pain in your eyes…and Naruto I know that you're cutting. I know I can't stop you because you are going to make your own decisions. Just know the people that care for you wouldn't want you to do that."
I really wondered how she found out that I was cutting. I just didn't know what to think about that. "You won't tell anyone."
"No, I want to, but I know they will find out someday before it's too late," she said sighing. I knew she would want to tell, but I don't want her to. I really couldn't bear the thought of anyone else finding out.
I knew that they would find out some day. I figured it would be when they walked in on me cutting. I didn't know what I would do if they found out. It all depended on what they will do when they find out. I just walked out of the room she was staying in and she closed the door behind me.
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On the way back to the room I was staying in with Sasuke a thousand thoughts ran through my mind. Would they try to stop me every time I tried? Or would they just let it continue to happen until I killed myself from it?
I went into the bathroom so Sasuke couldn't see what I was doing. I pulled the kunai from my bag. I wanted to cut before we left in the morning. I was going back to the village where everyone hated me. I put the kunai to my wrist and reopened the other cuts that I made. They were starting to scab and it hurt when they blade made contract.
I could feel complete bliss because it felt so good.
