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Chapter 15

"Why did you break up with her?" Sasuke asked me. He was trying to keep me from running off by myself again. He was trying to be there for me, but Sakura was giving him dirty looks most of the walk.

"We needed a break. It will help us get stronger," I responded to him. He nodded, but I don't think he really understood my reasons.

"You both seemed like a perfect couple. Why would you two need a break?" He asked. Well our relationship was still better than his and Sakura's even if we are broken up.

"We are both stressed. We just need the time away from each other. I know that we will get back together by the end of the week," I responded. I know that Sasuke could see that I was stressed. He was getting a little stressed to with Sakura.

I think anyone would get stressed because of Sakura. All she could do was start arguments. I didn't know why Sasuke was still with her. I knew it was because he loved her, but I don't know how you love that.

"I'm sorry," he responded. I nodded at him because I really didn't have much to say. I hoped he believed that we were going to get back together. "It's good that you are going to get back together.

I nodded at him because I knew that I was going to have a long walk back to Amaya's house. Sakura and Hinata were talking softly behind us. Sakura was starting to get more on my nerves. She kept giving me an evil glare. I hate when Sakura gets like that. I know she will talk nonstop with my ex. I know Hinata is itching to tell someone about my cutting. I hope she doesn't break the promise she made to me. Sakura will end up yelling at me later. I will end up smacking her. Sasuke will end up getting mad at me. I will probably stop talking to everyone and cut. Hinata will not talk to me for a while either. The only person that was really concerned if I was okay was Amaya. She did seem mad at me though. I was going to be upset by the end of the day.

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A few hours later I was walking by myself. A whole bunch of thoughts were in my head. Amaya wasn't really talking to me either. I figured it was because was mad at me. I was a little upset that she was angry at me. I needed my baby mother to be okay with me. I didn't want this to cause a rift between us.

"Amaya, can we pleas talk?" I asked her.

"Alright, we'll talk," she said. Sakura was glaring at me and her.

"Why are you so angry at me?" I asked. I didn't really understand why she was mad. She glared at me.

"You broke up with Hinata. She has been crying for hours and she told me because you were going to hurt yourself. While you were by yourself in the forest I had a feeling that you had hurt yourself. Sakura still doesn't know and I know you don't want her to know. Hinata is trying so hard to not tell her. You know that it upsets both of us. That is why I am mad at you."

"I'm sorry that I upset both of you…I'm sorry," I responded. I didn't know what else to say.

"I can tell when you cut because I always have that feeling. I know Hinata doesn't know when you cut. Hinata is not letting on how much pain she is in because of your breakup," Amaya responded.

"I had to break up with her because of the stress. I didn't want to hurt her," I responded. I sighed because she was so mad at me. She gave me good reasons to be mad at me. I didn't realize how much I hurt Hinata.

"I know that you both were stressed. Just because you were mad at her doesn't mean you had to break up with her the way you did. She is really upset that you have broken up. She loves you so much and I know you love her," Amaya responded.

"Well I'm sorry, but that does not give the three of you a right to talk about me while I'm with you. I know I did it out of anger…but still you don't understand," I responded. I wanted to run off, but I know that I couldn't.

"Please don't be mad at me. Are you mad at me," Amaya responded. She was a little upset that I was getting an attitude with her.

"No, I just don't want the three of you talk about me. I know you are and you all need to stop. We are all together in getting you home safely," I responded. I knew Sakura was going to come up in the conversation. I had a feeling.

"Sakura is pissed that you two broke up. She hates you right now. She is the only reason we are still talking about you. Hinata did want to stop because she was still upset," Amaya responded.

"She needs to shut up because she doesn't know anything. I don't know how anyone can like a girl like that. I doubt Sasuke really loves her. She just needs to get a life and stop talking about me," I responded a little annoyed. Amaya was going to talk to her for me.

Amaya hugged me and went over to talk to Sakura. Sakura glared at me and Hinata looked a little upset. I guess she was kind of venting now. She hadn't started talking about me until Sakura insisted that they did. Hinata knew she had to vent on her own time. They just all caught up to Sasuke. I stayed behind them. I was not in the mood to hear anything. I just wanted to think on my own.

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Sakura walked over to me when everyone stopped talking. I was mad she was coming near me. Since I broke up with Hinata she started to give me an attitude. She was annoying me to talk to her. I felt bad for Sasuke because this is probably what he had to go through every time they got into an argument.

"We need to talk," she said angrily.

"I don't want to talk to you," I said gritting my teeth.

"Why not? You hurt one of my best friends. We need to talk," she said. When did her and Hinata become best friends? They were getting close, but I didn't know they were getting that close. I had a headache.

"She was my girlfriend. Since when did she become your best friend? You never even noticed her until I started dating her. I need my time. Why don't you just mind your own business? You don't know anything about me. The only thing you think about me is that I'm a demon," I responded. She just smiled when I said that. She knew that was true. She thought of me as a demon.

"I don't need to mind my business. She is my friend and I'm going to protect her from you. She does not need you. You are a worthless piece of trash," Sakura responded. Hinata and Amaya looked over at her. They were glaring at her. She didn't care. She just wanted to get involved in this.

"Yes, you do need to mind your business Big Forehead," I responded. I couldn't say anything else about what she said to me.

"What did you just call me?" she asked. Her voice was cold. She was always made fun of because of her forehead.

"You heard what I said. Don't pretend you didn't."

"No really repeat what you just said." She responded in an angry tone. I know she didn't like that I reminded her of her bullying.

"I don't feel like it. Why don't you get out of my face?"

"I don't think so." She responded getting closer to my face. I pushed her out of my face. She got angry, smacked me, and started yelling. I was angry because she was yelling at me. "How dare you push me you ugly jerk?!"

I looked at the ground when she said that. I could tell she was smiling because of my pain. She started to say worse things. In my head all I could see was me being a child being ignored. I held my head in pain. "Shut up! You think you're so pretty, but guess what honey, you are not. I don't know what I saw in you when I first met you. You always treated me like this. I don't like being treated this way. Now leave me alone!"

Sakura looked shocked for a minute and then looked like she was going to cry. I really could care less at the moment. My blood was boiling. She ran over to Sasuke, hugged him, and cried into his chest. Sasuke looked up at me angrily. He heard what I said to her. That was what she deserved for saying what she said to me. Amaya came up to me and hugged me. I didn't notice that I had started crying. I was crying because everything she said was true. I wanted to be away from all of them. I wanted to die…but I knew I couldn't….