Lowered inhibitions and underhanded tricks
Chapter 5
Now here I am naked in man of my dreams bed. After the best life changing event in my whole life. Alone.
His last words floating in my head.
"I spiked your tea with no inhibitions potion." He looked so tormented. I decided to run down the chain of events.
Ok so I came up here, for what? I don't know a cure for the hangover or maybe to just be with him. After last night's erupt end, I guess I wanted to be in his company. A part of me thought it may have been a dream. A really saucy dream, but a dream nonetheless. And going there, maybe to confirm it. I walked up after breakfast, so not to look too eager. But the pain in my head didn't ebb. I didn't want my parents to know just how bad I was. When I got to the door, I knocked and even the small one rung in my ears. I sat I talked and he gave me the vial and then the tea. After a few minutes I started to clear and realized, it wasn't a dream. I was elated it was real. Then I started to get this warm fuzzy feeling. And I didn't feel so nervous. I saw him standing by the cauldron working. I normally would have felt guilty for interrupting. But not then, I touched him on his back then. I went to see how pressing what he was making was. I know I propositioned him. Again not sure where the bravery came from. But grateful for it. I wanted him to kiss me, like last night with all the passion and excitement. I leaned in but not all the way and asked him
"you are going to meet me halfway, right?" I was trying to go for alluring and sexy and instead he asked me in a joking voice
"Why princess, whatever do you mean?" I let out little growl of frustration. He was toying with me. But I wanted this so bad I was ready to let it pass. But went a little cross.
"You most certainly do know what I mean. Now, kiss me." I commanded. His eyes flashed with lust. I knew it now and he pulled me close and kissed me hard. It was fantastic. Yes a little rough, but it was passionate, I felt the same and pulled on his hair. Then there was his tongue in my mouth again. Yes I remembered that from last night now also. Oh it was not proper, dirty even. But it was just what I wanted. I felt him pull away. I was terrified the spell between us (ha irony) broke. I clutched on to him for dear life. I remember our exchange. I knew I was acting out of character, I didn't know why. But I was just happy to have him like this. I pleaded with him. In his own way he asks if I'm sure doing any more was what I wanted. I confessed my desires "Yes, I've never wanted anything so much. Please" I pulled him back in and kissed him with everything I had to convince him
He lead me into his bedroom. I dreamed of this, and thought it was very interesting that wasn't more apprehensive over this. I just knew I wanted him so badly it hurt. And the undressing, my clumsy fingers having issues with ALL THE BUTTONS. Him clawing at my corset. Me touching his penis. The look on his face. Priceless, totally at my mercy. Then he threw me on the bed. And did so many wonderful things with his mouth. My first climax was mind blowing. Then things went slightly downhill. Again not knowing why I was being so open I confessed my love for him. He had just said something so moving
"I've dreamed of this. Your are so perfect, I have never needed anyone more." I was floored and happy he desired me so much and the words slipped out.
"I love you Cedric, so much." And he froze. It took me trying to impale myself on him to get him to snap out of it. Then we have, in my opinion the most amazing sex ever. Ok I was a virgin until about 4 hours ago and have no frame of reference. But my body has NEVER felt like that. Then he tells me he loves me also and that he's bad and why he is bad. And I'm here confused. I should be in his arms blissful in having laid with the man I love. And he's gone. I should be mad he did what he did. But if he hadn't then neither of us would have made the move. We wouldn't have confessed our feeling nor made love. I'm not mad. Just confused. I wish he would have stayed and talked to me. I slapped the bed and shouted loudly maybe for him to hear or out frustration
"WHY DO YOU ALWAYS RUN AWAY!"
A/N: I hope this wasn't too bad. Like I said I don't normally do that. But I felt her side would be nice fluffy as opposed to Cedric's dark version.
