Chapter 12

Beck sat in Cat's room watching her sleep as they checked over Jade. Jade was very skittish around the people in the hospital, she always had been. But Beck felt horrible because he couldn't be there for her, because she didn't remember him at all. Not one bit.
Beck rubbed his eyes and leaned his head back. Everything was really silent for being a hospital. All he head was the sound of Cat's slow and steady breathing. But right as he was dosing off he heard footsteps coming from down the hall. He immediately opened his eyes and sat up. Turns out it was Tori and not the doctor he had been waiting for to give him good news.
"Hey Beck. How are you doing?" Tori walked over to him and stood in front of him.
"Fine I guess." Beck watched Cat again, thinking about how Jade wouldn't have exactly showed it, but would have been flipping out seeing her best friend hurt.
"It's okay you know. It's not your fault Jade was hurt. She'll remember you eventually, and if she doesn't, you'll make her love you again. You've done it before."
Beck stared at his shoes hoping that was true. He loved Jade, more than anything. He might not completely show it, but he does. He meant everything to her. Especially after their last break up and make up. He vowed to never let her go again. No matter what.
While he knew he couldn't, he didn't know what Jade was thinking now. What if she never regained her memory and hated him? He'd be heart broken.
He got up out of his chair and wandered out of the room leaving Tori with Cat. He couldn't be in there. He missed Jade.
He ended up wandering in her room and peeking into the door to see if the doctors were done with her.
He saw her sleeping. Jade was gorgeous when she slept, she was calm and peaceful, which was rare to see in a hospital. Jade hates hospitals. End of story.
He walked in staring at her gorgeous white face and stopped at her side. He reached out to touch her hair, but flinched when she suddenly woke up from her sleep with a jolt.
He froze as Jade blinked a couple of times and then looked up at him. They stared at each other for the longest of time before Beck quickly pulled his hand away and ran it through his hair. After a moment he turned around to walk out of the room.
Jade watched him watched hoping some flash of memory would pop into her head. Something. Her head was empty and she hated the feeling. She needed a decision to think about. An upcoming event. A memory. Something. She was dying inside.
But nothing came. So quickly she spoke,
"Hey Beck. " He turned around to face her. "Can you bring me a glass of water?" Beck nods and replies,
"Of course. I'll be right back. " Jade gave a little smile as he left. But then went back to frowning because she couldn't remember anything about him and her.
She hated this.
She hated whoever did this to her.
She hated herself for not being able to remember.
She hated her life.
She hated this hospital.
She just wanted to go back to normal, whatever normal was for her.
Beck walked back into the room with a cup of cold ice water. He handed it to Jade and she took it carefully, sure not to spill it.
She brought it up to her dry lips and felt the water burn her mouth. She l loved it. She loved the pain of the coldness.
When she drew it away she was silent for a little while, just thinking about what to do next.
"Beck?"
"Hmm?" He looked up into her eyes curious as to what she wanted.
"Tell me a memory. A memory about us. "
Beck nodded and grabbed a wood chair from the corner of the tiny hospital room to pull up to her bedside.
"What kind of memories do you want?" Because I have a lot of great memories with you. " Jade blushed and looked down at the cup of water in her hand. Beck smiled at the beautiful sight before him. He hadn't seen Jade smile in ages. It was one of those gorgeous sights in the world.
"Umm... A meaningful one?"
Beck nodded as he thought of the perfect one. Jade laid back into her pillow ready for what was about to come.
***Memory***
Beck woke up to his beautiful girlfriend quietly snoring next to him. It was Christmas Eve Day, he remembered.
He silently watched her chest move up and down next to his. He reached up to his own chest to take the hand that was lying there in his and held it.
He thought about what they were going to do that today. He had no plans. They'd probably end up laying around the RV having a Christmas Movie Marathon. Not that he minded. He loved spending any kind of time with Jade.
Around 11 o' clock in the morning Beck decided to wake Jade up, and since he didn't have coffee, it'd be a risky task.
"Jaaaaaade... Wakey Wakey... It's Christmas Eve..." Jade groaned and turned over away from Beck.
"Come on. You know you want to get up and see my beautiful face." Jade ignored him and pulled the covers over her head. He pulled them back down and she pulled them right back up. Beck smirked because he knew today he was going to need to play dirty to get Jade out of bed.
So he pulled the covers off of her and kissed her neck.
"Beeeeck." She buried her face in the pillow and tried to ignore him. He started to suck on her neck.
"Go away!" She pulled her hand out from underneath herself and smacked Beck in the abs.
"Ooo. Ouch." Beck grinned at Jade curled up in a ball next to him. She wasn't facing him but he could tell she was smirking.
"Jaaaaadey." That made her turn around and glare at him. He grinned at her and kissed her lightly. She eased up and laid her head back down on the pillow. She curled up to Beck and tried to go back to sleep. Beck didn't mind her warmth, because for some odd reason he was quite cold. But he used his coldness to his advantage and slipping his hand under her shirt and rested it on her side.
Jade jumped up and yelled,
"Beck!" Jade punched him in the chest and gave him her worst glare.
"That got you up pretty quickly." Jade frowned at him. "Come on, I want to go do something today."
"UGGGGGGH." Beck got out of bed and grabbed Jade's hands to drag her out of bed.
Every time he tried to pull her up she'd fight him. Once she even went limp so she ended up on the floor.
When he finally got her to stand up, she immediately buried her face in Beck's shirt and curled up to him. She was trying to get warm again. She was in a t shirt and sweatpants. Beck wrapped his arms around Jade's waist and said,
"Aww, someone's clingy to her boyfriend today." Jade wrapped her arms around his neck and looked up at him with her puppy dog eyes. He brought his hand up to her cheek and stroked it. Jade closed her eyes and leaned into his hand. When he pulled his hand away she kept her eyes closed and Beck held her with one arm.
He leaned down and kissed her. Jade brought her hands up to his hair and he knew he had to pull away or this was going to turn into way more than a kiss. So he did.
Jade made a whimpering noise when he pulled away from her and pulled his lips back to hers. It was a slow but meaningful kiss. They never realized that they were kissing under mistletoe that Jade had hung last Christmas but was to lazy to take back down.
Jade was out of breathe within a few seconds and pulled back. That's when Beck realized how exhausted Jade really was. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close to himself.
"Why are you so tired?" Beck asked his half asleep girlfriend.
"Hmm?" She wearily looked up at him.
"Why are you so tired?"
"I may or may not have stayed up til 2 last night finishing my script..." She yawned and put her cheek back down on Beck's chest.
"You told me you'd go to bed before 11!" Beck exclaimed.
Jade shrugged and yawned again.
"You know once I get an idea or inspiration I can't stop until it's complete."
Beck added,
"Or until it's perfect... perfectionist." Jade gave a small smile but didn't reply. Beck kissed her head and stood there for awhile with her. He rested his head on hers, but neither of them noticed they were slightly rocking back and forth to the Christmas music playing on the radio.
When Beck opened his eyes he saw Jade was practically asleep. He picked her up and held her like a koala bear. He kissed her head again and walked over to his bed. On the way he shut off his lights and grabbed Jade's script.
He sat on the bed and rested his back against the pillows against the wall. He positioned Jade on the side of him. She rested with her head on his chest, along with her hand, and the rest of her body curling around Beck's.
Beck grabbed the red and green blanket and pulled it around Jade and himself. He smiled and kissed her temple.
Beck opened her script and started to read it. He wasn't ever a quarter of the way through when Jade had fallen asleep.
"Goodnight Jade. Merry Christmas Eve."
Soon after Beck finished the script he fell asleep to the slow Christmas music and to Jade's soft breathing. He smiled in his sleep, knowing tomorrow would be a great day, especially with Jade around.

Apology Time! I'm so sorry I haven't been on here at all! I had severe writers block and no inspiration. -_- But don't worry! It came back. Plus I got even BUSIER. I didn't think that was possible.

And I would've had this up sooner, because I had it ALL WRITTEN and it was really long then when I was at school it randomly deleted I was so mad/sad.

Hope you liked this crappy chapter.

Merry Christmas!
_Ginny_