Chapter 11:
We were driving down my street, and it was silent except for the radio, which was playing 'Hells Bells' by ACDC.
What is this between Sam and I? Was it a fling that would end a soon as the case was over? We had opened up so much to each other and he made me feel so safe and happy. I can tell he is going through a lot of stuff and I feel like he needs all the support he can get right now. Should I ask?
Before I could help myself I blurted out, "Sam, what is this, between us? Will whatever is between us end as soon over we gank this thing?" I asked.
He sighed, "I guessed this was coming and I was just thinking about it too. There is so much going on with me and Dean and I don't want to drag you in and get you hurt." I opened my mouth to interrupt, but Sam put a finger to my lips," Hear me out OK?" He said, his finger still to my lips, I nodded and playfully nipped he top of his finger. He laughed and pulled away his finger.
He continued, "You make me feel happier than I have felt in a long time. And I do not want to come back and visit you in a few months after this is done, and find out you were killed by some monster. You are to precious to me now, Jamie." He looked at me with such sincerity in his eyes. "I want to keep you safe, and I have learned that keeping you away from me will not help." He continued by telling me what has happened to them since Jessica.
He started with the demon that killed their mother and Jessica, yellow eyes. How their father sacrificed himself for Dean, then Sam told me about his visions and the chosen children. I pulled over. He proceeded to tell me about how all the people with special abilities were put against each other in that town, and how Sam died.
"You OK? You look pale." Sam asked after how he told me how he died. "Oh I am just dandy, I just need to let the fact that you HAD VISIONS OF DEATH AND WERE STABBED TO DEATH BY A SOILDER WITH SUPER STRENGTH SINK IN!" I didn't realize I was yelling until after. "I'm sorry that was uncalled for." I said after a minute. Sam smiled and kissed my cheek, "you okay now?" I nodded.
Sam told me how Dean sold his soul to save Sam, and how Dean only got a year. He told me their quest for the Colt, Bella, and how the demon that helped them find the Colt, Ruby, was killed by the psycho demon Lilith, And finished with how Dean died.
Apparently the Winchesters can't die because Dean dug his way out of his grave two weeks ago. Sam, Dean and Bobby are trying to find out how Dean came back because Dean has no memory of it. "Bobby is doing research now, that's what we were doing when you called, not hunting a demon. We were trying to find out what, or who brought back Dean." Sam finished.
I leaned back into the worn leather seats, organizing and letting all of this mind-boggling information settle. After a few minutes I looked over at Sam, he was looking at me, waiting for my reaction. "Well." I said after what seemed forever. "I thought I had baggage." I said with an uneasy laugh.
Sam didn't smile, "Do you still want to be with a man with all my baggage," He said, his voice cracking. I put my hand on his cheek, he leaned into it, kissing my palm. "Sam, you are still the same man that I met a few days ago, and you need someone more than ever, nothing has changed, I still want to be with you, for how ever long you can stand to be with me." I said, looking right into his eyes.
Sam's face washed over with relief and he kissed me so passionately that my head started to spin. "You are amazing, crazy, but still amazing." Sam said looking at me what could be a mix between happiness and awe.
"Flattery will get you nowhere, baby." I said with a wink, putting the car back into ignition.
