I'M REALLY SORRY THAT THIS CHAPTER IS SO SHORT. I'VE HAD A LOT GOING ON AND DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS TO GO TO. I'M REALLY GLAD EVERYONE IS LIKING THIS STORY. I KNOW IT ISN'T THE BEST, AND I'M WORKING ON GETTING BETTER. AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT. ALSO I STILL NEED HELP WITH SOME BABY NAMES. I'M NOT THE BEST AT PUTTING NAMES TOGETHER, AND I WANT THE NAMES TO BE SOMETHING YOU GUYS WOULD LIKE AS WELL.

*Month Four*

Gabriel was sitting in Sam's room with Lucifer holding onto a note their hunter left for them to find. The note simply stated that he was going away for a while, but never said why or where he was going to. Gabriel and Lucifer were greatly concerned something bad was about to happen. They waited in Sam's room until the heard the door to the bunker screech open. Upon hearing the door opening they rushed into the war room, hoping it was Sam coming back to them. To their disappointment they found Dean walking down the stairs. Gabriel cursed under his breath and returned to Sam's room. Dean stood at the bottom of the stairs watching Gabriel.

"What's his problem?" Dean asked, turning his attention to Lucifer once Gabriel was out of sight. Lucifer was slouched against the wall with a look of disappointment spread across his face.

"We were hoping you were Sam." Lucifer admitted, meeting Dean's eyes. Lucifer watched Dean's face carefully. He could tell Dean was hiding something. "Do you know where Sam went?"

"Yeah, I'm the one that dropped him off." Dean took off his jacket and placed it on the table in the war room. He didn't care if they knew he was helping out Sam, that's what brothers are supposed to do. "But I can't tell you where and I can't tell you why."

Which only seemed to infuriate Lucifer. Lucifer had Dean pinned against the wall by the throat before Dean could even blink. Rage and anger was all Dean could see in Lucifer's eyes.

"Why the hell can't you tell me?!" Lucifer shouted, tightening his grip around Dean's throat. He wasn't one to normally let his anger take control over him, but when it came to one of his lovers it was bound to happen. "What is going on with Sam?!"

Dean wasn't able to reply due to Lucifer's tight grasp around his throat, he began to have trouble breathing. Before Dean was able to do anything, Castiel had walked in to see what the commotion was and dragged Lucifer off his hunter. Dean started coughing once he was released from Lucifer's grasp before taking a deep breath. He by Castiel's side, in front of Lucifer.

"I can't tell you because Sammy doesn't want me to." Dean said, rubbing the red marks left on his throat by Lucifer. He wasn't lying, Sam really didn't want Lucifer or Gabriel to know where he was. "Once Sam decides what he wants to do, then he'll probably come back."


Sam sat alone in an old cabin, which once belonged to Bobby's friend Rufus. He felt bad for using the cabin, but had no other isolated location he could hide out at. He had Dean help him paint angel warding sigils on the outside and received a hex bag to hide himself, before Dean had to return to the bunker. Dean had offered to stay there with his little brother, but Sam wasn't going to tear Dean from Cas and Bay. Sam felt uncomfortable being alone after being surrounded by loved ones for so long. He knew it was for the best, so as to not risk Lucifer and Gabriel finding out about the baby. He moved his hand to his abdomen at the thought of the baby.

"What am I going to do now?" Sam whispered to himself. He had planned on telling Gabriel and Lucifer about the pregnancy, but after hearing their opinions on having children he quickly changed his mind. He had feared his angels might ask him to give the baby away or, even worse, to kill the baby before it had a chance to see the outside world. Sam rubbed the small baby bump softly, a smile forming on his lips. "I won't let anyone harm you."

As the days passed by he found different ways to keep himself from boredom. Anything from books he's never read before to researching on his laptop. He even made sure to schedule monthly appointments with Dr. Robert ahead of time. His next visit to the doctor seemed to approach quickly.


Dean was sitting in Dr. Robert's office with Sam, waiting for the doctor and his assistant to arrive. Sam had to reassure Dean that Dr. Robert was the only one able to help him, seeing that no other doctors would understand their patient being a pregnant man. Sam had told Dean he didn't have to be in the room with them if it made Dean uncomfortable, but Dean wasn't going to leave his little brother's side. After an hour of sitting in the room Dr. Robert and his assistant, Eva, finally arrived; giving Dean the opportunity to let out a few snarky remarks. Dr. Robert laughed off the remarks and continued with the normal procedure. He checked Sam's temperature, weight, blood pressure, and did an ultra sound to check on the baby. During the time Dr. Robert spent checking on the baby he had an unsettling expression on his face, worrying Sam to no end. After cleaning up and turning the ultra sound machine off, Dr. Robert turned towards Sam with a heavy sigh.

"Sam, there's no easy way to break this to you." Dr. Robert said as he shifted uncomfortably in his chair. "I have good news and bad news, which would you like to hear first?"

"Start with the good news." Sam said, bouncing his knee nervously. What could be so bad that it would have the doctor shaken up about? "Then the bad news, please."

"By the looks of things, it looks like you'll be having triplets. All three babies are very healthy and are doing very well." Dr. Roberts let a small smile show, but it quickly disappeared.

He gave Sam a moment to process the news. Triplets. Sam had been freaking out thinking about one baby, but now there were three. However, Sam was quite happy to hear that they were doing well. He let himself smile and enjoyed the happiness flowing through him. He moved his hand to his abdomen, wondering when he'll be able to feel his children move.

"What's the bad news?" Dean asked, grabbing everyone's attention. Sam had found himself so caught up in the fact of having triplets that he had almost forgot about the bad news. Dean and Sam both turned their attention to Dr. Robert, waiting for him to speak.

"There is an 80% chance that Sam will not make it out alive." Dr. Robert said, finally breaking the unnerving silence that had filled the room. "His blood pressure was dangerously low, his body temperature dangerously high, and it seems like the babies are taking the nutrients from Sam's body. It'll be a miracle if Sam can make it out alive."


Sam and Dean sat in Rufus's old cabin in complete silence, just as the drive back was completely silent as well. Dr. Robert's words still echoed within Sam's head. He only had a 20% chance of surviving the pregnancy. He had already come to terms with dying if it meant his children could live, but the thoughts running through his head still troubled him.

'What will happen to the triplets if I die? Would Dean and Cas take them? Would Gabriel and Lucifer raise them themselves? Would they kill the babies? Would they despise the babies? What is going to happen with them?'

Dean took notice of it troubling his younger brother. He sat next to Sam on a dirty, old couch. He snapped his fingers in front of Sammy's face, tearing him away from his thoughts.

"Don't let this scare you, Sammy." Dean did his best to reassure his little brother. They've been able to survive so much up to this point, Dean wasn't about to let his brother die like this. "I'm going to be here to help in every way I can, but I think you need to tell Gabriel and Lucifer."

"No, Dean, I can't." Sam started shaking his head back and forth. He couldn't let them know, he didn't know how they would react and he wasn't going to put his children in danger before they have a chance to be born. "They wouldn't want them. And I'm not going to put my babies in danger."

"Come on, Sammy." Dean's voice had a hint of anger edged in. He knew Sam was letting his fear speak for him. "Do you really think that Gabriel and Lucifer could bring themselves to hurt a child? Especially their own children?"

"I don't know." Sam could feel a lump forming in his throat and tears forming in his eyes. It seemed the hormones only made his fears worse for him. However, he knew Dean was right. Gabriel and Lucifer wouldn't hurt children, and he had to tell them about his pregnancy. Even if he had to tell them, he wasn't quite ready to do so. "I'll tell them before the triplets are born. In a couple months, maybe."

"You need to tell them now." Dean stated, he could tell this would be something Sam will continue to put off. "I'll be right there with you, and so will Cas, in case something goes wrong; but nothing is going to go wrong, Sammy."

"How do you know that, Dean?" Sam asked, letting the tears he was holding back just flow. He didn't care if this was turning into a 'chick-flick' moment or not, he couldn't stop himself from crying. "There are so many things that could go wrong. They can't find out that this will probably kill me in the end."

"Stop thinking of all the negatives to this." Dean placed his hand on Sam's shoulder, comforting his younger brother. "I'm not going to let you or my nieces or nephews die. I've taken care of you my whole life, not even hell is going to stop that now."