"What?!"

"What?!" Whispered big Kevin who was hearing from the other side of the door. He couldn't believe that his brother was actually asking that. After all this mess, he fell for him? What about Double D? They kissed… and what?

"I said: kiss me." Little Kevin repeated without any emotion which made Eddward more nervous. This was what he wanted but now…

"I can't do that. Your brother will kill me if I touch you."

"You're afraid of him?"

"No"

"So?

"…"

"I like Double D. I fell for him since the first time." Eddward felt his heart broke a little. "I confessed my feelings last week, but he rejected me, that's why I… did what I did."

"I thought it was my fault." Whispered Eddward.

"Oh, it was. The thing is… I was strong because of him. And when I lost him, you broke me easier." Little Kevin didn't apart his eyes, those events didn't hurt him anymore. "Everyday I was able to fight you thanks to him. Because everyday I was able to see him and laugh with him. And then I took courage and I kissed him, and he kissed me back and for a moment I thought that everything was perfect, I felt something… Magic? But then… I lost him. And today, when he kissed me… I couldn't feel that magic… I still love him, but I was wondering why I couldn't feel the same."

"Because you love me now?" Eddward dared to said, Kevin just smirked at him.

"I hate you, I really hate you Eddward. You think that doing this!" referring and pointing his wounds "I would love you?!" Kevin got a little angry. "The moment you hit me you destroyed the possibility! And it existed a possibility when we first met!"

"I thought…"

"Yes! It was a big misunderstanding, but thanks to it I saw the real you! An abusive and sick real you, and I'm grateful to have seen it before I could fell for you, damn! It would have been horrible to find it out later.

"…"

"I never gave you an actual chance. I don't want to because I know you, and I'm almost sure that I will never love you."

"…I can change" those words were hurting him so much, specially because they were serious. Still he knew he deserved them.

"Yes, you will change if you want. But I don't want a proof of your common sense right now. You said you loved me but I don't believe you."

"You want me to kiss you to prove it to you?"

"No, I want you to JUST kiss me to prove that you respect me. I don't know how you can convince me that you actually love me. But the thing is, Eddward, if you are able to make me feel that magic with just one kiss… I'll give you a real chance, and I promise that I'm gonna put my soul to make it work. But if nothing happens, if I don't feel anything, then you must keep your promise and… leave me alone forever."

"The deal was a date, the date wasn't over."

"If you had respected my limits and acted like a gentleman, we could have been on the date right now! It's your last chance, take it or leave it."

"A date that ended before starting. You said you didn't give me a chance. You just said how much you hate me and you are waiting me to kiss you with all my love?!" Eddward was a little offended.

"It's hard, isn't it?" Answered little Kevin sarcastically. Eddward then understood how the Pumpkin felt towards him. "So? I don't have all day."

"No tricks? You'll be honest if you feel something?"

"You have my word, but you must behave."

"Fine, but give me your consent to touch you, your brother is hearing us." Big Kevin tensed a little but didn't move a bit. Little Kevin got a little upset but he will talk with him later.

"ch' ok, fine, I'll say it…Eddward, I give you my permission to kiss me-!" Little Kevin felt Eddward's body so close to him. He knew there was not way back. He said it, it will happen.

Eddward gently cornered him against the wall without taking his eyes off of his. Pumpkin's heart beatings got faster when he felt Eddward's hand on his cheek and a finger on his lips. A light blush appeared in both faces when they got closer and closer. Both hearts sounded like drums. Big Kevin was nervous too, not knowing what to do, he couldn't hear or see anything now.

It wasn't their first kiss, but of course all the previous ones were forced, so now it was kind of new.

When their lips made contact, so soft, so gentle, both of them felt an electricity in all their bodies. None of them have closed their eyes, and they could note that the other felt something.

Eddward put all his heart and love in this kiss. Even after all the previous words he managed to be intense and sincere. He saw the Pumpkin reaction when their lips touched, but still he wasn't kissing him back, so he intensified the kiss by getting closer and caress him gently his neck. He felt the hands of the Pumpkin grabbing his shoulders instinctively. And slowly he felt that Kevin was kissing him back. He was achieving it!

When Kevin was closing his eyes Eddward thought that he did it, he was more than happy, but to seal it he wanted to do it more intense. So he lowered his hands and put them on Kevin's hips so he could get their bodies real close. Kevin tensed up a little but did nothing because he thought that that would be all. And without a warn he felt Eddward's tongue inside his mouth and one of his hands on his butt.

Little Kevin pushed Eddward away with all his strength and managed to slap him in the face before put him on his knees. Still he couldn't erase the smile on his face.

"Why you have to ruin EVERYTHING?!" Little Kevin was furious.

"You felt something! " Eddward was still smiling malevolently.

"You disrespected me!" Big Kevin was about to get in when he heard that, but then he heard someone hitting someone and Eddward complaining in pain.

"What was that for? You liked what I did, don't lie." Big Kevin knew his brother had it under control but if things got it out of hands he will interfere.

"I felt something, it's true, but the moment you disrespected me by touching me more than-"

"Oh, shut up, a promise it's a promise. You admitted you felt something, now keep your word!" Eddward was about to stand up still with a smirk on his face.

"Don't dare to move!" And Eddward felt a kick in his stomach, a really hard kick. Kevin wasn't playing. "The next one will be in your face!" Eddward was now pissed off. It wasn't fair. He stayed still, his brother was still outside hearing everything. "The deal is over, Eddward! The only thing you had to do was kissing, nothing more. You almost had it but you ruined it in the last minute!"

"Who cares that?! I made you feel the 'magic' and that's what it counts!" Eddward was still angry, he won, the Pumpkin admitted it moments ago.

"What?! NO! I said I felt something, not that I felt that magic."

"LIAR!" It was the first time Eddward yelled like that. He stood up and was waiting the Pumpkin gave him another kick or punch but it didn't happen. He was just looking at him with disgust. Oh no, not again that look.

"I'm not lying. Why you still think that I like that attitude of yours? I asked you one simple thing!…but you just showed me that you don't love me, you just want me! You really don't respect me at all!" Little Kevin looked simply disappointed. Eddward felt horrible, he didn't intend to show him that, he just wanted to… made him feel good. "It's a shame, you really kiss good, even with just a touch, that's what I felt. But… if you are like this all the time, and you are… you simply are not my type. I like gentlemen, not brats."

"w-wait a moment. That's it?! I mean, you pretend just to walk away after that kiss? Just because I-"

"disrespected me? Yes"

"I didn't do that!"

"You put your tongue inside my mouth!"

"That's how you give a good kiss!"

"You touched my butt!"

"You liked it, don't lie."

"I Don't Like, I repeat, I Don't Like being touched like that. Why on earth did you think it was a good idea?" Little Kevin was done with that. Eddward wouldn't change and giving him a chance was a waste of time.

"Oh come on, be honest, be really honest. Did you actually hate it that much?" Eddward didn't buy it, he was sure the Pumpkin was lying.

"Yes. Probably other guys would like it but not me, I hate it. And if you love me you should know it by now. Maybe it's you who like to be touched and treated like that, but not me, I'm not into that" Eddward was listening but Kevin was sure by his expression that he won't give up. He was tired. "Oh btw, just for you know, unlike You I don't enjoy or get horny when beaten up" It was the first time someone made feel so embarrassed to Eddward, his face that moment was a poem, he looked at Kevin with horror while his red face confessed for him, he thought that no one noticed that but the Pumpkin did it! Little Kevin giggled. "I knew it!" Eddward was so embarrassed that the only thing he could do was cover his face with his beanie. "And now, You admit it and don't lie, you enjoyed it more than our kiss. I could clearly see it." Little Kevin was with an arrogant smirk and enjoying all this.

"s-shut up!"

Little Kevin laugh a moment watching Eddward in this big predicament, but after some minutes he talked serious again.

"Eddward!" Called little Kevin, Eddward took his beanie off his face a little not being able to look at him in the eyes. He lost, he was defeated. "Goodbye." And he just leaved with a soft smile and nothing more. Eddward couldn't say anything. He was a mess, he wasn't sure of what happened but he was sure that… Kevin was right, he enjoyed it to that point. Why? He didn't know, it was new to him and he was trying to ignore it but… he saw, he knew, and he was disgusted by it for sure, who wouldn't?

When little Kevin went out of the room his brother was there waiting for him right next to the door. Big Kevin thought that his brother would be happy or something because of what happened but he was upset and just ignored him. Big Kevin then decided to enter the room where Eddward was, he was a mess.

"So I heard that the puppy loves to be punished, well today is your lucky day. What I said about touching my brother?!"

-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Honey, we are watching a movie. There's still tickets for others, feel free to enter, ask your brother for money. Mom.

Little Kevin was reading the text his mother send to him. He wasn't in the mood for another movie, besides his brother disappeared. He just wanted to go home.

"well well well, it seems today it's my lucky day" Little Kevin heard a familiar voice behind him, he turned around. "Hello, sweetie" little Kevin couldn't help but smile when he saw those charming eyes looking at him flirtatiously.

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

It could have been worse, thought Eddward while cleaning his new wounds. Big Kevin beaten him up while teasing him for what he heard about him liking it. Of course now that he was aware of that he tried to not enjoy it, but… for some reason the beatings were different, they were more enjoyable than before. He let out a moan of pleasure and distress, big Kevin stopped right away but still immobilizing him.

"You really like it, huh? You are shaking but-"

"stop it, I'll leave your brother I promise, but stop this. Stop making fun of me" he was indeed shaking, unable of defend himself in that situation for some reason, his punches were useless or too weak.

"Oh you don't like it, pup? But you did this to my brother all these years" big Kevin had a psychotic smile and Eddward got really scared. They were alone, no one would save him, he deserved this. He just closed his eyes and waited. He received just a slap, a strong one. "Don't close your eyes! And actually, now that I think it better, let's make a deal."

Eddward wasn't sure about this but, if everything went well maybe he could be with the Pumpkin after all, and now with the bless of big Kevin.

When he got out of the building he saw little Kevin with a greenhaired boy, laughing. Close, so close. This wouldn't be easy, and maybe big Kevin wouldn't need him at the end and he would back to just beating him up. He wanted to go and separate them, to mark his territory, but after everything that happened that day it wouldn't be a good idea, so now there was nothing he could do, he just walked away with his heart a little more broken after seeing how little Kevin was acting flirtatiously too. The Pumpkin wasn't a prude, he just hated Him, the other boy was flirting with him and the Pumpkin was… enjoying it, accepting it, was that boy better than him?

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Little Kevin had a wonderful first day in his new school. No one knew him, everyone were nice to him. Double D was talking to him again and he guided him for all the school, they shared almost all classes and he also took him to the Robotics Club. No one knew about him being gay, and his brother warned him to not tell, still he really enjoyed his new school, he was a new person and he felt capable of everything. The only thing that was bugging him was… Double D's attitude, like nothing had happened, that's why after school he will talk with him about it.

At the end they both ended walking alone because Ed and Eddy were with their respective girlfriends and Marie was in detention, big Kevin had practice that day. It was just the both of them. They were in silence at first, and it was a little awkward.

"So… did you enjoyed your first day?" Double D started.

"Yes, it was cool like you always said it. People are really nice, there's no bullies right?" Kevin answered.

"Oh we have bullies, it's just that the biggest and scarier is your brother. So, if you are friends with him, the others doesn't mess with you in general. But you know, there's always a jerk around."

"Then I guess that it's not wise to talk about my sexuality?" Double D froze when heard that.

"I would beg you to not do that. Look, I already told you, I like you, but… no one else has to know that. My parents wouldn't understand, our friends either. If someone knows... we could lose everything." Double D looked sad saying that.

"I'm not ashamed of who I am, Double D"

"I'm not saying that but, you already experienced it, you lost all your friends, didn't you? Luckily not your family. You are starting again, no one knows, we can keep it in secret and hang out together without anyone suspecting nothing, just living in peace."

"Suspect what?"

"… that… we are… you know, dating" Double D had a lovely blush in his face after saying that.

"Dating?! Are we dating? I don't remember having a date with you, I just remember being rejected." Double D's face was red as a tomato.

"About that… I'm really really REALLY sorry. You know I like you, right?"

"Then why you rejected me, and then avoided me, and then acted like nothing happened after that kiss you gave me? I'm really confused, Edd, I don't want my heart broken again, please tell me what we are." Kevin said this with a smile, serene but serious at the same time. Double D was looking at him ashamed of himself.

"I… didn't rejected you."

"You said that it would be better to stop seeing each other. I didn't understand, we shared a wonderful kiss. You liked it too, right? You felt something too, am I correct?" There was a pause and then Double D talked.

"You are correct, Kevin. I loved our kiss, it was… magical. And I swear I feel the same as you, you are just… perfect. I was scared, I didn't want anyone to know what happened, because… if my parents know they won't understand. I thought it would be better to end it there, with a wonderful kiss, watching you again it would have been risky because I would want to repeat it. I didn't know I was hurting you that much." Double D was really sad about it. He actually apologized that day in the movies, at the end he wanted to show Kevin how much he loved him too and that's why he kissed him.

"That incident was Not your fault at all." Explained Kevin.

"Still I feel responsible, specially because I... I like you. But we can't be openly together, it must be secret. I bet you to understand me, my parents wouldn't accept it."

"I understand, I won't say anything about us or my sexuality. But... then, are we... dating?"

"Only if you want it."

"Of course I want it. And... uhm... can I kiss you whenever I want when we are alone?" Asked Kevin with a light blush. Double D was completely red.

"...y-yes, you c-can..."

It was perfect, everything was perfect now, nothing could ruin it. He was a new man, in a new school, his bully was gone forever and more importantly he was with the one he loved. Even if it was a secret it was wonderful. Little he knew that his happiness and perfection will last less than a week. Still he was able to enjoy it really well.


A/N: I had a point, I swear, but at this point I think I lost it. You have to understand that I just write this stuff without planing much. Again, any mistake please point it out so I can fix it and learn more. Hope you like it.

LykanYouko