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It was still dark, probably around 5 am. Alison woke up to find herself nestled against Emily, who was still asleep. The sleeping girl's chest gently rose and fell and Alison lay against her chest enamored by the simplicity of it all.
She had always pictured that meeting Emily again would be dramatic, difficult and painful. She had pictured tears, explanations and probably harsh words. But here she was breathing in tandem with the brunette who had an arm thrown around her shoulders and all she felt was peace.
She thought back to all the time she had spent wondering what it was that Emily meant to her and how the girl filled her heart with a yearning. She mused at all the questions and doubts she had about the fact that she didn't know what their relationship was.
As her eyes fell on the dark waves of soft hair framing the exquisite face that belonged to the soft hearted girl, she finally felt she was home.
She gently lifted her arm that lay across the brunette's stomach and ran her fingers softly across the tan girl's angular jaw. She felt a flutter in her stomach – a feeling that was almost alien to her for so long. She hardly remembered the last time she felt a want for someone.
She tried to recall how excited she had been before her first kiss after months of teasing Noel. He had been patient and attentive to the "it" girl and had finally earned his kiss. She also recalled all the butterflies before it happened.
When her friends had asked her later she had said 'it wasn't such a big deal' and now she understood how true that had been. All those butterflies and anticipation were just a drop in the ocean as compared to what she felt right now just looking at the brunette.
They had barely touched. They didn't need to.
They had made no promises. Not that she needed to hear the words.
They had spent not more than a few hours in total together. But somehow what Alison felt seemed to be timeless… a forever feeling.
Was this love? The thought scared her. She really didn't want to think of it. They hadn't even kissed!
Her eyes flickered to Emily's lips. Now that she had thought of 'kissing' it was all she could think about. She remembered how they felt on her forehead last night. Soft. Warm. Safe.
Emily liked girls – she liked Alison. Alison liked Emily – but did she like girls? Did it even matter? All that mattered was that she liked Emily. Hell, she wanted Emily! She had said that to Emily last night and right now she felt it in every cell of her body.
Her fingers that had stilled against the other girl's chin slowly inched towards those lips that had all her attention right now. Her forefinger ghosted across the plump lower lip without really touching it. But the brunette stirred and her lip moved coming in contact with the pale finger that had yearned that touch so badly.
Alison was frozen in place. Did she wake Emily up? She didn't want to seem like a creep. The brunette however still seemed asleep with her mouth slightly open. Alison smiled at how cute she looked and leaned up and placed the softest kiss on her cheek.
She could hardly prevent herself from kissing her again on her cheek, more gently this time and letting her lips linger. Her heart was beating so fast she could feel it drumming against her ribs. Her fingers once again ghosted across those perfectly shaped lips.
She thought back to that kiss with Grant. She wasn't ready for it then. It wasn't that long ago. Was she ready now? She let out an audible sigh and pulled her hand away.
Then again - This was Emily! She wouldn't be feeling the way she did right now if she wasn't ready. She could feel her desire consume her.
Looking back up she found herself looking into dark brown eyes that seemed wide awake now.
Emily found herself awoken by a tingling sensation on her lips. Yet it wasn't a touch. It was more of someone ghosting their fingers far enough to not touch the skin but close enough that it could still be felt.
She stirred but didn't really care to wake up. She was half asleep anyway and could tell the room was still dark.
… and then she felt it again. This time it was on her cheek. She felt Alison's plump perfect lips kiss her once. Twice. The second one longer. Alison's lips pressed against her skin and all that Emily wanted to do was turn her head and capture them within her own.
Her llps tingled at the thought and then she felt Alison's fingers ghost across them. Whatever resolve Emily had was gone…
Her half conscious mind felt the warm body that lay beside her and the head that was against her shoulder. Suddenly she felt a lot more awake.
She felt the soft curls that were splayed all over her neck and chest and felt the urge to run her fingers through them. She could feel the blonde's chest move with every breath and she yearned to hold her closer… impossibly closer.
Then she heard the sigh and felt Alison pull her away.
She opened her eyes and found herself looking into blue ones that seemed dark in the darkness that enveloped them. She wanted to pull the blonde into herself so bad but the sigh she heared a minute back was of a girl who wasn't ready. Emily wouldn't and couldn't make this about her own desires.
"I think I need a drink of water," was all that she could come up with. Emily got out of bed and walked out of the room to Cece's office. She took out a bottle of water from the mini-fridge and had a long drink. She needed to get her head straight. She told herself this wasn't happening till Alison wanted this.
Ten minutes later she walked into the room and picked up her phone from the table by the bed. It was just 5.20 am. They didn't need to be up till about 8. Cece wouldn't be In till 9.30 and no one else would ever come up. Just to be safe she pulled the bedroom door shut and locked it from within.
Turning back to the bed she saw Alison had turned to face the window. Most of the bed was empty but Emily didn't trust herself enough. So she walked over to her favorite easy chair and sat down. She wasn't sleepy anymore.
Emily had said she needed water and left and Alison lay there wondering if she was the reason Emily woke up. Had she done anything that might have upset the brunette?
Then Emily returned and didn't return to the bed. Those warm, safe arms around her were gone. She wanted them back. She wanted all of Emily back. She got out of bed and walked over to the brunette seated on the easy chair before she had time to talk herself out of it.
Emily noticed Alison wake up and walk over and frowned. Was something wrong? Before she had time to process what was happening the blonde was kneeling down in front of her. Emily leaned forward with a puzzled expression on her face.
"Ali?" was all she could say. Her lips were silenced by pink, rose shaped, plump ones.
At first it was just lips pressed against each other and then Emily's body reacted without her realizing. Her lips moved against the blonde's – slowly at first and then with a little more pressure. Then she stopped and pulled away.
"Ali… No. I don't want you to do anything you aren't ready for."
"Shhh" was the whispered response before the blonde pressed her lips to the side of Emily's lips and went on.
"Don't push me away. Its fine." Alison pressed her lips momentarily against the other girl's again before she went on.
"I'm fine. I want this." Her left hand cupped the brunette's face.
"I want you." She leant her forehead against Emily's.
"Make me yours Emily."
Emily didn't need to hear anymore. She leaned forward and this time captured the blonde's lips within her own. Alison's other hand went into Emily's hair and Emily held Alison by her hips as she kept kissing the blonde.
Alison found herself being pulled upwards and ended up straddling the brunette on the chair. She felt Emily's tongue gently brush against her lower lip and immeditately granted access. Never had either girl felt anything like this before.
Alison's tongue was being gently massaged by Emily's while her hands were lost in the brunette's ample tresses. When her tongue tried to gain access into Emily's mouth Emily sucked on her tongue instead. Her head moved back and forth purposefully sucking on the blonde's tongue while her eyes were glued shut. The visual itself sent a heat shooting through all of Alison's body.
Alison dug her fingers into the brunette's scalp and pulled her into a kiss again. Emily's hands moved from Alison's hips to her stomach, then found their way to cup her cheeks and then stroke her thighs as they straddled her. Her hands in all their eagerness finally found their way to the ample bossoms that were heaving against her own as Alison desperately tried to breath when her lips weren't attached to the brunette's.
As her fingers closed around the soft globes she found herself at a loss for breath. She pulled away from the blonde's lips and rested her head against the blonde's shoulder. Her fingers gently pressed down on them and Alison moaned against her temple.
Emily's fingers moved to the buttons at the top of the pajama-top. She needed to feel the blonde's skin against her palms. She looked up into the blue eyes seeking permission and found the blonde's hands pulling off her top without undoing the buttons in response.
Emily's eyes looked at all the perfect soft skin before her - more adoration than lust. Her fingers skimmed across the smooth shoulders – more veneration than seductive. Her lips followed her fingers everywhere. Skimming across the expanse of skin and softness till they reached the valley between her chest.
The white bra that cased Alison's breaths was unhooked while Emily continue to pepper kissed along the curves that were visible. Her hands then proceeded to move the straps down the shoulder and finally discard the clothing altogether.
"You are so beautiful" The words reached Alison's ears and any walls or inhibitions of modesty were stripped away. She leaned down and kissed Emily long and hard before tugging at Emily's tshirt and discarding it too.
Emily wasn't wearing a bra and was immediately exposed. Alison looked down at the beautiful girl in the moonlight who was now gently kissing and then licking her neck. Alison sucked in a breath when she found her pulse point sucked hard enough to leave a mark and then smoothed over with Emily's soft tongue.
Emily's lips found their way back to Alison's while her hands moved down from her neck to her now exposed chest. Her palms were greeted with hard pebbled nipples that had risen in anticipation to be touched. As she squeezed those ample globes a moan escaped Alison's lips.
Emily was intoxicated. She needed to hear more. Her lips found their way to the skin near Alison's heart. As she sucked her hands massaged on the soft breasts. First gently and then some more. Alison's back arched and her breasts rose to meet Emily – seeking more.
And they got more. Emily leaned down and blew around the now flush skin of Alison's right breast before licking in slowly smaller circles till she reached the already straining nipple. Alison could wait no longer. She thrust herself forward and Emily gladly wrapped her lips around the nipple. Alison gasped and threw her head back.
Emily sucked hungrily while her other hand teased the other nipple between her thumb and forefinger. Alison looked down at the brunette devouring her breast and the sight made her eyes as dark as the brunette's. She grabbed roughly at the brunette's hair and pulled her head back to kiss her hard. They kissed with teeth and tongue clashing and Alison found herself gently rocking into the brunette.
Emily's hands found their way to Alison's behind that she squeezed hard as she helped Alison rock into her. Alison bit her lower lip and arched her back again thrusting her core as close to Emily as possible.
Emily's fingers slipped into the back of Alison's pajama bottoms grabbing on to the ample flesh as her lips seeked out the neglected breast and nibbled on the tip of the nipple.
"Aahh!" A pleasurable pain shot through Alison's body and she bent forward and took Emily's earlobe into her mouth and bit just as hard. "Suck. Don't bite," she instructed as she continued to lean on Emily as she rocked.
Emily switched to licking all over the soar nipple to sooth it.
"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" was the sound that reached Emily's ears, deep and long. Emily felt her shorts soak at the sound. She needed to hear more.
Her hands moved from Alison's rear to cup the breast before her. She squeezed around it with both hands and sucked as much of it into her mouth as possible before pulling back. Holding onto the breasts like a child would while suckling, she kept sucking the breast into her mouth while rocking her head back and forth.
Alison wanted more. She never wanted Emily to stop. She moved her hands into the blonde's hair and guided her head back and forth. Hearing the sound of Emily's lips and tongue lapping and sliding against Alison's now wet breast and nipple caused a gush of wetness in Alison's underwear that could no longer contain it and her need for Emily trickled down the side of her inner thigh.
Alison pulled away and looked into Emily's eyes. "I need you now," she said. Emily nodded and pulled down on Alison's pajama-pants. Alison got off the chair and helped Emily discard both the pants and the soaked underwear. Emily could hardly wait.
She pulled Alison back on to the chair but got her to kneel with a knee on either side of Emily's thighs instead of sitting on her lap. Her core was almost at Emily's eye level and she could see the wetness glisten. She bent down and kissed Alison's stomach and then her thigh.
Slow wasn't something Alison had time for though and she grunted, "No. I need you now." Emily nodded and lifted one of Alison's knees to rest on the back of the easy chair. Alison felt Emily's tongue lick her slit from one to the other and she gasped and rested both hands on either side of Emily's head on the easy chair for support.
Emily's tongue was suddenly everywhere at once. Inside her, licking along her sex and flicking her clit before sucking it. Alison's knees could hardly support her as she used her hands to hold her in position. The sounds of her whimpering filled the room with every flick of Emily's tongue.
Emily's hands held on to the back of her thighs supporting her as she expertly pushed her closer to release. Emily's tongue was relentless and Alison was not ungrateful. She chanted Emily's name like a prayer till she finally couldn't get any words out – her body convulsed and she exploded juices all over Emily's eagerly awaiting mouth that lapped it all.
Ten minutes later Alison had collapsed in Emily's arms on the easy chair, compleltely naked though the brunette was still in her shorts.
"I want to make you feel like this," Alison mumbled against Emily's chest as she struggled to catch her breath.
"I want you to," Emily cooed against the blonde's sweating temples. "Just rest now though. We have forever for that."
"I want you forever," was the incoherent reply. Alison was already falling asleep from the exhaustion.
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