Chapter 2.

I woke up the next morning to my phone going off. I don't even remember falling asleep. I must have cried myself to sleep because my eyes were sore and I was still in the same clothes from yesterday. I reach and pick up my phone. I have 3 missed calls from Quinn and 2 text messages from a number I didn't recognize. I opened to messages and saw they were from Brittany. How did she get my number but my question is answer as I read through it.

Unknown: Hey San, It Britt. I got your number from Quinn. Listen I know you're upset but can we please meet up and talk. I really missed you San.

Unknown: Please San, just text me or call me back. Please.

As I'm reading her last message I get a message from Quinn saying she's at my front door and to let her in. I roll out of bed and make my way to the front door. As soon as I open in Quinn rushes in and hugs me.

"Omg S, I'm so glad you're okay" she tells me.

"What are you talking about? I'm fine" I tell her not even believing the words that im saying. We both make out way over to the couch and sit down.

"Well I've been calling you since last night and when you didn't answer my calls I got worried" she tells me and yesterday comes rushing back to me. Brittany is engaged. I know Quinn kept in contact with her so that means she knows. I get this hard look on my face and Quinn looks at me with concern.

"Did you know?" I ask her.

"Know what?" she asks still not getting one I'm asking.

"Did you know Brittany and Trouty were together? That they're ENGAGED?" I all but yell and she ducks her head.

"Yea, I did" she whispers out and I all but lose it.

"You knew and you didn't tell me. You listened to me cry over the phone for hours telling you how much i missed her and you didn't tell me. You listened to my hope and dreams I had for the both of us and you STILL didn't tell me!" I yell the last part and she flinched back.

"You told me not to talk to you about Brittany. I didn't tell you because I was trying to protect you S." she says and I scuff. Protect me? Awesome job protecting me.

"Leave" i tell her in just above a whisper. She looks at me confused and shakes her head.

"Quinn, please leave. NOW" i tell her again this time much colder. She stands up and over to the door. She opens it and turns to look at me one last time before she leaves.

It's been a couple of days since I last talked to Brittany or Quinn. I just couldn't deal with them right now. So there I was, making my way through the grocery store when i hear a laugh I would recognize anywhere. I turn around there they are, Sam and Brittany walking down the aisle holding hands and laughing. It's like a knife to my heart. I turn to leave and I hear one of them say my name. I can't be sure which one it is because my ears are ringing and my heart is pounding in my chest. I turn around by the smile on his face that it was Sam.

"Hey Santana, it's so good to see you." He walks up to me and give me up hug. I tense up and don't move, I can't. My eyes are focused on Brittany and she's looking at me with sad eyes.

"How are you? I heard about your tour in Europe, how was it?" Says talks again and I nod my head trying to think of something to say so i can get out of there.

"It.. it was good." I whisper out and finally break eye contact with Brittany.

"Uhh, it was good to see you but I gotta go" I rush out and turn to leave when I hear Brittany call my name. I stand there for a second and listen to her tell Sam that she'll meet him in checkout. She walks around to stand in front of me and opens her mouth to talk but nothing comes out.

"I uh.. it's good to see you San" she whispers and I say nothing.

"We're uhh, we're having a dinner party at our apartment tomorrow night. All the glee guys are going to be there. I would really like it if you could come" she tells me and I still don't look at her. I can't go to that. I can't go and see her being happy with someone who isn't me. It would just hurt too much.

"Uhh.. that sounds fun Britt but um, i don't think i'll be able to go" I tell her and the small smile that was on her face drops. I hate to see that but I just can't be around the girl I love knowing that she loves someone else. It's just too pain full.

"Please San. It would really mean alot if you could go" she trys again and I shake my head. Why not tell her the truth, I got nothing to lose.

"I'm sorry Britt but I can't." She looks like she's going to ask why but I beat her to it.

"I can't be around you knowing that i still love you more than anything and you love someone else. It hurts too much." She opens her mouth to say something but nothing comes out. I don't think she was expecting that. I slowly walk up to her and give her a huge. It's the biggest hug I could muster up and still keep myself from crying.

"Goodbye Britt" I whisper in her ear and make my way down the aisle and out the door forgetting the groceries I was going to get.