So, I´ve said this before and I´m saying it again. I started writing this before the fourth season started on Tv, so whatever happens in series four, never happened. I´m gonna use songs and such stuff that is gonna be used in series four, and there is not going to be anything about Marley, Ryder, Jake or anyone else arriving to ND in the fourth season.

"This actually went faster than I thought it would." I said, when we sat around the living room floor and ate dinner. "Maybe we could get finished today, we´ve only got my room left upstairs, what about you guys?"

"The kitchen is left, that and all the cleaning afterwards." Mr Schue said. "What have you got in that bag Lex?"

"Papers most, a few books, and Maddie´s old stuffed rabbit." I said. And threw the garbage from the burger and the drink and French fries in a paper bag. Then I opened my bag and pulled out a bunch of papers I had taken from Maddie´s room. Then I pulled out Jazz.

"Now, this" I pointed at Jazz´s head. "Is called Jazz." I put him next to me on the floor, and leaned my back against the wall, and then I started riffling in the papers. Most of them were drawings with pictures of flowers, and princesses, and other such stuff. But then one drawing caught my attention. I laid the ones I had already looked at on the floor.

"Me and my family" it said on the top of it, and it wasn´t Maddie´s handwriting. But there was a name in the corner.

"Zeb made this." I mumbled.

"Pardon?" Connor, that sat next to me, looked confused.

"I said, Zeb made this." I looked at the drawing again. Of course, there were five people on the drawing. And their names stood under. Zeb had drawn dad much bigger than the others. With an angry expression on his face. The rest of us were smiling.

I smiled a bit, Zeb was a good artist. No doubt about that, just the idea of making dad so much bigger, and angrier than everyone else on the drawing.

"Is Zeb your brother?" Mr Schue asked, and I nodded slowly and riffled fast through the rest of the papers, apart from Zeb´s drawing, there was nothing really fun to find there. Then I pulled out Maddie´s old school book. This kind of reading book, teachers use to teach the children to read. I riffled through it without finding anything exiting so I decided to throw it away. The next thing I pulled out was a notebook Maddie had used for school. I riffled through it, until I came to a part saying "my family." And this is what it said.

My family contains me, my sister Alexandria, my brother Zebastian, my mum and dad, But I don´t know their names, and my uncle Wyatt. I don´t know if uncle Wyatt is a part of the family, but he lives with us so I guess he is.

I don´t know where my mum is, Lex says that she took Zeb and left ages ago. I don´t know why she left. Maybe it was because of that dad drinks so much, but I don´t know why she didn´t take me and Lex too. Maybe she would have taken me too if I had been better, if I had helped her doing the dishes, and looked after Zeb more. But I guess she just loved Zeb more than she loved me.

My dad drinks a lot, with uncle Wyatt. I don´t know why, but Lex says that´s what making them mean and ill. When they drink it, they get really mean, they hurt me and Lex then. Yesterday, dad gave Lex a punch, so she got a big black eye. I´m not supposed to tell anyone about what dad and Wyatt do, but they have never said anything about writing it.

Lex is my sister, I love her, she´s the only person at home that loves me, and cares for me. She comforts me when I´m sad, and blow on the wounds that dad and Wyatt gives me, she does it to make the hurt go away. I love Lex.

"Lex? Lex?" I was brought back to reality when I could feel Connor shaking my shoulders.

"What?" I asked, with a big lump in my throat.

"Are you ok?... Why are you crying?" he asked.

"I´m not crying," I lied and whipped away some big tears that rolled down my cheeks.

"What does that say?" Hayley sat down on my other side and pointed to the notebook I held in my hands.

"It´s a school-essay that Maddie wrote, about our family. It says things about dad and Wyatt, and that mum left with Zeb and… and that she loved me."

"How come Maddie´s teacher didn´t call the police when she saw this?" Connor had read the essay over my shoulder. I looked down at it again and spotted a date in one of the corners.

"November the twenty sixth 2011" I mumbled. "She never got to hand it in, she wrote this just two days before she… before Wyatt and dad…. Before she…" I couldn´t finish the sentence, and my words turned into sobs. Mr. Schue that sat on the other side of the room stood up, rushed over the floor, squatted down and embraced me.

"She… she… she trusted me." I sobbed. "I-I-I should h-h-h-have looked after h-h-h-er better."

"There was nothing you could do." Mr Schue said in a soft voice. "You didn´t know."

"B-B-But I should have looked after her, I should have made the doctors save h-h-her."

"There was nothing you could do."

"O…kay." I could hear Teeghan´s voice. "Can anyone tell us others what the heck´s going on."

"Shut up Teeg." I could hear Tyler´s voice.

"Is Maddie dead?" Mariah asked when I finally stopped crying. I nodded slowly.

"Dad and Wyatt killed her."

"That is so…" Liam started but he seemed like he didn´t know how to finish the sentence. "I don´t know what I would do if Mariah died."

"Are you siblings?" I asked. Liam nodded.

"Twins."