I´m happy, today it´s the Lucia- day in Sweden.
If you go back to the chapter, "the list" you can see that I´ve changed a few things on the list.
"Oh" I leaned over the table at breadstix , laughing. "I´m so full."
"So, I guess this dinner is over then." Tyler said.
"Would you like to pay?" a waiter came to our table.
"Yeah," Tyler said, and searched through his pockets. "We´ve got a check, here it is." He gave the check to the waiter, he thanked for it and walked away. I stood up, pulled my hoodie over my head, and Tyler pulled his jacket on. Then we walked outside.
"Oh, I don´t want this evening to be over yet." I sighed. "I´ve had such a great time."
"We can go for a walk if you want to" Tyler said. "I can drive you home later."
"Yes please."
We walked around the town, talking. When I got cold, he let me lend his jacket.
"So, did you enjoy the evening?" he asked when we stood by his car.
"Yeah, did you?" I asked.
"I enjoyed spending time with you." He walked a step closer to me, and lay his arm around my shoulders.
"I enjoyed spending time with you as well." I said, a bit nervous. And then… he kissed me, just fast, on my lips.
"Oh, sorry." He seemed nervous.
"You don´t need to be sorry, I like you too." I said. I looked up at him, and then, we kissed each other again.
"I think I´m gonna walk home." I said. "I need to think by myself for a while." I gave him his jacket back, and then walked over the parking line, and to the road.
It was true, I really liked Tyler, I felt so happy right now. But at the same time, the thought were spinning in my head.
"Pst, Lex." I could hear someone say from the side of the road, and I looked over there. Where Teeghan stood.
"Yes?" I said a bit insecure, and she showed me to go closer.
"Keep your hands of Tyler" she said. "He´s mine."
"What are you talking about" I asked.
"What does it sound like?" she asked, "keep your hands of Tyler."
"Well," I said. "You can´t own people, and if you didn´t see it, he kissed me first."
"Didn´t you hear what I was saying, keep your hands of him, he´s mine. He´s just being nice to you, because he feels sorry for you."
"Nobody has to feel sorry for me." I said.
"Didn´t you understand, we´ve been together for like, one year. I know him,"
"So, when he kissed me."
"He was cheating on me, yes. But I´ll forgive him for that, because me and Tyler, we´re meant to be together." I swallowed, trying hard not to cry.
"Ok, I´m sorry then." I turned around, and kept on walking. I hadn´t walked more than a few steps when I started crying, and I walked into a side road into the house streets, when I suddenly felt like someone was watching me. I looked over the shoulder, and then I saw a boy. About thirteen or fourteen years old, following me. I started running, and so did he. What was this? Who was he? I ran faster, and up on the driveway, I pulled the door open, and into the house.
"Lex, is that you?" I could hear Carole shouting from the living room. "I didn´t care about her, I just walked straight over the floor and up to my room.
"Lex?" she opened the door.
"Leave me alone, please." I said.
"What´s wrong?"
"Leave me alone, please just leave me alone."
"I´m not leaving you alone," she came to sit down on my bed. "What´s the matter?"
"Boys," I mumbled.
"I understand, and I´m here if you wanna talk."
"No thanks."
"Is there anything else you want?" I turned my head to look at her.
"Can I have a hug?" I almost whispered. She nodded, and embraced me when I sat up.
"There dear," she comforted me. "It´s gonna be all right."
So, this thing about writing about love, isn´t really my strongest side. But I´ve tried my best. I might change it I come up with an idea for Lex and Tyler´s conversation by the car.
So, that boy that´s following Lex is gonna turn up many times, who could it be?
