That weekend, I tried not to think about Tyler. It actually went pretty well, because I spent the weekend with Burt, who was trying to teach me how to ride a bike.
At Sunday evening, I was really nervous about going to school and see Tyler again, but on Monday morning, when I woke up. I felt like crap, it turned out to be a temperature, and it got me to stay home for the whole week.
The next week, I tried my best to ignore Tyler. It was not that easy, because he seemed to do his best to do the exactly opposite thing.
A couple of times during the next weeks. I saw the same boy that had been following me, that night when I had been at breadstix. Sometimes, he followed me when I was going to school in the mornings, sometimes he was following me when I was on my way home. I tried not to care about him, but this was getting scary.
I had such a strong feeling that I had seen this boy somewhere before, but I couldn´t remember where. Because when I saw him, he had always a hoodie pulled up, and sunglasses, and that made it hard to see his face properly.
Two weeks and a couple of days after the breadstix- incident. I was still ignoring Tyler, and I didn´t know that he was talking to Mr. Schue about it.
"So, glee-clubbers." Mr. Schue said when he came into the choir room, a Monday in the beginning of November. "The lesson this week is pretty simple. Love gone wrong." I looked around the choir room, at the others.
"Mr. Schue?" I raised my hand, "is there a special reason for this assignment?"
"No." I could see clearly that he was lying. "Heartaches, and problems with love, just seem to be a thing that often returns, in life of teenagers." He smiled, and turned around towards the piano.
"So," when we walked out of the choir room, I couldn´t keep away from Tyler anymore and he came to start talking to me. "What do you think of this week´s lesson?"
"Guess it can be all right." I said. "Mr. Schue´s right, heartaches and problems with love, often comes up in lives of teenagers."
"Do you believe in love that last forever?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"How can you believe in something, you´ve never seen?"
Next day, glee club.
"Mr. Schue," I raised my hand. "I would like to perform a song."
"The floor´s yours." Mr. Schue sat down and I got onto the floor, I jumped up, to sit at the piano, and then the music began. I had barely finished the song like three minutes later, and jumped down on the floor, when Tyler stood up, and pulled me out with him in the corridor.
"Look," he said. "Whatever Teeghan told you, it´s not true."
"How could you know it was her?" I asked.
"Well, at first you seem to like me really much. And then you ignore me all of a sudden. I have a mind to think with you know."
"Yes, it was her."
"So what did she say?"
"That you guys are a couple and…"
"No," Tyler said. "I broke up with her like, a month ago."
"You… you did?" I stuttered.
"Yes, and I know exactly which song to sing now." Tyler turned around, and we walked back into the choir room, I sat down, and then, the music started again, and Tyler began to sing.
"Whoo." Ethan shouted when Tyler was done as Ethan also put his hands in the air to double high- five with Tyler. "Great job Ty, guess we all know who it was for." He turned his head and looked at Teeghan, who looked furious, and sad. She stood up, and walked out of the room.
When I had been to my locker, and had gotten my hoodie and my bag. I walked towards the door to the school, I walked past the auditorium. When I could hear someone talking in there. I walked in and saw Teeghan standing there, she held something in her hand, but I couldn´t see what it was.
"goodbye cruel world." She raised her hand, and then I saw what it was.
A knife.
"TEEGHAN, NO."
The songs are What´s forever for, Billy Gilman (yes, I know the original was made by Michael Murphy) and never gonna let me go by Paulina Starborn
Playlist
Lex- What's forever for- Billy Gilman (originally Michael Murphy
Tyler- Never gonna let me go- Paulina Starborn
