So, the Swedish essay went faster than I thought it would, only got four of twelve questions left now, and I´m doing those tomorrow.

One thing I want you to know, some things. Like the one about Hayley´s dad, I put in the story, almost just because there´s songs that would fit to that, that I wanna use so badly.

"Dear Maddie," I read

"There´s so much I wanna tell you, but I can´t. That´s why I´m writing in this book, I´ll show you it someday. Because I know we´ll meet again. Someday, I just know it Maddie, and I want you to know, that, wherever you are, I love you, I love you more than I love anyone else.

Maddie you were my everything, you still are, and I don´t know what I´m going to do without you. Lex.

Dear Maddie,

I think this is the first time, I´ve hated being young. I look forward, and everything I see, is loads, and loads, of years without you, they´re dark. And there´s no way they can go brighter. But I´m gonna stay strong for you Maddie, I´ll live the life, you never got to live. That´s how much I love you Maddie.

Lex"

I looked up from the notebook, I couldn´t stand reading any longer.

"Lex, sweetie." Carole began.

"I need to go out for a while," I stood up and rushed over the floor, and before Burt or Carole had the time to stop me, I was out the door, and out in the pouring rain. I walked over the driveway, and onto the road, I walked about a mile, and then I turned around and started walking back, out of nowhere, the boy that had been following me the last few weeks appeared, and started following me, as always, he had his hood over his head, and sunglasses so I couldn´t see who he was.

I started running, so did he. I kept on running down the street, the rain was pouring over me, and my hair and clothes, was soon soaking wet. But I kept on running. When I finally came up on the driveway in front of Burt and Carole´s house, I turned around towards the boy.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT?" I screamed, the door opened and Burt and Carole came running. "WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME, WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?" I screamed.

"I don´t want anything from you." The boy said. "I want you."

"I would like you to go now, and come back another day." Burt said, and placed his hands on my shoulders, but I shook him of, the boy turned around and walked down the street.

"Who´s he?" Carole asked. But I didn´t answer her question, I had started crying again, but I didn´t want her to know.

"Come on sweetie," she laid her arm around my shoulders, and lead me into the house. Then I started sobbing.

"It´s my fault. I should have looked after her better." I sobbed, "she trusted me."

"hush, sweetie," Carole embraced me. "There was nothing you could do, it´s not your fault."

"It is."

"It´s not."

"What´s going on?" Kurt came down the stairs.

"Come on Lex," Carole lead me to the living room, "we´ll go sit down, Kurt, go make Lex a cup of hot chocolate, so she gets something warm. Burt get a towel." I sat down in the sofa, and within a few minutes I held a towel, and a cup of hot chocolate, I didn´t drink it though, I just sat there, and looked right in front of me.

"Who was that boy?" Burt asked. I looked up at him.

"I don´t know." I said, "But I have a feeling that I´ve seen him somewhere before, I just don´t know where or when." I looked down on my wristwatch, and saw that it had passed ten p.m.

"I´m going to bed now," I said, and took my things, and walked up to my room. Where I sat down on the bed, and pulled my shoes of, and my clothes, I switched to a way to big T-shirt, and then laid down, and put the quilt over me.

"Un-break my heart, say you love me again." I hummed, but then, I fell asleep. .

"Hi glee-clubbers," Mr. Schue said when he walked in. "… Marcie, you´re ok." I turned my head to look at Marcie, and then I saw that she was crying silent.

"I´m fine," she said, but it was obvious, that she wasn´t. Ethan stood up, and walked up to the back row, where Marcie sat, and laid his arm around her shoulders.

"We can all see you aren´t," he said. "What´s the matter Marc´"

"It´s just that" she began. "It´s just that, me and my mum talked to dad on the phone, yesterday. We thought he was coming home for Christmas, but it turned out, he isn´t."

" Where is your dad?" Ethan asked.

"Sergeant in Kosovo," she said. "and he won´t be coming home until the middle of January." Big tears were streaming down her face.

"I´m sure it´ll be all right Marcie," Ethan stroke her arm. "You´ll see." She looked at him, then looked back to the floor and nodded slightly.

"So, glee-clubbers." Mr. Schue began. "I have a surprise for you. We´ll have a concert in the gym hall, the last day before Christmas, and someone very special is coming, it´s a Lima- celebrity, so I want you all to be at your best then."

So, that´s it for today. I just have to say, that every single one, in New directions in this story, are my own characters. And, my favorite is Ethan, I mean, seriously, I love him.