January the second, I, Vie, Blaine and Kurt sat around the kitchen table, sadly, it was time for us to start finding Vie a foster family, and we brainstormed ideas, of what Vie would like to have.

"So Vie, would you like to have…" I thought. "A cat, or a dag… or maybe a… a goat."

"A goat?" Vie snorted. "I don´t wanna have a goat, I wanna stay here." Blaine started playing with Vie´s hair.

Vie actually liked all of us, living in this house. But after Christmas, she had started clinging more to Blaine for some reason. They were now the best of friends. Rebeccah and Finn were out somewhere, and Burt and Carole were out talking to Burt´s old colleagues from the council, trying to find a good foster- family for Vie.

"I know you want to!" Blaine said. "But you know it´s not gonna happen. It´s not that they don´t want to, because we all really love having you here. But we want the best for you." Vie nodded, and we all looked up as we heard the door open and close, and Burt and Carole came in from the hallway.

"Well," Burt began and sat down by the table, Carole sat down next to him. "…"

"…"

"Okay just please tell me what happened." Vie talked fast, and had her eyes wide open of excitement.

"Yes," Burt began again. "Well, we talked to one of my old colleagues. It turned out he´s got an old friend who now lives in Nashville. They can´t have children on their own, but they have fostered and later adopted three children." He looked to Carole.

"Yes, and they have a farm, with horses, and a few cats. Where everyone does horse- riding, and John says that they´re really nice people. John said he´d call them tonight, and ask them about if they want to foster again. He also said that they just about never say no to that. Then he´ll call us."

"So, a farm with horses, you could learn to do horse- riding. Doesn´t that sound like fun?" I asked Vie. She shrugged.

"Vie, if you promise me one thing!" Burt said. "I´ll promise you that if it doesn´t work out, you can come and live here, until we´ve found another, better foster- family. But then you´ll have to promise me to try your best to make it work out all right?"

"Okay." Vie answered. "Gosh, now we´ve gotta wait for that phone call… it´s gonna be a looong day." She opened her mouth to say something else, but then got a confused look on her face. "What is the police doing here?" I turned around to look out the window, to the driveway. And Vie really was right, there were two police- men, walking up the driveway, towards the door.

"I`ll go take it." Burt stood up. "You just wait here." He stood up and walked out in the hallway, we heard the police and Burt talking, then they came walking all three of them.

"Vie, they…" Burt began. "They wanna talk to you." Vie looked- if possible- even more confused at this moment.

"Are you Vie Geller?" one of the police- men asked. Vie nodded.

"Daughter to Sarah Geller?"

"Yes."

"We´ve got some bad news for you…"

"O... kay."

"Yesterday, your mum was found in your apartment."

"What do you mean found?"

"It was an overdose…"

"Overdose?"

"I´m sorry kiddo, your mother committed suicide." I could not help to gasp, then I looked to Vie. Who basically didn´t express any feelings at all, she didn´t scream, didn´t cry, didn´t ran out of the room. She just stood there.

Half an hour later

"Is there anything I can do for you?" Carole asked. We were all gathered around the table now, I, Vie, Kurt, Blaine, Burt and Carole. Finn and Rebeccah was out, but they should be back any minute. Vie sat by the short side of the table, her lower arms and hands was resting on the table, and she just sat there, staring right in front of her. She shook her head to Carole´s question.

"No." she almost whispered. I reached my hand forward, laid it on top of her hand, but she pulled it away from mine. I turned my head when I heard the door opening, and Finn and Rebeccah came into the kitchen, they were laughing about something, but stopped when they saw the looks on our faces.

"What´s going on?" Finn asked. Carole stood up, and walked over to them. With a low voice, she told them what happened.

"Oh, Vie I´m so sorry." Finn said. Vie slightly nodded, and then she stood up.

"Well, if I need to have all our things out from that apartment before Monday, I might as well get started." At those words, we all stood up, Vie looked around.

"You don´t need to come with me." She said. "I can do it myself!"

"We´re coming with you," Blaine said. "Come on now, that´s what friends are for." Vie smiled slightly, then we all walked out of the house, Vie showed us the way to her old house, when we were there. It was in the city, one of those who is set on top of a store, with a door next to the door to the store. Vie had the key, and she opened the door, and walked up three stairs, then she unlocked a door to the left, and we walked into the apartment. We stepped over the threshold, and barely have we all gotten inside and closed the door behind us, before Vie collapsed on the floor, sobbing and shaking unstoppable. Blaine squatted down next to her. I took a step forward to do the same, but Carole held me back.

"Come on Lex, we´ll go inside, I think it´s best if Blaine and Vie can be alone for a minute." I nodded, and walked after Carole to the living room, and we sat down, in the sofa, or on the floor, and waited.

After a while, Blaine and Vie came to the living room, we stood up. Vie´s cheeks were red and swollen from the crying, I patted her shoulder, and then we started. Burt had brought garbage- bags, Carole had brought plastic gloves, Finn had his car, so we could put everything in that, and either drive it to the waste collection, or home to Burt and Carole.

"So, where do we start?" Burt asked, and looked to Vie. Who looked to me.

"You´re the only one who´s done this before!" she said. "How should we do it?" I sighed.

"Well," I said. "And looked around. "We should, well… ehrm…. Maybe if you two…" I pointed to Burt and Carole. "You can take the kitchen. You two," I pointed to Finn and Rebeccah." Take this living room. "You two," I pointed to Kurt and Blaine. "And I, we´ll take the two bedrooms, and Vie, just walk around and observe so we do everything right."

For four hours after that, we threw things away, threw things at each other, talked, joked and messed around, and cleaned, and much more. When the clock had reached six in the evening, we decided to save the rest for yesterday. None of us had enough energy to make dinner, so Finn and Rebecca drove to the nearest pizza- restaurant, bought some pizzas, and then we all met at home, to eat dinner.

But still, John hadn´t called, and Vie was getting more and more nervous about that. After dinner, I noticed that she had walked out and now sat on the stairs to the house. I walked out to her.

"You okay?" I asked, closed the door and sat down next to her. She shrugged.

"Lex?" she began.

"Mhm."

"This about my mum… it´s like…. I should be sad shouldn´t I…"

"Mhm"

"It´s not like my mother ever treated me well. And I don´t know if I actually loved her, or if she loved me. So… it´s like I can´t be sad… does that make me a terrible person?"

"No… no it doesn´t. Vie you are under no circumstances a terrible person." She nodded, I laid my arms around her shoulders, and then we sat there for a while, just talking.

And when we came indoors again, we could both hear Burt´s phone ringing.

So, the part about all Vie´s feelings in this chap, it was really really really hard to write, so don´t hate me if it´s not so good.
A bit of a cliffhanger, but I can tell you that it´s John who´s calling. Dum dum dum duuuuuuum