"Who are you?" she repeated when the man stood in disbelief in front of her.

"What do you mean Lucy? It's me, Natsu" he tried to chuckle thinking that Lucy was just trying to mess with her.

"W-who's Lucy? Where am I?" she searched the room for familiar faces but she found none. She started to panic around the people surrounding her that she has never met in her life.

"C'mon Luce, stop messin' around" he tried to sound relaxed but he could feel his body shaking. He wasn't sure why, but he wanted to believe that Lucy was just pulling a trick on them but the fear behind her voice as she spoke made him think otherwise.

Erza and Happy stood in disbelief as they stared at the blonde, they couldn't believe that she couldn't remember them

"Wait Natsu" Erza passed right through the man and approached Lucy "Do you know your name?" she had this inkling inside her that something might be wrong with Lucy, but she refuses to believe it until it came from the blonde herself.

"M-my name?" What is her name? "My name is…is" Damn it, why won't her mind work? All she gets when she thinks hard is great pang in the head "Ouch" she muttered as she brought a hand to her forehead.

"Are you alright?"

"I-I'm fine, just a headache" Now what was she doing again? Oh yeah, her name. What was her name again? Once she thought it through, pain shot right at the back of her head, that's when it hit her. A realization that was too haunting to accept, her body begins to tremble as her brown eyes shot open.

"I don't know. I don't know what my name is!" She felt she was on the verge of breaking, what kind of person doesn't know her own name? Natsu just stood there like a statue; he couldn't believe what he was seeing.

"Do you know anyone in here?! Do you know me?" He had both his arms on her soft shoulders, his eyes wildly searching for hers. Gone are those huge brown eyes that used to look at him with so much love and passion and are now replaced with fear. He felt her cold skin trembling in his touch, he didn't know how he looked like for he was desperate, but he was sure what he saw in her eyes. Lucy Heartfilia was afraid of him. He dropped his hands from her shoulders and hanged from his sides.

"Natsu" an old yet sturdy voice called him from behind. The four people looked at him and his company.

"Porlyusica" the cat spoke. Makarov approached the blonde as she was more terrified than before.

"Worry not my child" he calmed her down as he flashed a grin

"We're not going to put you into any harm, we are your friends" as soon as he began to talk, Lucy began to relax little by little; there is just something about his voice that shows comfort and friendliness.

"Do you see that mark on you right hand?" the old man asked. Lucy looked at her right hand and noticed a pink tattoo imprinted.

"Do you know what wizards are?" she thought for a second and nodded

"Good. Bear in mind that you, Lucy Heartfilia, is a wizard of the guild Fairy Tail" there he goes again, mentioning a name that she wasn't sure if it is her real name

"You mean, I'm…I'm a mage?" she asked confusedly. With that single statement he had told her, hundreds of questions flooded her mind and when she felt that they were getting the best of her, she felt another shooting pain in her head.

"Why can't I remember anything? Why is that every time I try to think the only thing I get is blank!"

"I think it is best if you have some time on your own, in the mean time this is Porlyusica, she's a great healer. She will explain to you some things you can't answer by yourself" and with a gesture, he led the other 3 people out of the infirmary.

"Master, what's going on? Don't tell she has.." Erza herself couldn't continue

"We are not sure yet, meanwhile all we have to do is wait for what Porlyusica has to say."

After a few minutes, the healer went out of the room. The four rushed to what she has to say

"Porlyusica, is Lushy going to be alright?" Happy asked as uneasiness took over him. Natsu was staring at her, desperate eyes seeking for answers

"She's going to be alright, physically" she sighed deeply "However, mentally that I do not know"

"What do you mean?" Makarov asked

"It's her head injury. The blow she took really cause great impact on her brain that lead to a brain damage." She explained

"What are you trying to say?" Natsu was getting impatient; it won't be long enough till he goes insane if he hasn't received any answers yet.

"She has amnesia" she looked away for she doesn't want to see the reaction on these people's faces

"Her brain is unable to recall any memories, not even her name or her family. Rather she is only able to remember general knowledge rather than specifics."

"Will she able to remember those memories again?" Natsu's world was starting to fall apart, he couldn't accept it. This wasn't happening, not right after they got engaged.

"It depends on how her brain will cope up, she might remember some memories the others she may permanently not. I suggest you help her regain her old self back, but not all at once because her brain might not be able to manage it." The healer turned around as she was about to take her leave "I let her took in some sedatives to ease the pain in her head and so that she'd be able to fall asleep. You're she's hope now." She looked at Natsu's eyes for a moment and left.

"Erza, Happy, go gather the guild members. We need to discuss this to them so we would be able to help Lucy in her recovery."

"Right away master" she walked away and took Happy with him

"Natsu, come with me."


It seemed like forever, Natsu was in Makarov's room and just stood there dead silent as he had his head down, his bangs covering his eyes and had his fists clenched.

"Natsu" the old man broke the silence as he was getting worried with the boy in front of him

"How could she do this gramps?" Natsu said huskily feeling that talking was the hardest thing to do in the world for the lumps in his throat seemed to never end

"This is all my fault, if only I dodged the attack in time and saved her, this would never happen" his body was trembling, hot tears streaming down his face. He clenched his jaws "This is my entire fault!"

"Natsu listen to you. This is not your fault; nobody is blaming you for what happened. The important thing is that she's safe and she needs us now for her recovery"

"I don't deserve her" his was shaking vigorously. The love of his life couldn't remember a single thing about him; he was just a stranger to him now.

"Everything's going to be alright again Nats – "

"Alright? ALRIGHT? HOW IS IT GOING TO BE ALRIGHT? WE WERE GETTING MARRIED GRAMPS!" he snapped as he was crying harder now. Who knew it would be this painful. Makarov sat there shocked from the words the boy said and at the same time feeling sorry for him. He didn't want Natsu to see him pitying him, what did he do to deserve this?

"Natsu, listen you should go take a walk. Have some time on your own. And when you come back, I want you to do no matter what to help Lucy, this is the time she needs you most and you don't want to fail her now, don't you?"

Natsu suddenly brought his head up, wiping the tears from his swollen eyes and face. Gramps is right, Lucy needs him now and he swore his life he would do anything for her.

"You're right, gramps. I just need to think this over" he moved from his position and headed towards the door, he froze when he touched the doorknob remembering to say something "Can you do me a favor gramps? Can you tell the others not to tell Lucy about our relationship?"

Makarov was taken aback by what Natsu has said, but he knew he had reasons and he respected that "I will"

He twisted the doorknob and left the room. He wanted to be by Lucy's side right now but how can he? He decided to leave the guild and go somewhere as far as possible not caring where his feet would take him. Who knew it would be this painful? It was nothing compared to the beatings he had encountered when fighting his enemies, it was worse, even worse than eating etherion. He never felt anything like this, he felt like his heart has been ripped into pieces, like a part of him was taken away. He is broken and he knows it, only Lucy could bring this kind of pain to him, a pain that's slowly killing his sanity. After what seemed like walking forever, he found himself where the rainbow sakura trees are.

"You see the things that you can do to me Luce?" he whispered to himself as a small smile appeared on his lips. He remembered that night when he proposed to Lucy, the way he felt his chest was going to explode when she said yes and the way her eyes sparkled through the moonlight. He remembered their first kiss, it was a bit clumsy but it was the best kiss in the world (well, for him though). The night when they first made love was forever a memory to keep, he cherished that night when she gave herself to him, a regular guy, and out of all people she chose her. He couldn't help himself but smile, a new hope rising in his chest. He was sure now of what he was going to do, he was going to make Lucy fall in love with him over again.


Makarov explained to the guild members about Lucy's condition and how they would be able to help her

"I want you to act and treat the way she first entered and joined the guild. I think we would all like for her to feel that feeling she felt when she joined us, the smile she had on her face and that we are very lucky to have her." He told them as a smile formed on his face, a smile that reassured that Lucy's going to be alright.

"Yeah, for Lucy!" a voice from the crowd shouted and they all chimed in

"I want her to remember all the good memories we had with her" they cheered on what their master has to say

"And one more thing, do not tell anything to Lucy about her relationship with Natsu. This request came from Natsu himself" they started whispering with each other as they heard their master's last favor. Why would Natsu want to keep their relationship a secret? But just like their master, they respected his decision.


Lucy's head was feeling better now and Porlyusica advised her not to think so hard, if she ever had any questions about her life she told her she could trust the people in the guild. As she walked through the floors of the main hall, the people gladly greeted her

"Hey Lucy, feeling all better?"

"You look better Lucy"

They all had smiles plastered on their faces as they welcome her and she couldn't help but smile back at them. She was hesitant to seat in the tables so she went to the bar instead, she sat by the stool and saw a lovely lady with white hair.

"Well hi there Lucy, it's good to see you again." She wore the sweetest and friendliest smile and she couldn't help but feel light towards this person

"I'm sorry, I'm Mirajane. But you can call me Mira" she stretched out her hand for Lucy

"H-Hi Mira, it's nice to meet you" she accepted her hand and shook it

"So, how do you like it in here so far?"

"It's good I guess, everyone's so friendly towards me."

Just as the two were carrying out a conversation, Natsu barged in through the doors of Fairy Tail. He instantly caught everyone's attention, when he saw Lucy staring at him, he flashed her a grin. He approached the two women at bar still wearing that grin of his

"Hiya Lucy!" he cheerfully said

"H-Hi"

"I guess we started on a wrong track yesterday huh? I'm Natsu, Natsu Dragneel"

"I'm Lucy, Lucy Heartfilia. I think. It's what they keep saying"

He chuckled "Why, don't you like your name Luigi?"

"It's Lucy and yeah, I do like my name" she giggled and blushed a little. There's something about his grin that makes her heart flutter which is weird because she's only met him. Mirajane stared at the couple and contained herself from bursting everything about her and Natsu.

"Oi, flamehead. Stop grinning like a fool." A familiar voice walked in "Hi Lucy, I'm Gray"

"H-hey Gray" she hesitated as the man who introduced himself was only in his boxers

"Why don't you get some clothes on, stripper?"

"Oh yeah? You wanna go flame princess?" and with that the two guys started their brawl as everyone who got in their joined in.

"Uhm, is it okay for them to be fighting in here?" she felt a little fidgety from the fight going on

"It's alright Lucy, it will die out soon. It's pretty much the scene here everyday" she smiled. Her smile was just so infectious that Lucy started to laugh; this is some guild she's in.

From the corner of Natsu's eye, he saw the laughing Lucy. He felt his heart flutter in excitement

"I'm going to make you mine again, Luce."


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