The Celestial wizard spent the night in the infirmary since she needed a place to stay. She just lays there, staring at the countless stars above her; she reached out one of her hands in mid-air as if to reach for them but knowing she couldn't since they were so far away. And that's how she felt at the moment, her memories are like stars that cannot be make out any constellations. Tears that were threatening to fall are now streaming down her warm cheeks, she never felt so alone before. She felt like a stranger even to herself, well at least the people in the guild didn't feel strange towards her. It seems that when they saw her walk through the wooden floor, they acted as if nothing happened, that as if her brain didn't have any dysfunction. She was thankful for that; she feels as if she is a part of something and that they accepted her no matter what. She wonders if she feels the same the very first time when she walked through those doors before because what she had felt earlier were indescribable. She felt a little uneasy at first, but when she got to spend the whole day inside the guild, she felt so happy and carefree. Like she could be and do anything in the world. Maybe she wasn't a complete stranger to herself afterall, maybe she does have, has, an identity, Lucy Heartfilia a Fairy Tail wizard.

"Maybe it won't be so bad to start all over again right? I mean I did go all through this before; I can go through it again. I just need someone's help to break the barriers built inside my head" she whispered to herself. Once again she raised her hand, but this time it was her right hand that had Fairy Tail's mark. A smile formed from her lips as she traced the pattern with her free hand ever so slightly, maybe it won't be so bad after all.


Lucy entered the doors of the guild and sat by a stool in the bar, she still has no clue who she was except for her name and she doesn't know who to approach. She decided to confront the master of their guild when the barmaid interrupted her.

"Why the long face, Lucy?" She asked bluntly as she was wiping some cups

Really? She was asking why she had a long face. Oh well, might as well ask her some questions since she's the one who seems like the most approachable in the guild, so far.

"Oh hey Mira. It's nothing, just trying to remember things but it seems that I suck it"

"You can always ask me about anything Lucy, I'll tell you what's real and not" she glimmered as she brought a smile to her face. Even though that this woman doesn't remember her, it feels like she's still the old Lucy.

"Oh okay" she answered without any second thoughts. She did accompany her the whole day yesterday and entertained with whatever question she asked.

"Uhm, I know that all the people in here are my friends but who are my closest ones?" she looked away from the woman in front of her as she felt embarrassed for not even remembering her closest ones.

"It's alright Lucy" she comforted "Do you see Gray over there sitting with Wendy and Erza" she pointed at the said people. Her gaze followed her finger as she directed the said people.

"You are a part of their team, together with Natsu. You're really close with them since you go on missions together all the time"

"Really? I'm actually part of a team?" she asked in disbelief

"Mhm, it's actually the strongest team here in Fairy Tail" she replied with glee

She rested her chin on her palm as she got absorbed into knowing herself more. She tilted her head to the side, eyebrows creased as her mind process the information she's receiving.

"Tell me more about them"

"They really care about you. In times of your trouble during your missions, they were always there to protect you. They'd rather die while protecting their comrades"

'They were always saving me? Why? Do I always seem to be the weakest one among them? It sure looks like it, heck I don't know what my magic is' she thought to herself as a frown masked her face. Mirajane instantly saw this and shook her head in disapproval

"No Lucy, you are not weak." Upon hearing what the barmaid said, Lucy shot her head up. Does this woman always have to read her mind? Is it her magic? Doesn't seem like it though.

"Sometimes you have this tendency in doubting your own strength and thinking you are weak, in which case you are definitely not. You are one of the most powerful mages I know" she flashed such a genuine smile that the blonde couldn't help but feel her heart swell and blush a little from what Mirajane told her

"Oh Lucy, you're so cute when you're embarrassed" she teased as she placed her left hand on her cheek. She continued explaining to the Celestial wizard who the people were in the guild and what kind of magic they possessed. She also explained a wizard's duty and their guild's dos and don'ts as well as the dark guilds to keep an eye on. Lucy felt like her head's gonna expload with all the information she received from the barmaid, although she was really thankful that Mirajane was patient enough to explain things to her, at least now she has information stored in her jacked up memory.

"You okay there Lucy? Do you want me to stop from here?" her blue eyes now masked with worry as the blonde's expression seemed to be pained.

"It's alright Mira. Just still confused about some things" she waved her hand to dismiss the worry in the woman's eyes.

"Why don't you go approach the other guild members Lucy? Don't worry, they won't bite"

"Yeah, I think I should" she smiled "Thank you very much Mira"

"Anytime, Lucy" she turned around and left the counter. As she searched for tables, she saw someone holding out a book, inches away from her face as she focuses on what she was reading. Like some force her feet were walking towards the bluenette, something in her gut tells her she needed to take a look at that book. Before she got to introduced herself, the petite bluenette saw a tinge of blonde hair and knew for a second it was Lucy.

"Lu-chan! Are you alright? I heard what happened and I was so worried sick!" she squealed as she dropped her book and brought the Celestial Wizard into her embrace.

"So glad to meet you too, Levy" she manage to blurt as she was being squeezed through the embrace

"You remember my name?" she released the hug and held onto her shoulders, she was so glad when she heard Lucy call out her name.

"Ehm, not really. Mira over there told me some things I might need to know at" the smile suddenly disappeared from the script mage as she thought she could at least remember her.

"I'm sorry. I'm trying my best though" she cheered up the petite wizard and flashed a smile to her

"No no no, it's okay Lu-chan" she gestured the blonde to sit in the table with her. By the time she got comfortable in her sit, Levy started talking to her non-stop like she did when she first met Lucy. The two instantly clicked as Lucy still has her liking into books in her which she was unaware of. Hearing stories about herself from Levy gave her a chance to get a glimpse yet another side of her.

"I never knew we had so much in common Levy" she wiped a tear from her eye from their previous laughing as Levy shared a story to her.

"You can call me Levy-chan, Lu-chan"

"Okay" she smiles brightly "We must be really close back then huh?"

"Oh yes, we really are Lu-chan. If it weren't for Natsu I'd be your best friend"

The blonde froze from hearing the man's name. Natsu? The pink haired man who started the brawl yesterday? What kind of relationship did she have with him? He didn't seem to be the kind of guy she's always with, but he is her teammate.

"Natsu? How am I am involved with Natsu?" Uh-oh, the bluenette covered her mouth once she realized her slip of the tongue

"Uhm, you're best friends with Natsu, Lu-chan" she gave a relieving sigh as she thought of a cover-up. Well it is true, they are still best friends but with more things involved.

"Really?" her face formed a quizzically face. She never knew that this man meant that much to her.

"Mhmm. Anyway Lucy, do you know what kind of magic you have?" she asked immediately to divert her attention and won't ask any further ask about Natsu. He might kill her if she spills more than she should have.

"You're a Celestial Spirit Mage. You're magic's pretty cool ya know? You can summon Celestial Spirits by opening their gates through the use of Celestial Spirit Gate Keys."

"Keys? You mean these ones that are wrapped around my belt?"

"Yep! They're pretty amazing each one has an individual – "

Levy was interrupted from her explanation as a sudden glow of light blinded the two women, out from the void, a man with orange hair in a suit stood before them.

"My princess, I am so glad to see you again. I am Leo the Lion, leader of the 12 zodiacs and one of the keys you posses." Loke greeted as he flashed a smile to his owner

"Z-Zodiacs?" she asked confusedly, what the heck is going on?

"Looks like I have to educate you about your own magic" he picked her up bridal style and took her away from the bluenette

"No fair Loke! No need to steal the spotlight" she squealed as her face turned into a pout.


Natsu entered the doors picking up his favorite scent; once he had recognized it he followed the trail of her scent without wasting any time. When he caught a glimpse of her blonde hair, he was sure that was her Lucy

"Oi Luc– " he stopped midsentence as he caught sight of her giggling in front of the man she's talking to. A vein popped out as he recognized that orange hair

"What the fuck are you doing here, Loke?" he shot him with a death glare as he felt his fists clenched

He stood up from his seat "I'm explaining to Lucy how her magic works, one of the many things that you have failed to do, like protecting her" he retorted

"Why you little – " he tackled Loke hard as they both crashed to the ground. Natsu gave him a punch in the face as it sent him outside of the doors. He wasted no time and dashed towards the lion and gives him another set of punches.

"Why the fuck are you flirting with my fiancé you bastard!"

"She's not yours anymore, I'm taking her back." What he said angered Natsu more

"Stop treating Lucy like she's some property to be passed on!"

The lion gathered himself as he dodged his incoming attacks, this time getting the upper hand and punched Natsu in the face.

"This is all your fault! You promised you will protect her but you didn't! this would have never happened!" he managed to tell him between punches

"Tche, you act like you're a saint Loke." He dodged his punch and returned one right in his face "Lucy was defenseless that time, you, her spirits, should have felt that she was in danger. You could have done something to save her!"

Loke managed to dodge his attack and had time to summon his magic. Natsu was open and was directly hit with the overwhelming power. The lion dashed towards him and held him up through his scarf, his feet inches from the ground.

"You think I don't blame myself everyday for what happened to Lucy I could have saved her but I was too late" the lion bore his eyes into Natsu's

"It is my fault" he whispered softly as he looked down "I was there, I was there the whole time to witness it and felt useless that I ciuldn't do anything to save her. It kills me everyday knowing that I could have prevented all this" he was barely audible but Loke heard all of this. He saw Lucy behind the doors of the guild, staring at them both. He finally let go of Natsu and walked towards Lucy

"Don't worry Lucy, it's just another friendly brawl" Loke tried to plaster a smile on his face, when he saw Lucy was convinced he disappeared in the void. Unknowingly, the blonde approached the pink haired man

"Are you okay?" she asked, worry was in her eyes. Natsu looked up to see troubled orbs and immediately plastered a grin on his face. "I'm okay Luce, no need to worry" he placed his arms behind his head.

She doesn't know why, but she can't control herself but feel uneasy everytime he gets into fights.


"Where are you going?" Natsu asked as he walked behind the blonde, secretly enjoying his view as her clothes complimented her curves.

"I don't know really. I shouldn't have asked you to accompany me; I might be bothering you or something"

"Not at all, besides I'm the one who insisted to come" he grinned once again

"Why did you ask me, Luce?" she paused for a moment bringing the man into a hault.

"Well, they said you were my best friend and that I could trust you, besides I don't know the streets of Magnolia and it would be nice if someone like you who lives in here tour me" she averted her gaze from his onyx eyes, not wanting to see the embarrassment plastered on her face.

"Okay, just tell me where to go"

After a long walk of Natsu just following Lucy behind, he noticed that the streets were familiar to him. In fact, very familiar to him he couldn't be mistaken at all. He notice how the sunset's rays reflected through the well known water canal, he then shifted his gaze from Lucy watching her closely. Suddenly, she stopped at a two-story apartment house with red walls and a dark-brown sloping roof with two chimneys and two dormer windows.

"Uhm Lucy"

"Hmm well that's weird, it feels like my feet just took me here"

"Lucy" he said once again and caught her attention

"Believe it or not, this is your apartment"

She stared at him for a moment as his words sunk into her mind "My...apartment?"

"You mean I?" she looked at his onyx eyes searching for approval, when he flashed her a smile she knew it was real.

"Natsu! I remembered where my apartment is! Maybe unknowingly but who cares!" she jumped in glee that at least she finally remembered something. She lunged forward Natsu and, carried away by the moment, hugged him. He was taken aback by her actions but gladly welcome her into his arms. He missed this; he missed the way Lucy would perfectly fit into his embrace like he was made for her. Her vanilla and strawberry scent that would drive him nuts anytime of the day, the way her golden locks rests on her shoulders that makes her look more beautiful.

After the moment has passed, she noticed how close she was from Natsu and pulled away from his embrace

"S-Sorry" she stuttered

"Lucy!" a fat woman shouted from a distance

"You will not enter that apartment unless you will pay for this month's rent" she said

Lucy just stood there confused as Natsu came to her aid

"She'll pay this week, we promise" he covered up for her

"Hmph" she stomped away from the couple. Natsu turned to face Lucy and answer her quizzically eyes

"That was your landlord. You need to pay 70 000 jewels for you to get back in there"

"70 000 jewels?! But I don't have that money. What am I going to do now" she started pacing back and forth thinking of a way to pay her debt. She just remembered something and she wasn't about to lose it immediately

"Hey Lucy" Natsu called out, she stopped pacing as he looked at the man

"Let's go on a mission".


Eeep, didn't like the second part of this chapter. I don't know but I feel like I didn't like how this chapter turned out
So my apologies if it didn't make any sense

Sorry for the mistakes, I had no time to check them for I am now sleepy
R&R! :)