Note: I'm really not good with hospital terms so, sorry if what the nurse is saying isn't correct.

Italy's pov

Where am I? I had heard voices and flashings lights but I can't tell where I am. All I can see is white.

"Mr Vargas?" I female voice questioned

I gathered the strength to pull myself up and saw a woman in a nurses uniform beside me. She was writing on a clipboard and was staring at me. I Finally put two and two together and realised I'm in a hospital. Oh I remember last night…Then Germany found me. That's all I can remember.

"Mr Vargas, You know why you are here?" She asked kindly

"Yes vaguely ." I replied

"Your cut on your arm it was so deep you hit an artery and passed out dew to blood lost, You are probably feeling very delusional that is dew to the pain medication you were administered when you arrived." She said checking her notes.

"Can I go home now" I asked

"Mr Vargas, A doctor That has been specially trained to asses Situations like this has been called in. What he suggests will be the best way forward." This didn't answer my question but I didn't want to argue.

The doctor came in and asked me some questions and talked about what had happened before when I did something like this. He then left and him and the nurse were talking outside my door.

I'm so scared I knew I was probably going back to 'That' place again. I was there a few years ago when I was having constant nightmares of when it was ww2 and the allies where shooting at me. My friends Germany and Japan were killed. That never happened but it felt so realistic. I never told anyone I just lied and said I was on holiday. Know one could know especially not Germany.

The nurse walked back through the door.

"Mr Vargas the doctor thinks it's best if you go somewhere and get professional help so you can feel better. We will be keeping you over night here to re-dress your bandages and so you can rest." That was the worse thing I could possibly hear, What if I'm in there and Germany forgets about me. My eyes started to tear up.

"It's for the best, There are people outside for you would you like to see them?" She asked. Oh no Germany is here!

"Just Ludwig please." I replied

She walked out the door. What should I say to him? Maybe asking for him was a bad idea.

A few minutes later Germany burst through the door.

"Italy?! Your awake your okay!" He said in a fluster

"Yeah, Thank you for waiting outside for me." I smiled

"I was worried sick!" Him saying that kind of made me happy.

"At least you kept your promise" I said

He looked at me with a confused look.

"You promised that we would spend the day together." I explained

"But I haven't really been with you." He said looking at the floor.

"But I know you have been waiting on me and trying to keep the promise, that makes me happy." I smiled

Germany's cheeks turned a dark pink colour, He does that all the time it's so adorable.

"The nurse said your going away for awhile."

I nodded then said "Pinky swear that when I come home you will be waiting for me and we can spend the day together. Then at night I can sleep beside you?"

"Pinky swear" Germany said as he held his pinky out and I wrapped mine around his. I looked at his Beautiful sky blue eyes, I'm really going to miss them. I don't know how long I'm going away for I hope it's not long!

"Can you send the other's in, Please" I asked Germany

Minutes later I was greeted by Spain, Romano, France and Prussia.

Prussia rushed over and begged for my forgiveness I smiled and told him it was fine.

My brother gave me a big hug. He had been a big help the very first time I had felt like this. Holy Rome had gone and I knew deep down he had died, I wanted to join him. Fratello had found me clawing at my throat and since back then nobody really knew about mental sickness, Romano just never left my side and gradually I felt better.

It was starting to get late and the nurse came in.

"Mr Vargas should get some rest." She said

So I had say my goodbyes to all my friends. Germany was the last one He gave me a massive hug and I smiled

"Remember your promise" I whispered in his ear

"I will never forget" He replied and left the room.