Note: Sorry I haven't been updating a lot recently. I'm going to try and update more but my computer is being really annoying so I might have to go the library to write my stories from now on. I will see what happens but I'm going to try and persevere with my computer. The spacing is all over the place but I'm going to be editing it soon.
Thank you to everyone that has reviewed my story I really appreciate it. I will also be starting a new story soon so if any has any requests for couples for me to write about please let me know. Thank you.
Germany's pov
*Slam*
I ran down the stairs after Italy but decided to let the door slam in my face. If I had ran after him then that would have just made things worse. I wouldn't of known what to say to him anyways. I had already pleaded with him to stay but he had already made up his mind. I had never seen Italy like that before his expression on his face was so filled with hatred and anger. As soon as he was gone I covered my face with my hands and let my emotion spill over and the tears ran down my face. Italy was right I had led him on. He had poured his heart out and told me he loved me and with me kissing him then that is like me saying I loved him too. I did love him but I knew that there can never something between us. If I could go back I would do so in a heart beat, it was just a moment of weakness then when I came back to reality I had to rein my feelings back in. Italy had told me that I was the reason that he became Ill and then I go and do that! I feel so stupid!
"West?" Prussia's voice said.
I got such a shock! I didn't expect anyone to be here. Clara was away at work and I thought Prussia was out with Spain.
"You almost gave me a heart attack! I thought you were going out today?" I said rubbing
the tears away from my eyes.
"Ugh, Spain didn't want to come out today!" Prussia groaned
"Why?" I questioned
"Because Roma is being just to cute, he looks just like a little tomato. " Prussia said in crappy attempted of a Spanish accent.
I laughed then said. "So what are you doing today then?"
"West, I could hear what happened. Are you okay?" He empathized
"No I'm not okay, I know your going to laugh but I love him and I led him on now he hates me." I said as my tears started to flow again.
"West, I'm not going to laugh at you I do understand your feelings. Why don't you just go and get him if you love him? He questioned
"I can't, I also have feelings for Clara and it wouldn't be good for my country. Other countries would think differently of me since I love a man."
"Kesseseesee! Oh West your so silly, If people think that then prove them wrong! You deserve to be happy!"
I was totally shocked by what Prussia had just said. Maybe he does have a heart after all. He also made perfect sense, I want to be with Italy and it's tearing me apart not being with him and me making him upset.
"He hates me though there is no going back now." I sighed
"It's Italy! He runs after you like a little dog. He thinks the world of you" He said as he grabbed my shoulders
"But I have treated him like crap and he doesn't deserve that."
"I know! He does deserve better like someone that will love him, care for him and never let him go not even for a second." Prussia said whist shaking my shoulders
"What?!" I said confused
"You must understand my feelings for Italy I love him and I have tried getting him but every time he goes running back to you! It's not fair why you why not me? What do you have that I don't?" He said starting to tear up.
"But I-" I started to say
"I just want him to be happy, Go get him you lucky bastard!" He smirked
"But- but-."
"You and I both want him to be happy. You are the only one that can make him truly happy so don't just do it for you do it for me." Prussia said
He didn't have to persuade me anymore I knew I wanted Italy so I'm going to follow my heart.
"Thank you Prussia" I smiled as I grabbed my coat.
"I'm so awesome" I heard Prussia say as I exited the house.
