Chapter 19
Allie ran inside to her room she laid on her bed crying she doesn't know for how long she cried for she laid there on her side staring at the picture Bea drew her on her wall she started crying again kaz walked in and saw Allie laying there on her bed she could tell she was crying
"What's wrong babe" kaz said climbing on the bed
Allie rolled over and put her head in kazs lap
"I fucked up with Bea mum"
"What happened"
"Harry sent her an envelope is had old pictures of me one I never wanted her to see they were the ones the cop took of me before I went away there was two pictures of me and her in bed and a note threaten me calling me a junkie street whore so I called the officer Jackson he came over to see what was going on he asked me if there was a hint else Harry could use against me I told him about the two years I did in prison well I never told Bea about that she got mad and hurt i didn't tell her before she asked if I would of ever told her I didn't respond cause I know I wouldn't have then she got more mad saying what else was I hiding then she kicked me out saying she couldn't be near me right now"
Allie started crying again
"Babe you should have told her when you told her about everything else give Bea time to cool off then go talk to her that woman loves you she is mad and hurt right now"
"I'm not hiding anything else from her I just don't know how to tell her about that"
"I know but put yourself in her shoes what if it was you that found out something like this you would have the same reaction and you just have to tell her allie"
"I guess you are right"
"Let her cool off talk to her tomorrow"
"Ok"
"Let me make you some lunch"
Back at Beas apartment Bea was laying on the couch she finally stopped crying she heard the front door open and close Debbie walking in Bea sat up on the couch
"Hey mum" Debbie looked at her and noticed she has been crying
"What is wrong mum"
"I had a fight with Allie"
"What happened"
Bea didn't know if she should tell Debbie but she couldn't lie to her Debbie needed to know everything
"Sit down I need to tell you something"
Debbie sat down while Bea told her everything from allies past to their fight and the threat toward allie
"Wow mum"
"I should have told you sooner"
"None of that changes how I look at her mum I still like Allie I am pissed off she didn't tell you about the prison time but mum Allie does love you so much"
"She should have told me" Bea said upset
"So you kicked her out"
"Yeah I need to be away from her right now she keeps calling me so I turned my phone off"
"You two will work through this"
"Want some lunch mum"
"No thanks I'll be in my room" Bea went to her room changed her sheets and got in bed
Three days have passed Debbie started to worry about her mum she is barely eating and she has called off work for a few days saying she is sick she knows her mum is stubborn and is ignoring Allie but it's taking a toll on her Debbie is pissed at Allie for not coming over and trying to fix things between them Debbie could hear Bea crying she knows Bea hasn't slept well she doesn't look good Debbie getting furious at Allie took the key Bea made allie to the apartment but didn't get a chance to give it to her and went to allies apartment
Allie and kaz were sitting in the living room kaz telling Allie she needs to fix things with Bea when they heard someone banging on the door allie got up and opened it an angry Debbie stormed in
"What the hell Allie it's been three days and you haven't been by once to talk to mum whats wrong with you don't you want to lose her"
"Debbie I" Allie was cut off by a furious Debbie
"No Allie let me finish I like you and I like you with me mum I don't care about you past it doesn't bother me or change my opinion on you mum told me everything about you what does bother me though is you haven't been over once to fix things I understand you had to give her time to cool off but really three days' worth of time my mum is a mess because of you I know she is stubborn and hard headed but you need to talk to her allie she hasn't been sleeping crying nonstop she hardly eats I swear she lost weight in these few days I don't like seeing her this way you need to pull your head out of your fucking arse and fix this she made this for you" Debbie threw the apartment key at her and stormed out closing the door behind her
Allie was shocked the young girl was just like her mother she didn't know what to say she was speachless she heard kaz laughing
"She could not have said that any better" kaz couldn't stop laughing
"She is right" Allie said picking the key up off the floor
"Sadly it took a kid to tell you this she is right get your head out of your arse"
Allie went and changed really quick and ran out of the door going straight to Beas she knocked no answer than remembered the key she opened to see Debbie siting at the table with a some school work
"She's in her room" Debbie said not looking up from her work
Allie watched to Beas room opened the door walking in closing it behind her
"What did you need Debbie" Bea said not looking up
"It's me not Debbie"
"What do you want Allie" bea sighed
"I need to talk to you to explain things and most importantly to apologize I'm and idiot Bea"
Bea sat up in the and looked at Allie they both look like they haven't been sleeping Bea didn't respond she just looked at the spot next to her
Allie sat down next to Bea
"you are a bit of an idiot"
"Again I'm sorry Bea I should of told you but I didn't know how those pictures that where sent was taken of me before I went to prison that's how I was actually arrested they had proof I was a prostitute and caught me with drugs well when I was in prison my drug habit got worsen slept with people just so I could get another fix it was bad Bea I overdosed twice I almost died the second time I got clean after that but when I was released I had nothing out here so I became a prostitute again which led into drugs just so I could feel numb and forget was I was doing the drug made it easier I didn't want to tell you I didn't want you to know how bad I was with drugs and how desperate I was its disgusting I completely understand if you want to break up Bea you can do way better Harry is right I'm just a junkie street whore" allie finally let tears fall she started getting up but was pulled back
"Thank you for telling me Allie I'm sorry for what you have been through but don't ever think Harry is right you aren't a junkie street whore you are an amazing strong woman that I am so in love with the thought of you almost dying breaks my heart Allie I'm sorry I kicked you out without letting you explain yourself it just hurt you didn't tell me I promise to give you a chance to explain before I jump to conclusions"
"I love you Bea"
"I love you to Alliecat" Bea kissed her
"So we officially had our first fight now do we get make up sex"
"Not right now I'm tired" Beas stomach growled
"and hungry" bea said
"Let's go order a pizza" Allie said laughing
"Oh and Debbie is quite scary when she is mad" Allie said walking out of the room
"What do you mean" Bea asked following her
"Ask Debbie" Allie said walking up to the table where Debbie was
"Ask me what I see you to made up"
"Allie said you are quite scary when mad"
"Oh yeah that well you see I was mad so I went to her apartment told her to fix thing and gave her a key" Debbie said smiling
"I think it was more like I don't like seeing her this way you need to pull your head out of your fucking arse and fix this then you threw a key at me saying Bea made this for me" Allie said laughing
"She said that" Bea couldn't help but laugh
"Yes I thought she was going to beat me up she was so mad at me" Allie laughed
"Oh and you gave kaz quite the laugh to"
"Yeah sorry about that Allie"
"No problem I'm glad you came over you put some sense into me"
"I need pizza" Bea said
"I'll order it" Debbie said going to order it
"So you made me a key" Allie said wrapping her arms around her waist
"Yeah I was going to give it to you in a much more romantic way but Debbie throwing at you works I was thinking you should move in I know it's fast but I understand if you don't want to it just you already pretty much live here so"
Allie cut Bea off with a kiss
"You were rambling and I would love to move in"
"Really"
"Yes"
Bea smiled
"What are you two smiling about" Debbie asked
"Allie is moving in"
"About time you finally asked her"
"You knew"
"Yeah mum talked to me about it making sure I was ok with it"
allies phone started ringing
"hey kaz come to beas for dinner we ordered pizza dinner"
"ok see you later"
"are you going to tell her"
'I don't know maybe"
"hey kaz" Debbie said
"want a beer" bea asked as kaz joined them
"sure thanks"
"can I talk to you mum outside for a second" allie said
they walked outside allie shutting the door
"so what's up I see you two made up"
"yeah I was just going to tell you I'm moving in here bea asked me to"
"so soon I always knew you be a uhal lesbian"
"sadly I am a uhal lez but for bea"
"I'm happy for you allies you deserve happiness you and bea both"
"thanks mum" she hugged kaz they pulled away right when the pizza guy walked up allie payed for it and they headed back inside they all ate their dinner
