Chapter 21

"Allie is hurt because of me"

"No mum she hurt because of Harry"

"What happened to him I remember shooting at him but I don't remember after that"

"Mum he is dead"

"What"

"You helped Allie mum she would of been worse then she is or dead"

Kaz just texted me she said they have news on Allie I'm going to see what happens I'll be back" Maxine said leaving Debbie and Bea

"I'm really glad you are ok mum I was so scared"

"It take a lot to get rid of me Debbie"

"How's Allie" Maxine asked as they went downstairs

"She has been in recovery they said for an hour the doctor said she should of been awake by now her head injuries were bad it's up to Allie when she wants to wake up the doctor also apologized for how long it took to get any news to us they have been monitoring Allie I also told them to put her in Beas room they said it was a two-person room" will said

"How did you manage that Mr. Jackson"

"Please call me will and it's the perks of being an officer"

"Thank you will I'm sure Bea will be grateful"

"No problem"

"You all should go home and get rest" Maxine said

"Maxine is right I don't think they will let anyone see Allie tonight it's too late" they all nodded even kaz

"Can you give us a ride will" Maxine asked

"Yes I can"

"Let me go grab Debbie and tell Bea what's going on"

She made it back up to Beas room she took a breath before entering

"What did they say" Debbie asked

"She has been in recovery they said for an hour the doctor said she should of been awake by now her head injuries were bad it's up to Allie when she wants to wake up the doctor also apologized for how long it took to get any news to us they have been monitoring Allie"

"Mum are you ok"

"I'm fine" she lied

"Will said he got them to put Allie in here after she is out of recovery" Maxine said she knew Bea was not fine

Debbie looked exhausted

"Debbie you can stay at mine and kazs place tonight"

"Ok" she yawned

"We should get going"

"Yeah get some sleep Debbie" Bea

"Mum Bea strong for Allie" I'll be back tomorrow

"Bye Bea" they left the room and went home

Bea laid there and cried she doesn't know how long she eventually fell asleep completely exhausted she woke up the next morning to see Allie laying in the bed next to her Bea struggled for a moment but she forced herself up it wasn't easy she slowly moved to the chair right by Allies bed she took Allies hand with her good hand

"I'm so sorry Alliecat" tears came out

"It's all my fault" she started crying harder

"Please wake up please Allie I need you"

"I" she was cut off she quickly wiped her eyes

"Hey you aren't supposed to get out of bed without help Ms. smith someone has to help you get up we don't want that shoulder getting worse" the nurse said

"I'm sorry I had check on her though"

"Here is a pillow I'll put it under your arm so you can rest it"

"Thank you"

"Take this it's your pain medication"

Bea did as she was told than the nurse left

"I love you Alliecat"

Debbie Maxine and kaz walked in to see Bea sitting next to Allie

"Mum are you supposed to be sitting up" Debbie asked concerned

"It's fine Debbie" Debbie kissed her mum on the head

Kaz kissed allies cheek before her and Maxine sat down on the other side of Allie

The doctor came in to check on Allie

"How is she" kaz asked

"Allie is in a coma we don't know when she will wake up the surgery went well it's up to her now"

"Thank you" kaz said crying

"Come here kaz she will fight through this" Maxine told her as she hugged her

The day was passing quickly Franky Bridget and boomer stopped by bringing flowers than leaving not wanting to crowd them visit hours were coming to an end

"Mum let me help you in bed before we go you need to rest"

"Bea nodded" she felt exhausted and in pain

"Ok we have to go now I'll be back tomorrow mum I love you"

"I love you to Debbie"

Debbie kissed Beas head and then allies before walking out

"Goodnight Bea call if you need anything I know this isn't easy for you" Maxine said

"Thanks goodnight" she walked out leaving kaz

"How are you doing with everything Bea"

"I need her" Bea said in a quiet voice

"I know I do to Bea she's my daughter she's is a strong fighter she will come back to us"

"I hope so"

"Goodnight be I don't want to keep the lady's waiting"

"Night"

Bea looked at Allie again than fell asleep

A few weeks have passed Bea gets to go home today the doctor had her stay until her shoulder wasn't as fragile she didn't want to leave Allie but she needs to be home with Debbie

"I'm worried about you Bea" Maxine said it was just the two on them and Allie in the room

"Why"

"Everything that has happened with Harry and Allie"

"I'm fine don't be worried"

"Bea you clearly are not fine"

She wasn't she was a wreck without Allie she keeps having nightmares that Allie died or never woke up she looked tired

"what if she doesn't wake up"

"She will Bea"

"It's been three weeks already"

"She will wake up just be strong for her"

Kaz and Debbie came in with the doctor

"Ok sign these and you can leave" the doctor said

"I'm sure I'll see you back visiting Allie so I'll say see you later" he laughed

"Ready mum"

"Yeah"

they left and headed back to the apartment Maxine and kaz went to there while Bea and Debbie went home when bea walked in memories immediately flashes back to her she needed to change something in her

"Glad to be home" Debbie asked

"Yeah I am" Bea lied not

"I have a date then I'm going to sams to watch movies are you going to be alright Maxine and kaz will be home"

"Yeah go I'll be fine" she gave Debbie a one arm hug bye ten minutes later Bea hoped in a cab and went to the paint store she bought to cans of paint and stuff to paint the walls with she went back home struggling carry all the stuff with one hand she made it to her door where she saw will

"Hey let me help you" he grabbed the stuff while she unlocked the door he set in down inside and grabbed the two boxes that he had brought

"What's that" Bea asked

"This is stuff from your old house I thought you would like one was filled with picture of Debbie through the years and some with both of them most were in frames the other was Debbie's baby stuff and things she loved but grew out of like her teddy bear she was too old for that's what she had told Bea

"thank you so much will"

"No problem Bea so what are you painting"

"the apartment maybe even my room I need to change it" Bea said sounding said

"Well let me help you I don't work today so I'm free"

"You don't have to"

"I don't mind and plus I have both arms I can help move the furniture out of the way to I'll be a big help"

"Ok" Bea agreed laughing at him

"So how long have you been an officer" Bea asked will while the painted

"I'm going on 11 years"

"Wow you must love the job"

"I do I love being able to help people" will was becoming a good friend to Bea quickly he's a good guy They finished the dining room kitchen and living room

"Want a beer" Bea asked

"Sure" Bea hand him both of them so he could open them

she was glad the apartment felt a little different who knew all she needed in here was paint will rearranged the living room for Bea

"Thank you so much for helping that would of took me weeks" bea said

"No problem at all anything to help a friend I should get going though it's getting late call if you need anything goodnight Bea"

Bea locked the door behind him and went to shower she had to wash the paint off her it took her forever to shower with one arm she could really move the other one she managed to bath then she got out and had some cereal and went to lay down trying to sleep which became difficult she got up knowing she was to going to get any sleep that night I need to keep myself busy she thought she went to the living room and start hanging some pictures good thing I got the fast dry paint she hung the one Debbie gave her and some from the box will gave her after that she stayed up and painted her room and cleaned the apartment making sure it was spotless it was almost 8 when she went to make coffee her shoulder hurt but she ignored it she poured herself a cup starting to take a drink when she heard a knock on the door she got up to get it

"Good morning Bea" Maxine and kaz walked in

"You did this all last night" kaz asked

"Bea did you sleep at all" Maxine asked concerned for her friend

"No I needed to change the apartment and I couldn't sleep too much on my mind" Bea said like it was nothing

Maxine knew what Bea was doing she is burying all her emotions away but it's not going to end good she can see everything changing Bea she is acting like everything is ok with her she is keeping herself busy so she doesn't have to face that Allie still hasn't woken up

"You did this all by yourself" kaz asked

"No I was going to but when I came back from the paint store will was here he stayed and helped me but I hung the pictures and painted my room oh and I cleaned it"

"It's beyond clean in here did you scrub these floors I can literally eat off of them" Maxine said

Bea did overdue it on the cleaning she cleaned until she couldn't anymore she scrubbed the floors all she could do was see allies blood on the tile ignoring the comment

"Will you take me to the hospital I need to see allie" Bea said with a stern look on her face

"Let's go" Maxine said