Note: There is two ways I could of gone with the story and I was having a hard time deciding which one I should choose. Then today I finally came to a decision! I hope everyone is enjoying it so far ,I never expected anyone to read it at first and I'm very grateful to everyone that has. J

Italy's pov

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I was awoken to the sound of my alarm clock going off. The sound was ringing through my pounding sore head. I tried to pull myself up but my whole body was aching, I tried opening my eyes but the light burned to much. My throat felt so dry and I felt like I needed to throw up. I couldn't piece together my memories of last night all I could remember was getting to the bar and talking to Prussia.

"Ah, so you have finally awoken." Romano's voice said sarcastically

"Shhh! My head hurts." I groaned

"I bet it does! Can you remember anything?" Romano laughed

"Getting there. How did I get home?" I mumbled

"I drove you and the Tomato bastard home since I was responsible and didn't drink myself silly. I came in to give you this." He said as he handed me some pain relief and water.

"Thanks." I muffled as I took the pill and a sip of water.

"Well I will leave you to rest Dumb, dumb." Romano said as he exited

Romano has been really nice to me lately I had always thought he hated me but just now he's acting…..well like my brother. I was absolutely exhausted and I felt myself starting to drift off to sleep. I started to have a very weird dream, I was sitting on a table and the song Princess of china was on in the background. After awhile big brother France came other to me and I started laughing. He then kissed me and everything went dark.

I was starting to become conscious again and weirdly enough the dream I had was still popping into my head. It had just felt so real…..*GASP* it did happen! I kissed France I felt totally horrified why would I do such a thing?

There was still something missing….'WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT BACK THERE' I heard Germany say in my head. I was starting to get so frustrated with myself I need to think hard to remember everything.

Suddenly it hit me! I gasped with realisation, Germany had caught me and France then for some reason he was sent out. I then followed and he shouted at me and Romano was shouting. I cringed I can't believe that happened! How can I ever show my face again? What I don't understand is why Germany came back, his girlfriend is pregnant and he knows how mad I am with him what's the point on trying to patch things up now? Even if I do still love him I wouldn't want him to waste his time with me he can have a proper family with Clara and I don't want to ruin that. As I was thinking this I was falling in and out of sleep but finally when my mind was at rest I drifted off again.

Why is Romano so loud? All I wanted to do was sleep but he can't even let me to that! I heard loud voices coming from downstairs I didn't think much of it at first but then things started to get interesting.

"For crying out loud just let me see him for a minute"

"No, why should I?"

"Just to clear things up."

"No you just want to hurt him some more."

"I'm not and why do you care so much anyways"

"He's my brother!"

I couldn't tell who Romano was talking to but I did know it was about me. I listened closer and I heard footsteps coming up the stairs.

"He won't be happy with you.!" I heard Romano say

I was starting to feel a bit better so I pulled myself up so I was sitting up in bed. I was waiting in anticipation for the mystery person to enter the room.

"Italy, can I come in?"

I froze in shock it was the worst person possible to show up here now, Germany.

"Yeah." I groaned

Germany the entered the room and stood before me in front of my bed.

"Look, we really need to speak." Germany said in a stern tone.

"There is nothing to speak about, I don't care anymore." I snapped back

As I said that Germany looked disappointed and his expression turned to sadness more than anger. I felt my heart ache but I needed to stay strong.

"I know you are angry but I want to let you know I-I do love you." Germany said awkwardly.

My heart was beating so fast, I had wished and wished for the day to finally come where Germany would say he loves me and in any other occasion I would have been so happy but I knew this wasn't right. I can never give Germany the things Clara can, if he was with me he couldn't have a proper family but with Clara he could have it all. I just wanted Germany to be happy and for that to happen he had to hate me and be with Clara. Even if my heart is torn to shreds at least I will know Germany will be happy.