Chapter 5

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DISCLAIMER: Harry Potter doesn't belong to me, if it did, Harry and Draco would have ended up together. It all belongs to the stunning Joanne Kathleen Rowling!

WARNING: This is a slash story and does contain adult content.


Chapter 5

"I won't ever leave you Draco. I promise." she said through shakes of tears. It was then when Sasha realised... She was falling for Draco Malfoy.

Someone in the room clear their throat causing the two Slytherins reluctantly come apart. "ALBUS SHE IS UP TO SOMETHING! THIS GIRL WENT INTO AN ANCIENT VAULT! ONE OF THE OLDEST VAULTS THERE IS! NO ONE ALIVE HAS ACCESS TO THE OLDEST HUNDRED VAULTS!" exclaimed Snape.

"Miss Portte, please tell us what you retrieved from the vault." Sasha gripped her bag and stepped back away from all three occupants. They couldn't know. Not yet.

"No!"

"Pass us that bag Portte!" snapped Snape.

"No!"

"Sasha..." began Draco. "Just let them have a look."

"Draco! This is private! What if I said it is a girls thing?"

"That makes no difference what so ever!" snapped Snape.

"Tampons?" Draco blushed, Snape scowled but Dumbledore's face remained neutral. Sasha had to think of something worse. She groaned loudly. Maybe if she could do some wandless magic. 'Please I need the book to transfer to my dorm and something else' she thought once and felt a tiny spark causing her to inwardly gasp. 'Please I need the book to transfer to my dorm and something else to appear instead.' she thought again. She was now backed up against the wall and the three men were walking towards. 'Please I need the book to transfer to my dorm and something else to appear instead.' she thought for the last time and felt her bag instantly become lighter.

"Step back! This is perversion and I feel violated." she spoke proudly but shakily. She noticed Draco hesitate but his frown was still etched on his face. "I'm warning you!" Snape grabbed her bag and she let out an angry shriek. He tipped her bag upside down and they all stared as the contents fell out. Condoms, lubrication, some gay porn magazines. Sasha let out a squeak in actual humiliation. She ran and shoved the things in her bag blushing violently. She grabbed her bag and wrapped her arms around and glared at the other three. Draco was a bit red and avoiding her eyes but had a gleam of amusement in his eyes. Snape was dumb-struck. He was staring at the floor where the offensive items had lain. Dumbledore was quite pale and was frowning at Snape.

"Urghh! You guys have no respect for a girl's privacy! You could have at least called a female to search my bag! I DID not go into an ancient vault. I went into vault 869! Which is actually my own family's vault! You can even ask Griphook. You're lucky I'm not going to report you and these objects aren't for me, the reason I took so long is because I went to Diagon Alley to fetch some stuff for a friend! Well the magazines and condoms are mine..." she said quietly.

"But the goblin said that you may not 'survive'!"

"Because my family warded that Vault pretty well. Even people with their blood can't get in! They get curse or hexed badly. Can I leave? I've dealt with enough humiliation for one day?"

"Just a moment Miss. Portte you said you were going to Gringotts for a good cause..."

"Helping out a friend duuuh?" Dumbledore raised an eyebrow. "Sir you have not respected my privacy so I think it's completely fair for me to act like this." she sniffed. "Fine I went to retrieve something from my vault for Draco."

"Really?" he asked sweetly. Sasha sneered at him.

"Can I go?" she snapped.

"Err yes and Miss Portte we apologise for our misunderstanding." he sighed. Sasha just stormed off grumpily. She walked down the corridors until she heard a voice.

"SASHA! WAIT UP!" she stopped and groaned as Draco reached. He was panting.

"I am so sorry Sasha."

"I don't want to hear it. Just fuck off Malfoy!" she spat. Draco winced.

"Sasha..." and his lips descended on hers. Sasha's eyes widened. This is what she wanted. Draco Malfoy's lips. She parted her own lips allowing the boys tongue to slip in. She moaned and kissed him back with passion. Suddenly, he removed his lips, stared wide eyed at her and ran. Sasha felt her heart break. What was going on? Had Draco just left her? Did he think he was disgusting? No, 'she' not 'he'. She was Sasha not Harry. But she wasn't even supposed to do anything like this as Sasha. Draco Malfoy had just kissed Harry Potter. She knew that she had the same eyes as Harry and same lips apart from hers were a bit softer. She didn't realise she was crying until one tear fell on her hands that she was staring at.

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"Sasha?" a nervous voice asked as soon as Sasha stepped in the head boy and girl room. She looked up and saw Draco sat there.

"Yes?" she forced out in a polite voice.

"Can we talk?" Sasha paused. "Please?" he added.

"Fine." she walked over to the seat the Draco was patting at.

"I'm really sorry about earlier ago. I really like you and all that but..."

"It's the girl you love?"

"Yes. I am so confused with my feelings. I want to forget her because first of all she never knew and because she's gone so there's no point in dwelling on her but I feel as if... She still is here with me all the time. And I feel like I'm betraying her." he whispered. Sasha got up and wrapped her arms around the blond.

"I understand... But what happened to her?"

"I... I... She was m...murdered by a death eater." he sobbed.

"Voldemort!" Sasha was furious and ignored Draco flinch at the name.

"I'm so sorry Draco!" she soothed.

"I want to forget her. I want to love you. It's weird I love both of you." Sasha kissed his forehead. A while later when Draco had calmed down, he looked up and frowned.

"I'm really sorry about the kiss."

"It's ok. Really it is. I can't be with anyone anyway. I'm avoiding relationships and boys."

"Well what about the ehum... All the umm condoms." he asked with a slight smirk.

"I'm not actually going to use them." she said rolling her eyes.

"But then you could get pregnant or get a disease!" Sasha laughed.

"What I mean is, I'm not going to be having sex."

"oh..." he said. "How many times have you had sex?" Sasha raised an eyebrow and Draco looked sheepish. "Sorry... You don't have to answer that..."

"Honestly?" he asked and he nodded. "Well about ten or eleven times only." Draco began choking. "I'm joking! I have never had sex!"

"Really?" he asked dumbly.

"Yeah."

"I thought you and Blaise..."

"Naaah Blaise is gay isn't he?"

"Naaah he's bi." he smirked.

"What about you?"

"Twice..." he answered.

"I would have thought more... no not because I think you some sort of a man whore!" she said quickly at a glare Draco sent her. "Just because your attractive." she grinned. "Anyway who was it with?"

"Pansy first time... We were drunk. Then Blaise was my second. Neither felt right because I was still in love with her." he said.

"So your bi?" Sasha asked shocked.

"No... Yes... I don't think so... Well it was just experimenting. I don't really have a preference. I like someone whether they are a boy or a girl."

"So you get turned on by boys?" Draco looked surprised at the other girls question. Sasha had forgotten that she was a girl talking to a boy about sex. He let out a chuckle.

"No. I get turned on by girls. But if I liked a boy I'd obviously get turned on by him and I'm not saying I don't find a guys body attractive. But I don't know how my parents would react if they found out I was gay." he spoke.

"Wow that must be so confusing." she sighed. "But at least the two people you like are girls." she missed the sad look in his eyes.

They both sat in silence. "Sasha?"

"Mmmhmm?"

"Why can't you get into a relationship?"

"Because I'm leaving this year."

"So is everyone else."

"No... I mean for good. I'm leaving this country." Sasha tried a tone that sounded a bit harsh so Draco would avoid the topic but he seemed to not notice.

"Well we can see each other and owl each other."

"I have to leave everyone behind. It will be impossible." he said as she got up and walked to her room. Draco stared after her feeling a spasm of dread in his stomach. What was happening to him? Was he falling in love with Sasha? But he couldn't forget... No. He should give Sasha a chance. She was pretty and understanding. She knew of Draco's other love so she'd accept that it will take a bit of time. Draco sighed and decided he would sleep too.

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"So what have you planned?" asked Blaise as everyone turned their heads towards Draco and Sasha. She grinned.

"Well it took a little bit of convincing but Draco finally agreed in the end. Everyone has to dress up as a muggle character!" she grinned. Everyone looked her dumbstruck.

"Definitely not!" snapped Theo.

"Oh but come on!" groaned Sasha.

"I like it." grinned Blaise.

"Because hardly anyone knows anything about muggle characters, Sasha will think of some and we will draw it out a hat. When you find out which character you are going to dress up as, you will have to do some research or ask some muggleborns in the school. Sasha will have some books. We are going to get the professors to pick the best dressed student." Draco said. "Everyone will do this. Gather around." everyone gathered round and found out their character. "And no telling anyone!" Sasha took her piece of parchment and grinned. 'Princess Jasmine'. She wondered who would be Aladdin.

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"Where are we going?" Blaise hissed.

"The room of requirements?" Sasha answered. It was eleven in the night and Sasha had snuck out along with Blaise with a reason she hadn't revealed.

"Why?"

"Just come." she whispered then walked three times along the door tying all loopholes. When they walked in there were warrior dummies around the room and it looked similar to the room the DA used. "Right. I'm going to let you in on another secret." Blaise looked excited. Sasha muttered the finite spell and took a seat on the couch.

"Do you know... I can't decide which one of you is hotter. Sasha or Harry." smirked Blaise. Harry rolled his eyes.

"Anyway... Have you ever heard of the Esmeralda Almas?" Blaise nodded. "I am the master of it." he said causing Blaise to burst into fits of coughs.

"Sorry what?!"

"I'm here to get control of my power. Please put a shield spell over yourself." Blaise complied instantly. Harry turned to a dummy and without a wand. Without speaking he thought of the incantation of 'Expeliarmus' and a burst of red shot flew out of his hands and set the dummy on fire. The force of the spell caused Harry to fly backwards "oooft!" he groaned as he landed.

"Potter!" Blaise yelled and ran to his side. "What the fuck Potter! Agumentai!" he said and the fire and it went out.

"I need a lot of control before I go to my lessons! This is a disaster! It's Monday tomorrow! What do I do?"

"I know what you do. Once when I was little, my magic went a little crazy my mum led me to the couch and I had to close my eyes, focusing on all my magic for half an hour. I did that for days until I found a grip on it. Try it." He smiled. "We can pretend you're ill for how long it takes you."

Harry sat on the couch, crossed his legs and closed his eyes. He took a deep breath and began looking to find his magic. Ten minutes late he was in a dark place and there where green waves floating around and it was beautiful. There were all his happy memories floating around in bubbles. One caught his eye. It was when Sasha and Draco had kissed. He did this until there was a beep. Harry opened his eyes, never feeling as calm as he did now. Blaise was sat across him.

"How do you feel?"

"Brilliant!" he grinned.

"I don't think you got a grip on your magic did you?"

"Nope... But let's check if we got anywhere. Expelliarmus!" he said at the dummy. The dummy flew back, its fake wand flying up and setting on fire and the dummy hit the wall with a loud bang and fell apart.

"Ouch!" said Blaise frowning at the dummy. "Still too powerful but progress has been made."

"Blaise you are incredible! I think I could kiss you right now!" Harry grinned.

"Please do." Harry chuckled.

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/knock knock knock/

Sasha groaned. She forced herself up and searched for the offending noise. She looked at the door and realised someone was knocking. "Come in..." she called. Blaise walked in smirking. "Blaise do you know what time it is!? It's bloody half five in the morning! Get out!"

"not a morning person I see." Sasha scoffed. "I just wanted to get here before anyone else did. Look what I have." he said and held up a rectangle. Sasha looked at it and was reminded of a wriggley's chewing gum.

"Chewing gum Blaise?" she spoke irritated.

"Not just any chewing gum. It's a Weasley twin product. You chew on the grey side and you get a fever. Then you chew on the green side and they make you fine again."

"Brilliant Blaise! Do you still want that kiss?" she teased.

"Not with a morning breath like yours!" he snidely remarked. "Maybe another time though love." he winked and let.

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Sasha slept the whole day because of her fever. At three in the afternoon, her eyes opened and she saw a frowning blonde tending to her.

"Sasha! You're awake!?"

"Hi Draco. I feel awful!"

"I know you do." he said sadly. He walked over and placed a cold towel over his forehead. Sasha winced as it touched her hot scar. "You ok?"

"mhmmm what time is it?" she asked.

"Quarter past three. Lessons have finished. Are you ok now... Blaise said he'd take over when you would wake. Shall I get him?" Sasha nodded eagerly and inwardly cursed when she saw the hurt look in the boy's eyes. Then it flickered to understanding then even more hurt.

"Draco..."

"I'll go and call him." he said and forced a smile on his face. The said boy came in ten minutes later.

"Thank god!" Sasha exclaimed grabbing the chewing gum off Blaise and chewing the green side. "Let's go."

"Wait." he spoke seriously. "Draco has been wit you all day. He really cares about you. I just don't want you to hurt him. That will definitely happen since you're actually Potter so I'm telling you now. Don't drag this along. The weird thing is, he has been like in love with someone for a few years now and then he suddenly went into depression. He won't tell me what happened... But I do know he resulted in self harm..." Sasha gasped. "Now he is falling for you... When you're not even real. I don't want to know of the consequences. You know what you have to do." Sasha nodded and let the tears fall from her eyes.

"I c... Care about him too." she sobbed.

"Shhh I know you do love." he soothed.

After a while, both teens walked up to the room of requirements. Harry went straight for the couch and began his thirty minute routine. About twenty minutes later Harry found what he was looking for. A green ball of magic. He grabbed it and waited until the ball let him control it. He had done it. He had managed to control his magic.

/Beep...Beep...Beep/

Harry opened his eyes and grinned at Blaise.

"I'm assuming you found your magic?" The boy grinned back.

"Expelliarmus!" he yelled the dummy and Harry caught the wand that flew out of its hand. "I can control how much force I want in my spells now!" he exclaimed happily.

Both left the room in a good mood. They stood outside the door when Blaise stopped them.

"You're still Harry!" he whispered. Harry cursed. "Wait!" Blaise said and his lips descended on Harry's. Blaise ran his Tongue along Harry's lip.

/Bang/

Someone was coming down the corridor so they broke apart. Harry muttered the spell and he instantly became Sasha again.

"The kiss you owed me." smirked Blaise. Sasha chuckled but had a nervous feeling in her stomach. That kiss was nice on the lips but it didn't have the feeling that Draco's had. Maybe Harry Potter wasn't gay after all.


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