Synopsis: Because of their strong bond, they were together. However, after taking his beloved twin back, a strange affection grew inside Akashi's heart. Is it called a forbidden love? /"Then, let me love him in that way."/ How will they overcome that feeling? -Akakuro pairing-

Disclaimer: I don't own Kuroko no Basket. It owns by the original author. I only owns the OCs and the story. This story has no effect with the original story. The picture is not mine. Thanks for am7ji in DeviantART for this beautiful cover artwork.


Chapter 9

Another week passed without any trouble. The end of our first year in Teikou Middle School was nearer day by day. Tetsuya began to study harder with me or Furusawa as his tutor. Actually he was a fast learner, but it was not the point of him. He was a hardworking person like father. He didn't wish perfection from the very first, but he made his effort perfect in the end. It was the reason why he made me win my bet to place him in the first string.

"You are studying for a whole week. Don't you want to have a break?" I asked him while we had our dinner together without father.

"I'll try my best. I don't want to make you or father feel ashamed of my capability. I'll improve my academic results." He said it eagerly as eagerly as eating his vanilla ice-cream desert.

"You don't have to exert your effort, Tetsuya. I won't feel ashamed of anything about you. You're already great in my eyes." I tried to convince him, but it seemed he didn't want to hear anything about it. He tried to give his best, and it was his final decision.

Tap tap tap…

Furusawa entered the dining room. He brought something. With him, maybe two pieces of small paper?

"Seijuuro-sama, Tetsuya-sama, there are tickets send by Master." He handed over the ticket to me.

"What ticket are they?" I read the ticket slightly and waited him to explain.

"The business colleague of Master gave those VIP tickets to celebrate the opening of his new amusement park in Yokohama. He asked Seijuuro-sama to be one of his VIP guess in the opening."

"Is it not in the form of invitation?"

"The official invitation was directly sent to your father. He only sent the tickets to both of you."

"When is it, Sei-kun?" Tetsuya asked excitedly.

"It's this Sunday. You want to go?" I offered.

Tetsuya hesitated a little.

"But I promised Aomine-kun to study together on Sunday."

Daiki? They promised to meet together without me knowing? How dare that Aho. There's no why I would let Daiki approached my Tetsuya without my permission.

"No problem, I'll tell Daiki. You don't have to be worried. Once in a while we need to refresh our mind."

"Um." He nodded in excitement.


It was a date. I thought it would be a date. Really, there should be only him and me, but…

"Woah! Kuroko?" Someone unknown to me waved his hand to Tetsuya. He had a short black hair and average height. He used jeans and white T-shirt.

"Ogiwara-kun?" Tetsuya greeted the boy back.

"Who is him?" I asked as well as frowned.

"He is my neighbor who helped me before." He explained.

The boy came nearer and greeted me.

"Good afternoon, Kuroko. Who is him?" That Ogiwara asked Tetsuya while smiling so wide.

"He is my brother, Akashi Seijuuro." Tetsuya answered in monotonous tone.

"Brother?" He looked confused. "I never heard you have a brother."

"It's a long story, but we are twin."

"Twin? Woah, you two don't look anything alike." He stepped back because of the surprising statement.

"Good afternoon, Ogiwara-san. Thank you for helping my brother back then." I bowed slightly.

"Ah, nice to meet you, Akashi-kun." He bowed too. He returned to Tetsuya. "So, your house was empty because you are really moving?"

Tetsuya nodded.

"I live with my real family now."

"Eh?" He looked so confused again, but he continued. "So, Kuroko-san is not your real family?"

"She is the mother who raises me, but not who gave birth to me." Tetsuya explained again. Ogiwara nodded in disbelief, but he was accepted that since he could not do anything about it.

After that, we spent an hour to tell everything about us to that teen. Of course Tetsuya who gave the most explanation but honestly, it irritated me. He had taken my precious rare time with my twin brother easily like it was normal for him to give us trouble. Then, after a long story…

"I was here alone, can I join you?" He asked.

I frowned. It supposed to be my first date with my brother. Why should an unknown person tail us? I hated to be this mean, but I don't want to say 'yes' even if he was so kind to Tetsuya back then.

"It's okay." Tetsuya looked at me, asking for permission. He showed me his puppy eyes and it was very cute. Damn, it seemed I was lost. I didn't have any choices or Tetsuya would be sad or mad at me.

"You can join us." I forced myself to say that happily.

"Yes, let's play together."

We rode a Jet Coaster and yelled loudly while Ogiwara in front of us screamed like he was the only one there who enjoyed his trip on the Jet Coaster. After that, Tetsuya and Ogiwara excitedly moved to a childish Merry-Go-Round in the middle of the park. Because of the childishness, I refused to ride. How could I face my father's colleague if he caught me riding that thing? Although I was thirteen years old and so as them, I should act as the heir who had maturity. I couldn't do something recklessly or everything about me set by father would be ruined.

When Merry-Go-Round went around some times and showed Tetsuya and laughing Ogiwara, Tetsuya waved his hand warmly to me. I paid him back and he set his rare smile slightly. It seemed he really enjoyed it, the experience he never felt before. It was something that would be really valuable for him in the future. As long as he was not crying and sad anymore, I would do everything to keep it. It was not only because he was my precious twin brother but because he was the one I love who shared the same bond as me. Although my love to him was growing and growing, screaming and screaming, I had to resist it. If I forced Tetsuya to love me in the same way I loved him, I was afraid he would leave me someday.

"Sei-kun!" Tetsuya and Ogiwara waved their hands to me. I waved back when they joined me. We sat on the bench and decide what we would do next. And that annoying brat was the one who said his will firstly and loudly.

"I want to visit a ghost house!" he said enthusiastically.

Tetsuya and I stared at him in expressionless face. I knew we had the same idea about a ghost house.

"It's foolish. They are human, you know." I commented.

"It's not scary at all." Tetsuya added.

"Came on! Are you frightened?" Ogiwara grabbed our hands and walked to the ghost house.

"Well, I don't have any choices." Tetsuya sighed. I looked at him smiling like before. It seemed he really enjoyed this adventure. Thanks to that brat, my Tetsuya looked better than his usual self.

But WAIT! Is he smiling for that brat?

"Ne Sei-kun. It is so enjoying, isn't it? If only both of us here, it seems we will spend a day in the bench and see people passing by." He laughed a little.

"But I prefer to be with you alone. Only two of us..." I said it jelously.

He nodded.

"Let's spare time later." He added.

Then, we entered the ghost house. There were several ghosts that didn't frighten us at all, even Tetsuya was still in his deadpanned expression. Only Ogiwara screamed uproariously like he was seeing the real one.

"Why do you still calm?" He protested.

"This is not scary at all." We said in unison.

"Now I understand how similar both of you!" He yelled in front of the exit gate.

"You are so noisy, Ogiwara." I commented. Instead of frowning, he was laughing.

"Ne, let's eat something." He added in another second.

We walked together to a burger shop in the park area. While I ate French fries and salad, Tetsuya drank his vanilla milkshake and Ogiwara ate pile of burgers. He reminded me of someone. Ah yes, his stomach was similar to Aomine's.

"Ah, Sei-kun, I didn't tell you before that Ogiwara was my friend in playing basketball." Tetsuya opened a conversation.

"Oh, do you play basketball in middle school too?" I asked.

"Ah yes. I was in Meiko Middle School." He answered enthusiastically.

"Ah, Meiko. I know that school." I ginned. How could I forget one of the strongest schools in Winter Cup this year? However, they were lost in the semi final, I'm sure they will be better next year.

"So, you are in the basketball team too?" He asked.

"I'm the captain." I replied monotonously.

He stood up in surprise. He widened his eyes.

"Don't you a first year? Because both of you are twin."

"Yes, and I was already the captain." I added.

"Sugoi! You must be so strong! I'll wait to play with both of you in the next match." He commented furiously. I could see a little challenge in his eyes like he was already trilled from the game we never played before.

"I count on it." I grinned.

"Let's play together next year." Tetsuya added.

"Um."

Drrrrt drrrrt drrrt.

Ogiwara took his mobile phone. He opened the message and read it a moment.

"I must go. My mom is waiting for me in the station." He took his bag after ate his last burger.

"Please send my greetings to . Tell her not to worriying me." Tetsuya said.

"Um. See ya Kuroko—eh Akashi-tachi." He waved his hand and went out the shop.

I continued to eat my salad while Tetsuya sipped his last drop of Vanilla Milkshake.

"I'm full." He said.

"I can't believe you are okay with a glass of milkshake." I frowned.

"I'm used to eat nothing before, so my stomach was easily to fulfill."

It was because no one cooked for him?

"Ano, Sei-kun."

"Um?"

"Let's see the sunset in the Ferris Wheel together." He offered and pointed the Ferris Wheel which surely huge.

I nodded instantly as I finished the last spoon of my salad. We went out the shop and walked toward that thing. We rode it and it moved little by little to the top. From the top, we could see the sea surrounding the park. Although it was vast and nothing special there, its color of the water was so beautiful. It was made by the sunset in the west which reflects the color of rainbow. I never saw something like that before.

"It's so beautiful, isn't it?" Tetsuya touched the glass of the Ferris Wheel like he was already touching the real sea. He smiled a little and looked at me then. I could see the beautiful light reflected on his face through the glass, made it so shine and warm.

"Um." I agreed. I moved forward a little and touched his cheek. He was blushing like in the bathroom before but his expression was so warm, so beautiful, and so soft. Was him a goddess? I might see an illusion. He was so beautiful and untouchable. It was like he was out of my reach.

Whenever I felt like this, it was so damn hurt. I could not move further. I just stopped and could not think clearly. What am I afraid of? Am I afraid of him rejecting me? No, it was something more than that. Like a fragile glass that would break instantly when I grabbed it too hard. Tetsuya was like that. He was so invisible and that invisibleness made my heart afraid of his existence. I'm afraid of breaking him into pieces.

I pulled my hand. It made him feel so surprise. He widened his eyes. However, I turned my face in the other direction, avoiding his direct eyes.

"Why? Why are you stopping, Sei-kun?" He asked in serious tone. It was like he was pissed off.

"No reason. I just want to touch you. Because of that Ogiwara, I didn't touch you yet today." I said but it was not satisfying him at all.

"No, I don't need an excuse. In the bath too, you stopped."

I frowned. I was silenced.

I hesitated to make any move. Am I wrong now?

"I don't stop anything."

"So why did you avoid my eyes?"

Tetsuya made his move. It shook the Ferris Wheel a moment but when he was stopped in the middle of the narrow space, the shaking was also stopped. He reached both of my cheeks with his hands. It surprised me for a second but it was not the most surprising thing. He pulled me and kissed me. I could sense how our lips pressed each other. It was so intimidating as well as passionate. It didn't take long and it was a very light kiss.

"Tetsuya?"

"If you want to touch me, then touch me. If you want to kiss me, then kiss me. If you want to hug me, then hug me. Please don't hold yourself anymore, Sei-kun. We need each other. When you hurt inside because you are afraid to touch me, I feel the same feeling. I was hurt even deeper. So please, don't stop to touch me, don't stop to need me."

His deadpanned expression changed. It was warmer, it was more beautiful. I could not hold myself again. How much I resisted not to touch him, I wanted to touch him. Maybe it was wrong; maybe our feeling was now too deeper from brotherly love, but I didn't care anymore. I needed Tetsuya, I needed him as the one I loved, as the one I wanted to touch so much.

"Is it okay?" I confirmed.

He smiled and nodded. Almost at the same time, I pulled him into me and kissed him passionately. It was deeper and sensual. I almost forgot how to breathe, because I was too hungry to touch him. However sometimes we spared a second or two to breathe and continued.

"Sei-kun…" He moaned and let my name slipped from his wet lips in the interval.

Without answering him, I took his lips again and again. It was the longest kiss I ever did. Even to a girl, I never kissed with this kind of style. Maybe it was the most erotic one, and I should not do this to my twin. But how could I resist this feeling again. For me Tetsuya was the one I loved in this world. He was the one I wanted to touch, to love, and all. If we had the same feeling, if our bond was tighter than other pairs of twin, if this love turned to be forbidden, then let me loved him in that way. Because we were already fallen to this love, let Tetsuya and I trapped in this forbidden love forever. I didn't care. I didn't care. Because I loved him, because he was the only one I loved.

I pulled myself. We breathed heavily as the Ferris Wheel slower down.

I patted his hair and wiped our saliva in his lips. He blushed so red but he didn't let his hand let of my hand.

"Sei-kun…" He called.

"I love you. Even the world don't recognize it, I'll love you in the way I want to love you." I said.

He caressed my cheek and smiled again.

"Thank you. I love you too."

The Ferris Wheel was stopped. We helped each other to stand up as the door opened automatically.

We were holding hand and said goodbye to the amusement park.

"Let's visit this park again in another time, Sei-kun." Tetsuya said happily although his expression returned to his expressionless one.

"Um." I nodded in excitement.


OMAKE 1

Kuroko and Midorima's scene in the train

(Kuroko's POV)

I told him, the teen with green hair and a stuffed animal in his right hand. He was silent in his disbelief or maybe confusion, but I let him. I didn't want to force an understanding to him. He could feel free to choose if he wanted to believe or not.

With those green eyes, he looked at the dark background outside the glass. He showed no emotion. I almost could not read what actually in his mind. Since I told him about my past and how Sei-kun helped me and took me back to Akashi's household including the last message my mother send me but eventually hurting me in the end, he was completely silent like a dead doll.

He might think that this story was crazy. Yes, it was. I thought so, but it was the reality. It was like a miracle when I met Sei-kun and he acknowledged me as his twin. I remembered well before Sei-kun claimed me as his twin, I tried to make Aomine, my light, to save me. But how hard I tried, our bond seemed different from what Sei-kun and I have. In the deepest of my heart, my sense, my body, and my heart, Sei-kun was completely there. He was like an absolute light that I could not defy at all. From our first meeting, although I thought it was crazy, his light fired my heart instantly. He was my savior, I claimed it. However, but I thought that he seemed far away, seemed untouchable, I was clinging with Aomine-kun who always kind to me. However, the fate said so. In the end, I was really able to be my beloved one, Sei-kun, my brother and the one I loved besides mother.

"Let's stop in the next station." Midorima-kun said in a deep tone. His gaze was still outside, in the dark I could not figure out. While the train was still running in the fastest way, he never let the darkness consumed his deep thinking little by little. In that green eyes there was a clearness about what to do. With my long explanation he was not confused in the end. He should make his resolvement. Surely if it was Midorima-kun.

We stopped in the next station and walked outside the underground station. Outside was so crowded. I never stopped in this area so I felt so surprise.

"For what we stop here, Midorima-kun?" I asked as he walked in front me and searched a certain shop.

"I need to buy my lucky item for tomorrow. If I leave you in the train by yourself, Akashi will kill me nanodayo." He adjusted his glasses and moved to a ceramic shop.

"Ceramic shop?"

He bought a ceramic plate with chinese caligraphy there. After paying he left the shop without another word.

"Ano, let's go home, Midorima-kun." I asked.

"One shop more."

I nodded as we entered a doll shop.

"Do you need another doll?"

"I need a stuffed animal."

He searched a dog stuffed animal, a big one and purchased it. He handed it to me.

"It's for you. I could not bring it. My hand is already full."

I stared at him in confusion.

"So why do you buy this if you cannot bring it by yourself?" I frowned.

"It's your lucky item for tomorrow, nanodayo. It's not under my care, but Akashi will blame me if something bad happens to you after I take care of you."

As I though. He was really a tsundere. After hearing such a story and what happened to me yesterday, he always thought to do something for me. Although he was cold outside, he was really warm inside.

"Thank you, Midorima-kun. I'll treasure this." I set a light smile. It made him blush a little but he threw his face in another direction and walked toward the shop door as soon as possible.

"You don't have to treasure that, nanodayo."


OMAKE 2

(Furusawa's POV)

It was a sudden night I met my master, Tetsuya-sama, in the mansion. I almost forgot to greet him properly when he moved here. It was because I was pretty busy and didn't have a good time to meet him. However, that night was different. I completely lost my coolness. Okay, I should introduce myself again in the dining room or else, but it should not in that place.

"Oh you are―" A voice surprised me suddenly.

I already unbuttoned my shirt when Tetsuya-sama suddenly pooped from nowhere besides me in a bathroom.

"Tet-Tetsuya-sama?" I said it in disbelief. He was washing his face for a moment and faced me again.

"You are Furusawa-san, right?" He confirmed.

"Yes." I buttoned my shirt quickly and bowed slightly.

"You don't have to do that if you are going to take a bath." He said it monotonously and smirked a little.

"But―"

"For me Furusawa-san will always cool even without showing me his coolness." Tetsuya-sama walked toward the door and nodded slightly.

"See you, Furusawa-san." He disappeared as the door was closed.

I blushed, maybe. My young master said that I was cool? He was really different from Seijuuro-sama who always commanded me in his terrifying tone. For me, my blue haired young master was like an angel from heaven. However, when Seijuuro-sama was with him, it seemed that he would turn into an angel too. Honestly, I was so relieved that Tetsuya-sama chose to be with him. Seeing those beloved young masters together made me so happy in the deepest of my heart. And I hope that they would be together forever.


The special chapter was dooooneeee! Actually I was watching an old anime and it was more than 100 episodes, so this fanfic is late to update. I'm so sorry to make you waiting. *bows deeply*

Thank you for reading and leaving review and making this story your favorite and following this story *bows*…I will be so happy if someday the followers are more than 100. However, I was so happy reading your review. They are like energy for me to write the rest chapters. Actually I considered making two omakes because some people chose Midorima's scene and I just cannot abandon it, so I decide to make the omake. And the second omake is for Furusawa. Poor him, although he is only an OC, he never spoilt his feeling toward his masters. However his feeling to the twin is purely affection toward a young brother, no more. He thinks a lot that both of them are cute younger brother. Until the end of the story, he will be appears so many because he was an essential supportive character.

The best news today is that I upload chapter 10 in the same time as this chapter. I already finished chapter 10 before writing a single word for this chapter, because I needed brainstorming and making plot and so on for this chapter. Then, please don't blame Ogiwara for slightly ruining the twin's first date (I already explain in the story that stoic Akashi and quiet Kuroko would sit on the bench and seeing people passing by until sunset (or the worst they will playing shogi there). Because of that, I think that they need someone to make them really playing in the amusement park). At least in this chapter, I tried to describe actually how Seijuuro's real feeling toward Tetsuya and I hope that you'll understand that it is not easy to construct a feeling of a character and describe them.

Finally, although the next chapter is awaiting you, I'll still provide the spoiler. See you in the next chapter and please leave a review about this chapter.

Spoiler for Chapter 10:

What is the relationship of their captain and their phantom player? Why are they always together lately? They were just curious about it. Now that everyone knew about it, how would Generation of Miracles and Momoi react?