"Dave.. Are you awake..?" I open my eyes, turning over in bed to stare into the bright orange eyes of none other than my brother, Dirk. I smile and he smiles back.
"Yeah.. I'm awake. What's up..?"
"I wanted to ask.. Does this mean- Well- Are we-"
"You're stuttering.." I smile as I say this, brushing a hand over Dirk's cheek. He blushes and I can't help but love that I can do that to him.

"Sorry.." He looks off to the side, embarrassment showing clearly in his eyes. "I wanted to ask.. Since we both love each other like, you know... Does that mean we're.. together..?"
My heart stops. I can't breath. Did- Did Dirk really just ask me that?

"Do you want us to be together?" I ask this in a quiet, shy tone, unsure if I'm understanding his question correctly.

"Well.. Yeah.. If you're ok with it.."
At this, I throw myself on him, hugging him tight as we lie beneath the blankets in only our boxers. He's blushing and smiling and I can't help but do the same. "I'm more than ok with it.."

And then he's kissing me again. It's soft and sweet and everything but what I had always expected. I can't help but pull back slightly though when his hand's move down to grab my ass. "B-bro.." I don't even have to say anything else because just then.. he stops, looking me in the eyes. I've never seen the look he has before and honestly, it makes me feel a bit uncomfortable.

"Sorry.. I didn't mean to move that fast.." Dirk's voice is quiet, if not a bit sad and I don't like it.

"Dirk.. It's fine I just- I've never really done anything like this.." I blush, nuzzling my face into his shoulder in hopes of hiding it. He doesn't laugh at me or anything though.. Instead, he keeps his hands still and kisses my head.

"Dave.. If I make you uncomfortable you can tell me. I don't want to do anything you're not ok with."

I blush and bite my lip as I listen to him. I don't know how far I'm ready to go with him but... I do know I want to try things. "I'm ok bro. I just didn't expect that.." I say this quietly, my hands moving to rest on his chest, and he smiles at me.

"Well how about this.. I'll try a few things.. And if you get uncomfortable just let me know."

I blush darker and nod. "Ok.."

And then he's grabbing my ass again. I try not to jump but I do.. And the weirdest, most embarrassing squeak ever escapes my lips, causing Dirk to chuckle. "Sh-shut up.." I say this half heartedly, more embarrassed than upset.

"Sorry.. You're just really cute.." My eyes go a bit wide when he says this.. He.. thinks I'm cute..?

"Thanks. I guess.."

He laughs softly and brings a hand up to my cheek. "You're welcome. Now.. come here.." He kisses me again, this time slightly harder. I kiss back eagerly and soon both his hands are on my ass again, squeezing and massaging rhythmically. I moan softly and that's when I feel a familiar heat in my boxers. No. No I CAN NOT pop a boner in front of Dirk! He'll probably laugh at me!

"You ok..?" His lips have left mine and I'm blushing like crazy. "Yeah.. I'm ok."

"Alright.. Just tell me to stop if I go too far ok?" I nod and the next thing I know, he's flipping us over so that he's on top of me and.. Holy shit. He's straddling me. I stare up at Dirk but soon I can't. Why? Because now he's kissing my neck, his hands on my hips.

"Ah~ D-Dirk~" I tilt my head back a bit to give him more room and I can feel him smile against my skin. I can't believe this is actually happening.. DIRK'S ON TOP OF ME! I can't help but smile widely as his lips move over my skin. This is a literal dream come true and I must be the happiest guy alive right now. But then that heat comes back again and I have to squeeze my legs tight together to hide the fact that yeah.. this is a huge turn on.

"Dirk.. N-no more.." I say this out of fear, although I really don't want it to end. I can't help it though. All I can think is that Dirk will start laughing at me if he finds out I'm getting a boner. But once he's off me, I want to cry. He was finally giving me what I wanted and now he's just lying beside me, apologizing for going too far. Great. Now he'll never kiss me like that again.

"Dirk.. It's fine. You didn't go to far. I just- I'm sorry. It's my fault.." I turn to my side, facing away from him so he can't see why I asked to stop. I can't believe this... I'm such an idiot. I'm such a stupid.. Idiotic moron. I don't deserve to have Dirk. I don't deserve any of this. I should've just died back there in the hospital. I should've slit my throat instead of my wrists..

"Dave.. Don't say that. Come on... It's not your fault. Just tell me what's wrong. Why are you crying?" I can feel Dirk's arms tight around my waist now, hugging me from behind and I start to shake a bit. "D-Dirk.. I'm sorry.." I turn over, hugging him back tightly. I don't know why I'm crying so much now but I can't help but feel overwhelmed with all the recent events. "I'm sorry for starving myself.. for cutting.. for doing stupid shit when I found that picture. I'm sorry I was mean to Jake.. I'm sorry I almost killed myself.. I'm just so sorry bro. I'm so, so, sorry.."

And for the rest of the night.. I just hold onto Dirk and cry. And I don't stop crying until I fall asleep. But... The only difference about this time is that.. for once.. I'm not crying out of sadness, but out of relief.. And the last thing I hear before I do fall asleep, is Dirk whisper, "It's ok Dave. I'm here."

And that's all I need because now... I know I'm not alone.


Ok, so thanks SOOOO much for reading! Sorry about the name change but y'know.. I feel the new title fits better.

Anyway.. It was going to continue to some other stuff as well as Dirk and Dave's first time but y'know what? I wrote one smut fanfic and I really like the story ending here. It's a happy ending and hey, it's cute. Also... With this ending, I can make more fanfics that follow up from it. I may even make one that tells the full story of Dave and John's breakup as well as how John and Karkat got together. So yeah... I hope you all enjoyed this fic. It's my first ever chapter fanfic so reviews mean a lot.

Again.. Thanks for reading!