"McNally…"

"Don't." Sighed Andy as she got out of the truck once they had arrived home. After Oliver told them to go home Andy went straight to locker rooms to change back into her civvies before leaving the division and she hadn't said a word the whole ride home. Hadn't even looked to him. Grabbing her bag she headed inside. She didn't want to talk. There was nothing to say right now. Marlo had wound her up too much. Unlocking the door she dumped her bag on the side before heading to the bathroom to run a bath. She needed to try and relax. Needed to unwind.

Sam sighed as she just headed into the house and got out of the truck and followed her in. Closing the door behind him he headed up to the bedroom and glanced over to the bathroom and sighed. "Andy it's nothing personal." Sam told her as he looked to her before slowly going to the bathroom doorway. "Maybe you did go back to work too soon. This was something we were never prepared for."

"Well it sure as hell feels damn personal." Andy mumbled as she stood by the bath and watched it fill after she popped the plug in and turned the water on. "Why couldn't he send her home? She's not even supposed to be there."

"She's got a job to do Andy and she's doing it. You can't let her get to you. Be the bigger person. You both wound each other up today."

Andy looked to him. "How can I let it go? She might be carrying your child. Liking her isn't top of my list right now." Shaking her head she looked back down to the bath.

"And right now isn't the time for us to have a fall out. Oliver sent us home because he felt that was what was best for you. We have to accept that. You went back to work too soon. We have to admit that."

Andy rolled her eyes briefly and kept her eyes on the bath as she watched it fill. "You don't know how I'm feeling." She stated keeping her arms tightly around herself.

"No you don't get to that." Snapped Sam as he looked to her. "You don't get to play that card because it's not just you who lost something Andy! I lost a baby too! It hurts me as much as it hurts you! You should have never had confronted Marlo like that in the first place and certainly not in the division. Do you have any idea how awkward work is going to be while she is still there? We are supposed to be in this together remember?"

Andy turned to look at him. "But you could have another baby…with her…"

"I don't want a baby with her. I hope that baby isn't mine. How many times do I have to tell you that? Right now we can't do anything until that baby is born but I've told you, you are the ones I want to have babies with McNally. Not Marlo. Not anyone else. You." Sighing in frustration he moved in front of her and rested his hands on her arms. "Look…I'm sorry it's come to this right now. And we are both still hurting…but you can't go around hating the world over something that is considered natural…" Sighing he pulled her to him and wrapped his arms around her and lent his head down on hers. "Stop being so angry." He whispered to her before he then looked down to her. "Have a bath…relax…" He told her before pressing a kiss to her forehead before he then left her to it and headed downstairs. Sitting down on the sofa he sighed to himself before he ran is fingers over his face a little. He really didn't know what to do. He didn't want Andy to feel this way and now this whole thing had blown up with Marlo, she was just even more angry at the world. Relaxing back on the sofa he grabbed his cell phone as he gave Oliver a quick text. He knew he was just doing his job and doing what was best for Andy. Looking up now and again to see if he could hear Andy come out of the bathroom he drummed his fingers on his leg a little. He needed to snap her out of this funk. Needed to get his Andy back because right now she had turned into the Andy from when she first lost the baby and most of the time he didn't know what to say to her. Everything was so hard right now and they had had their fair share of hard times over the years. Getting up from the sofa he headed back upstairs and waited in the bedroom for Andy. He didn't want them to be in this weird mood with each other or have an atmosphere. They needed to be strong.
As the door finally opened he looked to her and smiled a little. "Thought you were going to stay in there all night." He commented with a soft smile.

Towel wrapped around her, Andy looked to him before she shrugged a little and headed over to her side of the bed. "Was tempted." She mumbled as she sat on the edge of the bed.

"McNally please…" Sighed Sam as he moved over to her and sat behind her as he moved his arms around her middle and pressed a soft kiss to the back of her neck. "I hate it when we fight." He mumbled before he rested his forehead on her shoulder and sighed. "Just tell me what I can do to make this okay again?"

Andy sighed as she looked back to him. "I don't know." She admitted before looking ahead of her and just stared at the wall. "I thought I'd be okay going back to work…that I'd get back into my routine and eventually I'd…forget." She whispered before shrugging. "But I can't. I can't help but think of what we might have had…what we should have. I feel like a huge part of me is missing and that it's something that I'm never going to get back. I look at my scar and it's a constant reminder of what we lost. The everything with Marlo…I freaked. All the emotions I'd blocked away…the anger I felt but never showed at first all finally came bursting out. I took it out on her." She admitted hanging her head a little. "Jealous of what she's going to have…and what she's possibly going to have with you." She mumbled playing with her fingers a little.

Tightening his arms around her he kissed her head and just held her close to him. "You don't need to be jealous of her. It's a possibility I'm having a baby with her. But it's also a possibility that I am not. But everything you are feeling…it's completely normal…you don't need to suppress any feelings…never feel like you have to do that either. Take another few weeks off work…let everything with Marlo settle down…get yourself back to normal…if you wanna cry then cry. If you wanna shout then you shout at me…"

"I'm not going to shout at you…" Frowned Andy with a sigh before she shrugged a little. "I'm normally so…sympathetic to others…yet when we lost the baby I just felt numb…sure I cried…but there was no real emotion. Just loneliness and emptiness…but now? I don't know what to feel because there is so much to feel…so much to be angry about…"

"Time to let some of that emotion out now…" He whispered to her as he kept his arms tightly around and just stayed there. She needed him more than ever right now. She might not admit that but he knew it deep down. Sighing to himself he kissed her head before he gently bought her back with him as he laid down on the bed and kept her close to him. He could feel how tense she was right now. "Relax." He whispered to her as he gently rubbed her arms. He didn't care she was just in a towel he just wanted to hold her. Make everything okay. They would get through this. He knew they would. They just had to tackle these next couple of months together as a couple and not against each other. It was them against the world.