Guys I'm so freaking sorry.
I'm such and idiot and I let you all down.
Well, here's a new chapter for all of you.
Hope you like it, reviews are greatly appreciated.
What? Okay, I'm very confused. Why would she want to break up with Ian? I mean, I know what she said to me, and how she doesn't feel a lot with Ian. But she's in a good relationship.. or so I think. Maybe I should ask her why- what the hell, Wesley, think! You can't just ask her out of the blue! I'm sure she's going through a hard time, but then again...
"Nina," I say quietly, "why would you want to break up with Ian? You guys are great together. You seem really in love."
Shit, your an idiot.
"It's just.. Paul, we're going through the same situation. We both are out of it, our relationship's are boring. There's no spark anymore and we're tired of trying. Now I don't wanna hurt Ian because he's more involved as I am but, I just can't do it anymore, you know?" I can't do it anymore either..
"Y-Yeah, I get it.. Nina, I need to tell you something."
I'mscrewed. Am I really gonna confess my love for her? No.. I shouldn't, but I think it might slip out.
"Sure, Paul. What is I?" she gives me a small smile and folds her arms across her chest.
"I..I...I..."
"Need to go to set?" I hear a voice from outside my trailer - Ian's, again, as he opens the door. I didnt think their scene was over yet but, I guess time goes by fast when talking to Nina.
"Right, yeah. That's what I need to do.. go to set." I awkwardly walk past them and over to the set. While I'm walking there, I can't help thinking one thing. I go through it over and over again in my head and think it through, but I can't help it.
He knows.
But how could he? Well Paul, you do kind of make it a little obvious, especially by the way you look at her and talk to her.
After shooting everything for the day, it's 11:50. We actually didn't go to long today. Or did we? Maybe we did.. I don't know. All I can think about is Nina and everything she said, and everything I said. God she's so smart, and so beautiful, and so nice to talk to and she's so sexy, the way she walks, and talks, and looks at you. She could make a dead flower bloom. Seriously, Paul? Shut up. Your going home, to Torrey. All I wanna do is go home, but I just don't really wanna have to deal with Torrey and her crap. Sometimes just being with her pisses me off, but that's not a good reason. Oh well.
I walk over to my trailer and hear some comotion. I wonder what that could be. I look around, waiting for someone to pop out and prank me, or kidnap me, or whatever. It's dark, but oddly enough I didn't recognize a couple candles lit on a small coffee table by the couch lighting my way. I turn around and see Nina, smiling warmly.
"I thought we could have dinner, unless you we planning to eat with Torrey," Nina said.
"No," I reply, "That sounds great. What do you have?"
"Chinese.. If thats okay. I ordered some."
"That's perfect. I have actually been craving some lately," I smile, "So is there anyone else here? Or anyone else coming?"
"No, just us.. I hope that's an acception," I watch her try to hide a satisfied smirk. Does she?.. No.. she cant.
"Uh, that's fine," I answer.
We pull out the food, consisting of a couple egg rolls, some lomein, spicy orange chicken, dried noodles, white rice, and two plastic cups of egg drop soup.
"Wow, it smells great, looks great too," I look up at her and smile, and she returns it.
"Oh, uh, I forgot some drinks. I think I have some wine in my trailer. I bought it special, from Bulgaria. I wanted to try it with you. Let me go get it real quick," she offers and gets up from her seat on the floor. I nod as my reponse and she walks over to the door, walking out.
I watch her hips sway back and forth as she walks away, and I starting swooning over her. I can't deny my love for her, she's perfect.
Nina's P.O.V.
I walk over to my trailer and smile, thinking about Paul's reaction to how good the wine tastes. I quickly grab it out of the cabinet in my small kitchen area, and walk out to Paul's trailer. As I'm about to open the door to his trailer, I see Ian walking out of his trailer angrily - he's probably drunk. I quickly walk into Paul's trailer and close the door quietly, hoping he didn't see me.
"I'm back," I grin, "Trust me, this wine is to die for.
Paul chuckles, "Well, I'd hope so. After all, ever since your last trip back to Bulgaria, you've been raving about it. So it better be good, Dobrev."
I nod and squint, "Challenge accepted. Try it yourself."
Paul smile and nods, raising his eyebrows and standing up to pull two wine glasses out of a cabinet. I pour him a glass and make a toast.
"To us, and our friendship," I smile, happily and we clink our glasses.
"To us," he raises his glass and we both take a sip.
"Holy shit!" he exclaims, "I'm gonna get wasted tonight."
We both chuckle and I watch him, lovingly. Yes, lovingly.Surprise, surprise, I'm in love with Paul, big shock. After all, it's pretty obvious.. but he doesn't love me back.
After a while, we're pretty drunk off of the wine and I decide to ask him about what he wanted to tell me.
"Heeyyy, P-Paul?.." I slur, exagerating a bit.
"Yeah, Nins?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Y-You just did," he slurs back, jokingly.
I chuckle and ask, "But seriously, what did you wanna tell me earlier today?"
"O-Oh it was nothing," he doesn't sound like he was slurring, this time, but he sounds nervous.
"Tell me, please?" I ask seriously.
"Uh, fine.. Nina, the truth is, I.. I'm, I-I'm in love with you... I've been in love with you for a while now," he admits and I just sit there staring at him with my mouth wide open.
"Y-You w-what?"
