I got another chapter finished, be proud, and it didn't take me a year. Just a couple weeks. Please review!
Warning: Mention and a bit of sexual scenes.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.
Draco
Blaise looked at me like I was insane. I had just walked in and told him that we should go out. I wanted to party. Of course it was a terrible idea because I may relapse, but who cares anymore? It would be so much easier on me if I could be wasted all the time. I was a little nervous about it all though. What if someone else died because of my habits? What if Astoria left me and I was to die alone, probably at a young age.
At this moment, none of these things mattered. Why should I worry if I die alone, or even at a young age. I still lived and it would be amazing. I could see the look of hesitance on Blaise's face and rolled my eyes.
"Look. I need something to distract me. I want to go out and have fun," I told him, going to his fridge to find a beer.
I found one and opened the bottle, quickly downing it. I missed it. After tossing the bottle into the trash bin, I turned to face him again.
"It's still pretty earlier." He looked at me and I shrugged.
"Let's go get wasted and spend some time at a strip club then go out to a club."
There were no complaints from him, so we headed out to a near by muggle strip club. We spent hours and hundreds there. By eleven that night, we were both smashed and headed to a club. That's where the real fun would start. That's where I'd get the fix I've needed for months. Blaise wouldn't be able to stop me. More than likely he'd join in. There would be no stopping us, and well, I'd probably fall back into my addiction, but at this point, I didn't give a fuck.
What damage had been done, was done. I couldn't change it, and I can't change the future. It was all set in stone anyway. I was supposed to end up a lonely drug addict, I guess. There's no way to change it, and I didn't think I wanted to change my ways. I was having fun. There was no other way to describe it. These drugs gave me a rush, the alcohol, made me feel alive. The hot girls…don't even get me started on them.
Everyone was dancing on each other to the loud music. Blaise and I had some how managed to bring in a girl between us. She was small, but had a nice ass, and I assume a very nice chest, but I was on the wrong end to be able to tell. The back of her head reminded me of someone, but I couldn't exactly figure out whom the curls belonged to. That wasn't my main concern, though. I had a sexy girl grinding against me, and I was not going to think about anything but her.
As the night went on, the girl stayed with us, but I was too sedated to really see what she looked like. We all three had drinks together, she even had Blaise and I do shots off of her. When it came to the drugs, she was a bit more skeptic. She only smoked and took a few ecstasy.
Hours passed and we were still at the club, grinding on each other and drinking so much that we couldn't even speak properly. By two in the morning, the three of us ended up in a hotel room. Not even then did I think about this girl's name. This was going to be the shag that got me over those stupid feelings toward Astoria. Blaise took charge first, making out with the girl, so I went behind her again, kissing along her neck. Her skin was so soft against my lips.
Luckily for me, I could undress this girl. She had a zipper going down her side and I slowly unzipped her small dress and tugged it off, letting it fall to the floor. Now she only stood in a pair of black lace panties and her heels. Before Blaise could, I reached my arms around and cupped her breasts gently, rolling her nipples in his fingers. At this, she let out a soft moan, causing my pants to tighten a little.
It all went by in a flash. We were naked on the bed, panting, sweating and fucking. I was deep inside her ass, and oh Merlin did it feel good. It was new for me. I'd never fucked a girl in her ass, but I knew I'd be starting to. Maybe I'd keep this one around the manor when I needed relief. We were all so drunk and the sex, I knew it was a mess, but all that mattered was how amazing she felt around me.
When she came, she began even tighter around me and I couldn't hold it any longer. I reached my climax, cumming deep inside her. Soon it was all over and we were all lying down on the bed, the girl cuddled between us.
I wasn't too sure, but I think she and I had another round while Blaise was asleep. This time I was in her pussy and oh it felt so much better. Her walls felt like they were made of velvet. We both didn't last very long.
I woke to the sun shinning in my eyes and my head pounding. I soon discovered I was alone in the bed. Maybe it was all a dream, but no, the room smelled like sex. Blaise came in the room, banging the door behind him and I groaned.
"Shut up!" I shouted at him, covering my face with my hands.
Something hit my chest, followed by Blaise saying. "Take the potion it'll help with your head."
I did as I was instructed and there was instant relief. Sitting up, the sheets fell around my waist and Blaise tossed me my boxers from the night before. "I'll see you later," he said before apparating out of the room.
Memories of the girl that night came back to me as I dressed. It bothered me that I was so shit faced, I didn't have a clear memory of her. I wanted to know who this girl was, and I wanted another shag from her. Maybe I could marry her instead. I wouldn't give a damn if she was a muggle. The only thing that I could remember was her curly, messy brown hair. It was so familiar, but I couldn't place my finger on it. I couldn't worry myself on that.
I had to worry about my fate when I got home. Astoria would be so pissed off that I didn't come home. I had been gone for hours and when I looked at the clock it read 9:43. She would be so upset. After flooing home because I didn't think I was focused enough to apparate, I tried to sneak up to our room to shower, but that didn't work. I had been caught.
"Draco Malfoy!" Astoria screeched, running up the stairs to catch up to me. "Where were you last night?!" She shouted.
"I just went out. I crashed on Blaise's couch. Don't worry." I lied, patting her shoulder gently.
Of course she'd worry. "Draco, why would you go out? You've been sober for so long…" She sighed and shook her head. "Please tell me you didn't do anything."
I shook my head. "I promise, I did nothing."
