Alright so sorry this is over due, but after i did Yugi's POV i just haven't been in a typing mood... But the next one should come out sooner... I hope
I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh, please support the office release.
I sweat damping my brow, chest raising and falling quickly with lack of air, my body's coiled to attack the closest thing near. I jerked up falling from the desk chair with a hiss. That nightmare still haunting me. Laying on my back with legs still resting on the chair, taking a calming breath as i looked over at Yugi. My brows creasing together with frustration. What is it with this boy that just makes me so calm and at peace. A small sneeze escaped from his noise as i brought my legs down, bringing them up to my chest. I wrapped my arms around them bringing them closer, resting my head on them, watched Yugi gently paw at his noise to recover from his sneeze. His eyes softened up, evening out his breathing once more, looking more at peace once again.
My face smoothed out, i guess it can be kinda hard not to like someone like him, but then again last time i meet someone like him they did stab me in the back. I glanced a look at the clock, 6:45, Yugi will be up soon and i need some air. I stood up stretching my arms high above my head cracking all the way down my spine in the process.
I stepped out of the front door, closing it behind me with eyes scanning the area. I leaned against the lamp post just outside of the shop watching as the morning rays slid across the sky, and stalked across the shadows of the simple neighborhood. Bird chirping to life filling the morning with their light, airy songs, some being drowned out by a car, others by the chatter of the other mornings inhabitants. The cool autumn breeze dancing though my hair, sending chills up my spine. Raising my face to greet the warm sun rays, just like i used to do back in Egypt.
I tilted my head slightly over my shoulder as i could heard the other inhabitant of the shop stirring. I faced the sun once more with a slight frown. Something deep down was starting to stir to life. I closed my eyes in concentration trying to see what it was it was trying to tell me. I let out a deep breath as the fog started to clear in my mind, shifting through little annoyance that always plagues one's mind, and most importantly, my memories. They were the hardest to clear, they are always looming over me burning a hole not only in my sleep, but my thoughts as well. If i get my hands on Atem again. I stopped and shook my head. Stop that you are trying to see what your sense are warning you about, just clear your mind.
The edges cleared as urgency started to fill my senses. Before i could figure out why, i jumped a bit in surprise as the game shops door had opened and closed, causing the bell to sing a warning. I stood there head bowed down waiting for him so we can get this day over with. He passed not saying a word, and neither did i.
I guess i was kinda glad for that. My mind is so full of thoughts, what was after Yugi, how come Yugi solved the puzzle, why are his parents never home? I fell out of step for a second when it started to come crashing down on me. All i can think of was Yugi. When i had first meet him i was worried about Atem, so when did i start only thinking about Yugi? Was it when i started remembering what Atem had done to me? Or was it just something about this boy?
I eyed him up and down, as he continued his slow pace down the road. Did he not want to go to school? I placed my hand over my face, why does this he do this to me? My mind always seems to wonder when i think of him and my words sometimes seem stolen.
I took my hand from my face when Yugi's simple rhythm slowed. I looked over him to see the school just ahead. I shoved my hands in my pockets feeling more like Yugi, dreading to be here. I looked down at him one last time, his gaze was cast down with sorrow. I wonder what could have happened to make him like this.
I looked back at the fading white building with a glare as we walked through the front gate. How could anything be allowed to take his smile away. Great his doing it to me again. I caught a glance of Yugi looking at me from the side of his eyes. Did i do something? I guessed not as he turned his gaze back to the building walking on into the building.
He stopped in front of a locker, putting in a few books, and taking some out. I leaned against the locker next to his, resting my head on it, letting my eyes slip close for a few seconds. I was so tired. Sleep has been very hard to come by ever sense i was awoken from my eternal slumber.
I jumped out of my skin when Yugi's locker was slammed closed. I whipped off the lockers to face Yugi more of startled before worry. I straightened up when i saw someone standing on the other side of Yugi with an evil grin,"Well hey there Short Stack, i missed you yesterday."
I looked down at Yugi trying to figure out what was going on. His face was pale and sweat dampened his brow. He took a shaky step back. I knew this wasn't going to end well. I leaned my back against the lockers once again, crossing my arms and legs, and closing my eyes knowing if i saw what i believe was gonna happen i wouldn't be able to stop myself." To bad your here later then normal, there is no one here to help you this time," i could hear the hate dripping in his voice as he cracked his knuckles.
I felt Yugi trip over my legs. I cursed myself in my mind, great now it's my fault if something happens. There was a hiss of pain and a few seconds of silence before a gasp echoed in my ears, along with the weight on my legs disappearing. I held my breath, my eyebrows furrowed together with frustration, knuckles going white holding onto my upper arms trying to stop myself from moving, muscles aching ready to spring, but i was refusing it from doing so.
The hall seemed to let out a breath it was holding, as a bell echoed through the halls, followed by a grunt, and i could feel the presence of a figure by my feet. If i could guess this bully had dropped him. "Well Short Stack, looks like you can live for now," my grip tightened, my brows drew closer together with pure and utter frustration, i wanted nothing more then to set him in place for hurting people. Innocent people, and no one is more innocent then my Yugi.
Another bell rang,"I'm late!" Yugi yelled as i heard desperate steps fading down the hall.
I was frozen. I cant believe i had just thought that. Yugi is no ones, especially not mine. I don't deserve to say that, plus he probably hates me. Some random person that comes into his life, acts so cold, and doesn't stand up to him when a bully threatens him, even if he did make me promise i wouldn't help. It is just the right thing to do, even if the said not to, just letting him get hurt was not an option.
I slammed my fist into the locker. In my mind i'm so kind about him, but out loud i'm such a jerk! I slammed another fist into the locker, letting it stay there as i hung my head. After what everyone and Atem did i just can't trust anymore. I've become such a jerk to push people away to keep me safe. I don't deserve someone like Yugi to even look at me.
I took a breath as i pulled my bruised hand back, a teacher opened the door trying to see what was going on. I looked right into her eyes, but she just looked right through me. Just like everyone has always done. But Yugi hasn't, but then again i haven't meet him that long ago, so it's only a matter of time before he gets bored of me. Everyone always seems to.
I walked down the wall towards the direction Yugi ran, trying to reach him for in case anything happens. Thoughts wondered in with every step. Would Yugi do that? I mean i already feel so close to him, i know they puzzle did help with getting to know him, so it did make us kinda close at first. But this is ridiculous.
I walked into the room, i knew it was, as it was the only door open. I stepped in as she closed the door behind me with an agitated expression. I walked over to the window in the first row, unable to look at Yugi, let alone face him. Something in my mind was telling me he wouldn't want me around, so i should just leave now. It's not like he would miss me anyway.
" I don't what it is that is so interesting out the window, but i do believe the answers to your test is up here. Or do you all ready know the answers and would like to show the class?" i had started to drown the teacher out, but jumped a bit, i looked at her thinking she was looking at me.
She was glaring at Yugi, so it wasn't me. Then again she couldn't see me. I looked out the corner of my eyes at Yugi, as he slid down in his seat, shaking his head obviously not wanting to do so. The teacher gave an impatient hm. Yugi let out a sigh in defeat as he rose to his feet. She handed Yugi a piece of white chalk with a rather big smirk. A few of the other students leaned to the people sitting near them whispering, soon followed by a giggle. I narrowed my eyes at them. How dare they make fun of him. It's not wonder he doesn't want to be here.
I looked back over at Yugi who had a look of defeat, he just held the chalk to the board. "4.5" my tone came across flat, i knew i should be trying to get along better with him, but i still cant get over with this defense i have.
"What?" Yugi's sweet, soft voice rang out. More snickers came, as i glared harder at them.
" Now Mr. Motto no one said anything, and if you don't know the answer then please sit down and pay extra attention," i was so getting ready to put her through a wall, as she smirked even more and pointed to his chair.
Yugi was now hanging his head in pure defeat, shoulders hunched, a slight blush on his cheek, what looked like tears pricking his eyes, he looked like he was just given the death sentence, but then again with this school it wouldn't surprise me if it was. I walked over to him, not allowing those kids to taunt him, " I said the answer was 4.5," I had stopped behind him, reaching an arm out to touch the bottom of the algebra equation.
When i looked down to see if had gotten it that time, his cheeks were growing more red by the second. But why? I looked back at the board trying to see if there was a flaw in my math. But i guess not as i saw him mouth a "Thank you" from the corner of my eyes. I turned from the board to walk back to the window, a small smile playing on my lips. I heard the chalk let out an screech as he dragged it across the board.
I watched as teacher from the corner of my eyes as she approached Yugi with a skeptical look. Yugi let out a sneeze, probably from the cold if you ask me. She stopped in her tracks with a look of absolute disgust. "Well done Mr. Motto," she looked away from him to the class with a bored tone. But a smirk made its appearance again, great what does she have planned this time "Well i can't wait to see you ace this test." And there it was. Now i really wanted to put a fist in her face. What, does she live just to torturer Yugi?
I thought Yugi would walk back with confidence, but after that little statement he was hanging his head, even i knew that wasn't gonna happen. He sat back down and slid down, like he trying to become invisible. The teacher didn't bother him for the rest of the class obviously happy with her work, but i had a feeling she was gonna try something again, as it soon turned into occasional glares.
Lunch soon rolled around, i knew i should stay and try and talk to him, but i couldn't. I couldn't even bring myself to look at him. I just look at the floor, while walking towards the door. As i passed through the threshold into the hall i could feel his gaze on me. I closed my eyes as i walked down the hall, not sure where i was going, and not caring either.
I just, i want, no i needed to get out of here. All of these thoughts were shredding me into pieces. Walking through the gates of the school, i glanced back to see Yugi talking with the girl from yesterday. A sad smile spread on my face, he doesn't need me. I was probably summoned here because even the puzzle was tired of holding me, so i was released to save Yugi from bullies. I turned and walked down the street. I have to save someone from bullies, who doesn't even want to be saved.
My sorrow filled smile grew, so i guess i really am destined to be alone. Look at me, trying to smile to fool myself that i am Ok. I walked down an ally, pushing my back against the wall at the dead end, wrapping my arms around myself, sliding down to meet the ground. I let one foot slide and i just sat there head hanging, shadows hiding my eye closed eyes, the smile still spread on my face, if anyone could see me they would have thought i had gone mad. Then again with what is going on in my head i can agree.
I heard a sound, looking up i saw a small cat jumping out of a trash can. It looked at me as it puffed up and hissed at me, before it jumped off and ran away to the light shining from the entrance of the ally. I sat there in the dark, completely alone. Tightening my grip on my arms and bringing my legs up to my arms around my chest. I loved being alone, but after so long alone it starts to hurt, mostly now a days i don't feel much of anything.
But then again what would happen if i did let Yugi in? Would he help make me whole, or would he leave me and betray me just like everyone else? The image of him and, Anzu i think was her name, flashed into my mind. My twisted smile grew. He doesn't need me, he has a friend, someone who will take care and make him happy. My arms and hands ached as mt gripped tighten to my limits, my teeth aching from gritting them so hard together.
Time seemed to stand still, as these thoughts still haunting me. I knew i had to go talk to Yugi, but i just don't know what to say. Maybe it would just be better to leave now. He didn't see me leave, he doesn't know where i'm going, and i'm not to attached. Every time i even think about me not being attached to him, somewhere deep down breaks at the thought.
I stood up with shaky legs and a huff. Great that guy just had to act so cute, and innocent, now i'm attached already. I started to walk towards the entrance of the ally, squinting at the blinding light. After being in the dark for so long the sun really is a killer on the eyes. I huffed at myself, this is just how me and Yugi are, i'm the suffocating dark and he is the blinding light.
Kids were already flooding out, i guess the bell had already rung. I stopped in front of the gate gazing at the building. I turned my back to it looking across the street watching the last few students walk away. But then where was Yugi? I wonder if he already le- I was caught mid thought before i took off into the building without any thought to it.
Yugi's scream echoed through the halls. I was frantic. I had no idea where i was going or where he was. My hands were shaking, breathing in short pants, and sweat dotting my brow. I couldn't stay invisible anymore, my mind was to focused on finding Yugi, and i knew i was gonna have to be visible to help him.
I raced down many corridors trying to find the right one, but they all looked the same to me. Yugi screamed again. He was on the floor above me, i took off for the stairs just down the hall. I raced up the stairs, even with my muscles aching, if my heart was still beating, my would be heart breaking through my ribs trying to keep the blood in my limbs.
I ran trough the corridor, hearing gasps for air, i pushed harder. Closing in on the corner, i could already see some blood spots on the floor. My stomach dropped. I wanted to stop, i was afraid if i turned this corner and Yugi was badly hurt, my beast would come out. And that would put him in more danger.
I didn't even stop everything was yelling at me to go on, to help him, that he needed you as much as you need him.
But when i did turn that corner nothing prepared me for this. I ran faster even though my body was trying to slow down. Blood tails laced the hall, obviously he had been hit and tossed back, one big pool suggested he was laying there being beaten, and one last trail with some on the lockers above there he lay now. As i drew closer i could see a tear slip passed his swollen eyes, mixing into his bleeding noise.
"Yugi!" i screamed frantic to reach him. As soon as i was close enough i slide on my legs to meet him, quickly putting my hands under his head.
"Come on Yugi, come on. You gotta wake up for me. You gotta wake up," I was gently taping his cheek, i knew he would have a concussion, so falling asleep was the worst thing he can do right now.
"Come on! You gotta get up!" I pulled him to my arms cradling him to my chest. I shouldn't have left him alone! This is all my fault, i knew he was gonna come back! No that doesn't matter right now, right now i have to help Yugi.
I looked down to see his face forming a tight frown as his eyes stirred behind his closed eye lids. I scooped him up and raced back down the hall, being extra careful not to bounce him to much. I was so afraid i would hurt him more. No i wouldn't have to worry about this if only i hadn't have left. But no you had to go sulk and worry about your self. God i'm so selfish!
I wanted nothing more then to take him to the doctor, but there was nothing i could do. I didn't know where anywhere, i didn't have the money to pay for it, and i knew they would start asking questions i didn't have the answers for. So i took him the only place i knew to go. The game shop. I had taken a slightly longer way home to avoid as many people as possible. I would prefer taking a few minutes longer, then being stopped because your carrying a boy that was brutally beaten.
Carefully maneuvering around the game shop, being extra careful not to let anything touch Yugi. Taking steady steps down the now familiar hall, to Yugi's room to gently laying him on his bed, before rushing back to the bathroom. Rummaging around the small cabinets, finding a small wash cloth, dampening it, and returning to his room.
Gently dabbing the cloth to his now bruising forehead. I looked down at all his wounds, this was all my fault, and i knew it. Getting a better look at his noise, drawing my eyebrows together, now kinda glade he was out of it. Getting the cloth ready in my hand, my other hand grabbed his noise, clenching my teeth dreading the sound to soon fill this room, moving my hand with speed breaking his noise back into place.
A shiver racked trough me as i quickly moved the cloth to stop the fresh blood from gushing out of this noise. I could now see a bit of pain on his face, before it started to fade back to an impassive sleep. I hated having to do that, but i think he would like to have a straight noise in the future.
It wasn't to long before the blood stop. I took the cloth to the bath room ringing it out, putting it in the skin, and grabbing a new one to wet. Kneeling beside the bed, dabbing the small cut just under his left eye, the small gash in his bottom lip, and finally the blood drying around his noise. I pulled the bloodied rag back to my chest, my gaze never leaving him.
Studying everything i can about him. His big, innocent, sleeping eyes, long lush eye lashes, pale, fair, creamy,silk skin, around cheeks, perfect golden bangs framing his face like a picture, hair as black as night its self, with the brightest gem of amethyst tipping the black, then my eyes reached them.
I couldn't tare my gaze for them for the world. The perfect, full, lush, soft looking lips. Something deep inside was filled with longing, want, and need. Buy why? It's just Yugi, I've seen him almost non-stop for the past few days, so why when looking at him now something wants him? Wants? What kinda of want? No that's not the right question. Why do i feel like i want him?
I put the cloth in the sink with the other, i stood there looking in the mirror. Compared to the gem called Yugi, i'm just a lump of coal. People say i may seem a lot of him, but i disagree. There is life and happiness in his eyes and voice, mine have lost there glow long ago leaving only a dull empty husk.
I hung my head not wanting to see this lifelessness anymore. I banged my fist on the sink. I didn't want to become attached to him, i knew none of this would of happened if i wasn't forced into the puzzle, and it was only a job, and that i would have to leave, but still i just couldn't help but get attached to him. There is just something about him that you just can't help but fall for. Great your doing it again Yami. Pushing all of your problems onto other people just so you wont have to deal with it.
I walked back to his room, glancing at him with a heavy heart, dropping to the sit by his desk. Turning the chair to face the desk, placing my elbows on the desk. I let out an angry huff as i brought my head down to my hands to rack them through my bangs with frustration.
After a few hours Yugi still hadn't awoken, and i was currently staring out the window as my vision blurred, and my senses dull with sleep. Maybe i'll just close my eyes just for a second. Just as my eyes had started to slip close, a scream split my ear drums, as i jumped a foot into the air. I quickly turned in the chair with a shaky hand to see Yugi sitting up, terror written clear across his face, and breaths in short ragged pants.
I stood up slowly, taking small steps, not wanting to scare him. His eyes grew with fear as he scooted away from me on the bed till he hit the back hall his bed rested against. I put my arms up trying to show him i wasn't gonna hurt him. That was the last thing i wanted. His eyes grew as he started to panic more, "No, no st-stay away," he kept repeating over and over like a chant. I knew if i didn't comfort him soon he was gonna have a full blown panic attack.
But the only problem was i didn't know how to comfort anyone. I was always treated like an outcast. No one ever helped me feel better."Yugi please clam down your going to hurt your self more if you don't rest," i didn't know what to do, but something inside was starting to leak out, lacing my voice with much concern. I started to think it was remembering that Atem used to comfort me in the past, in till the day before my birthday.
He started to scream on the top of his lungs for me to get away as he had backed up more to crouch on his knees on the bed. But i just couldn't, what ever it was inside, the leak was starting to grow into a slow flow. "Yugi, i promise" i patted the air softly trying anything to calm him down.
" Everyone says that but when will it be true?! I'm tired of being hurt! Just go away i don't want to be hurt anymore," i could tell he had snapped now, he was screaming more at me, tears wouldn't stop falling. My heart dropped. I was making Yugi cry. That was the last thing on this whole planet i wanted.
"I don't want to be hurt anymore, not again," he was shaking his head to match the soft shaky whisper his voice had changed to.
He had wrapped his arms around his small frame, trying to keep himself together, has he leaned forwards so he could hang his head, more tears falling in the air from his now hidden face, "I don't want to hurt anymore. Just leave!" he screamed on the top of his lungs.
I couldn't take it anymore. The steady flow was bursting into a flood. I quickly closed the distance between us, wrapping my arms around him. I felt him go ridged in my arms, before he started pounding his small fists into my chest, screaming to be let go. I clenched my teeth and eyes, drawing my eyebrows together refusing to make a sound of pain. If it made Yugi feel better then so be it. I'll take all of his anger and frustration, all of his sorrow and loneliness. Even if it rips me apart i will carry the weight of it all, by myself. I refuse to left Yugi care any of it.
"I know what it feels like Yugi," i bowed my head as sorrow started to affect me. For the first time in what most would say a life time, a tear fell. I never cry, but that flow was feeling what Yugi was. Yugi had now stopped hitting me. "Both my parents were killed and my best friend in the whole world betrayed me, I know what it feels like to have the whole world against you," i did. Atem was the only person who would try to comfort me, only for him to destroy everything i had.
I couldn't breath, my voice was being held captive in my throat. "I know Yugi, I know." This phrase seemed to have struck Yugi hard. He sobbed uncontrollably in my arms. I rubbed his back trying to sooth and help him. He only cried harder.
After sometime had pasted, his tears had stopped, only ragged breathing, and a few hiccups. But soon he went still in my arms once more, I looked slightly down at him with a raised eyebrow to see what was wrong. "I-I'm so sorry Yami," he quickly escaped from my grip with a slight blush on his cheeks.
The hole was sealing, but as soon as he was gone from my grasp, the leak grew more, wanted, no needed him back in my arms. To protect him from the cruel, cruel world out there. I wanted to pull him back into my arms to make me feel complete once more. But i couldn't. I knew he probably had a crush on Anzu anyway, plus he probably still hates me. But still when i started my words the flow of emotion quickly mixed in, "It's Ok little one, It's Ok now. I will protect you. Even if it coasts me my life," i brushed his bangs from his face.
I froze. How could i have not seen this earlier? There was a giant, faint scar trailing just above his left eyebrow. He quickly moved away to let his bangs hid the mark once more. My hand still hanging in the air from where he was a few seconds a go, the other clutching the sheets, both balled into fist with white knuckles, my head hanging trying to keep this anger under control, but when ever i find who ever did this to his perfect face, will die.
I winced back as another tear fell from his perfect face. My reflexes kicked into reach up and whip away his tear, refusing to see him cry because of me ever again.
A chuckle slipped out with out my wishes, as Yugi was leaning into my hand as i was pulling it away, refusing to left me leave. I guess he was not aware of what he was doing. As soon as my chuckle left my lips, his eyes shot open, and blush turned his face a deep red, almost putting my hair to shame.
My eyes softened, as i wrapped my arms around him. I don't know how to comfort anyone, but i at least remembered this much from Atem. "It's ok Yugi," I attempted a soothing voice. But it was far from it, i just hope he wont notice. I rubbed his back gently, thinking about this. Waiting for him to push me away.
"Y-Yami?"
I knew he was gonna push me off. "Hm?" I replied, putting a hand on the back of his head, holding him closer. I knew it wasn't gonna last much longer, but i still was gonna try and enjoy it for a bit longer..
"Wh-why do i feel like this? I mean.. I never felt anything... Like this.. I'm confused.."
I went stiff. I couldn't believe what i was hearing. He feels the same way... But what is that? Was it this, Want for the other? Was this what people call love? I don't know. The last time i remotely felt anything like this was the last few days when i was with Atem...
Yugi flinched, balling his hands into fists against my chest. Lowering his head he said "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to say something to offend you... I'm so sor-"
Pulling his head back, cutting him off. I kissed him.
It was bliss. His lips were just as soft, smooth, sweet, a perfect as i thought, no they were much more then i though. Perfect is putting his moment to shame.
Something slipped. I had to have more of him. I cupped the back of his neck bringing him close. He responded. Freeing his arms from between us to wrap around my neck. Both of us fighting to bring the other closer, afraid, so afraid if we didn't, the other would vanish from our grasp. Both afraid we would be alone again. It was as if his body was made to fit into mine perfectly.
He was the angel to my demon, the light to my dark. I ran a hand trough think knotted hair, bliss filling me as my hands slipped through the thick, silk of his hair. Apples and cinnamon filling my noise. I pulled him closer, if that was even possible. He moaned ever so softly into the kiss from the back of his throat. Something deep within roared to life. I licked his bottom lip ask, no begging to be let in. I wanted more of him. I needed more of him.
I will protect my Yugi, even at the coast of my own life. I will NEVER allow my Yugi to be alone again or cry ever again. My Yugi is perfect. Yugi is my other hal-
Yugi had quickly pulled away with a blush lighting the whole room. But i was frozen. Arm still held in the air from where is head was not seconds ago, the other fallen to the bed with shock. How could i think like that, how could i do that to him? I know he doesn't want anything to do with me now. He probably just wants me to leave now.
Just look at him. He's trying to look anywhere but at me. Blush still clear across his face as tears started to prick at the side of his eyes.
I didn't know what to say or do. I was sinking back into my hole once more. I closed my eyes and stood up, as the tear slid down his cheek. It was my fault, i had made him cry once more. I was a monster.
I opened the door and stood there for a second looking at him. My heart ached. I probably took his first kiss, and he was probably saving that for Anzu to. He probably wont ever wont to see me again.
I closed the door behind me, and left the shop.
I made myself invisible. Being seen and messed with right now would not be a very good idea. My legs just moved on their own. But then again i guess that is a good thing. I had no idea where to go.
I soon stopped by a tree. My frustration grew. I punched the tree with all of my might. I quickly drew my hand back with a hiss of pain. Cradling my arm to my chest as blood dripped form my knuckles. Leaning my back against the tree sliding down to meet the soft grass, spreading my legs out in front of me.
Sorrow filled me, but it didn't last long. Soon it faded to a prick in the back of my mind, then to nothing at all. Once more i felt nothing at all.
I took a deep breath and looked around to see where i was, I guessed i must be in the park. A small fountain spraying water into the air like little crystals, a gently breeze ruffling the leafs around me, flowers swaying in the cool autumn breeze.
I grabbed the puzzle around my neck to hold in my palms. I could still see the night i was put into it playing in my mind, still making me suffer till the end of time. Looking into its smooth, cold surface made my heart grow heavier and heavier. I put my head back to lean it against the tree now completely drained of energy.
I could see some of the stars twinkling in the leaves as they swayed in the wind. The whole world around me seemed to be dancing to a happy, peaceful tone only they could hear. A tear fall past my eyes. I can trying and be strong all i want, but i'm only huma- I put my hand up to my chest where my heart should be beating. No i wasn't even human anymore, i'm more of a science experiment. Something that came to live long after my time, when i should have died long, long ago.
I brought my knees up to my chest warping my arms around them. And cried. I don't even know what i am, but even i can't help but feel so alone, and helpless. If i feel this way imagine how Yugi feels. And it's all my fault I promised him i wouldn't hurt him, but just look at what i did.
Wait there is something i can do. I stood up, with a blank face, and a numb soul. He may hate me, he may never speak to me again. That's Ok as long as i know he will be safe.
ZeЯo-X: I'm still really sorry this was so late and kinda dark... But i needed to balance out the whole love so ya... But i think the next chapter will be pretty good to, and it should come out sooner this time...
