Hello dearies. I'm posting a day early because my home internet is down and this is the only time I'm guaranteed wifi. I want to thank all my lovely reviewers from the last chapter: SeverusDmitri18, Lady Tarja Scythe, KL08, and Maeli.

This is the second to last chapter before we start the events of Reichenbach, so bust out the tissues and I will take no offence if you want to say you hate me for making you feel the way you surely will.

I should warn you it starts out smutty and ends painfully. When I finished writing this I said to myself "I'm a horrible person."

Also if you haven't noticed already the smutty portions of this story heavily reflect my own kinks. I don't claim to be part of the BDSM lifestyle, so I'm sorry if I offend some of you.

Ok I'm rambling, I'll just let you see what I mean.

Disclaimer: I do not own BBC Sherlock, that credit goes to Steven Moffat, Mark Gatiss and the man who originally created Sherlock Holmes, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. Without them this story would not exist.

xXx

Greg and Mycroft had spent the evening in at Mycroft's flat. They had been watching a movie, but it was mostly ignored because Greg had been placing kisses to Mycroft's neck and jaw, thoroughly frustrating the redhead.

Finally giving up trying to figure out what Kirk was communicating to the bridge of the Enterprise, Mycroft lifted Greg's chin and kissed him hungrily.

Greg smiled into the kiss and repositioned himself to stradling his partner's hips. Greg's hands were roaming all over My's chest. Several minutes of heavy snogging later the two men broke apart panting.

Greg looked into Mycroft's eyes, seeing them blown wide from lust.

"Bed?" Greg breathed out.

"Yes" Mycroft breathed back. Greg climbed off Mycroft's lap and pulled him up off the couch. Mycroft pulled Greg close and kissed him with bruising force. Greg gripped Mycroft's waistcoat tightly and started walking backwards out of the room and into the hall, pulling the taller man with him.

They stumbled down the hall not pulling away from the other for more than a few seconds. Clothing started littering the path in their hasty retreat for the bed. By the time the back of Greg's legs hit the bed, they were both stripped down to their underwear, Greg's grey cotton boxers a start contrast to Mycroft's emerald silk briefs.

Still kissing Mycroft tried to push Greg down onto the bed, but the older man wouldn't budge. Greg yanked on Mycroft's hair, pulling the taller man's head away from his.

"No, not this time."

Mycroft's breath hitched and his eyes grew wide with excitement. Greg turned them around and pushed Mycroft down to the bed. Greg climbed on top of Mycroft; He grabbed My's hands and pinned them above his head.

Greg bent down and licked Mycroft's ear before whispering seductively "Your always in control, tonight it's my turn."

When My didn't answer Greg pulled back and asked, half demanded,"Well?"

"Anything you want Detective Inspector."

Greg kissed Mycroft dragging the redhead's lower lip between his teeth and rutting down. He kissed My for a minute before getting up, causing the redhead to whine.

Greg smirked and walked into Mycroft's closet coming out a few moments later with a black winter scarf. Mycroft was confused until Greg was tying his hands together and tethering it to the headboard.

Mycroft lightly tugged on his binds, testing them. He could easily slip them but where would the fun be in that? Greg climbed back atop the redhead and kissed him deeply, Mycroft lamenting that one of his cashmere scarves was going to get destroyed.

My was pulled out of his thoughts when he felt a sharp slap on his thigh.

"Stop thinking or I'll leave you here. Besides it's not like I grabbed your favorite tie." Greg said matter of factly before trailing kisses down Mycroft's neck, nipping the skin lightly so as not to leave any marks.

"How do you know which tie is my favorite?" Mycroft challenged.

"Dark blue with little yellow umbrellas." Greg replied before biting down on Mycroft's collarbone.

Mycroft was going to make a smartass comment but Greg was now licking and sucking on the area he just bit and it felt so good the politician couldn't help but moan.

"Now are you going to be a good little cock slut or am I going to have to punish you?"

"I wouldn't be adverse to a little punishment my dear Inspector."

"That's Detective Inspector to you." Greg said into My's ear before pulling the lobe between his teeth and grinding his hips down into Mycroft's, needing some friction for his achingly hard cock.

A dirty moan escaped Mycroft's lips and he tugged at his binds, wanting to touch Greg and put a stop to this teasing torture. He seriously thought about slipping the binds but then Greg was whispering in his ear.

"Just let go My, you don't always have to be in control" Greg pulled Mycroft's pants off, tossing them to the floor, and wrapped a calloused hand around Mycroft's rock hard erection.

He stroked it slowly, thumb running against the leaking head as he kissed the tied up politician hungrily.

Mycroft was moaning into Greg's mouth and squirming beneath the older man's touch. It was great but not quite what the redhead wanted.

"Gregory, please" Mycroft mumbled against the detective's lips.

"Please what? You have to use your words for me to know what you want?"

"Please Gregory I need you inside of me." Mycroft whined.

"Hmm I don't know, you have been a bit unruly." Greg said sucking lightly on Mycroft's neck, the red head arching it to the side under his lips.

"Please Detective Inspector Lestrade, I'm begging you." Mycroft pleaded needily.

Greg smirked against Mycroft's neck nipping the skin lightly before removing his boxers and grabbing the lube from the bedside table.

Greg flicked the cap open and quickly slathered up his fingers, dropping the bottle on the bed. He spread Mycroft's legs and plunged his first finger knuckle deep into the man's puckered hole.

Mycroft moaned at the pleasure shooting through his body. Greg withdrew the finger and added a second when plunged back in. He was pumping his fingers in and out of Mycroft, scissoring to stretch the politician wider. Greg add a third finger and was breathing rapidly, his patience dissolving over the moans of pleasure Mycroft was making, arching into Greg's touch.

"Gregory please, I need you in me now."Mycroft begged. Greg complied removing his fingers and liberally applying lube to his aching cock.

Mycroft watched Greg with undisguised lust as the other man positioned himself between his legs, hooking them over his shoulders. He guided his erection to Mycroft's dilated hole, barely pausing before plunging in.

Greg groaned when he was sheathed in Mycroft's tight heat. He took a moment for both of them to adjust to the sensations, but Mycroft's needy whine compelled him to pull out and start thrusting at a moderately fast pace.

Mycroft couldn't help but moan in pleasure as Greg thrusted into him.
Greg leaned down, still thrusting, and licked the shell of Mycroft's ear.

"Tell me how it feels My. Does it feel good?" He whispered breathily.

Mycroft moaned out "It f-feels so good."

Greg hummed against Mycroft's ear and kissed down his jaw to his lips, capturing them in a sloppy kiss. He reached down wrapped his fingers around Mycroft's cock and started pumping in time with his thrusts.

Mycroft moaned arching upward, trying to meet Greg's thrusts, and he could feeling his orgasm building in his stomach.

"Greg-ry, I-I'm so….so close" Mycroft moaned out against Greg's lips.

"I know My. Come for me….Come for me My." Gregory whispered breathily against Mycroft's lips.

Mycroft kissed Greg and a few moments later was coming with a shout all over his stomach and partner's hand. Greg continued to slowly stroke My's cock, milking out his orgasm.

It wasn't long after that, that Greg's own came crashing through him and he was spilling into Mycroft.

Greg was panting when he came down and gently pulling out of Mycroft. He got up and walked to the master bath, coming out a moment later with a slightly damp towel. He walked back to the bed and proceeded to clean Mycroft and himself up.

When done he tossed the towel on the floor and untied Mycroft, collapsing on the bed next to the redhead. Mycroft curled into Greg and placed a few kisses to the greying man's jaw. He nuzzled into Greg's neck, sighing contentedly, "I love you Gregory."

Greg instantly tensed at Mycroft's whisper and Mycroft felt it, silently cursing himself. He knew Greg was guarded because of the hell his ex wife had put him through, but he wasn't going to take the words back.

"You don't have to say it back, I just had to say it." Mycroft said softly, putting some space between them. When Greg didn't answer, Mycroft pulled the covers over them and turned over his back to the other man.

Shit, thought Greg, he propped himself up on his side and reached out to Mycroft, stroking his arm.

"My, I'm sorry. It's not that I don't care for you, I truly do. But you know after what Amanda did I'm hesitant to share myself with anyone. I know you would never hurt me like that, but I'm just not ready. I hope you can understand that."

When Mycroft didn't answer Greg leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

"I really do care for you darling, just remember that. Please give me time." He whispered before laying back down, staring at the ceiling.

Way to go Lestrade. You've fucked up another relationship.

Mycroft continued to lay with his back to Greg. He wished he'd never let those words slip. He couldn't help but think that he had pushed Greg too far and was going to lose him. He wanted to cry because he ruined a perfect night, but didn't, not wanting to show Greg how truly hurt he was.

They both drifted off into uneasy sleep, thoughts on how they screwed up the relationship.

Greg woke the next morning in bed alone. He was sad that Mycroft hadn't woke him when he left.

Way to ruin the best relationship you've had in years Lestrade. This is a new level even for you. Greg thought bitterly as he got up and dressed, locking the door as he left the flat.

xXx

I know I'm horrible, you can let me know just how horrible I am, I won't be offended.

PS: My internet issues should be resolved by Monday, so I will resume my normal posting then.