Shippo lay on the couch his eyes closed listening to Kagome and her mother talk quietly to each other while they pack "kagome..." begins her mother "I've wanted to ask you this for a while...but how do you feel about Shippo?" Shippo shivers and lets out a low sigh in his "Sleep"
Kagome blushes slightly and looks at her mother and blinks "wh...what do you mean?" she asks
"I mean, Kagome, how do you feel, about him"
Kagome locked eyes with her mother "well I er...he's a g...good guy..." Kagome blushes slightly as she stutters.
"Kagome, you know what I mean...physically...how do you feel about him? Souta told me about earlier he found you two er...you know..."
Kagome's face goes completely red "n...no! We weren't doing that! We were um...I was helping him dry off"
Kagome's mother laughs "I'm sure you were, Kagome, but please...tell me...do you love him? I just need to know that whatever happens on this trip you're taking...you'll be okay with it...kagome, I've seen him look at you, it kills me because it's almost the same look you used to give Inuyasha"
Kagome winces at the mention of Inuyasha's name and looks at the sleeping Shippo "I don't know how I feel for Shippo at the moment...I'm still confused because deep down I still love Inuyasha...even if he did hurt me." Kagome looks at the shirt she's folding quietly
"Kagome, you need to make that clear to Shippo, he loves you, and I think more than Inuyasha ever did..."
Kagome shakes her head. "How do I tell someone I love someone else when I think...I love that someone too?" she looks up at her mother who just smiles
"Maybe this is why Sesshoumaru gave you this chance...to help you figure it out..."
Kagome shrugs and looks back at the sleeping Shippo "You know...Shippo has done a lot for me...I mean...he protected me from Inuyasha multiple times..." She smiles and stands up and gently touches shippo's face "he's a nice guy, and I've known him for a long time...I practically raised him." she gently strokes his cheek, making her mother smile. "Kagome, just promise you'll be safe...no matter what happens"
Kagome nods to her mother "yeah...I know..." Kagome sighs and goes back to packing.
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Shippo Grips the side of the boat as it moves across the water his face green "ugh..."
Kagome gently rubs his back as he gets sick "poor Shippo...after all these years you still get sea sick..." she turns and asks someone to hand her some water and lets Shippo sip it slowly and looks at him when he just goes back to hanging over the rail "yeah..." he mumbles "I can't help it...f..foxes belong on land...not sea.." he shivers before turning and leaning his head on the rail and blinks when Kagome sits in his lap facing him "what about air?" she smiles at him amusement dancing in her eyes "you obviously don't mind flying at high speeds"
he shivers at their position and sighs "yeah...well that's different...Kirara, flies straight and doesn't sway as much as boats..." he groaned shaking his head and begins sipping water and blinks when Kagome gets closer to him "How about I keep your mind off the swaying?" she smiles and kisses him causing his mind to go blank,and he deepens the kiss and pulls away looking into her eyes "Kagome..." she smiled at him blushing knowing exactly what stiff object she's sitting on and she looks up when the captain says they've docked and she smiles kissing his cheek and stands up "come on...let's get off this boat."
Shippo lets out a frustrated sigh She's always doing this to me...it's getting painful...He rises awkwardly and follows Kagome trying to not stare at her back side damn this...and it's getting close to mating season...sesshoumaru knew about it...that's why he's making us stay here for a month...Shippo shivers running into Kagome being pulled out of his thoughts and he looks around letting out a low whistle "damn..."
shippo mutters "he sure knows how to pick Islands..." he blinks when Kagome looks at him and he points at the mountain
"It's an old island we foxes heard about as pups...the mountain is shaped like a foxes head supposedly...I don't see it...maybe if you tilt your head slightly..."
he shrugs and blinks when sesshoumaru walks up to them "what...the hell are you doing here?" asks Shippo, and blinks when Kagome grabs his hand reassuringly "
I asked him to come on the boat with us and make sure we would be safe...he's also leading us to where we're going to stay...he said that it's a private place that only he and his guests can stay in."
She smiles at him, and looks at sesshoumaru who embraces a young woman and blinks "Rin?" Rin smiles at Kagome and hugs her "Kagome! It's so great to see you! And you too Shippo!"
Kagome blinks "how are you not...you know...older looking?" Rin smiles and looks at sesshoumaru "from what I've learned when humans mate with Full fledged demons, their life-spans are longer, so long as they aren't killed, it's pretty cool if you think about it, I look about late twenties early thirties, when I'm really 64 years old!"
Kagome smiles "that's awesome!" Rin and sesshoumaru laugh noticing Shippo's attention has left the conversation and Rin hugs sesshoumaru. "I see what you mean...the poor fox can't keep his attention focused." Kagome blinks and nudges Shippo and smiles at him "come on, they're going to leave without us." Kagome smiles and runs ahead of him to catch up with sesshoumaru and Rin who had begin to walk towards a large castle-like building.
Shippo sighs as he leans back in the large hot spring the warm water soothing his muscles. This is nice...it feels like only a few days ago that I was in a hot spring last...but it's been 50 years...He lets out another sigh and closes his eyes Mm...perhaps...even if this is a pointless trip, I'll be able to enjoy it...until mating season...then it's going to be a pain in the ass...hm..I wonder if sesshoumaru would let me hide somewhere...He opens his eyes when the water moves and he looks at Kagome who smiles at him and his face flushes realizing she's not wearing anything and he looks up pretending not to have seen anything shit! "uh...kagome? wh...where are your clothes?"
he hears her giggle and smiles "same place as yours Shippo, inside. The water is nice tonight isn't it?"
Kagome smiles looking over Shippo blushing slightly as she basically drools over his solid muscles he's a very...what would the word be...She giggles sexy, that's the word. She smiles and blushes more noticing his hardening member poor guy...I wonder...she looks up embarrassed at her thoughts ack! Say something it's getting awkward! "you uhm...seem...relaxed...shippo...".
Shippo looks at Kagome and nods shivering slightly praying she can't see his need. "yeah..." he looks at her, and lets out a shaky sigh as his eyes travel from her soft lips down her neck and he looks away as he gets to her breasts and rubs the back of his head his cheeks flaming "k...kagome...th...this isn't a...awkward f..for you?"
Kagome giggles "well...sorta but Shippo it's nothing I haven't seen before, we used to bathe like this all the time remember? When you were younger?" Though...you've grown up a lot since then... "we used to splash around in the water and talk with Sango while you floated on that inner tube"
He smiled at the memory "yeah..." still...back then I couldn't appreciate her body the way I do now.."
he looks at her when he smells tears and forgets their nudity and goes over to her hugging her close to him "Kagome? What's wrong?"
She sniffles and looks at Shippo "I miss them...Miroku and Sango...Kirara...all of them...it breaks my heart that we won't see them again...unless we go through the well...but from what Sesshoumaru said, it wouldn't be safe for us..." she leaned her head against his shoulder and blinks when Shippo grabs her chin and makes her look him in the eyes.
"kagome..." starts Shippo, his deep voice soothing her "we'll go back eventually...and even if we don't...they'll always be with us in spirit..." he hugs her securely and he gently kisses her tears away and kisses back when she kisses him. Kagome...
Kagome smiles wrapping her arms around his neck tears still falling down her cheeks and blushes when he pulls away from him after her knee brushes against him. And she gently touches his cheek "you're right Shippo...they live with us in spirit..." she kisses him again blushing into the kiss when his hands rest on her waist and slowly move up and she shivers when a hand gently touches one of her breasts and she pulls away from him smiling slyly. "is there something you want fox boy?"
He averts his eyes trying to ignore the ache forming in his groin "I uh...heh...I'm just trying to c...comfort you...y..you seemed upset..." his face flushes when she touches his chest and slowly moves it downwards making him fight the urge to pin her beneath him and shudders noticing how close her hand is to his throbbing need and damn near whimpers when she pulls her hand away and kisses his cheek before looking him in the eyes. "you appear to have a problem...I'll leave you alone to take care of it..." she smiles and slowly gets out of the water making sure to give him a full view of her back side before wrapping a fluffy white towel around herself and goes inside He's a sweet man...and as much as I hate seeing him suffer in that way and how badly I want to help him with it...I need to be sure he's the one...she looks out the glass door watching Shippo blushing I'm not really going to watch him am I?...of course I am...
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Shippo groans in frustration, his entire body burning with need the pain greatest in his groin he closes his eyes, running his hands through his hair She's gonna end up killing me...His tail twitches in frustration. Great...now I gotta deal with this...He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes and. Slowly begin to stroke himself letting out soft groans attempting to relieve himself of the intense pain his face flushed
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Kagome looks away blushing embarrassed that she was watching Shippo stroke himself in order to fix what she did, her own body warm with need and she shakes her head I can't believe I...and...It made me want him more...augh! What am I doing? She walks through the hallsher cheeks burning and she blinks when sesshoumaru chuckles at her "s...sesshoumaru? wh...what are you doing?"
He laughs "I live here remember? I was merely going for a walk when I smelled the scent of a very frustrated miko...and I don't mean just mentally." he smirks tilting his head "I'm surprised you didn't decide to help the poor fox, it takes quite a bit for a demon, especially a fox demon...or any canine demon for that matter, quite a bit to finally have their release, and when they do, most of the time they grow...just like real dogs, when they mate they get larger, and well...it's almost painful..." sesshoumaru smiles slightly "Of course the more he ends up having to release himself the more he's going to want you, and the more you'll want him...because you'll know each time he does it, it's because of you...and of course...you two chose a nice time to go on vacation, because the mating season for demons begins soon. And if the human is close to the demon, the human will also realize their true feelings, which could be good or bad for the kitsune."
Kagome blushes "I...I didn't know that..." she blushes suddenly more intrigued (and aroused) than before and she blinks looking back at a flushed Shippo and shivers when he walks past her and sesshoumaru walking awkwardly and sesshoumaru laughs. "He couldn't get a release! Poor man! He's probably going to have to finish it somewhere else..." sesshoumaru smirks and looks at Kagome "it would be good for the both of you to learn your feelings, on this island, the forces of nature are strong...tomorrow you should go down to the town on the island. Perhaps you'll find something there for you two to do...a massage perhaps?" sesshoumaru continues down the hallway and Kagome blushes going to her room her body still heated.
– (Quick warning, if you're offended by self pleasuring I advise skipping the parts in between the double *, I'd hate to be flamed for something so stupid...and be warned because well...I've never written anything like this. And I'm a girl which makes writing in 3rd person about Shippo is gonna be hard So yeah...it's probably gonna suck.)
Shippo groans in desperation as he enters his room his body burning with a need for release glances at the door that connects his room to kagome's smelling her scent making his cock twitch with need and sneaks into her room, knowing she's not in there and goes through her bags Something with her scent...something with her scent...her strong scent. (begin bad attempt of pervertedness)
**He shivers and blinks when he finds her pillow and shivered inhaling the scent on it and the mental image of her appears in his head and he shivers rushing out of the room and into his own leaving the pillow and he shudders when the towel around his waist moves against him causing him to groan and he locks the door if Kagome caught me doing this she'd be disgusted...he groans throwing the towel off and he shivers going into the bathroom locking that door too and shivers reaching down to his throbbing cock and begins to stroke himself groaning the faster he strokes remembering the way Kagome was grinding against him and he shudders going faster and begins thrusting into his own hands Damn it all...does she realize, what she does to me...and the caliber...it's damn near painful...He shudders feeling the pressure begin to intensify and he groans and lets out a low whimper when he finally hits his release and adds pressure to his cock until he returns to normal and he falls to the floor shaking and he whimpers** (Finished)
that woman...she keeps doing this to me...Inuyasha...bastard...lucky bastard...she would give herself to him...He sighs and cleans up his mess and finds some clothes Kagome bought for him and he walks out and blinks hearing Kagome in the other room and quietly unlocks his door and listens to Kagome talk to herself. She said my name...
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Kagome sighs to herself "shippo...I feel so bad...I don't know..what to do...I want him...but...I don't know...what if I'm using him out of grief of losing Inuyasha...?" she changes putting on her pajamas and sighs again "then again...he is a better man...he's always been there...ugh...my head hurts..." she lays down and closes her eyes "I think...maybe...I like Shippo more than Inuyasha..." she smiles as she falls asleep.
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Shippo blinks at what he heard she...she likes me better than Inuyasha? He smiles to himself and goes to his own bed and shivers and changes into a fox and lays on his pillow maybe I do have a chance...perhaps sesshoumaru is right...maybe this trip will show our true feelings... he smirks and closes his eyes curling into a ball his tail over his muzzle and he falls asleep.
^^; you have no idea how red my face is after writing that little scene...I look like a tomato.. x/x nose bleed! Anywho I hope you enjoyed this chapter, now that it's summer I'll have plenty of time to update, hopefully once or twice a week. Thank you for all the lovely comments, they make me happy :D
~Shade
