I DO NOT OWN DEATH NOTE!
Near was laying in his bed reading a book with a flashlight when Mello closed and locked the door behind him. Near smiled at him as he sat on the edge of the bed and set his book aside, laying the flashlight on the bed next to him to give them a little light.
"Did you talk to Matt?" Mello nodded, his eyes distant as he stared at the wall. Near felt a small flame of panic in his chest. "What did he say?"
"I don't understand him, Near."
"What happened, Mello?" Near moved behind Mello and wrapped his arms around his shoulders, resting his head against his back.
"He said that he doesn't want to be my friend right now. Because he told me those things about sex wanting to do it with me."
Near leaned back and stared at the back of Mello's head. "Matt wants to have sex with you?" Mello nodded again. "What did you say?"
"Nothing really. I told him I didn't know he felt that way. That I was with you now. That's when he said he didn't want to be my friend."
"Are you okay?" Near touched Mello's hair softly.
"I guess. I'm just confused, you know. We've been friends for a long time."
"I don't know what to say. I'm sorry."
Mello shook his head and turned around to wrap Near in his arms. "It isn't your fault, Near. Even if Matt had told me that before, I'm not sure it would have changed anything. I have never felt that way with him. I've always felt that way for you, even though it was confused in my jealousy."
Near just nodded and put his arms around Mello's waist, resting his head on his chest to hear his heart racing. "Did you still want to take a shower with me?"
Mello grinned and took Near's hands. He stood and pulled the boy into the bathroom. He turned on the shower and pulled Near's clothes off. The boy stood there, shaking slightly with anticipation as he watched Mello move around his bathroom. He felt slightly embarrassed to be standing there nude with an erection while Mello was opening his cabinets looking for something.
"What are you looking for, Mello?" Near used his hands to cover himself as best he could. He knew he shouldn't have been embarrassed, but he couldn't help it.
"Lotion, or oil, or something." Mello dropped to his knees and dug through the stack of empty bottles under Near's sink.
Near pointed back into his bedroom. "There is lotion on my nightstand."
Mello grinned up at him and moved toward him on his knees. He ran his tongue over Near's stomach and up his chest as he stood, making the boy moan softly. "Stay right there." Mello left the bathroom and returned seconds later with the bottle of lotion. He set it on the counter near the shower door and tested the water. He smiled and held his hand out to Near. "Come on."
Mello got into the shower and closed the curtain behind Near. He stood with his back to the water and sighed as the heat soaked into his muscles. He tilted his head back and closed his eyes, letting the water stream over his face and run down his chest. He jumped slightly when Near stepped into him and ran his tongue over the water dripping from his nipples.
Smiling, Mello wrapped his arms around Near and kissed him passionately. The hot water beat down on them as their tongues dances and their hands explored. Mello turned them around and pinned Near against the wall, lifting him up so he could wrap his legs around his waist and their erections rubbed together. Near moaned as Mello ground their hips together, his teeth scraping against the boys neck.
Mello leaned back enough to reach through the curtain and grab the bottle of lotion. He put a large amount into his hand and slowly started to use his fingers to prepare Near. The boy whimpered and squirmed, his breath coming in pants as Mello's fingers worked at his entrance and his mouth sucked at his collarbone.
Mello pulled his fingers out of Near and used the rest of the lotion in his hand over his stiff member. He shifted his hips and plunged himself hilt deep into Near. Near threw his head back and moaned loudly, half from pain. Mello's eyes widened and he clamped his hand over Near's mouth.
"I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?" Near shook his head. It had hurt, but he didn't want Mello to stop because he knew how good it found feel once the pain went away. "You need to try to keep your voice down, Near. We don't want to wake anyone up."
Near nodded and moved his hips slightly. Mello groaned and began a slow rhythm in and out of the smaller boy. He took his hand off of his mouth and gripped his ass in both hands to hold him up and give him leverage. Near bit his lip to keep from moaning loudly again. He locked his legs around Mello's hips and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.
Near bit back a moan and sank his teeth into Mello's shoulder when he angled his hips to hit his sweet spot again. Mello grinned and thrust in harder at the spot. Near nearly fainted from the pleasure and tightened his arms and legs around him. Mello's thrusts were causing his own erection to rub against Mello's stomach and the friction was causing Near to become very close.
"Mello, don't stop." Near moved his hands under Mello's arms and around his waist. With each thrust, Near rocked his hips forward to rub himself more into Mello's slick, wet skin. Mello groaned and sped up.
Near gasped and bit his lips so hard he drew blood. His head tossed back and hit the wall with a dull thud as his body tightened harshly around Mello's shaft and a scalding hot wave of fluid gushed over his stomach. Mello dug his fingers into Near's flesh hard enough to bruise and shuddered as he released himself into Near.
Mello's knees gave out and he slumped to the floor of the shower, Near still wrapped around him, pressed between him and the wall. They held each other as the water beat down on them and their breathing slowed to normal.
Near rested his head on Mello's shoulder and pressed his lips against his neck. His feelings for Mello were growing quite strong. He was confused by what he had felt when Mello told him what Matt had said. Now, in the shadow of their love making, those thoughts were coming back to him and he felt the flame of panic again in his stomach.
"Mello. What are you thinking about?"
Mello grunted softly and kissed Near's neck. "I'm thinking that I'm to tired now to walk back to my own room."
Near smiled slightly. "You can sleep with me if you want."
Mello nodded. "I do want that. But what if someone comes looking for us in the morning?"
"No one ever comes into my room, even if I sleep in."
"Maybe not for you. But if I sleep in Roger comes and yells at me to get out of bed. I'll have to think of a good excuse why I wasn't in my room and he couldn't find me."
"You'll think of something, you always do." Near relaxed a bit. But he was still nervous and he wasn't completely sure why.
"What is really bothering you, Near?" Mello sat back and looked into Near's eyes.
Near turned his face down and tried to think of how to answer. "What Matt said to you, it bothers me."
"Do you think I would leave you for him? Is that what this is?" Mello ran his hands through Near's wet hair, pushing it out of his eyes.
Near nodded. "I think so."
Mello put his hand on the back of Near's head and pulled him forward so his head was on his chest. "I wouldn't do that, Near. I have wanted you for to long to let what Matt said effect me. I have never felt that way for him."
"So you wont do it with him?"
"No. Never. You have my word. I promise that you are the only one I will ever do this with. Only you, Near." He kissed Near's forehead and just held him.
"I promise the same. Only you, Mello."
Mello smiled and began to unwind Near's limbs from around his body. He stood and pulled Near to his feet. Picking up Near's shampoo, he lathered up the boys head and watched the way the soap ran down his body as he rinsed it out of his hair. He was getting excited again. Near noticed when he wiped the water out of his eyes.
Near's eyes widened slightly and he looked up at Mello's face. "Again?"
Mello shook his head and laughed. "No. I think I would pass out right here if we did that again." He picked up a washcloth and lathered it up and began to wash himself.
Near took the cloth from him and smiled as he ran it over Mello's skin. Mello sighed softly and danced his fingers over Near's arms. "You don't have to do that, Near."
"I know." Near grinned up at him and dropped to him knees. He rubbed his cheek against Mello's thigh and used the cloth to wash his legs.
"Near. What are you doing?"
Near looked up at him. "What you did for me earlier. Do you not want me to?"
Mello swallowed and shook his head. "If you want to. But I don't know if I will be able to keep standing."
Near smiled and opened his mouth. His tongue darted out and licked the tip of Mello's quivering member. Mello moaned softly and sank his fingers into Near's hair. He turned and leaned his back against the wall for support and Near continued to tease him with the tip of his tongue. As Near opened his mouth and wrapped his lips around him, he groaned loudly and put the side of his hand into his mouth to keep from moaning to loudly.
Near took as much of Mello into his mouth as he could without gagging. Mello's eyes rolled at the feel of the wet heat around him. Near's mouth was as soft as the rest of his body, his tongue a stiff pressure against his skin as his mouth sucked him. He nearly collapsed when Near reached up one of his hands and gently brushed against his balls. He looked down to see Near looking up at him with a questioning look in his eyes. He just nodded and watched as Near continued to suck him and let his fingers dance over the delicate skin between his legs.
Mello jumped when Near's fingers brushed against his entrance. Near pulled back and looked up at him. "I'm sorry. I wont do that again."
Mello shook his head and pulled Near's mouth back to him. "It's okay. It just surprised me. But I think if you want to do that we need to be in your bed."
Near nodded and went back to work sucking on him. It wasn't long before Mello had a firm grip in Near's hair and was holding him in place as he thrust into his mouth, careful not to go to hard or to far and make the boy gag. Mello bit his tongue and moaned loudly against his closed lips as he bucked his hips one final time and spilled himself into Near's mouth. The boys eyes widened slightly and he gagged softly at Mello thrusting to far into his mouth, the heavy fluid spilling down his throat. He swallow convulsively and coughed as Mello pulled out and let his knees collapse again.
Mello pulled Near into his arms and kissed him, tasting himself on the boys lips. "I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?"
Near shook his head. "No. It just surprised me." He smiled and kissed Mello again. "I'm tired now though."
Mello nodded and reached behind Near to turn off the water. They sat their for a while until they were both cold and finally got up the strength to climb out of the shower. They dressed in silence, then Near took Mello's and led him to the bed where they slept in each others arms.
