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Chapter 12 – Punishment
Mello stood in the dark bathroom and let cold water run over his bruised hands. His body was still vibrating with anger and frustration. He turned the water off and stepped out of the bathroom. Matt was laying on his stomach on the bed, one arm hanging off the edge. He was shaking almost violently. Partly from the pain of the beating he had just endured, partly because he was still sobbing.
Mello walked to the bed and looked down at the pattern of bruises he had made on his back. After the first few blows he had ripped Matt's clothes off. He needed to beat him the same way he had beat Near, while he was nude and helpless. The sound of his fists hitting Matt's bare skin had been satisfying, his screams had been even more so, muffled though they were through the gag Mello had put in his mouth.
Staring down at Matt, Mello still wasn't satisfied. He wanted to hurt him more. He wanted to hear him scream more. He wanted him to be in more pain. But half way through Matt had stopped screaming, giving him only pained groans whenever he hit him. He had numbed to the pain somewhat. Mello let his eyes roam over the length of Matt's body. He had seen it all before. They had been best friends for years after all.
Thoughts of ways to make him hurt without causing enough damage to put him in the hospital danced through his head. He finally settled on one he knew would cause the most damage. Mello kneeled on the bed and slid his body against Matt's. He grabbed a handful of his hair and turned Matt's face to look at him. He pulled the gag out of his mouth and ran a finger over his bloody lip.
"Do you still love me even now, Matt?" Mello spoke softly and stroked Matt's hair gently. "After everything I just did, knowing how much I hate you now, do you still love me?"
Mat blinked at him and turned his eyes down. "Yes. I deserve to have you beat me. I never should have touched Near, I know that. I couldn't…I still cant stand the thought of you being with him when I have loved you for so long."
"Good. That's good, Matt. Cause I thought of a new way to punish you."
Matt looked up to see the most evil look on Mello's face he had ever seen. He swallowed painfully. He knew that whatever Mello had just come up with would be worse then the beating. He watched cautiously as Mello backed off the bed and began to unbutton his shirt. Mello grabbed his hands and turned him over before tying his hands to the bars over his head with his shirt. Matt squirmed as Mello let his eyes wonder over the front of his body. He had always wanted Mello to look at him that way, but not with anger and an evil hunger in his eyes.
Mello stood up again and took off his belt. Matt cringed when he snapped the leather loudly and tossed the belt to lay beside his head. Mello watched the confusion fill Matt's eyes as he slowly worked his way out of the rest of his clothes and stood nude before him. He bent enough to open the drawer in Matt's bedside table and get his bottle of baby oil he used when he got himself off.
"Mello, what are you doing?" Matt shifted away when Mello knelt on the bed and leaned over him, putting their faces very close.
"Hitting you doesn't seem to be working very well towards punishing you. So I thought of something else." Mello leaned forward and ran his lips along Matt's jaw until he reached his ear. "I'm going to give you the one thing you seem to want so badly. Then I'm going to take it away. You will suffer knowing that you will never have me again, knowing that it's Near who will have my body in any way he wants it." Mello bit Matt's ear hard enough to earn himself a small yelp of pain before he sat back again.
"No, Mello, please. I would rather not have you touch me at all them have it once and never again. I don't want you touching me unless you mean to be with me." Matt tried to turn away when Mello pushed his body between his legs but Mello slapped him hard enough to break his lip open again and held him n place.
"That is exactly the reason why I am doing this. It is the thing that will hurt you the most, Matt. I'm not even going to make it hurt." Mello settled his knees between Matt's legs and leaned over to lick a long wet line up Matt's stomach. "I'm going to make it feel good. And I'm going to enjoy watching you slowly go crazy knowing I will never touch you again after tonight." Mello flicked the tip of his tongue over one of Matt's nipples, making his writhe from the sensation.
Matt struggled against the ties that held his hands over his head and Mello continued to lick and kiss every inch of his upper body. Mello scraped teeth over one of his nipples, causing him to cry out from the sensation. Mello chuckled softly and flicked the bottle open with one hand. Using his knees to spread Matt's legs open farther, Mello ran his hands over the smooth skin of his inner thighs. He looked down to see Matt stretched tight against his stomach, the hard flesh quivering softly as Mello ran his fingers over the skin a breath away from where it lay. Matt moaned softly and twisted his hips, trying to get that feather light touch to brush against him.
Mello put one hand on his hip and held him in place. "Patience, Matt. It will be good, I promise." Releasing his grip on the body beneath him, Mello poured the liquid from the bottle onto the fingers of his right hand.
"Mello, don't, please don't do this." Matt hissed softly as Mello drove two fingers into him and moved them around. "Oh God, Mello. Please stop."
"I wont stop, so you might as well enjoy it. Because you will never get it again." Matt whimpered softly as Mello added a third finger, moving them easily in and out of Matt's body through the slick oil.
Matt gasped softly when Mello removed his fingers and kissed his way up his body. He licked his neck in a quick movement before pressing his lips gently under Matt's ear. "This might hurt a bit."
Matt opened his mouth to say something but two things happened at once. Mello pressed their lips together and thrust his hips forward roughly, driving himself fully into Matt. Mello held the back of Matt's neck in a tight grip, keeping their mouths pressed together harshly as Matt screamed into his mouth. Mello pulled out, painfully slow, and drove in again. Matt screamed again, his body writhing under Mello, trying to get away from the pain of it. Mello shuddered and forced himself still rather then thrust in again. He wanted Matt to enjoy it and at the moment he was offering only pain.
Mello pulled back from the kiss and looked down at Matt. He turned his head away and whimpered softly as Mello shifted his hips. "Relax, Matt. Relax so it wont hurt."
Matt shook his head and squeezed his eyes shut, tears trailing down his cheeks. "Please, Mello. Please stop. I love you so much. But please stop."
"Shh. Don't cry, Matt. I thought you wanted this." Mello wiped the tears from Matt's face and turned his head to look at him again.
"I do. But not like this. I wont bother Near again. Just please stop this."
"I know you wont bother him again. Because if you do, and if you tell him about this, I will cut off your dick and make you eat it." Mello dug his fingers into the sides of Matt's head and made him look at him. "I want you to enjoy this, I want to make you feel good." Mello drew himself out again, slowly. Matt moaned and writhed, his previously relaxed muscles flexing slightly at the movement.
Mello leaned down and kissed Matt passionately as he began a slow, steady rhythm in and out. He pulled back from the kiss and sat up enough to grip Matt's hips in his hands and lift him up to get a good angle. Matt gasped and moaned loudly when Mello finally got the angle right and rubbed softly against that spot inside him. Mello grinned and tightened his grip, making his thrusts hard and fast to hit that spot over and over again.
Matt writhed in pleasure and pulled against the bonds. "Mello, untie me. Please, please, let me touch you."
Mello let go of his hips and leaned forward to untie his hands. Matt wrapped his legs around him and rocked his hips against him while his fingers worked to untie him. Mello moaned softly when Matt ground his hips against him roughly, causing a surge of pleasure to tingle up his spine. Mello finally got Matt's hands free and they glided down his back to grip his ass, pulling him into him as Mello took his hips again and lifted him back up.
"Harder. God, Mello. Fuck me harder."
Mello groaned as the words made his body tight with desire. He dug his fingers into matt's hips hard enough to bruise and started to pound into him. Matt cried out a moment before his body convulsed and a wave of hot fluid burst from him to cover their stomachs. Mello gasped at the sudden tightness around him and set his nails into Matt's hips as he released inside him.
Mello rolled off Matt, laying on the bed beside him. Matt sighed contentedly and rolled onto his side to lay his head on Mello's chest. "Was it good for you?"
Mello ground his teeth and glared down at matt's unfocused eyes. "Don't touch me." Matt rolled away, his eyes filling with pain. Mello stood and started to put his clothes back on. When he was finished dressing he turned to look down at Matt. "You disgust me. You stay away from me and you stay away from Near. If you tell him about this, I will make you wished I had killed you." Mello turned and walked to the door. He unlocked it and turned to see Matt curled up in a ball on the bed again. His body shook as he cried, his heart broken worse then his body.
Now he was satisfied.
